They finished singing, and then walked down together holding hands. After walking down, Yao Yimei said to me: "Xiao Lin, what song do you want to sing? Click it!"
I laughed, the smile was a bit far-fetched, and I said: "I won't sing anymore. I drank too much today and my voice is not very good. You can sing. I will have something to do later. I'm afraid -"
Yao Yimei said: "What's the matter? What's the matter with you? It's evening now. Let's play more. Come on, order a song!"
I said, "Let's spend time together!" I didn't want to sing at first, but I wanted to finish singing this song before leaving. Otherwise, I wouldn't even have the dignity to step off the stage. If I were to leave suddenly, my family business would also be gone.
See it.
The song started, and I sat there quietly and looked at the picture. I don’t know why, but as soon as I sang the first line, the corners of my eyes instantly became wet, and those damn tears refused to obey me. “Lowered my eyes, turned off the light, and looked back.
This period of my life - "But in the singing, in the picture of my brother, I finished the song quietly, everything was very quiet, I think I have never sung so emotionally, it was not sung for anyone.
, not for anyone listening, maybe just for some personal memories.
"I have nothing to give you, but with this song -"
Yes, if meeting is for hurt, then parting must be for blessing. After singing, I stood there and looked at Yao Yimei with a slight smile and said: "I'm sorry, sister, I just, I, a friend of mine gave me
I’m sending a text message, I want to talk to him about something, I’m afraid it will be very late - so, I’m sorry!”
Yao Yimei sneered and said, "Did you do it on purpose? Is it because of other reasons?"
I glanced at her, and then said with a smile: "No, I'm sorry, sister, I really have to go back!" After I said that, I walked up to Yirou and said: "Yirou, brother has to leave first, and I have to do some work.
!" I saw that she was not looking at me, her head was slightly lowered, and she was silent. I smiled at Jiaye again and said, "Jiaye, you guys play, I'll leave first!"
Jiang Jiaye shook my hand, and then I walked out of the KTV. When I walked out, I felt relieved. Although I was full of sadness in my heart, what was that? I smoked a cigarette in one hand and put it in my pocket quietly.
Walking out. On the way out from the KTV, I felt like I had been walking for a long time, and I seemed to feel like I wanted to escape.
I may have thought about this day, I really did, but I didn't expect it to happen at this time, I just didn't expect it to be so sudden.
After walking out of the KTV, I took a taxi and the driver told me where to go. I didn’t even open the room, but at this moment I didn’t want to go back to sleep as soon as possible. I thought for a while in the car and said: "Driver, go to the Mandarin Hotel in Hong Kong."
, it’s where my brother’s accident happened——” The driver smiled and then talked to me about some things about my brother. He was also a fan of my brother. We had a great time chatting. He stopped by the roadside and I bought a bouquet of flowers.
Sitting in the car, looking at the scene outside, when I was a child in a fishing village, I had a distant brother. He went to Guangdong to work early in his life. Later, he bought a portable tape player. At that time, I often ran
I went to his house to listen to music with him. That was the first time I listened to my brother's songs. Later I became his fan and have been listening to him ever since. Most of the songs played in my car now are his.
When I got there, some scenes from the past appeared in front of me. After getting off the car, I walked there quietly holding the flowers. That was the place the driver told me. I saw the report of my brother's accident on TV. I was there in the corner of my eye.
Moist, I think I was born the kind of boy who is more sensitive to some feelings or has rich thoughts. Because of my withdrawn personality, I think more. Later, when I met these women and their emotional entanglements, they probably all had something to do with me.
Your personality is related to your childhood living environment.
I walked there slowly, put the flowers there, and then lit another cigarette. I remembered that my brother used to like to smoke, but then he quit. Maybe he stopped smoking. If he smoked, he would be like a person who never had a chance.
Let’s smoke a cigarette when meeting fans. When I was young, I always wanted to be famous. I hoped that I would have money to go to one of my brother’s concerts in the future, but my brother left just after graduation.
I stood there and looked at it for a long time. Suddenly the phone rang. I picked it up. It was a strange phone number, a Hong Kong number. I looked at it. I was not sure who it belonged to. Maybe it belonged to that family. In that case, it was not even the minimum number.
