125 Xiang Qingshen, Don’t You Think You’re Hypocritical 1
125 Xiang Qingshen, don’t you think you are very hypocritical (1)
But Jin Ruixi didn't say anything and just served him a bowl of soup.
Many words he wanted to explain were stuck in his throat. He took the soup from her and sat down. Her expression was too calm and her eyes were calm, as if nothing happened.
It was as if the scene at noon had never happened. However, he knew that something was different. If there was a problem, he had to solve it.
"Rui Rui, let's talk, okay?" He would rather she make a fuss than stay silent like this, which made him even more flustered.
"Let's eat! The food cooked by Mother Chen today is delicious." Jin Ruixi said calmly, without even raising her eyelids, as if he didn't exist in front of her at all.
"Rui Rui." He sighed helplessly, walked behind her, hugged her delicate body, but clearly felt her whole body stiffen. Although it was only for a moment, he caught it.
His heart felt astringent, but it was all his own fault.
"Rui Rui, can you listen to my explanation?" Xiang Qingshen said softly. In that situation at noon, he did make her embarrassed, but if he didn't do that, the injured one would become Yu Nuanxin.
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Yu Nuanxin, she couldn't bear any more blows, but she really couldn't bear any blows.
Therefore, I had no choice but to feel wronged to her.
"Rui Rui, be fair to me and give me a chance to explain." He said in a persuasive way.
Jin Ruixi's lips curved into an imperceptibly sarcastic smile. To be fair, he asked her to be fair to him, but who would tell her who would be fair to her?
"Xiang Qingchen, I want to eat. I didn't even eat at noon. Can you let me have a good meal?" Jin Ruixi placed the bowl heavily on the table, her eyes filled with impatience.
She hadn't eaten since noon, and Xiang Qingshen's heart ached. Yes, how could she eat?
"Okay, then you eat." Xiang Qingshen brought her a lot of vegetables.
He picked up the bowl of soup she served him and took a sip. However, Xiang Qingshen almost spurted it out when it was hot, but he suppressed it with all his strength. The next moment, he quickly rushed to the bathroom.
Chen Ma walked out of the kitchen and saw his serious face, not knowing what was going on.
"What's going on? How much salt did you put in today's soup?" Chen Ma has been by his side for so many years, but she has never made such a mistake.
Seeing his angry look, Chen Ma didn't dare to say anything.
However, Xiang Qingshen saw Jin Ruixi going to drink soup without changing her expression.
His face was extremely ugly. He walked to Jin Ruixi's side and slammed the night to the ground. He was a high-ranking prince. Who could make him angry like this?
He was really furious.
"I'm sorry, I'm going to make a new pot of soup." Chen Ma said with a pale face. It turned out that he had never seen the prince lose his temper. He didn't need to say anything harsh or do anything.
Just the aura from the inside out is frightening.
However, Jin Ruixi stood up and said calmly: "Mother Chen, there is no need to cook."
This was the first time he saw her expressionless face, she seemed to be hiding all her emotions.
"Prince, I made this. Mother Chen did a good job. I put the salt in myself. I have a strong taste. Isn't it okay? Or does the prince think that I am not even worth the price of a pack of salt?"
"..."
When Xiang Qingshen saw her like this, it was hard to get angry again. After all, she was angry with herself.
"Mother Chen, okay, go down!" Xiang Qingshen ordered to Mother Chen.
After Chen Ma returned to her room, he sat down next to Jin Ruixi again.
"Rui Rui, it doesn't matter if you are angry, you can hit me and scold me if you want, but one thing is, don't be in trouble with your body, okay?" Xiang Qing said with deep heartache.
Seeing such deep love, Jin Ruixi just felt even more stupid. Until now, she couldn't tell whether his words were true or false.
Sit down, pick up the bowl and continue drinking soup.
Xiang Qingshen came over to grab the bowl.
"Okay, don't drink. Don't drink and it will make you miserable." He persuaded in a friendly manner.
However, Jin Ruixi refused to let go.
"I like this taste, don't you? Or do you want to take care of my taste too?" Jin Ruixi did not look at his increasingly solemn expression.
She didn't want to suppress herself, she just felt that she was going crazy. If she continued like this, she would definitely go crazy. If she didn't want to laugh, then fine, she wouldn't laugh. If she wanted to cry, fine, then she would cry loudly.
