She lay there without speaking, and I said: "Yes, it's unfair to you. I'm just a little unwilling. I'm a little scared. I don't want you to be with anyone else. You are so good, so I'm so afraid of you being cheated by other men."
, yes, I am lying to you, after so many years, I finally got you,
You are so innocent, how afraid I am that other men will take you and do that to you, I-" My breathing became more and more rapid, my eyes looked at one place fiercely, I thought I was going crazy, I
It's unbearable, I can't accept it, I can't think about it, she's always there without speaking.
I looked back at her and she took off her clothes. She continued to take off her inner clothes and said: "Come on -" she whispered. I looked at her and said quickly: "Don't do this -" I lay down
He went over to hold him and kissed her and said: "Baby, I don't want it anymore. I was wrong. I can't let you bear the pain alone. I'm a bastard. Be good -" I kissed her and she said, "No way."
A few times, maybe it will be the last time, so that’s fine, after that, we will
Don't contact us again. This is the place where we first dated. Let's keep a souvenir. How wonderful it is. Maybe there will never be another one in this life. It starts here and ends here. At the beginning, that girl
Stupid
To death, at the end of the day, this woman is still stupid to death. Even though she was harmed by you and fell under your spell, she will never be able to live without you for the rest of her life. Come on, want me, fuck me, I want you, I want you.
, did you hear that?" She grabbed me.
I looked at her, and I felt extremely uncomfortable. Her interest was aroused, and she began to take off my pants. I pressed her down excitedly. It felt so good. I hugged her, and she was also extremely excited. She
It's crazy. She hates so many things. She grabs my arm and hits me at the same time. She keeps hitting and grabbing me.
I keep talking. I think there is no way for me to resist Xiaoxuan, so a man like me will cheat after getting married. It is inevitable. There is no way. I can't control myself. Since I love smoking so much,
, I knew it, I can’t even quit smoking, let alone women, let alone the woman I love.
That was the craziest time I had ever seen her. She kept hitting me, and later she even bit me, but she suddenly stopped. I think she understood subconsciously. I actually didn’t want to follow her that day.
If she does that, I know that the two people will suffer later. It doesn't seem particularly difficult for a man to have a relationship with a woman, but when you are no longer purely in physical contact, it becomes difficult, and you may even suffer from this later.
Come to pain.
Later, Xiaoxuan kept crying. I comforted her and helped her get dressed. When she came back, she hugged me suddenly and said: "Jiayi, we are gone, we are all gone, and my sister is gone too."
, it’s all gone. Don’t do this anymore. Just go and live your life well from now on. I will find someone to marry. If this happens again, something will happen to you. I don’t want to hurt you, okay?
The last time!”
I did something sorry for her, but she didn't particularly hate me. On the contrary, she still treated me like this. Also, she could consider me. I think that a woman's love is sometimes selfless that a man cannot achieve.
And greatness, that is really difficult for you to achieve in your life, it is not something as simple as thinking about it.
I said, "Do you really want to get married?"
Xiaoxuan said: "I don't know. I feel that if we can get married again, it would be good for both of us. My mother also said so -" I felt sad after hearing this. In fact, you know, when I feel that I did what I did for Bai Ling
After all this, I actually have an idea, I
I know that Bai Ling and I have nothing to do with each other. I love her very much, but in fact, if I were to say that the person I am most suitable to marry is Xiaoxuan, but Xiaoxuan is also impossible. Bai Ling is the pain of my life, Xiaoxuan.
Xuan is also the pain of my life, it is all my pain.
In this life, I am destined not to have them. They love me so much, and I love them so much, but there is no such fate in life. When you do not have this fate, fate will always arrange for you such ordeals to separate you.
I won't let you be together.
I said: "If there is a suitable one, that's fine -" I don't want her to get married, but what else do I expect? I am like this myself, and I get married. If I don't let her get married, am I still a human being? I am still a human being.
What man? That’s really unfair. She is also a woman and she also has needs. How can she live alone? If I continue to live with Xiaomo in the future and Xiaoxuan gets older, what will she do? She won’t even be able to take care of herself when the time comes.
If she doesn't, how can she live?
She nodded and kept looking at me, and I looked at her. Finally, she said fiercely: "I really want to kill you!" I felt that Xiaoxuan was a bit strange, a bit reticent, and a bit quiet.
The look in her eyes was quite strange. I asked her: "Is it true? Do you really have this urge?"
