"Is this an ultimatum given to me by Xiao Xiao? She is telling me that she will be my girlfriend, but do I have to break off the relationship with Shiran? But, can I do that?" Qin Xiang Standing on the hill, looking at the dark Huping Mountain, I felt extremely conflicted.
Thinking of Shen Shiran and Shan Di's devotion to him, he is not a hard-hearted person, he can feel it. Even if he really had no feelings for them between men and women before, after that day, everything changed It became helpless and subtle.
Although both women said that he was not responsible, he couldn't see that neither Shan Di nor Shen Shiran could let go. They just didn't say it with their mouths, but in their hearts they still longed for a piece of their own. Commitment and perseverance.
Between loving and not loving, between keeping and not keeping, what should he do? At this time, Qin Xiang's heart was full of contradictions.
He did not dare to deny his faint love for Feng Xiaoxiao, nor did he forget his responsibility as a flying dragon warrior.
If it was just for that faint love, and things were not out of control yet, or could still be saved, between not loving him and this guard, maybe he could give up cruelly; but for the responsibility as a flying dragon warrior, he couldn't. Do that.
Must succeed, cannot fail; can only succeed, no failure!
As a man, he can be cruel; as a soldier, he can only obey orders absolutely.
"Hey, what's wrong with me? Didn't I say that I wanted to be my true self for once?" A meteor cut through the void and dragged out a long tail, pulling Qin Xiang back from his tangled thoughts. Looking at the bright moon in the sky, he smiled bitterly and said to himself: "Luo Yu is right, in fact, I don't understand my own heart. What is my heart like? If it is said that my feelings for them are savings When it comes out, where is the real throbbing in my heart? Who is she?"
The real throbbing in her heart. This is what Qin Xiang has never understood.
He forcibly studied love for more than a month, but after arriving at Fengda University, all the girls he came into contact with were top-notch, including the target character Feng Xiaoxiao, the considerate Luo Yu, the charming Wanqi Manling, and the imperial sister Zhuge The heart-wrenching, true-hearted Zhang Xiangyu, the sweet-yet-evil Shen Shiran, the frosty Shan Di, even the carefree Song Hanhan, these girls are all the best among the best, but he has never been able to find that girl. An inner throbbing feeling.
Is it because I don’t have throbbing, or the person who is throbbing hasn’t appeared yet?
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There is a flat ground not far from the stone platform.
"Shiran..."
"..."
"Shiran..."
"..."
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"Are you still angry with me?" Qin Xiang stayed with her carefully for a long time, but Shen Shiran still ignored him.
"How dare I be angry with you? You are the boss, you are the master. This little girl is just a little girl who is not loved, loved or treated as a food. How can I be angry with you?" Shen Shiran finally spoke, but she pursed her lips and sulked secretly.
This boy first comforted Feng Yatou and then looked for me. Huh, it was obvious that he put me behind Feng Yatou. How could it be so easy for me to ignore you? Shen Shiran thought very unhappily.
"You don't understand Xiao Xiao. In fact, it's no wonder what happened before." Qin Xiang said slowly.
"Yeah, it's not her fault, it's all my fault. It's my fault, right?" Shen Shiran said angrily.
"Xiao Xiao is actually very pitiful..." Qin Xiang ignored whether she was angry or not, and didn't care whether she listened or not, and slowly told her about Feng Xiaoxiao's parents.
Although he didn't know much, he still knew some basic information.
"Xiangzi...you mean, I provoked her and scolded her parents...that's why she was so angry and wanted to hit me?" Although Shen Shiran was angry, she still listened to Qin Xiang's words. After hearing it, I whispered anxiously in my heart.
Qin Xiang nodded and said: "Well, I don't know if you can understand her mood, but I could feel Xiao Xiao's mood at that time, so I could only comfort her at that time. Shiran, you want to blame me?" There is no other way."
"Xiangzi...I'm sorry-" Shen Shiran suddenly threw herself into his arms and apologized guiltily.
Qin Xiang hesitated for a moment, and finally stretched out his arms to hug her.
"Don't worry, I won't be angry with her anymore. At worst, I will give in to her everywhere from now on. Xiangzi, please don't be angry with me, okay?" Shen Shiran hugged his waist tightly and murmured.
Qin Xiang sighed softly and said: "I'm not angry with you, I'm just angry with myself."
"Why are you angry with yourself?" Shen Shiran raised her head in confusion, staring at him with crystal eyes in the dark night.
Qin Xiang said with infinite annoyance: "I found that I don't know how to deal with emotional matters at all. In other matters, I can be decisive and wise, but when it comes to emotions, I find that I am a mess. You were right before , if this continues, all I will bring to you is harm."
Shen Shiran caressed his cheek and said softly: "That's because you are a good person, a good man. However, you are also a passionate and good man. To be honest, Xiangzi, Shiran has never blamed you. ,real."
"Shiran..." Qin Xiang didn't know how to say words of gratitude for a while.
"Have you ever watched "The Legend of Heaven and the Dragon Slayer"? Do you know Zhang Wuji?" Shen Shiran suddenly asked.
""The Legend of Heaven and Dragon Sword"? Zhang Wuji?" Qin Xiang shook his head and said: "I haven't seen it, and I don't know who Zhang Wuji is."
Shen Shiran did not hit him, and told him the plot of "Eternal Dragon Sword", and finally asked: "Xiangzi, if you were Zhang Wuji, what would you do? Would you just guard Zhao Min and let him go?" Are other girls so sad that they will stay loyal to him for the rest of their lives? Zhou Zhiruo, who hates him because of love but stays loyal to him all her life, and A Li, who has deep feelings for him, regard him as the only Xiao Shao in her life. This Every girl, not one of them has lived and died with him.
"But in the end, the weak Zhang Wuji listened to Zhao Min and fell into Zhao Min's emotional trap. If you were Zhang Wuji, would you do that?"
"Shiran is very much like Zhao Min in this story, entangled yet quirky, but she doesn't seem to be as selfish as Zhao Min." Qin Xiang glanced at her and thought, pondering for a long time, and then shook his head. He shook his head and said: "If I were Zhang Wuji, I believe I can't do that. At least as for Xiao Shao, I will never let her go back to Persia to become a saint. I will definitely let her stay with me. .”
Shen Shiran kissed him on the face and said with a smile: "Yes, so I say you are a good man, just a passionate good man. It is not a sin for a man to be passionate. If he is unfaithful, That’s the real sin.”
"Being passionate is not a sin, but being unfaithful is?" Qin Xiang chewed her words, but could not digest them for a while.
————PS: The update during the Qingming Festival is not expected to be stable, because I will go back to my hometown tomorrow, so Xiao Ding can only try his best to find time to code.