Bai Ling looked at her godmother and said affectionately: "Mom, let me toast you too. I will try not to let you worry in the future and make you happy. For so many years, I have always made you worry and made you feel wronged. I'm sorry.
,Mom, you believe me, I will pass
I am happy. I am doing my career and making money. In order to let you live a good life and let you rest assured about me, you know, some things hit me hard in the past. I finally regained my past, so let me
Let’s try it again, Mom!”
The godmother burst into tears and said hurriedly: "Lingling, don't tell mom these things. You are my daughter and my mother's pet peeve. Why are you talking about this? Mom understands you. Be good and stop talking!"
Bai Ling did it.
I don’t feel good about it either. Why did I feel so angry when I heard her say this?
She drank a large glass, and after drinking she said with a smile: "Mom, if there is a suitable one, you can think about it again. It's not impossible. Dad loves you so much, and she also hopes that you will live a good life alone."
It’s so wronged——”
I saw my godmother crying non-stop.
I said: "Don't talk about this anymore, talk about it another day, today is a happy day!"
She smiled and said, "I'm very happy. I'm not unhappy at all!" I said, "No one blames you. How you live your life is up to you. Just live a good life. My godmother just wants you to be like this. Don't do anything else."
If I don’t say anything, what else can I do?”
"Xiao Lin, I am crying with joy. Don't feel bad for mom. Mom is really happy. Seeing you all here makes me so happy. Lingling, for the sake of mom's birthday today, mom
I’m going to ask you a few questions in front of Xiao Lin, can you tell mom what’s on your mind?”
Bai Ling didn't speak.
The godmother said: "If you really love your mother, you should tell her not to let Xiao Lin suffer so much. He doesn't owe you, nor does he owe his mother. It's his heart to treat his mother like this."
It's heartbreaking, just tell mom what's on your mind, what do you think, do you like Xiao Lin?"
Although today is the godmother's birthday, the godmother has said this, and Bai Ling should also take it into consideration, but it is still difficult for her to let Bai Ling say such things.
I really don't know what to say.
Bai Ling remained silent.
I was watching anxiously from the side. I didn’t want my godmother to ask this. It doesn’t make any sense. Why would I ask her? If she has me in mind, why would she still ask? Isn’t this a natural thing?
Saying this is tantamount to forcing her to say it, and I don't think she will say it.
She thought for a moment and said: "Mom, I don't want you to worry about it. Let me put it this way, young people's things are young people's things. First of all, no matter what, they can't be viewed according to the previous concepts. Ask me if I like it.
I think he knows it in his heart that he likes him. As for the other things, Mom, I don’t want to say it. After all, we have come so far now, why do we still talk about it? I really
She is no longer a little girl. You said you want to fall in love or something, and you still have thoughts. I am now, I am now in my thirties, Mom, this is ###, a young woman, and I am no longer a girl, so you are now
Tell me this, if I am eighteen years old this year, then you ask, okay, I say, but now, I don’t know what he thinks, he should be mature, why do he always love-"
I said: "Bai Ling, let me tell you first. First of all, it was my mother who mentioned it today, not me who asked her to say it -" Godmother quickly said, "Yes, Xiaolin didn't ask me to say it. No matter how old you are,
That’s my child too, why can’t I say that?”
I said: "Also, I went to Iraq to look for you a few days ago. It was because my godmother was worried that something would happen to you and she couldn't contact you, so she went there. Don't think too much about it!"
After I said that, I said: "Stop talking, let's eat, let me try this dish!" I ate it and it was made by her. I thought the taste was average, not particularly good, but it still tasted like home. It wasn't that
I couldn't swallow it, so I ate it and said, "It's not bad, Mom, try this!"
The godmother ate and said hurriedly: "Well, it's pretty good. Lingling is quite good at cooking -"
The next step was more gentle. I thought about it. After all, I am a man, right? Why should a man be at odds with a woman? How much hatred can a man have? Besides, in my heart, I have never thought of it that way. All love and time
In comparison, there is nothing worth regretting or resenting.
Thinking of this, I picked up a glass of wine and said, "Here, let me toast you!"
She panicked for a moment, and then went to get the wine bottle. I was one step ahead of her, picked it up and poured it for her. I didn't fill it up for her, but only poured half a glass.
I picked up the cup and said, "Here, I wish you a prosperous business and a happy relationship!" I drank it myself first. After drinking the cup, the two kinds of wine began to take effect. In fact, at this time, I already felt that I couldn't drink it.
, my whole body was very hot, and sure enough, after drinking this glass of wine, I became drunk.
When the cup fell, it fell to the ground. My godmother hurriedly said: "Xiao Lin, are you okay?" She picked up the cup, and I could feel that this state was really bad.
