We sat in a private room at a nearby KTV. It was very luxurious and expensive. This is Hong Kong. As a man from Bincheng, I seemed a little unnatural. After all, no matter how much you eat in Bincheng, there are some The world is like nothing you have ever seen. I still remember that time I took Bai Ling to see a doctor. I protected her very carefully. People on the streets of Hong Kong walk very fast and at a very fast pace. I dragged her along wherever I went. I even felt unsafe here, probably because of the influence of Hong Kong gangster movies when I was a kid. I was always afraid that something would happen to Bai Ling, so I would hold her in my arms wherever I went, just like a countryman who takes his wife to the city to see a doctor. It's like my wife is lost.
There's a kind of sadness there, and when you think about it, it's just not what it feels like.
After sitting down, Yirou sat next to me. I drank a lot of wine. Yirou knew that I drank too much, so I felt a little uncomfortable. I felt that my face and dignity had been frustrated. She didn't like that. I tit for tat, and whispered next to me: "Are you okay?" I looked at her, looked at her, stared into her eyes, and finally smiled and said: "Yirou, I thought you wouldn't be here until tomorrow." Even if I leave, why won’t I find a little memory of your past? Fortunately, you finally look like you now—"
She knew what I was talking about, she turned her head to the side, I looked at her body, I started to be speechless, I didn't know why I wanted to grab her hand, I gently put my hand on hers and held it Her hand, she trembled and wanted to take it back, but my grip might be a little tight. I held her hand. Her hand was very cool. I held it gently and kept looking at her. She didn't look at me. , turned her head to the side, and didn’t take her hand back, just put it in my hand. Yao Yimei asked the waiter to help her order songs, and I held it.
After a while, she started to pull her hand away. I was wondering if she had thought of something. I didn't wait for her to pull back, and I gently let go of my hand.
After letting go, I turned my head and leaned there quietly, the alcohol burning in my body, I stared at the screen and smoked a cigarette——
She pulled her hand away, which made me feel that I was no longer lost, but that some memories were gone. Although we didn’t have anything, those lovely memories, she in that memory, she was so simple, so cute, she was once with me So familiar, but it seems that all this will never happen again. The current Yirou is a brand new Yirou.
In this life, what I fear most is separation, which is the scariest feeling when your good friend or woman leaves you and becomes someone else.
About this time, the door opened, and then Yimei stood up hurriedly. I saw a man, about 26 or 27 years old, about the same age as Yirou, wearing a suit and leather shoes, and he looked quite handsome. Yimei said something to him, he smiled, and then walked towards Yirou. I glanced slightly at Yirou, who was sitting there stupidly.
Yao Yimei hurriedly asked the waiter to turn off the music, and then introduced: "Jiaye, let me introduce you. This is Lin Jiayi. You see, you all have the same name as "Jiayi". You are very destined. We are fellows from Bincheng. Come and get to know me!" I quickly stood up and extended my hand in a friendly manner, and he also extended his hand. I said, "Nice to meet you!" He also smiled and said, "Well, nice to meet you!"
Yao Yimei hurriedly introduced again: "Xiao Lin, this is, this is Yirou's boyfriend, Jiang Jiaye -" When I heard this sentence, I thought I was a man, I am not a boy, I know this
This sentence will surprise many people, or in other words - I felt a chill running through my body, but I smiled and said: "Well, it's good, Yirou, Yirou is really discerning, young
promising!"
He said with a Hong Kong accent: "Thank you Mr. Lin. Our family is not very famous in Hong Kong, but it is pretty good. I can only say that we are of the same family as Yirou, but we have just met. Sister Yimei introduced us.
I think Yirou is a very good girl!"
I nodded and said, "Well, sit down!"
Yirou smiled and said, "Come, come and sit next to me!" He smiled and said, "Yeah, Yirou!" After he sat there, Yao Yimei asked the waiter to turn off the speaker again, and then I smiled slightly.
I saw Yirou and Jiang Jiaye chatting. I couldn’t hear what they were talking about, but I didn’t want to listen. Well, that’s certainly not my business, right? The boy is very handsome and has a good temperament. He is very similar to Yirou.
A good match, yes, a perfect match, very good!
