Returning to Bincheng, I saw the familiar southern scenery again. The climate and scenery here made me feel extremely familiar. I abandoned my armor and returned to the fields like a defeated soldier who went to the battlefield.
After arriving at Bincheng, I went to my godmother first. After I arrived at my godmother's place, I said, "Godmother, don't worry. I went to find her and she is fine!" After hearing this, my godmother was very happy and excited.
He held my hand and said: "Xiao Lin, I'm really wronging you. You have met your sister. Does she feel sorry for you?" Yes, for normal people, even if it is just a sister, I have traveled thousands of miles to find it.
She, she will also feel distressed, but she doesn't feel distressed at all. On the contrary, she is very cruel.
I just smiled and nodded, but my godmother clearly saw what was going on. She was stunned for a moment and said, "Does she blame you for going so far to look for her?" I quickly said happily: "No.
, Mom, I’m very happy and touched. It’s just because she changed places temporarily, so it’s inconvenient to call. Mom, don’t worry—”
My godmother pulled me and said, "No, Xiao Lin, are you lying to me? Did something happen to your sister? Tell me if it is true?" My godmother was very anxious. My appearance made her think that Bai Ling was responsible.
She told me something big, and I hid it from her.
I said, "Mom, don't worry. If something really happened, I wouldn't be able to make such an expression. Think about it, this is not something you can perform. By the way, sister asked me to tell you, don't worry.
"Yes, she will call you. The construction site is very busy now -" The godmother thought about it for a while. Xiaolin loves her sister so much. If something bad happens, how can he show a cheerful expression? Therefore, the godmother also
I believed it. Seeing that I was happy, my mother said: "Xiao Lin, your sister must be very distressed, but you said you would go two days ago, but it didn't go so fast. Why are you back now?"
I said, "Oh, that's it. Aren't you worried about me? I don't even know the language there. If something happens - there is a case to be heard, let me tell you.
I passed, so I came back——"
My godmother stopped asking, took my hand and said, "Xiao Lin, come here, I'll give you something!"
Actually, I wasn't in a very good mood at that time, but when I saw my godmother, I felt better. I didn't think about Bai Ling. I felt that my relationship with my godmother was not because Bai Ling was her daughter. Is it good or bad with her?
It won't affect my relationship with my godmother.
I don’t think it’s a treasure, right? My godmother took me to the back room, opened the bedside table, and took out a box. It looked a bit like a treasure. I said, “Mom, it can’t be a family heirloom, right?” The godmother said with a smile.
: "It's not a valuable thing, it's a ring -" My mother took out the ring. It was made of jade. The jade was so beautiful. It was different from ordinary rings. It wasn't fancy, but it was very special.
"Originally, these are two pieces. I wore them when I got married to your uncle. This thing is very old. It is said that my grandfather got it when he was in the palace. Could it be that the Qing Dynasty was over and it was passed down to my mother?
, my mother gave me another one, and she gave it to your sister. I have been keeping this one, Xiaolin, take it-" My godmother smiled, and I seemed to be able to feel it from her smile.
Does she want me to be with Bai Ling?
But, it’s not necessary now, she is with someone else, this should be given to Zhang Ming, maybe when they get married, but when will they get married? Fuck | Fuck, thinking about this, I want to run again
Returning to Iraq - Although I had some regrets after returning, I know that if I ran back again, I would still run back, because there was no way I could be so mean, so devoid of dignity, and so spineless.
I looked at the ring without saying anything, and my mother said, "What's wrong? Xiaolin!"
"Oh, it's nothing, Mom, this ring is very meaningful, I feel-"
Mom said: "It's just because it's meaningful that I gave it to you. Come on, take it!"
I thought to myself, what does this mean? I have nothing to do with her now. This ring was originally meant for husband and wife, one for each person. Then I thought that this ring might have been worn by the emperor and concubines of some ancient court? No wonder it has a simple structure.
But it’s so special!
I said again: "Mom, are these worn by people who are getting married?"
My mother seemed to understand what I meant. She smiled and said: "Xiao Lin, this, this is not necessarily the case. If it is worn by a couple, it must be good. Of course, even if it is worn by a brother and sister, it is also good. I have always worn this
I forgot about it, but when I thought about it later, you never came to see my mother, and you didn’t have time!"
I heard my godmother say that brothers and sisters can wear it too, so fine, I accepted it. If it was just for couples, then I wouldn’t want it.
I took it over, and my godmother smiled and said, "Put it on and take a look. My godson's hands are so handsome. They are prettier than girls' hands. If you tell people you go fishing, no one will believe it."
—" I picked it up and put it on. It looked good, but it was an antique. After I put it on, I said, "Well, it looks really good, Mom, thank you!"
The godmother said, "Why are you so grateful? I finally have a son. Do you think I will still count on that stinky girl in the future? Come on, my mother will prepare delicious food for you. Put it on and don't take it off!"
I said it was an antique, and my mother said: "Whatever is antique or not, just wear it for you. It looks better on you than on your sister. However, your sister, this child actually has a really bad temper.
