Yirou noticed that I was distracted and said, "Are you curious why she went to my house?" She understood me very well. I laughed and said, "Then why did she go to your house?" I then said, "It's not that she was curious.
They are just friends who we all know after all, it feels like——"
"Aren't you still curious? You can't tell me directly. I don't know what to do specifically. At that time, I happened to take Eggy to the supermarket to buy food. When I came out, she came in. She thought the child was mine.
, and she said it was so cute. Later I said it was Lin Jiayi’s child, and she smiled and said nothing--"
I said: "Yeah!"
"Are you afraid that my eldest brother will chase Bai Ling? Probably not. My eldest brother is very afraid of my sister-in-law, and he wouldn't dare!" Yirou said.
I laughed and said, "What are you talking about? It's nothing. Her current affairs have nothing to do with me, and I have nothing to do with her. I just asked, let's go have a meal!"
Yirou shrugged her nose and said, "You clearly miss her. You love her so much. Why isn't she with you?"
I said, "Who likes her? Those who don't like her, and I don't want her to be with me!" I smiled, hit me with a soft hand, and then grabbed my arm.
Later, we had a meal. After the meal, Yirou took the child home. Her mother wanted to see the child every day. I thought to myself that it was addictive and she had to take over my son. But, old man,
As for whether there are grandchildren, Yirou's brother and sister have not given birth to children.
After dinner, I didn’t go anywhere. I called my godmother. I asked my godmother if she was at home. She said she had just come back. I asked her to pick up the phone. She answered it, picked up the phone and said
:"What's up?"
I said: "Come out, I have something to tell you -"
"Isn't it difficult to talk on the phone? Why are you going out? It's almost dark now——"
I said coldly: "You must come out today, for the sake of what we have done before, come out!" I never thought that she would come out at that time. She thought for a moment and said: "In
Where?" What she said suddenly made me feel particularly charming. I don't know how to feel this way. Maybe she hasn't spoken to me like this for a long time. Although it was only two words, there was something in those two words.
The feeling it gave me made me excited all over.
This feeling is so strange.
I made an appointment with the cafe on the third floor in Chaotianmen that we often went to. It was by the window. I remember that we often went there at that time. She always liked to look at the sea from the window. I was still like that at that time.
Youthful, in front of her, I was like a devout believer.
After I said it, she said "Yeah!"
I was equally moved. I think in love, who can say that men are not cheap? Men can do it too, and they will become very cautious, like a child who wants to suck milk.
I sat by the window and looked outside, waiting for her quietly. It was already dark outside, but I could still see the sea in the distance glowing under the moonlight.
Sitting there, I seem to have returned to that time many years ago. I can clearly feel the youthfulness I once had. I was a little afraid of her in front of her. I love her, but I am afraid that she will not be with me. I always
If you want to be strong and get her, it seems that all your actions are for her, and everything is for her.
At that time, she was very capable, energetic, and loved to dress up. She was dressed in white, just like her name, and her eyes were particularly bright. She always looked bold wherever she went. She would often turn around suddenly, say something, and then smile.
Turning around again. She is either indifferent or smiles widely in front of employees, and only when she is alone will she fall into sadness. I think only those who observe her carefully can understand when she is sad.
At that time, she wanted to save her father. In order for her father to come out as soon as possible, she had to pay back the money. For this belief and this relationship, she gave everything. A woman like her is not an ordinary woman. For a long time,
Her character has been formed. She is like a jade, buried deep in the darkness. No one has come to mine it for a long time, or someone has come, but her heart has never been touched. How can you change such a woman?
Thoughts about her, so I fell in love with her, loving and hating her at the same time.
But you have to love her, because she is cute, because of her unique charm, which no one else has, but I think maybe it is because of love. Any man who loves a woman will feel that she is unique. Of course.
Deep love is the kind of love that is unforgettable for a lifetime and can never be forgotten again.
I ordered a cup of coffee for myself and drank it quietly, and ordered a cappuccino for her. I had never felt so anxious waiting for her for a long time. That was before when I was waiting for her to come back in the room, eager to make love with her.
|Love, that kind of eagerness, every moment is ticking, ticking.
Many times, I looked back at the door, and I was a little cautious. It felt very strange. I originally wanted to find her to ask her something that I was confused about or confused about or even a little unhappy about. But I sat down where we had been.
The place and the mood have completely changed.
I can't help but feel the passage of time.
I heard footsteps, and there was a lady trying to help her. She quickly said: "Oh, I'm fine!" As soon as she finished speaking, she sat opposite me, still in her old seat. She sat there and looked at me. She put on makeup.