Are all manners gone?
I answered the phone, but there was no sound. I called twice, and then I didn’t hang up. It just stayed there. I heard crying first, and then “You, where are you?” It was a whimper.
The sound that came out was soft, her voice was suppressed in her throat, and then broke off, followed by a cry.
I didn't speak, I didn't know what to say.
After a while, she said the same thing again: "Where are you?" Still crying, I looked at the dark night sky and the bright lights, and said: "Yirou, what are you doing? Stop being childish, it's good.
, I feel relieved when I see you like this. I hope you can live a happy life. Don’t think too much about it. What’s past is in the past. I’m not sad or anything like that.”
"Let me ask you, where are you?" She didn't seem to want to hear what I was saying at all. I said, "Does it matter where you are? You are here today, maybe you will be there tomorrow. Once you have seen me, it will be fine -"
"I don't want you to say this, I'm asking you where you are, where are you? Where are you?" She cried, completely out of control, crying and shouting.
I thought for a while and said: "Don't ask, Yirou, it really doesn't matter where you are, live your life well, there is no turning back in life, let me tell you the truth, I am not the person I used to be.
We have embarked on a road that may be dangerous at any time and cannot be turned back. Your family members may probably know why. I will not hide it from you. I must protect my family, children, and myself. I have no choice but to do this.
Except for you in your family, even if I can bear it, it won’t be as you imagine. This hatred has already ended—"
"You, you -" Yirou cried and said, "Say one more thing, I will definitely take the elevator upstairs in the next second, and then jump off the stairs, I will definitely not wait for a second -" thought
Here, I think of what Yirou has done before, she is forcing me, why is she so willful, what is wrong with her now? Why does she do this. When she was singing before, wasn't she very good to that man?
Why are you like this now? It seems that you can't wait any longer and want to see me, but why would you want to see me? I don't want to destroy her, and I don't want to destroy her because of conflicts with her family.
I didn't dare to speak anymore, and she didn't speak either and just stood there in a daze.
"You, where are you?" She lowered her voice.
I thought for a while and said, "I'm at the Mandarin Hotel, where my brother's accident happened!"
After Yirou heard this, she said: "Well, then you wait for me, you are not allowed to leave, you don't leave, if you leave, I will jump off the building, and I will jump from there too!"
I exhaled and said, "Well, okay, I got it!"
She hung up the phone, and I stood there quietly. There, I wanted to say a lot in my heart. I wanted to ask my brother, was my life journey right? Wrong? But I also know that he is a very good person.
A reasonable person is just like what the movie "Farewell My Concubine" said, "Everyone has his own way of living, and people should fulfill themselves!"
Yes, everyone has their own way of living, and people should fulfill themselves. From time to time, I looked at the flow of cars and people. After about not long, I suddenly heard the sound of a sports car. I turned around,
The red Ferrari stopped quickly on the side of the road, and then the girl suddenly opened the door. She stood there panting, panting and looking at me.
I stood there with my hands in my pockets, the wind blowing my hair slightly, and I looked at her quietly. She stopped there for a while, then suddenly ran over desperately, then ran to me and started crying again, and then
He hugged me from in front of me, hugged me tightly, buried his head in my arms, and held me tightly and said: "I don't want you to go, I don't want you to go, I don't want you to go, I don't want you to go."
I don't want you to go, I don't want you to go, I don't want you to go -" she kept saying over and over again, crying like a child, crying so much that her words became incoherent.
I staggered down when she hugged me, and then I stood there. It was like warm cotton wool pressing heavily on my chest. I froze there, her body temperature, her chest, her cry, her
Trembling, every feeling was conveyed to my body, and my mind went blank for a moment.
Maybe this night, this place, this person, and the past all put me in an uncontrollable romantic and dreamlike situation.
The child who seemed to have made a big mistake and felt deeply regretful was still sobbing and saying: "I don't want you to go, I'll beat you, I won't let you go, I won't let you go, if you don't go, I deserve to die, I'm a bastard, I'm wrong."
Yes, I was wrong, wrong--"
No matter how ruthless a man is, he has no choice but to be moved at this time.
Just because of that beautiful, kind, passionate and lovely girl who came from an official family.