At this time, Fatty Liu came back. When he came back, he actually said: "Xiao Lin, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I'm wrong. I'm a bastard. I really shouldn't have had ideas for girls -" I looked back at him and smiled.
He paused and said, "Who called just now?" "I called my cousin. I wouldn't know if I didn't call. Don't mind. Why don't I invite you to dinner and apologize properly?"
"Actually, I don't mean that. I just think that the girl is very pitiful when she is alone -" I said suddenly: "That's enough. Stop talking. You can go. I won't cause trouble for you. Remember what I said."
That'll be fine -" Fatty Liu nodded hurriedly, then got in the car and started to smoke.
Xiaoxuan and I were left there, but she still didn't speak.
I said: "Did you see? Are you so arrogant that you are all afraid of me? Do you know why?" I smiled and said with a smile: "It's nothing to look down on me. As long as you have the ability, it's fine. What's the matter? You want to scold me?"
?” I nodded and said, “Huh, I have this kind of virtue. If I don’t make friends with a man well, I’ll tell him to get out. As long as I let him go, no one in Bincheng will dare to like you, no one will dare to approach you, you know.
Don’t know?” I said asshole.
She wiped her eyes with her hands, and I saw her hurriedly saying, "What are you doing? What do you mean?" She turned around and started walking, and I followed her. When she reached the roadside, I held her.
, her hand was held by me, and I said: "Who made you cry? Is it necessary? That person is a bastard, you don't know it at all, I don't want to know too much, I used to open a bar, and he often went there |
You are playing with young ladies, and they are famous for playing with women from good families, so there is nothing to cry about——"
"Can you please leave me alone?" she said, looking up.
I said: "Yes, Xiaoxuan, you have to know that even if I do something asshole, I am still the best man to you in this city. Really, no other man will be really good to you, only me!"
"Have you agreed?" she said.
The more I talked, the more ridiculous I felt. I smiled and said, "Okay, let's go, I'll take you home!"
"Who are you to send me home?" She looked up at me and asked me.
I said, "Don't say that, I'll take you home, let's go!" I pulled her and left, and she said, "I drove the car!" I turned around and said, "You drove the car, you were just here waiting for him to ask for it.
You want to be his car, right? Do you like his car? Have you ever ridden in his car?" I don't know why, but I feel very uncomfortable and unhappy.
She turned her head to one side and said, "Why did you ask him to ask me?" After hearing this, I said, "You mean I sat there?"
"Have you drunk too much?" she asked me.
I said: "No, you drive, right? Then you take me back!"
"You did it, didn't you hear what mom just said?" she asked me.
I said, "She didn't know, so she sent me back. It's not easy to take a taxi here now."
"I don't want to send you back, okay? Is that okay?" She looked at me quietly and said.
I said: "Xiaoxuan, I'm sorry, can we just have a conversation?"
She turned her head to the side and said: "I think I have nothing to say to you, and there is no topic, so I'd better stop talking -"
I nodded and said, "Maybe, then drive carefully, and Xiaoxuan, I-" I frowned, I felt so uncomfortable, I really wanted to cry.
She hurriedly said: "What are you doing? Are you still a man?"
Xiaoxuan is mature, more mature than me, yes, she is more mature than me.
I said: "I know, I feel very sad. You will never know how painful it is -" At this point, I held my head and cried.
Seeing me like this, Xiaoxuan finally pulled me and said, "I beg you, please? Stop doing this. What are you thinking about?"
I looked at Xiaoxuan and said, "Tell me what I'm thinking. I just want to talk to you. I feel bad. I'm not having a good life these days. I know I did something wrong and I can't come back, but -
"She said: "Since you can't come back, let's live a good life!"
I suddenly calmed down and said, "Well, be good. Go back as soon as possible. If you don't do it, there's no point in doing it!"
I turned around and started walking. After walking a few steps, her car drove over and honked the horn. Then she opened the window and said, "Come up here -" I opened the door and got in. After getting in the car,
She started the car and said, "Where?" I said, "By the sea!"
She heard this and said: "Which hotel?"
"Go south towards Tianmen!"
She didn't say anything after hearing this. Actually, I don't live there, it's the beach, and she actually drove the car there.
In the car, we didn't talk. She kept looking ahead, watching the way she drove. She was so beautiful and charming. I wanted her so much, so much. I must say what I really thought in my heart. I wanted her to stop.