, I also looked at her, and I didn’t think I smiled. She seemed to want to laugh too, but turned her face to one side. When she looked back, her expression was serious. I knew she wanted to laugh just now.
But at this moment, her expression was serious and she said: "What's the matter?"
As soon as I took the cigarette, she looked around and said, "Don't smoke!" In fact, you can smoke here, but she didn't let me smoke. I put the cigarette back and said, "Do you remember this place?" I have a bit of Aunt Qiongyao TV.
Ask her the cliche words in the book.
She looked around, then looked out the window and finally said: "It's been a long time since I've been here. It seems to have been renovated——"
I said: "Yes, this table used to be facing the window, but now it's a little offset, but it's okay, the environment is still good!"
"Are you telling me that you want to buy this place?"
I said: "Let me ask you, why did you go to Yirou's house?"
She didn't speak for a long time after hearing this, but just lowered her head. Then she said to the waiter: "Hey, little girl, come here!" The little girl came over, and she said casually: "Is there any pure water? I
If you don't drink coffee, you can take this one -" "But it can't be refunded!" She smiled and said, "It's not a refund, you pay the bill!" The girl left, and I said, "You don't want to give me face, you pay the bill yourself.
Buy!" I looked to the side and it seemed like someone was looking at us.
"I didn't want to come originally, your godmother, she said I wouldn't come, she's not done with me, I originally wanted to go for a run!"
I smiled coldly and said, "Are you going for a run with that man?" I nodded and said, "What kind of run? Can you run if your legs are good? Besides, don't you put on makeup and go for a run just to show him?
?" I clenched my fists, took a breath, and then said, "What?"
"Did you see it with your own eyes or something?" she said suddenly.
I said: "Don't be angry with me. Think about how good I was to you before. You have no reason to be angry with me!"
"Think about the grievances I have suffered, I am a woman -" she gasped and looked at me coldly.
I thought about it. It was Liu Qian who beat her that time. She remembered it in her heart. She hated me. Yes, I knew that after Liu Qian beat her that time, she changed and started to hate me. I
I know that if it is just her cousin who is ignorant to her, then forget it, but because I am married to her, if she loves me and loves a man very much, and finally suffers such behavior, maybe she can tolerate it at the time, but after that, she is very
Hard to accept.
Especially those lonely and lonely days when Liu Qian and I were together and no longer able to accompany her, how much did she have to bear? Those lonely nights, when she smoked and drank, she must have been miserable alone, but she had to bear all these.
It came in one second, it was not as simple as just talking.
After she got through those hardships and figured it out, in fact, every time she suffered, she died once. When she got over that death, she would change. I can understand it. That's why she was.
I calmed down and said, "Bai Ling, I know that I didn't do well and I made mistakes. If I hadn't done those wrong things, I wouldn't have been like that later. I know that we might be able to be together very well.
But I made a mistake. The mistakes I made when I was young were all punished later. Now that I am single, we can start over, okay? It doesn’t matter if you don’t love me anymore, I just want you.
, this may be too domineering and too ignorant, but I know that only I can give you happiness-"
The waiter brought the water, she drank the water and said, "Do you really understand me?" she said.
"Yes, I don't understand. I feel less and less understanding later on, but have you ever loved me? If you have loved me, it doesn't matter whether you understand or not. It really doesn't matter at all. As long as you love, even if
You are a, you are a spy, I love you!"
I thought of the movie "Lust, Caution" I just watched, so I said this.
She pursed her lips and said, "Did Yirou tell you?"
I said: "Yes, why did you go to her house?"
"I've known each other before. I've known her family for a long time. She was born late and she doesn't know me, but almost everyone else in her family knows me. This time it's an international tourist island project. Uncle Yao asked me to do it. I
I should thank you, he said it was you who mentioned me before he remembered me——"
After hearing this, I said: "Bai Ling, don't be stupid. Don't think too simple. He is not that simple. The water here is very deep. Don't come in. I won't allow you to come in. Also, I
What I can’t figure out is, why do you make so much money? Why do you work so hard? Do you really need money that much?” I finally asked, with a bad temper.
She looked at me, looked at me, then she bit her lip, moved her head slightly, and then started speaking word by word.
When I heard what she said, when I saw her tears, my whole body was shaking. I really wanted to go over and hug her, hold her in my arms, love her, love her, and cherish her.
, I may have never thought about her properly, how she spent those days, how desperate she was after Liu Qian beat her, I think I may have wrongly blamed her.
When I knew that she was destined to spend her whole life for her father, I thought I could only walk side by side with her, or protect her quietly in the dark, and no longer allow anyone to hurt her or bully her.