I held on and said, "I drank liquor when I came here. I'm afraid we can't drink it together, so——"
"Xiao Lin, is it serious?" Godmother said.
I had a severe headache and couldn't seem to control my speech. I just held on.
She said, "Are you okay?" When I heard this, I slowly raised my head and looked at her. I kept looking and staring at her. She said, "Are you okay? Do you want to go to the hospital to get some fluids?"
?”
I just said slightly: "It's okay!" Then, I still looked at her. I felt that my eyes were a little blurry, as if I had entered a dream. In my eyes, she seemed as unreal as a movie scene.
I suddenly laughed, and then reached out to hold her hand. I was drunk at the time and didn't know that my godmother was next to me, and I didn't know where she was. I grabbed her hand, but she didn't move. I probably grabbed it.
Very tight, I remember these scenes, I held her hand and said: "I love you, I
"I miss you, can you stay with me? Bai, Mr. Bai -" I didn't even know why I called her that at the time. Later, my godmother said that I called her that. She felt that I was drunk.
, but when she saw me holding Bai Ling's hand, she felt happy again.
I held her hand and continued: "I have liked you since the first day I saw you -" Bai Ling seemed to say: "Yes?" She treated me as a drunk person.
Talk to me like this.
I waved my other hand and said: "Yes, you have forgotten it. Do you still remember the first time I came to your house? You were wearing -" I smiled and said: "Okay, I always
I'm peeking at you, haha -" I smiled, and my godmother said beside me: "Xiao Lin, isn't your sister quite bad?" I said: "Mom, you don't know, she is actually quite bad.
, to seduce me!”
"You can't say that!" She looked at me and said, "You're not a good kid either. You just think I'm beautiful - don't you?"
I touched my head and said: "Okay, she is quite beautiful, but not entirely. Xiaoni is also quite beautiful and younger than you -" After hearing this, she said: "Oh, what is this?"
What do you mean? Then why don’t you marry Xiaoni? It’s so good—”
I shook my head and said: "It's different, no, it's different -" I patted my head, picked it up with my fingers and said with a smile, "It doesn't taste like you, that's the difference -"
"Come on, let me ask you, how many girls have you been with?" She asked me this, and I heard my godmother say: "Why are you asking this? You girl -"
I was about to say something, but suddenly I was stunned. She snorted and said, "Just tell me, you are not an honest child, so take your hands away!"
I sneered and said, "No!"
"You are acting like a gangster, I will call the police!" she threatened me.
I said: "Okay, report it, godmother, she wants to call the police!"
"She can't bear to let you go. Don't you see that your sister likes you?" The godmother said with a smile: "You two children, why not just do what I say, if it is good, then be good and listen to your mother's words!"
Bai Ling took her other hand and pushed my hand. I didn't tighten my grip and let go of her hand. Then I just stood there, staring at her without speaking. I don't know when, my head fell down.
Arrived on the table.
Then, there is a blur of consciousness.
I heard Bai Ling shouting: "You are so scary, what happened to you?" My godmother also said: "Xiao Lin, Xiao Lin, are you okay?" I shook my head and said it was okay. I just stood up and wanted to move, but
It fell directly to the ground with a plop, and fell heavily to the ground.
"Don't move? Are you crazy?" Bai Ling came over to help me. I lay there, raised my head and squinted my eyes, smiled at her and said, "Do you love me? My godmother asked you if you still love me?" Where am I?
I didn't want to move, I just wanted to lie there.
"Be obedient. Get up. I'm telling you, be obedient. Your mother and I can't help you!" I touched my face and said, "I can get up by myself!" It took me a long time to get up, and
It was she who helped me up. I was helped to the edge of the bed. I fell onto the bed and the bed bounced a few times. This was her bed. I remember her bed was Simmons. The one I slept on before was very hard.
, it’s very flexible here.
I lay there, holding the pillow in my hands and said: "Bai, Bai Ling - do you know how much I want you to be happy when I go to Iraq to find you? But why are you so cruel? Why? You think I don't know
?I know everything, clearly——"
"Come on, take off your shoes -" I felt her taking off my shoes.
I kicked off my shoes, then held my head in my hands and said, "It hurts, my head hurts!"
She put her hands on my head and said, "What about this?" She grabbed it with her fingers and scratched my scalp. She seemed to know how to deal with a drunk man's headache.
I reached out and grabbed her arm and said drunkenly: "Do you often do this for him? Really?"
"Don't move, why are you moving? I don't care about you!"
I grabbed her suddenly and said: "Okay, I won't move, don't move, if I move again, I am a bastard, he is the only one allowed to move, fuck | fuck, I -" I suddenly said madly
He hugged her to the bed and then pressed Bai Ling tightly.