"Am I really a passionate person?" Qin Xiang murmured as she watched Shen Shiran return, still so confused.
His confusion is that if he is really a passionate person, he really doesn't know what to do.
He can take responsibility for anything, but one thing cannot be decided by him alone.
Qing is the "情" next to "忄", not the "clear" next to the word "日" (sweat, why does this comparison feel so awkward? It seems to be a ideological problem...), as long as the sun is there, it is sunny; But having the intention is the real love, and not having the intention means regretting the "blue" sky.
The "emotion" of love is the heart of two people, not the heart of one person. Two hearts stand firm and support each other. This is the real love. In other words, "love" is a matter between two people, and It's not decided by a certain man or a certain woman.
But when there are more dots next to the word "忄", the "love" will become complicated. If the two hearts are on one side, the balance will be just right, or if there are a little more on one side, the balance will be lost.
If he is a passionate person, if he likes those girls, and if so many girls are really attracted to him, then there will be a little more "忄" next to the word "情", one point, two points, three or four points. Originally, there is no The position can be hung, but no matter how it is hung, it will be difficult to balance.
In this case, how can he take responsibility? Can he take responsibility for all girls?
Just as Shan Di asked him that day, who can he be responsible for? No matter who he is responsible for, he will hurt the other one.
Therefore, if he wants to be responsible for a certain girl, he cannot be responsible for her other girl. The balance between caring and abandoning becomes unbalanced. Taking responsibility means not being responsible.
In the past, when he felt that he could not have the strong feeling of first love for Luo Yu, Feng Xiaoxiao, Zhang Xiangqia, Zhuge Xinxin and Wanqi Manling, he would only sometimes ask his own heart, after all. Have you ever really liked someone? Is he in love?
However, since the "Yunluo Youmeng" incident happened, he discovered that what he had to face at this time was not just the "feeling of first love", but how to take responsibility and how to be responsible.
"Who can teach me how to do it?" Qin Xiang shook his head and sighed.
Shaking her head suddenly, Qin Xiang looked up at the night sky, took a deep breath, and said to herself: "I am free with my heart, so I will be a free person. As for whether I am a passionate person, as for why I have never had the throbbing of first love. , as for how to resolve the emotional affairs with Xiao Xiao and the others in the future, just put them aside. I am not a romantic young man who is sentimental and boring. If I am really trapped by this situation, I really don’t have to do anything in the future. , I will be annoyed to death!”
Thinking of this, Qin Xiang felt much better.
It was precisely with this idea that Qin Xiang truly broke away from the shackles of love and became truly "free".
"Professor Ma, Shiran must have told you about the entrance just now. How is your health? Can you dive? Although the Huanglian River is not very deep, it is more than ten meters deep at its deepest point. What if it is too deep? If you go there, the underwater pressure will be great, can your body bear it?" After Qin Xiang returned, he began to prepare for the tomb, and first asked about Professor Ma's physical condition.
Professor Ma couldn't hide the excitement on his face. Judging from Qin Xiang's discovery, this ancient tomb is indeed very likely to be a mysterious tomb, otherwise it would be impossible to have such a large-scale production. It should be noted that there are not many tombs covering such a wide area, but He used Qimen Dunjia so exquisitely and strangely that he didn't believe that except Zhuge Kongming, there was no one else who could compare with Gui Guzi, the genius from the Warring States period.
"Don't worry, I am an archaeologist and a practitioner. I usually exercise. Otherwise, I would not have the strength to explore the mysteries of China's five thousand years of history." Professor Ma said with a smile: "Diving has no impact on me. , as long as it doesn’t take too long, I believe I can handle it.”
Qin Xiang smiled and said: "That's good. Then I'll let Shiran prepare. We will go to Huanglian River tomorrow."
That's how the plan was decided.
However, this entrance brought great trouble to Shen Shiran. Because the entrance was in the river, and the situation at the entrance was unclear, they did not know what would happen after entering from the river entrance. But obviously, it will be difficult for the Shen family's pre-arranged manpower to support them, and at best they can only guard the outer shore.
After a night of silence, the six of them returned the same way the next day and met up with the Shen family's men at the original camp site.
It was only then that Professor Ma Yong discovered that Shen Shiran's support staff actually numbered more than thirty people. Although he felt strange in his heart, it was inconvenient to ask more questions.
Because the tomb is a mysterious place that countless experienced intruders yearn for. It is said that there is a treasure that is as rich as the enemy. If people know the real entrance of the tomb, there will definitely be a violent storm, and countless inquisitors will swarm. Come.
The state's protection of this ancient culture requires a very complicated approval process. At this time, they only relied on a sheepskin diagram to infer that there might be the entrance to the tomb, without any evidence. This is not true. In line with the requirements of the official temporary protection action, it seemed that Shen Shiran was not wrong in asking so many people to come (but he did not expect that Shen Shiran had selfish motives).
According to the map, it was five or six kilometers from their camp to the entrance. If they took the jungle mountain road, the mountain road was rugged and difficult, and the jungle was full of snakes and beasts. It would take at least night to reach it, so they decided to divide it into several groups. Move forward in batches to avoid attracting the attention of tourists.
After dividing the batches, Shen Tiefeng, Professor Ma Yong and others set off first, while Qin Xiang, Shen Shiran, Shan Di, and Feng Xiaoxiao walked last with the sheepskin pictures.
————PS: Some book friends complained that Qin Xiang was sentimental, and Xiao Ding was also helpless. Alas, should Qin Xiang be sentimental? Book friends, please express your opinions in the book review area. Xiao Ding can see if he can refer to it.
Xiao Ding went back to his hometown to celebrate the Qingming Festival, and he is expected to stay at home for four or five days. Because our customs here are quite special. You don’t have to go back to celebrate the New Year, but if you don’t go back during the Qingming Festival, you will be scolded by your tribe, and you will be said badly. Xiaoding Had to go back.
For updates during my stay in my hometown, Xiao Ding only had time to code at night. However, during Qingming Festival, I had to climb mountains and wade through rivers, which would be very tiring. I tried my best to code as much as I could. Moreover, the computer in my hometown was not very convenient for coding, so Xiao Ding could only say that I would do my best. , please forgive me, and I will try my best to make it up to you when I come back.
Honghua doesn’t dare to ask for help, there are too few updates, hehe!