I don’t know what she thinks, okay, let’s not mention her anymore!”
My godmother cooked a meal with me. It was almost evening when I returned to Bincheng. I had dinner at her house in the evening. During the meal, my godmother couldn't help but said: "Xiao Lin, what do you think I am?"
How wonderful it would be to have a son and a daughter by my side!"
I said, "Mom, don't you have a daughter and a son now?"
"That's different. Mom is saying, it would be great if we could be together, just you two children!" This time, I completely understood that my godmother wanted us to be together, but now I am full of thoughts
It's pain. I don't want to think about that woman at all. As soon as I mention her, my heartache hurts so much. This heartache is caused by the body and the spirit stimulates the body. It turns out that the heart really hurts.
Yes, this is absolutely true.
I don't speak.
The godmother said: "Xiao Lin, please tell me the truth. Don't mind what you are thinking right now. I am just like your own mother. What else do you think you care about?"
Yes, there is nothing to care about, but what should I say? Did she abandon me? Did she hurt me? I have paid so much for her in this life, isn't she moved? We once had
After so much love, I also understand her. At least she is not a stone. She is a woman who can be moved. But why is she so cruel to me after I have done all this for her? This is not like her, this is not her.
Facing my godmother, I took a sip of wine, put down my chopsticks, took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it. I thought for a moment and said, "Mom, I have her own choice now. She has met her own love. I just hope
As long as she's doing well, you can't force feelings. If you love someone, don't you just want her to be well?" I was very free and easy, but I laughed tangledly in my heart.
The godmother was stunned there, seeming to be even sadder than me. Of course, she was also confused. She said, "If you go to find her, is that person there?" The godmother was very smart. She thought of this at once. If it hadn't been for this,
She thought that Bai Ling would be extremely excited when she saw me. Maybe because of this, she was moved and we could be together.
I said, "Well, they are pretty good. It would be nice to have someone to take care of her, don't you think so, godmother?" The godmother didn't say anything and seemed very angry. After a while, she said, "Didn't she leave a phone number for you?"
"I said: "Oh, she doesn't seem to have a landline now, because you know everything is under construction over there, and the telephone equipment is not complete yet!"
The godmother's hands were trembling with anger. I don't know why she was so angry this time. I think it was also because I came so far to find her. She thought it shouldn't be done. She suddenly raised her head and said: "Xiao Lin, from now on, I will never do anything again."
, let's not pay attention to her anymore. Did she ask you to come back after seeing you? Why is she so heartless? Why did I give birth to this daughter? I - "
I didn't expect my godmother to be so angry. If I knew she was so angry, I wouldn't have told her about it. This was something I didn't think of beforehand.
I hurriedly comforted her and explained to her that this was not the case. No, they even invited me to dinner and were very nice to me. But the godmother obviously didn’t believe it very much. She looked at me and touched my face with her hands, feeling very sad.
She said distressedly: "My dear, it's okay. She's not worthy of your love. You are a good child who makes everyone feel bad when they see her. Let's not talk about this anymore!" My godmother looked at me with tears in her eyes.
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The godmother is also very beautiful. Although she was over fifty years old at that time, because she loves to dress up, and Bai Ling follows her, it can be imagined that the godmother was a very beautiful person when she was young. I think she also understands it very well.
Things between men and women, such as love, so she was very sad and felt sorry for me.
I nodded.
After I left my mother-in-law’s home, my godmother always told me to take good care of myself. I joked: “Mom, I’m not worried about you as a person. I think my sister is also worried about you. What if there is a suitable person?”
, you can also consider finding a wife, we as children will feel relieved!"
My godmother was shy and her face turned red. Because her skin was fair like Bai Ling's. No, Bai Ling was fair like her godmother, so her blush was particularly obvious. I thought I had said the wrong thing.
, and when I said it at the time, it was just natural. Thinking of old people, the godmother is not very old, so she should find a companion. As a child, the most worrying thing is the health of the parents. You said she is alone.
Living here, if there is really something wrong with me, and no one is even around me, that would be very scary.
My godmother actually hit me with her hand. Like Bai Ling, I was frightened. She laughed and said, "You silly boy, tell your mother this. If you don't look for me anymore, you won't find someone like your uncle. You
When my uncle was young, he was just as kind to his mother as you were. I have such a blessing. Children like Bai Ling don't have it. When I see you, I think of your uncle when he was young. At that time, he was really with you.
You are equally handsome, kind and caring, you really look like the son I had with your uncle!"
I smiled and nodded.
When I was lowering my arms, my godmother stopped me from above and said, "Xiao Lin, if you have nothing to do, come over and stay with me!"
I nodded and said: "Well, okay, mother!"
She added: "If your sister comes back, if you still don't dislike her, I will definitely let her take care of you!"
Hearing this sentence, I don't know whether to be moved or to tell my godmother not to do this. It doesn't make any sense, but my godmother's love for me still makes me extremely sad.
After I left my mother-in-law's house, it was already dark, and I received a call from Xiaoni. She asked me to come over to her place because she had something to tell me.