Lan Yuze hugged her, finally finding some comfort at this moment after a night of emptiness, with a smile in his eyes.
It was very quiet in the walkway. In the early morning, a cool breeze blew in from the window, but the two people's arms could only hug each other tighter and tighter, only taking the warmth from each other. After a long time, Lan Yuze
He raised her head and gently wiped the tears on her face with his fingers, "Don't cry, I feel bad. It hurts here... it hurts, it hurts."
Lan Yuze took her hand, covering his chest, and narrowed his eyes slightly.
Thousands of words were choked in her throat, and she couldn't utter a single word. But the thing that made her most clear was, 'I'm sorry'. She couldn't say it, otherwise Lan Yuze would think that she was really leaving... He wanted it
It's not like this, and it's definitely not what she wants.
"We will be together forever. I will not let you leave, nor will I leave you. Don't worry, we will cure grandma's illness." Lan Yuze shook his head with hers, breathing in and out of their noses.
My heart is getting hot too
She just felt like she had become a fool, unable to say anything, and her heart was filled with unknown emotions. She hoped that those three years would stay in those warm spring days forever, that her grandma would be fine and everything would be fine.
good.
After staying in bed for a while, it was already getting bright and it was time to fetch water. She went in to get a water bottle. Lan Yuze took it, held her hand and walked with her through the long corridor to the water room downstairs.
After fetching water, Xia Xinyan went to the hospital cafeteria to get breakfast, porridge and pickles.
After breakfast, grandma woke up. Xia Xinyan had just finished eating. When she entered the room, grandma was looking at the ceiling, wondering what she was thinking, with a misty expression. Just like in the past few years, grandma would be on the balcony,
The same expression when in a daze.
Xia Xinyan always felt that grandma was hiding something from her.
"Grandma, are you awake?" She bent down and put her head against her forehead. Feeling the faint warmth coming from her body, she finally felt relieved.
"Yan'er..." Grandma called in a low voice, her voice hoarse.
She noticed that grandma's eyes were always looking outside the door, as if there was nothing there. Xia Xinyan was a little nervous, hoping that she would not see Lan Yuze. And whatever she was afraid of, she came. The door was pushed open
Open, Lan Yuze walked in with a smile on his face, holding the bowls and chopsticks from the hospital cafeteria in his hand, and said in a very nice voice, "Grandma, are you hungry? Come, have something to eat."
Grandma's body stiffened for a moment, and then she looked at Xia Xinyan, with chills, disappointment...and pain in her eyes!
Lan Yuze came over and slowly shook grandma's bed. It was more comfortable to sit on it. "Grandma, I'm sorry. I don't know why you don't like me? But I love Yan, love her very much. I hope you will agree with her.
Let us be together."
Grandma's oxygen mask was removed, making it easier to speak. "If you don't tell me, will your parents agree?"
Lan Yuze smiled and said, "They will agree, grandma, don't worry about that. Yan'er and I just want you to nod."
Grandma looked at Xia Xinyan, tangled her fingers, and looked at the off-white floor. She understood that it seemed like she was really going to be with...Lan Yuze. She felt very sad. She had raised such a big granddaughter, and she couldn't
After being obedient and learning to lie, he fell in love prematurely and his heart no longer turned towards her.
It's just... he is the son of a rich man, and he is Lan Tian's son, so that's not possible unless she dies!
"My child, you are still young, and you are a child of a rich family. Your future wife will only be a business daughter from a prominent family, and our Yan'er is simple-minded and does not understand the principles of business at all. What's more, the marriage you are talking about
How long will it take to love her forever? One week, or two weeks? I know you have been in love for three years. It’s no wonder that I trust Yan’er too much, trust him too much. On New Year’s Eve, I knew you were coming, but I was secretly
Look at you, although there is some affection, it is not that strong. I thought that as time goes by, it will be over. Besides, Yan'er has been obedient since she was a child. She will not fall in love while she is in school. She never lies, so I
I was deceived for three years."
"Grandma..." Xia Xinyan called in a low voice. She had been injured in the past. She always thought that even if everyone in the world died, as long as her grandma was well, all she had in her life was her grandma. But now...
...She hurt grandma so deeply.
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Grandma's voice was gentle. After all, she was old and sick. She sounded depressed and low, but her voice had a kind of desolation in winter.
"I'm sorry, grandma, I taught her how to do this." Lan Yuze's voice was very sincere.
"Go away. Don't meet Yan'er again. Yan'er can't afford to lose, and neither can I." Grandma issued an eviction order without even looking at him.
"Grandma, I won't leave. Forgive me, I just want to be with her." Lan Yuze said firmly.
Grandma's eyes flashed with anger. She looked at Xia Xinyan, swallowed her anger, and asked her, "Yan'er, are you the same as him? Tell me!"
