The night was getting dark, and a large area of darkness rolled up in the sky. It was impossible to see the end at a glance. Everyone had left, and Xia Xinyan pushed the door open and walked in. Her grandma was still in the ward, with an oxygen bottle plugged into her nose. Her body was thin and her face was pale.
She felt a pain in her heart. If grandma hadn't known about her affair with Lan Yuze, maybe her illness wouldn't have gotten so fast or so bad.
In the past three years, grandma has been doing well by taking medicine, hasn't she?
Standing in front of the bed, her mind was in a state of confusion, and she remembered what the doctor had told her before. Grandma was now in a critical stage and could not be stimulated, so she had to stay in the hospital for treatment. She could not afford the huge cost of chemotherapy. For her,
An astronomical figure came straight over her head, weighing her down and making her breathless.
In the house, grandma begged, and grandma... knelt down in front of her. My heart felt like it was being gnawed by thousands of ants. I wanted to scratch it but couldn't, and I wanted to cut it but couldn't. Life was worse than death. Every drop of tears fell on my face.
Grandma's hands on the bedside were like pine trees, wrinkled and yellow, with many calluses on them.
My heart felt as cold as being in a cellar. In my twenty-one years of life, I had never felt so powerless at this moment. In those years, I was bullied by Zhang Li and Li Peng, verbally abused by street gangsters during temporary work, and even cursed by some parents.
, she felt that it was just a dark cloud hanging above her head, which could not see the light.
Why do family affection and love have to be in conflict with each other?
"Yan'er... Yan'er..." In a daze, grandma shouted softly, as if she was getting rid of the discomfort all over her body, her eyebrows were furrowed and her head was shaking slightly from side to side.
Xia Xinyan hurriedly held her grandma's hand and called softly, "Grandma, I'm here."
Grandma seemed to be still in the dream, but subconsciously, she was holding Xia Xinyan's hand tightly, "Young Master, Young Master, Yan'er has grown up, grown up... Where are you? He, please take me away.
,Take me away."
Xia Xinyan was confused as she listened. What is grandma talking about? Young master? He? What is that?
That night, grandma never woke up. Xia Xinyan sat by the bed all night without closing her eyes. The sky was slightly bright, and there was a weak light coming in from the window, which was a little hazy. Grandma was still sleeping soundly, in the early morning of autumn.
It's a little cold, even the breath I exhale is a little cold.
Looking at the gentle breeze outside and the swaying of the branches, she wanted to wake up a little, but a pot of wontons was cooking in her mind, which was very messy. When she opened the door, there was no one in the aisle, but this made the first aid not far away, who rushed to call for help.
Loud. Her heart sank. At this time, she didn't know whose family members were facing this kind of bone-cutting pain.
There was a person sitting on the long board outside. He was wearing a light blue jacket, white-washed jeans, and white sneakers. His hair was slightly messy, his head was lowered with his hands on his hands, and he looked towards the opposite side. She walked over, as if for the first time.
When they met, he also wore a coat of the same color. He came towards her with a smile and asked her softly, are you okay?
At that moment, there are thousands of words and endless feelings.
But now... it's still like this, but with an added sense of decadence and sadness. He just sat there like that, I don't know how long. She felt a little painful and uncomfortable in her heart. She knelt down and put her hand on it. It was very cold, like ice cubes.
The coolness that penetrates the bone marrow.
But she didn't know what to say. Was it cold? Then it was inevitable. How long should he wait? There was no need.
"Are you hungry?" After thinking for a long time, he choked out these two words, his throat felt bitter.
Lan Yuze raised his head, his eyes were red and swollen, bloodshot, and he looked very tired. But when he looked at her, he smiled very happily, "You're here." The voice was slightly hoarse, and Xia Xinyan suddenly cried...
She cried very sadly, threw herself into his arms, hugged his waist tightly, her tears were like a bursting dam, out of control.
His body was very cold, ten times colder than his hands. He must have been waiting for a long time, why didn't he go in? Was he afraid that grandma would be unhappy when she woke up, or that it would be difficult for her? How did he know that if he sat outside and waited like this, she would be even more upset?
If you feel uncomfortable, your heart will hurt even more.