She said: "Yeah, why do I make so much money? I have no power and power, my father is gone, something happens to you, something happens to you, if you don't have money, how can you come out? You ask me, what do I make money for? You
What are you talking about? I admit that I love money, but every penny I, Bai Ling, make now is earned with my life. I didn’t get it by doing nothing. Why are you? Why do you say this to me?
?" She had a seizure. She seemed to be having a heart attack, trembling, biting her lip with her teeth, and looking straight at me.
I was speechless by what she said.
She gasped and continued: "Let me tell you again, don't be too self-righteous. I love you. Yes, I admit it. However, I tell you today that sadly, I was not born in Xiliang. I was born in Xiliang."
In such a family, my father's death cannot be in vain, you know? Someone killed my father. Just after I had the ability to let my father out, my father left like this. I already know almost all the evidence. I want to
Let those people be brought to justice!”
I clenched my fists and said, "Okay, I know, you are doing everything for your uncle, okay, but let me tell you, you are not a man, you have no children, you don't understand the feeling of being a parent, you -"
"No, I have, I have, I have had a child, but the child is gone and was deceived by bad people. Do you think I can forget it? I can't, I can never-" She cried and said: "I
Tell you, that's my life, I can't think about it, I want those bastards to be punished, I want to find my son, yes, you have a son now, you won't remember that, but I can't
, I can't!" She closed her eyes and turned away, tears streaming down her face.
My heart ached so much. When I saw her like this, I started to panic, and everyone around me looked over.
I hurriedly walked over and sat next to her. Just as I was going to comfort her and hold her hand, he pushed me hard and kept saying: "Go away, go away. I don't want to see you. I really don't want to see you."
I don’t want to see you again, I hate you, I hate you, just go away!”
I will not leave, and I will definitely not leave her at this time. I picked up a tissue to wipe her tears, but she refused to listen and avoided me. I said: "Be good, it's my fault. I didn't say anything."
No more questions. Look, there are so many people around you looking at you. You even put on makeup. Your eyes are so ugly when you cry. Stop crying. Can I make up for it? I was wrong. Let me look at you.
, I'll tell you something nice, or else-" I think I don't know how to comfort a woman. I can take action, but I'm not very good at speaking.
Her voice became softer, but I could still feel her grievance. Yes, she had suffered too much. How could she live a good life? And with her legs like this, wouldn't it be a big blow to her?
And I still don’t quite believe that she had a car accident in a foreign country. I think it must have happened in China, but she wouldn’t tell me.
I still put my arm around her waist and held her arm with the other hand and said, "Baby, don't cry. Let's go. It would be bad if we don't do it in this place and let others see it. Just wait a minute. I'll go."
Pay the bill and don’t move!”
There were people watching around, so I raised my hand to express my apology, and those people turned around, and then I walked over to pay the bill, and then walked over again. I saw her lowering her head and wiping tears. I thought maybe she was crying.
After shedding so many tears, I feel a lot better. Otherwise, I wouldn’t feel comfortable at all. How long do these tears last? Sometimes, if you don’t have a chance and don’t face the person who deserves to cry, you will cry even if you don’t face the person who deserves to cry.
I understand the feeling of not being able to come out.
I walked over and said, "Let's go!" She shook her head and said, "You're ready to go!" How could I leave? I won't leave. Wherever she goes today, I will follow her and she will come back.
I'll go home with her. Anyway, I won't leave. I'll wait hard for her to come back.
I stood there without moving, and the people around me looked over again. I smiled at them, meaning it was nothing. It was nothing if my wife had a little emotion.
"Be obedient, what are you doing? You're not a little girl anymore -" I always like to talk to her like this. Maybe I'm a very typical person. If I'm very nice to a woman, it's probably an ordinary friendship.
If you verbally bully a woman, it may be interesting. You can call it duplicitous, or of course, you can call it boring or coquettish.
She bit her lip and looked out the window.
I continued to laugh and said: "Hey, what are you doing? What a big deal. I have gone through so many hardships in life. I have died many times and suffered so many pains. I almost have scars on my body."
"It's full. I passed by a tattoo shop the day before yesterday. When I went in, the shop owner asked me to tattoo my whole body, dragon and phoenix, do you think that would look good? Would it be sexy?" I teased her on purpose.