Xia Xinyan's hand hanging by her side was half-opened! On one side was her family, on the other side was her lover. Leaving either of them would break her heart! And grandma...she believed that she would be cured.
"Grandma, I love him. I hope you can accept us." Xia Xinyan said and knelt down. Lan Yuze next to her saw him and knelt down too.
Grandma's pupils suddenly shrank! Her anger rose. This little brat! He tore the syringe in his hand away, and immediately blood flowed down, flowing on the sheets, and it was bright red. Xia Xinyan was shocked when she saw it.
, stood up hurriedly, "Grandma..."
Lan Yuze had already gotten up and pressed the needle to stop the blood from continuing to flow.
Grandma was stunned for a moment... She had leukemia, this was blood, and he just used his hands like this... Although it was not medically contagious, many people didn't dare to do this. But for Xia Xinyan,... Grandma worked hard
He pulled his hand back and pressed it himself.
"No, if you want to kneel down, just kneel down." Grandma suddenly walked to the window, opened it, and the strong sunlight came in!
Their eyes were dazzled, and Xia Xinyan saw a scene with the white light of the sun for a moment... Grandma, you climbed to the window and were about to jump down! Her face turned pale, "Grandma, grandma! No!"
"
"Stop!" Grandma yelled, her upper body already sitting on the window sill, holding the window rails with her hands. If she let go, she would fall... This is the seventh floor, so there is only one outcome, and she will be shattered to pieces!
"grandmother."
"grandmother."
The two shouted in unison.
"Yan'er, since you insist on having your own way, I think you don't need my grandma anymore. She is enough for you, right? Grandma is of no use anymore. But there is no one in this world who wants you to be happy more than me, but
You and him..." Grandma screamed, her facial features twisted together, and her hair was white on the temples, dancing wildly in the light.
"Son of Lan Tian, Lan Yuze and Yan'er, you can't be together. Even if I die, I won't let you be together!" Grandma became a little hysterical, with an exaggerated expression, as if she remembered it.
The painful events of the past.
Xia Xinyan and Lan Yuze didn't dare to move even half a step, and didn't dare to blink. They looked at grandma closely. They were ready to rush forward at any time!
"Yan'er, can you separate from him? And don't meet him again in this life."
Xia Xinyan felt cold all over her body, trembling from her head to her feet, and her heart was shaking violently! She couldn't say a word about what her grandma said. The sun was shining brightly outside the window, but the room was so hazy that even her breathing felt damp.
taste.
"Grandma, can you come down first? We are discussing, okay?" Lan Yuze tried to be emotional.
"Are you kidding?" Grandma laughed, laughed and cried again, "Did anyone discuss it with me back then? My son, my daughter-in-law died like that, did anyone discuss it with me?
?" Grandma gradually became out of control...
Xia Xinyan thought that she was talking about her parents. Looking at her grandma, it must be another tragedy.
"Grandma, I beg you, can you come down?" Xia Xinyan was weak. The sun was so bright, why did she still feel cold all over? She knelt down slowly, tears welling up in her eyes.
"Then will you agree to separate from him?"
There was silence flowing in the room, and grandma and Lan Yuze were waiting quietly for her reply. But she felt like her heart was wrenching, and she was in pain!
Tears burst out of my eyes drop by drop. They penetrated into my hair, were very cold, and entered the blood vessels close to the scalp.
"Tell me, do you agree?" Grandma asked again.
Xia Xinyan was still silent. Lan Yuze wanted to answer, but didn't dare! If grandma fell, the consequences... he couldn't afford it.
"talk……"
"Yan'er, tell me, you will be separated! Never see each other again!"
"Yan'er!" With grandma's last roar, grandma's arms loosened and her body suddenly leaned back! Lan Yuze quickly chased after her, and at the last moment, he grabbed grandma's hand!
"Grandma...grandma..."
"Grandma, no!"
Xia Xinyan rushed up and hurriedly took her other arm.
Grandma had a smile in her eyes, but looked very sad, "Will you be together?"
Xia Xinyan's fingers squirmed, her heart felt like it was being beaten inch by inch, and it was dripping with blood! Why, why did you force her?
"Let me go, let go..." Grandma was exerting force, pushing her arms down.
"Grandma, no, no! I promise you, promise you! We won't meet again, absolutely not. Don't...Grandma..." She was already sobbing, looking at her grandma's shadow in her eyes, which was blurry, and she couldn't see it clearly.
.There was a group of people downstairs, shouting something, and some people were holding thick cushions and moving them left and right.
There was a buzzing sound in her ears, but she felt that an important part of her heart was getting farther and farther away from her...
"Are you telling the truth?" Grandma stopped struggling, with tears still on her face.
"It's true, it's true, we will never meet again in this life!" Xia Xinyan said.
