124 The only thing he cares about is her forever 3
124The only thing he cares about is her (3)
No, all she wants is his promise that he loves her, that's all!
"Xiang Qingshen, you are not a god. Although you are very powerful, I have seen your efforts over the years, so I know how powerful you are. But no matter how powerful you are, you can't compete with the God of Death, so I don't want to
You promise that I will live well, or live to be seventy or eighty years old."
She smiled, so charmingly, yet so pure, just like the little girl who saved him back then. She was like this, making him irresistible and unable to refuse any of her requests.
"All I want is that you love me, you know that, right? All I want is your heart, I just want to be your only one, only your only one, and what about you? Can you also be mine?"
Youyi, love me properly every day that I am alive, this is not too much to ask for!" She hooked her arms around his neck and said affectionately: "I love you, but what about you?"
"..."
Xiang Qingshen was speechless, what should he say? What could he promise? He had already promised another girl and gave her an oath, but now?
She must be sad somewhere, but he still couldn't go to her desperately to comfort her or explain to her. How could he still give her the love she wanted?
He could never give her the love she wanted, because he could only hold one person in his heart, and that person was Jin Ruixi. A person's heart is too small to hold two people at the same time.
"Can't you? Or maybe your heart has already been given to someone else." Her face became very sad, and she grabbed his neck tightly, as if she wanted to strangle him to death.
"Nuan Xin, I can give you anything, but love, you really can't force it." The light words hit her heart hard. Is there no love? Or does it mean that his love has been given to others?
It's Jin Ruixi!
She really wanted to roar loudly and ask him if he had given the love that belonged to her to Jin Ruixi, but she didn't dare to ask because she was afraid, she was afraid that he would nod.
She was afraid that she would never recover. Why was she so cruel? Why was she so cruel to her alone?
"Then what can you give me?" Sometimes, Yu Nuanxin couldn't help but admire herself. She was so cruel to herself sometimes, and she could be cruel to anyone, including herself.
But it was only towards him that she could not be cruel.
Haha, this is really a very sad thing? Isn’t it?
"Nuan Xin, you're tired, go and have a rest!" Xiang Qingshen didn't want to say any more. At this time, it seemed that it wasn't the right time. The two women he didn't want to hurt seemed to have been hurt the most by him.
He has never been an indecisive person, but when faced with these two women, he couldn't be cruel. He didn't want to hurt anyone, but in the end, he was afraid that everyone would be hurt.
But Yu Nuanxin didn't want to sleep. She sat on his lap and whispered softly in his ear: "Xiang Qingshen, I don't want anything else. I told you from the beginning, I want it."
There is only your heart, I want you to have only me in your heart, don’t you know it yet?”
That tone was so gentle, yet full of shock.
However, after saying this, she no longer struggled.
Xiang Qingshen stood up and went to bring her a glass of water.
handed it to her.
Yu Nuanxin took a sip. This was her habit before going to bed. He had never forgotten that he could pamper her so much, but couldn't he give her love?
No, it's not that he can't give her love, he just lost himself for a moment. To blame, it's because Jin Ruixi's methods are too high. During the time she was in the United States, she dared to seduce her man.
No matter who wants to touch her things, she must make them pay back ten times.
His eyelids became heavier and heavier, and Yu Nuanxin gradually fell asleep.
Taking the cup from her hand, he found that the water had been tampered with. Only in this way could he go back. Otherwise, if this girl knew about it, there was no telling what would happen.
But no matter what, he had to go back. He wanted to see her and couldn't wait.
He carried Yu Nuanxin into the room and covered her with a quilt. She looked like an angel while she was sleeping soundly.
"Nuan Nuan, I'm sorry, but I may not be able to give you the love you want in my lifetime. What can I make up to you? I can give you anything except love." He pressed a kiss on her cheek.
Although I felt guilty using this method to make her sleep, it was also the most effective way.
He stood up and left quickly, thinking about another woman. At this time, I don't know what she is doing? Is she crying?
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After returning from the outside, Jin Ruixi locked herself in the room alone, not talking or thinking. If she could not breathe, she thought she would not breathe either.
Only by completely letting herself go in this way will she not be so sad. As soon as she thinks about it, her head feels like it is about to explode. The kindness he has shown to her and his cruelty to herself are intertwined in her mind.
She can't think about it, she doesn't dare to think about it, if she continues to think about it, she will end up in a mental hospital like her mother.