She said: "It's so scary, how can any little girl be willing to follow you -"
I saw her saying this, and I was very happy. I said, "What do you know? It's different from your time. Now there are many people born in the 1990s. Do you know that I used to open a bar, and many people liked me-"
"If I don't like your money, who would like you?" she continued.
Hey, it’s so funny, I said: “No, I like me to be charming and mature. Nowadays, little girls like mature people!”
"Little boys also like mature ones!" Damn it, why can't I stand it when she says that? I stopped laughing immediately, looked at her and said, "Is there a little boy who likes you? Pull them away, those little boys.
I don’t like being with you, like that, how many of you are sincere?”
"Isn't it the same for you? Can you say that you are not?"
I think about it, am I? Think about that time, did I know what love was? If I didn’t understand, if I knew how to be with Liu Qian for the first time, wouldn’t it be the impulse and passion of youth? Including with her - but
I think I was different from her. Although there was passion, I vaguely felt some love at the beginning.
"Bai Ling, let's go, I miss you!" I said this instead, and said those three words, "I miss you!" That expectation was a bit low. At this moment, I was trapped in a kind of time and destiny.
Into the intertwined sadness.
I don’t want to remember anything anymore, everything is superfluous. The injuries I’ve suffered, the tears I’ve shed, the joys I’ve had, the fear of life and death and the lack of hesitation, all of them don’t need to be recalled.
What I can grasp is the present, the future, and the future. I use all my time and all my possibilities to accompany her, no matter she is old or poor, no matter she is
Whether her body is healthy or disabled, whether her temper is good or bad, I am willing to protect her and accompany her until she is gray-haired and until we are old and unable to go anywhere, we can only sit outside the old house and watch the setting sun.
, as long as she leans gently on my shoulder, if I can look back at her eyes, just her eyes, it is enough for me, I will have no regrets in this life, and my life will not be in vain.
She trimmed her hair, and I gently put my hand on her shoulder. The long-lost warmth made her push me, but I suddenly hugged her in my arms, hugging her tightly.
I pulled her whole body into my arms. She had no strength to resist and leaned into my arms. I hugged her hard, felt her, rubbed her hair with my chin, kissed her forehead gently and said: "
I love you so much!" I really don't know how to say affectionate words.
These words made her a little emotional. She gasped and said, "What are you doing?" She obviously knew what I was doing, and she also felt this situation. She liked to ask this, and I treated her like a child.
She said with the same pain: "Hug you, kiss you!" She didn't say anything, but slowly moved her hand up my leg, and finally she grabbed me badly, and I said, "Oh!"
: "You are still as bad as ever, you haven't changed at all!"
I clearly remember the music in the coffee shop was "There is a kind of love called letting go". I didn't hear anything else, I only heard "There is a kind of love called letting go -" I thought to myself, why let go? Why let go? Mine
His hand slowly reached towards her chest and reached inside, cherishing it in a panic and with a hint of urgency.
Carefully caressing her breasts, through the bra, she still had full breasts. Going up, I felt a lot of coolness and softness. With trembling hands, I eagerly wanted to peel off her bra, and then touch her breasts.
I think women's attraction to men is always centered on it, no matter where it is.
She was probably afraid that someone would see her, so she hurriedly held my hand and seemed to remember that we were in a cafe. When I looked around, I saw someone looking at me with contempt, which meant that on this occasion,
Are you two civilized? You're not young anymore, and you're not a child. You said it's better to have a relationship or something intimate, but you're so uncivilized on this occasion——
I quickly took it away, and she didn't dare to look at anyone even when she raised her eyes.
I actually said to those people: "I'm sorry, my wife, there is a conflict, ha, women have to be coaxed!" When she heard me say this, she quickly picked up her bag and broke away from me, then stood up and left.
Probably because I couldn't lose face here, I also stood up. She was walking in front. I looked at her feet and then walked out with her.
After we went out, I said from behind: "What's there? Didn't you see the jealous and envious looks from all the men and women?"
Her phone rang suddenly. She took out the phone and answered it at the edge of an aisle downstairs. I stood beside her waiting for her.
After she hung up the phone, I stepped forward and took her hand. I held her hand and walked for two steps. I put one hand in my pocket and held her with the other hand. I looked back at her and said with a smile, "Yes."
What’s there to be afraid of? You’re not living for others—”
"I still have something to do-" she said.
When I heard her say this, I suddenly let go of my hand and said, "Who made that phone call just now?" So it turns out it wasn't me that she put on makeup or something like that? Who was that person?