Lan Yuze just felt that his whole body was not his own. From the moment his grandma forced Xia Xinyan to break up, his blood was as cold as snow and it was so cold that he would rather die. When he heard her say, they will never meet again in this life.
!Finally, the thread that held my heart suddenly fell to the ground and was broken into pieces.
He heard a little broken voice in his heart...
Grandma came to the rescue, and Xia Xinyan was crying behind her as she hugged her. She was very sad.
But he already felt that the world was spinning, and he recalled in his mind that when they first met, her broken clothes could not cover up the beauty and scars on her body. And her shallow smile made him completely fall in love.
Fall!
He didn't know when he fell in love with her. He only remembered that she was always quiet, her only friend was Liu Yan, and she didn't have much contact with her.
The first time they held hands, the first hug, the first kiss, I will always remember the trembling and numbing sensation when their skin touched each other. He, Lan Yuze, was born in a famous family, and had been given great influence since he was a child.
High hopes.
When he met Xia Xinyan, he had already obtained an MBA master's degree in economic management. He was a person who really didn't like going to school, but for Xia Xinyan, he, a person who had already graduated, was allowed to go to school all day long. Who was in the school?
I didn't know his true academic qualifications, so I just thought he was a classmate who didn't come to work often. Plus, he was the son of the chairman, so he seemed extra mysterious.
For the first time, he went to find Xia Xinyan, together with Zhang Li. She walked slowly amidst the attention, and he saw the restraint and uneasiness in her eyes, but when he came closer, she pulled Zhang Li away and walked out.
Run. That stupid woman, doesn’t she know that Zhang Li likes her?
She was the first person who didn't show fear or excessive surprise when she saw his gangster identity.
Therefore, the string of words he said in the car were either true or false. To be honest, he liked Xia Xinyan very much at that time, but he had not yet reached the point of love. But he did not expect that his casual acquaintance would make her
Then she leaned forward and hugged him tightly!
At that moment, he heard his own heart beating like a drum...
Slowly getting to know each other, getting to know each other, he fell deeper and deeper step by step! From then on, he was unable to get out! He had known that his parents had investigated him, and he never took it seriously. As long as he liked it, whoever he loved would
None can be taken away.
But he never thought that that person would be his grandma. It would be Xia Xinyan's grandma...
He respects Xia Xinyan, so he respects everything she loves!
In the garden, flowers were swaying. In the haze, he seemed to smell a string of red fragrance, and his heart suddenly started to hurt... like an overwhelming force, the pain was unstoppable and unbearable.
It was windy and a bit cool, but waves of heat hit my body, alternately cold and hot.
Is it raining? There are water drops on my cheeks. Looking up, the sun is shining brightly.
It turns out...it's tears, it turns out he cried...
How could he cry? Why was he feeling so painful in his heart, as if he could hardly breathe? There were footsteps coming from behind and stopping beside him, "Ze'er, why are you here? What's wrong with you?"
In his memory, there was a kind voice. He wiped away his tears, looked at her face that did not look old at all, and raised a sad smile on his lips, "We really broke up. Now you can feel at ease...your son is back in good health."
After saying that, he turned around and left without any regrets.
Your son's body is back... Li Jing felt very uncomfortable all over. Does that mean that his body is back, but his heart is not back, right? Son, who is your girlfriend? It's her?
That night.
Grandma has already gone to bed, she is exhausted, and she will undergo chemotherapy starting tomorrow.
She thought about everything that happened today, like a dream, illusory but extremely real. Standing outside the window, in the small garden downstairs, there were lovers, maybe visiting their families, kissing me and rubbing each other's ears when they were in Huapu.
.There is also a young husband supporting his pregnant wife, smiling at the corners of his eyes, enjoying the flowery style.
Suddenly, she missed Lan Yuze very much...
She found a pen and paper in the drawer, told her grandma, then jogged to the street, hailed a taxi, and went to the Dark Night Gate.
The servant knew her, and was only slightly surprised when he saw her, without saying anything. She didn't know what was tempting her, so she went straight to the small bungalow in the backyard, intuitively knowing that Lan Yuze must be there. Hundreds of flowers were swaying along the way,
A bunch of reds are blooming again...
A string of red and a string of white, interlaced with each other, as beautiful as a fairy mirror in the sky. She walked through their small courtyard, and sure enough, there was a faint light in the house, and she rushed in.
Stunned... Lan Yuze lay lifeless on the bed, his face pale. She was startled and rushed over, her body was frighteningly hot.
"Yuze, Yuze, Yuze... wake up, wake up, let's go to the hospital."
"Wake up."
After screaming several times, Lan Yuze was still in a coma.
She was so angry that she hit him, "You are a pig. Don't you know how to go to the hospital when you are sick?"
Suddenly I heard his laughter, which was hearty and...happy. Lan Yuze opened his eyes at this moment, with a smile on his face, his eyebrows raised, and his aura high. "I knew you were coming."
