After I read everything she wrote, yes, I wanted to find her in my heart, not to ask her to accept me. Even if she just regarded me as a younger brother, I could actually feel that she liked me.
Right? I just can’t confirm it, especially now. I want to tell her that it was my fault that night and I shouldn’t have done that. But she wrote in the letter asking me not to go to her. I will listen to her.
Yes, I won’t go find her, no!
I was lying on the bed with the letter she wrote in my hand, with so many thoughts in my mind. When my mind cleared up and I thought about it again, I felt that I had indeed gone too far. No matter what, I shouldn't have done that.
Forget her, just like what she wrote, forget her, just think of her as a past event, a beautiful memory, don't think about her anymore, just think of it as just an episode, just an episode.
Closing my eyes, I felt that the story seemed to be getting away from me little by little. She was slowly retreating until we had never met. At that time, I didn't know there was a woman named Bai Ling, and she certainly didn't know either.
There was a boy named Xiao Lin, whom none of us knew.
Next, I didn’t see her for a long time, including the day Liu Qian’s case came to trial. I didn’t see her for a long time. A lot of things happened during this period.
Carrying her with me, it turns out that it is difficult for me to forget her. The more I try to forget her, the more deeply she becomes in my brain.
But I just keep her in my heart. I think I want to live my life as she said. I will always keep her in my heart and do whatever I should do, fall in love, get married, and have children.
, those are indeed good choices.
I did not go back to Xiliang right away, but continued to look for a job in Bincheng. I don’t know why, but I suddenly didn’t want to go back. One day, I accidentally entered a company, and the boss of this company, I met
Yes, it was the woman I met in Bai Ling's office.
A few days later, Liu Qian's case went to trial. I appeared in court to testify. I thought I would see Bai Ling that day, but I didn't see her during the court session that day. They all appeared in court as attorneys, and none of the parties involved attended.
, in court, I truthfully told Liu Qian what she told me after I met her. Of course, I did not say anything about my relationship with her, because the lawyer reminded me not to say anything else.
, especially don’t talk about this. Of course, he didn’t know that I had that affair with Liu Qian. He reminded me not to let others think that I was her boyfriend. The finger was pointed at Liu Qian who became the director of the TV station.
lover.
As a result, the court ruled that Liu Qian won, and I think Bai Ling contributed a lot to this.
After the case was won, Lawyer Zhang gave me another envelope with 10,000 yuan in it. I felt at the time that this money was so easy to make and that I could get so much money just by saying a few words. Of course, I also knew that this was
Bai Ling asked him to give it to me. I didn't ask for the money again. I made a few excuses, but the lawyer insisted on letting me take it. He said that if I didn't take it, it would be difficult for him to deliver. It was necessary. I had no choice but to take it.
Qian, I was quite touched by Bai Ling. No matter what, after reading her letter, I finally felt a lot better. I calmed down and no longer tortured my nerves hysterically.
In the next few days, I did not go back to Xiliang immediately. I started looking for a new job in Bincheng with my resume. I submitted many resumes for several days in a row, but I couldn't find a job.
In those days, in addition to looking for a job, I was surfing the Internet where I lived. One night, there was a sudden flash on QQ. A stranger added me. I accepted. She was a woman. Her online name was: The past is like smoke, okay.
They said it was an ordinary online name. I checked the information and found that it was from a local area. The age was listed as 25 years old, two years older than me. I accepted it because I really like chatting with women who are older than me.
As soon as I accepted, the other party typed over and said: Hello, may I meet you?
I said: Hello, yes, nice to meet you!
She said: I just learned to chat online and my typing is slow, please forgive me!
I said: It's okay, please wait, I can wait for you. What is your job? Are you a local from Bincheng?
She said: Well, yes, I work in the financial industry. What about you? Are you a local?
I said: Yes, by the way, how did you add me?
She said: I just applied for the number. I wanted to chat with a stranger, so I found it randomly among the local chat numbers. I saw your online name: Ai Ling Yisheng. I feel that you are a very emotional person.
So I added you.
I said: Oh, I was just thinking about changing my name. Maybe I should change it earlier, haha.
This time she came back more slowly than before and said: Why? Don’t you like the girl named Ling now?
I said: More or less, it’s not that we don’t love, it’s that it’s impossible for us. We are not in the same world, so there is no need to continue!
She said: Can you tell me what's on your mind? I feel that you are a person with a story. If you feel like there is no one to talk to, I am willing to be a listener. I wonder if that's okay?