At this time, Chen's mother knocked on the door again outside. After she came back, Chen's mother would come and knock on the door every now and then, sometimes like this and sometimes like that, but she really didn't have the energy to answer her anymore.
She knew that Mother Chen would be worried, and she shouldn't let the old man worry so much, but she really didn't want to move or think.
I don’t want anyone to ask her what’s wrong?
She's fine, she's really fine! Isn't it just lovelorn? It's not the first time, but this time, he made a bigger joke on her.
"Rui Rui, come out and eat something! Even if you are not hungry, the baby in your belly should be hungry. Don't you feel sorry for him?" Mother Chen kept urging her, but she didn't know how much she heard.
She called the prince, but no one answered. Chen Ma thought, these two young people really don't make people worry. They were obviously doing well, but now they have become like this again.
"Rui Rui, Mother Chen is so worried about you. Come out. It's not good for your health to keep yourself shut in all the time!" Mother Chen continued worriedly.
"..."
However, there was still no reply inside.
I couldn't help but sigh.
"Rui Rui, is there anything you can't overcome? Come out first, and we can ask you questions if you have any. Don't get sulky. You are angry here. Doesn't he know it too? If you think about it this way, aren't you at a disadvantage?
"Mother Chen no longer knows what she is talking about.
"..."
Mother Chen almost gave up and was about to go down when she heard the sound of the doorknob turning.
Jin Ruixi came out.
"Mother Chen, I'm hungry!" She just said these five words lightly.
"..."
This time, Mrs. Chen was stunned. She had been talking for so long, and just when she was about to give up, she figured it out.
"Okay, Mother Chen will go and warm it up for you right now." Mother Chen's eyes were hot. Looking at the child's pale appearance, how could she not feel distressed.
Turning around, she happened to see Chen Ma's tears. Jin Ruixi's throat tightened, and she immediately hugged Chen Ma's shoulders and buried her head in Chen Ma's shoulder.
"Mother Chen, I'm really fine. Don't worry, okay? I'm really hungry. Please hurry up and get me something delicious to eat. If I don't eat, I might die." My heart hurts so much, like
It seemed like a large piece of land was freed up.
Jin Ruixi couldn't help but wonder if if she had eaten enough, she would not be so fussy in her heart.
Sitting at the dining table, looking at Chen's mother busy, my heart was filled with excitement. It just so happened that there was at least one person who really cared about her, right?
What's so great about it?
Isn't he just a man?
I tried hard to build myself up mentally, but the corner of my mouth was extremely bitter.
Yes, he is just a man, but the man he loves most and cares about most is the father of the baby in his belly.
But what can be done? Does she want to use the child to tie him up?
But could she be able to bind such a man with a marriage certificate and a child?
While I was thinking wildly, Mother Chen had already served the dishes.
She ate it with big mouthfuls, but it seemed like it had no taste.
"Mother Chen, can you bring me some salt?" Jin Ruixi said with a smile, as if nothing happened.
Chen Ma glanced at the dishes suspiciously, wondering if she hadn't put enough salt in them, but she still didn't say anything and got up and went to the kitchen to get some salt.
I saw Jin Ruixi put a lot of salt into the soup. I saw Mrs. Chen was frightened and put half a bag of salt. Can the soup still be drinkable?
Seeing her filling a bowl and preparing to drink, Chen Ma quickly grabbed her hand.
"Rui Rui, if you are unhappy to say it, why bother yourself like this?" Chen's mother looked at her worriedly and refused to let her drink.
"..."
Jin Ruixi was speechless, just smiled, and then continued: "Mother Chen, I'm really fine, I'm very fine, I just want to drink some soup, what can happen to me?"
She found it funny and actually took a sip of the soup.
Mother Chen looked at her worriedly, but she didn't even blink!
Impossible, unless the salt is fake, how could you still drink it after putting half a pack in it?
But Jin Ruixi smiled happily. Nothing she ate just now had any taste, but now it is finally better and she can finally taste a trace of it.
Chen Ma looked at her suspiciously, not knowing what to say. She couldn't be angry or something was wrong. No, she would call the prince later and ask him to come back and take a look.
"Mother Chen, I'm really fine. You can go and have a rest! I'll call you after I finish eating." Jin Ruixi put all the salt into the soup again. Mother Chen wanted to say something, but in the end there was nothing.
explain.
At this time, Xiang Qingshen walked in.
"Rui Rui, please listen to my explanation." Xiang Qingshen couldn't wait to explain.
But Jin Ruixi didn't say anything and just served him a bowl of soup.