Xiaoxuan said: "Well, it really does happen. When I dream, I will -" She narrowed her eyes and said: "Eat you!" I said: "Don't do this, I'm afraid you will have mental problems, your mother
Then, if you have the inheritance, you will be in trouble -" She sneered and said, "Look at how you are afraid of death, you are a timid man, oh!" She opened her mouth at me, I was really scared.
After a jump, she laughed, and so did I.
She leaned there and closed her eyes and said, "You go back. It's getting late. I'll take you back. I'm a little tired. Xiaoxuan is tired. Xiaoxuan is very angry. Xiaoxuan, a young woman with her son, is very tired.
Xiaoxuan is a fool. So many men like Xiaoxuan, why do they like him? Xiaoxuan,
You big fool, youareafool!" She finally said something in English, which was very nice. I said: "I owe you so much in my life. You have raised our son so well. Really, Xiaoxuan, I
Even if I work as a cow or a horse in the next life, it will be difficult for me to repay you, really!"
She smiled, looked back at me, then stretched out her hand to grab my lower body and said: "Goodbye, do you want to be a cow or a horse? Do you have to mess with the cows and mares next door?" What she said made me laugh.
She also laughed, she was mocking me.
I said: "You are so cute!"
She said: "It's okay. Stop talking. I don't want to talk anymore. I'm going home to see my son. You are comfortable and enjoying it. Others will give you whatever you want -" I said:
"I'm sorry, don't say that!" She said, "Then don't say it, I want to go back -" I looked at her and said, "Xiaoxuan, let me ask you, are there really many men who like her?"
You?" She seemed very happy after hearing this. It seemed that I was jealous when I asked her like this. She said, "Yes, what's wrong? Too many, too many. Dinner guests, friends of friends, don't have too many -
"I said: "Today's society is very tempting and impetuous. Have you ever made a good friend of the opposite sex?" I'm really afraid, and I really want to know.
Xiaoxuan looked at me and said, "What do you think?"
I said: "I asked you before, and you said no, and I don't know. But yes or no, it's normal. Is this society now? It's much more open than before. Besides, right?"
She said: "Keep talking and see if you are right?"
I said: "There are no handsome boys? There must be. If someone likes you, for example, to please you, call you sister or something like that, or to coax you like sister, wouldn't you be very happy?"
She narrowed her eyes and said, "What do you want to ask? Do you want to ask me if I have slept with other men?"
I stopped talking immediately, feeling a little bored. In fact, I was really afraid. I was really afraid of her being like that. Why would I worry about this? I didn’t worry about it before, but now I do, because I no longer have the right to ask her. She
He also said that he wanted to find someone to get married to. Anyway, because of these things, I would think about it this way.
I didn't say anything, and she said, "Want to know?"
I said: "Maybe I understand-"
She turned her head and said: "It has nothing to do with you, don't think about it so much -" After hearing this, I said: "Yes, maybe it really doesn't matter. I understand what you mean. Do you mean that you are right?"
?" "Do you care?" she asked me.
I said: "You say I care or not, of course I do. Tell me who he is, tell me, I will kill him now -"
She said: "You are so domineering, then how can you do this?"
I said fiercely: "Just because I can do it doesn't mean you can do it. Why are you comparing yourself to me? Is life more interesting to you than me?" I leaned close to her and said, "Tell me, are you talking to others? Don't talk about me.
I am overbearing, I have always been like this, I have been like this since the day I met you, I will ask you!"
She closed her eyes and said, "Are you serious?"
I said: "Do you think I am serious? I just don't allow you to be with others. Don't blame me for being hateful. I am a bad guy and I am domineering. If you dare to be with others, see how I deal with you. I will kill you."
——" Xiaoxuan gritted her teeth after hearing this and said: "You, you bastard, you are so bad, I'm afraid of you, you are so bad -" She suddenly hugged me hard and said: "I don't love them, it's not that I don't.
Dare, I don't love them, are you going to hit me?" I said: "You are good, why should I hit you?" She said: "I really like your domineering nature, I can't live without you, no man can have you.
OK, I'm crazy, I miss you, I feel bad, I miss you -" She grabbed me and started beating me again. I said, "Baby, hit me, hit me hard, hit me however you feel comfortable,
Listen to me, if you want to find someone, you have to get married, just for fun, I won’t allow you!"
She nodded, hugged me and said, "I'm not looking for anything, I'm not looking for anyone, okay, okay!" She hugged me and huddled in my arms.