I said: Actually, there is no story. I just like a woman, but we are very different in age, and she is a woman with a family. She turned out to be the boss of our company——
She said: Oh my God, this is so dramatic. It could be read as a novel. You are so powerful. Even the boss of the company dares to attack you. You are so brave!
I put on a smile and said: It's okay. She is very beautiful and treats people well. I admire her very much, but there are some things that I can't tell you. In short, for some reasons, I have left the company now.
, she rejected me and said she only regarded me as a younger brother, so there was nothing she could do.
She said: Well, yes, love requires mutuality. One-sided love will be very painful. In this case, it is better to get rid of it as soon as possible and find a suitable lover, what do you think?
I said: Well, thank you for your enlightenment. I think I will. I can regard this story as a past event. I have figured out that instead of disturbing others, it is better to make them relax, so that they will not hate you so much.
She said: Well, this is right, very right. By the way, what are you doing now after you left the company?
I said: I am still looking for a job. I have submitted some resumes and are waiting for a response, but I haven’t found the right one yet.
She said: Well, I wish you can find a job as soon as possible and be happy!
I said: Thank you, you are such a nice person and I like chatting with you. By the way, can you tell me about your situation? Are you married?
She sent her a smiley face and said: Are you curious about this? Guess!
I said: I can't guess.
She said: I am married, just married, but I had a fight with my husband recently and was very unhappy, so I moved out to live by myself.
I said: Marriage is different from love. Marriage is about living a life. Two people must be humble to each other. Only in this way can a marriage be successful. They must learn to understand each other.
She said: You are quite knowledgeable. I think you are twenty-three years old. I didn’t expect you to know so much at such a young age. What you said is really good. I feel much better when I hear you say that. You are really
A kind-hearted child.
I said: Thank you, I am very happy to receive your compliment.
She said: Well, you're welcome. If you have time in the future, can you chat with me? You are my first netizen. I am not the kind of person who likes to chat with many netizens. I want to have one netizen with whom I can chat happily.
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I said: Well, of course, if you have time, just contact me.
She said: Well, okay, thank you, I have something to be busy with now, let’s talk again, I wish you happiness!
I said: Well, I also wish you happiness!
This netizen made me feel very special. She found me for the first time on the Internet, and she made me feel very good. However, she had a family. In fact, at the time, I didn’t really like being friends with women who had families, because I knew that she had a family.
The relationship between the women in the family is at most good friends, and it would be particularly bad if some feelings were involved.
Chapter 57: I found a new job
In the following days, I continued to submit my resume and look for a job. Suddenly one day, a company called me. I was very surprised. The other party called me and said: Are you Mr. Lin Jiayi? I said yes, may I ask?
Yes? He said: "Oh, I am from Dahua Real Estate Development Co., Ltd. We saw your resume on the Internet and feel that you are quite suitable to work in our company. You have experience as an assistant to the general manager.
This is rare. I wonder if you are interested in coming to our company for an interview?
I quickly said: "Well, okay, I can do it!"
Then the person gave me the address of their company and asked me to go to their company for an interview as soon as possible. I was very excited about this call, because after all, I had no academic qualifications, but a company called me in person. It seemed that I was in Bailing.
Her experience as assistant to the general manager of a company can still be of great help. Many companies sometimes don’t pay much attention to academic qualifications when employing people, but rather work experience.
I went to that company that day. When I got there, a woman from the human resources department received me and asked me some questions. Of course, these questions seemed to be prepared for me. They were all from Bai Ling's company.
I mastered it when I was working on the Donghai project. Therefore, the interview process went very smoothly. I passed the interview very quickly. Then, Dahua Real Estate Company arranged a position for me. Although this position was not the same as mine in Mr. Bai’s
The position in my company is high, just a deputy manager of the sales department, but I already feel very satisfied because I have experience as an assistant to the general manager, so they arranged this position.
The salary offered to me was 5,000 per month, which was very high. Of course, I was very satisfied with the job. I went to work the next day. There were five employees in the sales department, one manager, Brother Zhao, and his age.
I am in my thirties, and there are two female employees and two male employees, one is older than me, and the other is younger than me. They all seem to be nice people. When I first went to work, they were very polite to me.
The working environment here seems to be better than that in the original company, but after all, I have feelings for the original company. Those feelings are indescribable. I don’t know if this is because I love Bai Ling.