I feel a little unnatural in my body, and my heart, my heart, oh, Yao Yimei is singing on it.
"Mr. Lin, smoke!" He took a cigarette to me and said, "I learned to smoke when I was studying in the UK, but I smoked less, and Yirou didn't mind if I smoked, so -"
I smiled and nodded and said: "It's good to smoke less, but don't be like me. I smoked too much and was very intoxicated -" He wanted to light it for me, but I quickly said I would do it myself while he smoked.
Yan watched Yao Yimei singing, and I watched the same, and then no one said anything.
"Mr. Lin, is this your first time in Hong Kong?" he asked me.
I quickly said: "Oh, no, I've been here once before, but I haven't played much, and I'm not very familiar with Hong Kong. I happened to pass by here on business this time, so I came to visit Sister Mei. Later,
She asked her to sing and then came out to play!"
He smiled and said, "Well, you should be older than me, right?"
He was 27 years old, and I said: "Oh, how many years older than you -"
"Oh, are you married?" He asked me this, and I smiled and said, "Well, I was married, but divorced again-" He was stunned for a moment and then said, "Oh, I'm sorry!
"I said: "Nothing. As for marriage, it's good to have it!" "Then do you want to find a suitable person again?" I said: "Oh, that's not the case. I won't consider it for the time being!" I said.
When I told him this, he laughed and said, "I didn't want to get married originally, but then I suddenly had this idea after meeting Yirou!"
I said: "Very good, Yirou, Yirou is a very good child. She is very honest and sensible. She is filial to her parents. You have found a good girl!"
He smiled happily, went over to chat with Yirou again, and then chatted for a while.
After Yimei finished singing, she said: "Little sister, you can sing with Jia Ye. I ordered "Who Makes You Crazy" for you, which you sang last time!"
This is my brother's song, and I like it very much. They went up, Yirou picked up the microphone with a smile, and then said to him: "I didn't sing very well last time!" Jiaye picked up the microphone and said with a smile: "
It’s already rare to not be able to sing so well in Cantonese -” Then the music started playing, that familiar melody, that sad melody, that melody that makes people feel faintly uncomfortable when listening to it. My brother’s picture was on it, and I suddenly felt very special.
I want to go to that hotel, the Mandarin Hotel, Hong Kong. I have always wanted to go there in Hong Kong and give my brother a bouquet of flowers. I thought maybe I could go and have a look. I never had time last time, and it would be a waste of time.
Ling is sick.
Yirou smiled and sang to Jiaye, and Jiaye also smiled. The two of them were in perfect harmony and sang very well. I listened and watched quietly, and I no longer felt what it felt like in my heart.
What does it feel like?
Looking at the scene in front of me, thinking of those pictures, "I just like you, I love you, even if you don't love me, I will always love you -" "Lin Jiayi, you saved me, you have to be responsible for me
, I don’t care—” “I also want to have a child with you, can you give Dandan a younger brother?” “Dad, I love you, I love you, I call you dad—” I stopped remembering, no.
I feel that the singing makes me a little uneasy, flustered, and depressed. The direct effect is that my eyes are astringent. But I am no longer young. I seem to feel that I am old and even a little stretched. In the city of Hong Kong, I am like a
The down-and-out prodigal son is here to watch their joy, which is nothing but superfluous.
I finally understand why Yirou treated me like that. If the past is just a whim, why should I remember the present and the present forever? Yes, why should it be like this?
I changed my position, still staring at them, listening to their singing, the cigarette in my hand burned my fingers, I gently put the cigarette into the ashtray. Then I looked at my watch, it was already nine o'clock
At the end of the song, Yimei clapped her hands and Yirou smiled. At this time, Yirou approached Jiaye and looked at him. She put her hand close to Jiaye’s hand. I saw their hands touching each other, and then they connected
The next song was theirs, it was a slow song, they leaned there and sang quietly.
I looked at Yimei slightly, and I saw her looking at me and squinting her eyes. I thought it was humiliation, but does it count? If I don't come here, what does it count? Yao Yimei said coldly
I laughed, and I laughed too. That smile didn't matter, it was just like that.
I turned around, thinking that when the song ended, I would leave here gracefully.