She doesn't want to love this man anymore, but she has to love him. It doesn't matter if she doesn't love him anymore. She can always turn a blind eye to him! Maybe in this way, she won't feel so distressed.
"Rui Rui, obedient, what do you want to eat? I'll go with you. We won't drink this, okay?" He patiently coaxed him, just because this time, he was really wrong. After hearing
When she called him "unfamiliar prince" on the left and "unfamiliar prince" on the right.
His heart really felt like it was being cut by a knife.
"Thank you, but I'm very satisfied with this soup." Jin Ruixi didn't appreciate it.
He tolerated her being like this again and again, but in the end he couldn't bear it anymore. Even if she yelled at him and scolded him, it would be better than confronting him like this. He didn't like it to be like this between them.
He waved hard, and the soup bowl hit the wall hard. After breaking, it bounced back. Some of the fragments even hit Jin Ruixi's body, which was very painful and raw.
But the tears could no longer be suppressed and flowed down. She told herself that the cut must be too painful, not because he treated her like that. Yes, the cut must be too painful.
"Rui Rui, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Xiang Qingshen became even more irritated after seeing the small blood stains on her arms.
He wanted to touch her, but she dodged him defensively, and her eyes looked really scared towards him. Such a look in his eyes made her heartbroken.
He quickly retracted his hand. He must have failed to control his temper just now and scared her. The bitterness in the corner of his mouth spread like gall.
He opened his hand to show that he would not touch her.
"Okay, Rui Rui, I won't touch you, can you come here first? Be careful of getting cut by the debris." He said softly.
However, he saw Jin Ruixi squatting down and starting to clean up the debris on the ground.
With a helpless smile, she seemed to be living in her own world now, as if she couldn't hear his words at all and had closed herself in her own world.
He knelt down and gently took her into his arms.
Feeling the gentle trembling in her body, he took a deep breath helplessly and tried to make his tone softer.
"Rui Rui, let's not be upset, okay? We said we will be fine, and we will be fine. Our days are still so long, aren't we? Are you going to stop talking to me for the rest of your life? We have
Is it OK to talk about any issues?"
Jin Ruixi slowly raised her head, her eyes were red, but there was a hint of stubbornness in her seriousness.
"Xiang Qingshen, don't force me." Jin Ruixi prayed. She had already told herself that all this was just her own illusion.
She could pretend that nothing had happened and that the scene at noon was just a dream, but why did he force himself to admit it now?
The hand slowly tightened unconsciously, and the fragments in the palm of the hand cut into the flesh. The pain that penetrated the body was so clear. Only such a clear feeling can prove that one is still alive.
Seeing her white palms slowly overflowing with blood, Xiang Qingshen's face changed drastically, and he opened her palms with all his strength. The fragments had penetrated into the flesh, but she did not say a word.
"Jin Ruixi, are you crazy? Do you have to torture yourself until you feel like a human being or a ghost to make me feel sorry for you? What kind of mentality do you have? I care about you, so you can take advantage of it.
Does my caring make me feel bad?"
Seeing her hurting herself like this, Xiang Qingshen couldn't control his temper anymore. He just wanted to crush her to pieces and put her in his bag, so that she wouldn't be angry with him to death like this.
Things are coming.
She was in pain, and he was in more pain than she was.
But she just looked at him blankly, let go of her hand, and the pieces fell to the ground. She stood up, her face was so pale that it was almost transparent, but she looked at him stubbornly.
"Xiang Qingshen, you blame me again. I can pretend that I don't know anything anymore. Can't I just pretend that I had a dream at noon? I can also stop myself from disturbing you by calling you. I won't do anything.
, I eat well, I don’t think about anything, I don’t think about what you and she are doing, I don’t think about you and why you got married, isn’t that enough? What do you want? Yes
Aren't you happy only if I die?" Jin Ruixi spoke slowly.
She spoke out word by word, speaking at such a speed, but it sounded so frightening.
With his brows furrowed, he wanted to grab her shoulders and shake her hard. What was going on in her head?
"Jin Ruixi, let me tell you, she and I didn't do anything, and nothing happened to us. All I want is you, from beginning to end."
"Aren't you even willing to give me the most basic trust? Don't we even have the most basic trust between us?"
However, the most contemptuous smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and the next moment, she really laughed, as if he had told the funniest joke in the world.
"Xiang Qingshen, don't you think it's hypocritical when you say this now? Don't you think you're fake? Have you forgotten your tone and expression at noon? Why are you pretending to be a lover here now?