I wanted to come down and carry her to the flowers and trees on the roadside and do that to her. Of course, I also missed her very much in my heart. I think that was the feeling of love.
She trimmed her hair, and her white arms held the steering wheel, her breasts, her legs, and the shoes on her feet. I looked at her there, and she pursed her lips.
I smiled, and she looked back at me and then turned her head away. I will always remember that we hugged each other at the seaside intersection south of Chaotianmen. She was so small at that time, like a sapling that had just sprouted.
How endearing.
"Is it in front?" she said.
I said: "Yeah!"
She drove the car onto the road leading to the seaside. After driving for a while, she stopped the car and said, "Where is the new hotel here?"
I looked at her, and as I looked, I suddenly hugged her in my arms. After Xiaoxuan was held in my arms, she started to push me and said, "Don't be like this, don't be like this!" I hugged her tightly.
She kissed her and said: "Don't push me, let me hurt you, don't move, be good, I want you, let me hurt you, forgive me -" She cried and said: "What are you doing, don't do this
, don’t be like this!” I held her down and said, “Xiaoxuan, I miss you, don’t refuse me, let me hug you, be obedient, be obedient—” I really begged her helplessly, she was so special
She said painfully: "You, you are making me uncomfortable, get up -" I got up and looked at her, panting like an animal, she looked at me and said: "Tell me, have you ever wanted to
Me?" she asked me.
I melted instantly and said: "Yes, Xiaoxuan, but I can't help it. I miss you as much as I miss my own child. I feel guilty and I'm sorry for you -" My tears became so easy, she
He hugged me and said: "I hate you, I really hate you, don't touch me, I won't let you touch me again, you just want to be like me, you are so bad, you are such a bad man——
"Xiao Xuan cried.
I comforted her and said, "Don't cry. We are all so pitiful. Stop torturing each other. Let's just be happy if we don't cry, okay?"
She said aggrievedly: "How can you be happy? What else is there to be happy about? If you are with someone else, you will never come back. You will never come back. How can you be happy? But you still think about me. You just want to be with me."
I was like that, wasn't it? You didn't miss me, didn't-" She cried very sadly and shook her head.
I wiped her tears, kissed her face, and said with all my heart to her face: "I have it, I really have it, I miss you, I miss you so much, I am a bad man, you are right,
But you are so good to me, I, I-" She said: "Do you like all three women? Tell me, I know, they are all so good to you, I won't mind, but I
It's impossible to even think about sharing it with three women, it's impossible for us, you belong to someone else now -" She cried very sadly, I knew that in their eyes, it's impossible for me to get divorced now that I'm married.
, there can be no mistakes, it will be like this for the rest of your life.
I kissed every part of her face, her tears, her nose, her lips, and finally when I kissed her lips, she started to hug me and kiss me, very violently, biting my lips, my
tongue, I hugged her tightly, she kissed me intoxicatedly, we were intertwined, I didn’t want to think about anything, I just wanted to be like this with her at this moment. But she stopped, and after she stopped, she said: "
No, you are obedient, no, I promised my mother, we can’t have it, don’t let her worry about it, you can live a good life, we won’t have anything to do with each other anymore, I will find someone to marry, don’t
Worry about me——"
After I heard this, I looked at her. She glanced at me and quickly turned away and said, "Don't look at me like that!"
I stretched my hand over and pulled her clothes away. She hurriedly covered me with her hands. I continued to pull away and then put my hands in. I held her breasts and lay on her body. She closed her eyes.
Enjoying it little by little, is she enjoying it? Her hand pressed my hand hard, and she said: "You let me do this, is this it?"
I said: "I'll go to your place!"
She gritted her teeth and said, "What about your wife?"
I said: "I can't control that much, what I want to do now is this!"
She grabbed my hand and said, "Are you crazy? Are you crazy? Listen to me and go back!"
I grabbed her breasts anxiously and said, "I won't go back. I want to be with you today. I'm crazy, and I will be even crazier in the future." She opened her eyes and said, "You will be with me."
You killed yourself, and do you think this is fair to me?" Her words caught my attention and made my heart tremble. Other words may not work, but this sentence,
I felt ashamed. I was condemned by my conscience. Yes, she didn't want to. Why did I do this? I couldn't give her happiness, but I had to be like her. How unfair.