I rushed to pour the wine again and drank many glasses. I thought I was crazy. Yes, I was tortured to the point of going crazy by her. My heart hurt so much. I knew this kind of love was not good. This kind of love was too much.
Overbearing, she doesn't love me, why should I force her, why? I drank one cup after another, and I turned around suddenly, and I saw that she actually took off her clothes and said: "Come on.
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I frowned and tears seemed to come out. I turned around suddenly and said, "Put my clothes on again!"
"Didn't you ask me to take it off?" she said softly.
I shouted suddenly: "Put it on for me!" I shook my head and said, "What do you mean? Do you often take off your clothes casually like this, don't you?"
When I looked back again, I saw her putting on her clothes again. She was looking aside after putting on her clothes.
"I love you, I fucking love you, do you know that?" I think I drank too much, why should I tell her this, why.
She raised her eyebrows slightly and said, "Thank you, but I don't love you!"
I nodded and said with a smile: "I know, in your eyes, I am just an animal, with nothing left. I was not like this before. Really, no. At that time, I thought you liked me. I did
Everything I did was not for salary, promotion, or myself. No, I just wanted to help that woman. I felt she was very pitiful and helpless. I didn’t regard her as my boss. I really didn’t and I didn’t.
Dang sister is just a woman I like. I don’t know why. I like her. I know many things about her, many of which make men collapse, but I still like her. I feel that she doesn’t think so in her heart.
Yes, she had no choice. She was trying to save her father. There was nothing wrong with that. For a woman, there was nothing wrong with it. I thought that one day, she would stop being like that and live a good life. After all, she is a woman, right.
Isn't that right?" I said to myself there: "But, it turns out that I really don't understand women. I thought that women just want to live a good life and find someone who loves them to be with them. I never do that.
To think that a woman would not care about herself like this, haha!" I shook my head.
I cried. I wiped my eyes violently and said, "I'm not sad because you don't like me. No, these don't mean anything. It doesn't matter if you like me or not. I just hope you can live a better life."
Okay, really, this is the biggest thought in my heart, I am not willing to give in, really, Lin Jiayi is not willing to give in, come, have a drink with me, come!"
I brought the wine glass to her, and she turned her head to one side. I took her arm and smiled and said, "Don't be angry. I'm not good. I'm a little bastard. I shouldn't be acting like this. Come and drink with me."
One cup, okay?"
She didn't look back, she took the cup in my hand, took it over and drank it, then put it on the table. I also drank my cup. After drinking, I was about to pour it, but she suddenly grabbed it.
He took my bottle and said, "Stop drinking, and be obedient!"
I said: "Thank you!" I lowered my head and said: "You go, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, my brain is hot, I'm nervous, something's not normal, you go!"
She said: "I haven't eaten yet!"
I smiled and said, "Eat quickly, I'm leaving. I'm sorry. In fact, when you said you didn't love me, I knew it was meaningless!"
"Is this important? Didn't you say you don't need this? As long as I listen to you, don't you like that?" she said.
I stood up and looked at a place and said: "If you don't like it, the person who gets you won't get your heart. It doesn't mean anything. Goodbye!"
She suddenly came up and grabbed me and said, "Don't leave in a hurry. Leave after dinner!"
"There's nothing delicious. If you don't want to eat, you can find your lover to eat. Bye!" I walked out coolly, but she suddenly grabbed me again and said, "Don't leave, okay?"
I was already drunk, so I shook my body, then leaned close to her ear and said, "I drank too much. I'm afraid I can't control myself. If I do anything to you, there's no need!"
She said: "Nothing!"
I bit her ear and said, "Do you want to sleep with me?"
"I can listen to you if you want!" she said.
I shook my head and said, "I don't want it anymore, I don't want it anymore, please take care of yourself!"
"I want it!" She suddenly grabbed me and said, "I want it, I want it!" She actually said this. I lowered my head and said, "We are not the same person. What I am looking for is someone I love. If I love her,
, she doesn’t love me, I won’t be like this, understand? You don’t understand men, to be precise, you don’t understand men who are good to you, what am I, a poor boy, with nothing, and can’t help?
Even if we allocate a piece of land to you, we can't give you a bank loan. Oh, don't be stupid. You have money and there are plenty of handsome guys, right? Don't be stupid!"
"Why are you like this now?" she asked me.
My head was almost split due to the burning of the wine. My body couldn't hold it up, so I suddenly leaned on her. She staggered and then supported me and said, "Are you okay? Do you want me to take you to the hospital? It's okay."
Bar?"
I leaned on her chest and murmured with my head against her body: "It's okay, no, Lingling, I will go back to Xiliang in a few days. I am no longer in Bincheng. I will go home and follow my dad."
Let's go fishing together and be a fisherman. If one day you want to go to Xiliang to eat fish, remember to go to the fisherman's restaurant opened by the Lin family. I will give you a free meal. If you don't have any ability, you may just be like this for the rest of your life.
You are a small fisherman, but you still have this ability. I will fry the fish for you myself. Remember, Xiliang Linjia Fish Fragrance Shop, I will always remember this experience, remember, remember!"
I felt my body suddenly sinking. In fact, it was not the wine that made me drunk, but the emotions that made me drunk. I actually fell to the ground. She pulled me up suddenly. I supported my body and she helped her to the sofa. I lay down.
There, she held my hand and seemed to be crying and said: "What are you doing, are you stupid? You little bastard, what do you like about me? I am not worthy of your liking at all. You are not worthy of it."
What do you like about me? Do you know how stupid you are? You drink so much, you are young and have a lot of bright future, why do you torture yourself like this? "
My brain has stopped functioning and I don’t know what I’m talking about, but I’m still somewhat aware of what she said, but I can’t judge it clearly.
I said: "I'm not stupid. If you love someone, why should you care about her past? But if the person you love can't change for you even after she knows you love her, then there's no need. I'm not stupid. I'm not stupid.
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She seemed to touch my forehead with her forehead and said: "Don't be like this, what do you want me to do? I really don't know what to do. If I have some ideas, I can do anything, but I have nothing to do.
You believe me, what you lose today, I will make up for you one day, okay? Find someone to fall in love with and get married with. The little girl you met while learning how to drive is pretty good. By the way, Xiao Ni is also pretty cool.
Okay, really, they are all very good, fall in love well, get married well, and then have children, how happy they are. Look at sister, she has no children until now, how much she wants a child!"
I later recalled that she probably said this, and I was confused when I heard it. I closed my eyes and actually fell asleep.
When I woke up and opened my eyes, I was alone in the hotel room. My clothes had been taken off and I was only wearing a pair of underwear. I felt a little pain in my head. I turned around blankly and saw the person next to me.
There was a piece of paper on the cabinet with something written on it. I picked it up immediately. It was what she wrote to me.
That piece of paper said: Xiao Lin, I know you hate me, you blame me, you hate me, and I also know that no matter what I say, you will never forgive me, and you will never forgive me. In fact, in my eyes
, I treat you as a younger brother. First of all, I wish you well! You are very good, very motivated, very active in thinking, and a boy who can get things done. Can you promise me? Don’t drink like this in the future. Take care of yourself.
Cherish your body, your body is more important than anything else. If you lose your body, you will lose everything. I am not worthy of you ruining yourself like this. If I am a little girl and a pure girl today, you are worth everything.
But today, sister is like this. You also know that sister knows that you know everything, so why bother? Stop being so stupid and obey me, okay? You said you go back to Xiliang, and sister supports you. The scenery there is particularly beautiful.
A place like this, and only a place like this can grow a good child like you. No matter what you do, in my eyes, you are excellent, a kind, simple and beautiful child, but you are still too young. Many things
, you can’t even see clearly. One day in the future, when you grow up, you will understand all this, and you will also know that everything my sister did today was right. It is actually quite good for you that my sister asked you to leave the company.
Okay, you are not suitable here. After all, we are not from the same group. This society is too complicated and people's hearts are too sinister. Society will never be as beautiful as you imagine. Rather than letting you be a man who has been polished by society and can't find any edges and corners,
I would rather you do the things you like, love the people you like, do the things you like, grow better in your own simple world, a just world, and become a useful person to society and family in the future.
, my love life can be happy and perfect, this is what I hope very much. I believe that when you see this, you will also understand. I know you and I am very proud. I am lucky to know a brother like you in this life. I am very satisfied.
, although my sister treats you as a younger brother, but, but, but, but what? There are many helplessness in life, and it goes without saying that helplessness is needless to say. In short, I have thought about it clearly, and I will not do that after all, never.
I won’t do that. Forgive me. Maybe you will say it’s cruel. Anything else is fine, but I can’t let you treat me like you did. Forgive me!
After you read this letter, I hope you won’t come to me or contact me, okay? I know this is also very cruel, but this is what I hope. If you understand, sister, I hope
You can do this. Whether you stay in Bincheng or return to your hometown in Xiliang, it will be a bright future. I sincerely wish you my best wishes, brother! By the way, I will give it to you under your pillow.
I put 50,000 yuan, don’t be too little. This is what you should take. You have helped me in the company for so long. Without you, this Donghai project would not be what it is today. From the initial idea to the current project, it has been completed.
In full swing, all this is due to you. You have paid a lot for it, which cannot be measured by money. This is my first big project. I will remember you for a lifetime. Take the money and live well! If you can
You can also do some small business. I believe you can do it. You asked me to go to Xiliang to eat your fish. Maybe I won’t go. I am afraid that seeing you will be very embarrassing. But if one day you get married
Yes, if you invite me to your wedding, that’s okay. I’d like to, and I’d be very happy. We’re running out of paper, so I won’t write more. Take care, Xiaolin, take care!