Xia Xinyan felt relieved, but when she heard his words, she began to feel uncomfortable again.
On the bedside, a dark red light spread out. It was sent by one of Lan Yuze's younger brothers. When he sent it, he had an extremely ambiguous smile on his face. At that time, Xia Xinyan didn't know what it meant.
now……
She slowly leaned her head against his chest, which was frighteningly hot.
"Let's go to the hospital, let's go."
She took his hand, but he held it tightly. She raised her head and met his extremely serious and affectionate eyes, "Yan, do we have to go this way? I love you, and you love me too..."
Before she finished speaking, her lips were robbed! Xia Xinyan didn't know where she got the strength, but at this moment she didn't want to hear such words from Lan Yuze's mouth. She felt like she was suffocating when she mentioned it. She didn't want it! Four pieces
Their lips and tongues were overlapping each other, and his body was very hot, just in contact with the coldness all over her body.
Xia Xinyan stretched out her ten fingers to touch Lan Yuze's chest and slowly unbuttoned them one by one, her fingers trembling slightly!
Lan Yuze grabbed her fiercely, raised his head, and there were thick and indescribable sparks in his eyes, "Do you know what you are doing?"
Xia Xinyan smiled, kissed his lips again, her voice was drowned in her lips and teeth, "I know, love me, okay?" The voice was slightly hoarse, as low as a pillow love talk, and Lan Yuze's warmth suddenly touched the ground.
rose up.
He suddenly turned Xia Xinyan under his body, changed from passive to active, and kissed her lips...
When the last trace of shirt was taken off, he leaned into her ear and asked softly, "Is that okay?"
No one would believe that they had lived together for three years but never took the last step too late. Xia Xinyan smiled silently and wrapped her arms around his neck.
She felt that Lan Yuze's eyes were like the Milky Way in the sky, a huge hole emitting strong light that sucked her to the ground in an instant!
The moment her body was torn apart, she hugged Lan Yuze's neck tightly. She seemed to be on a boat, going up and down, with wind and waves bumping one after another... Her eyes were filled with dizziness.
Dizzy, I can only see the moon on the horizon...
Lan Yuze was fast asleep, and it was already three o'clock in the night. After lingering for so long, it was time to go back. She put on her clothes, leaned forward and kissed Lan Yuze gently on the lips, and then left quickly.
At the intersection, in a small garden that only belongs to two people, tears instantly overflowed!
Looking back, I looked at the small bungalow, slowly blurring in front of my eyes. Look at the pale red light, gradually turning into a spot of light.
Her steps were too heavy to lift up. She wished that none of this existed, and she was still lying next to him, with the two of them pillowing on the same pillow, slowly counting the water flowing.
Turn around and run away quickly!
It's time to go, there's no going back... She knew that from the moment they stepped out of here, they couldn't go back.
The Dark Night Gate is very close, and only the lights on both sides of the path are still on. This tiny light illuminates the small bungalow in front of it, which is even more blurry... The large garden in the Dark Night Gate has various flowers, each showing its beauty under the light, but...
...I will never see it again in this life.
When she arrived at the door, there was a car waiting there. Xia Xinyan thought it was parked there.
Unexpectedly, just after passing by, the car door opened, and Zhang Zhang's warm face was revealed, "Xinyan, let me see you off."
Xia Xinyan was slightly stunned, "How did you know I was here?"
Zhang Li smiled and didn't answer, opened the car door and waited for her.
"Yes... I told him to wait for me here, right?" Xia Xinyan asked in a trembling voice. For some reason, her heart felt like needles pricking her heart!
The car turned on and off quickly, and in the rearview mirror, the luxurious villa gradually faded away. The small bungalow had long been hidden by the villa, but the towering banyan tree seen from the corner was still the same as in the memory. And from now on.
, and was kicked out of memory forever!
The road was very close, there was no one on the street, there were only bars, and the lights were still bright in front of the disco. When she arrived at the entrance of the hospital, she said thank you lightly and got off the car.
But Zhang Li stopped her, "It's just a temporary separation, don't worry. He asked me to tell you that he will find out the reason. Don't be afraid if you have him."
Xia Xinyan showed her first comfortable smile in the past two days, but she used all her strength! After smiling, her body and mind were still as weak. She nodded and went in.
Zhang Li stood on the side of the road with deep sadness in his eyes. He thought, if Xia Xinyan loved him today, then... he would never let her suffer like this in his whole life!
When the phone rang, he laughed to himself, it was such a coincidence.
"Has the person been delivered?" came Lan Yuze's thick nasal voice.
"arrive."
"good."
"Lan Yuze, as a man, you shouldn't make the woman you love cry and be sad. If you can't protect her well..."
The words were cut off, and Lan Yuze was full of energy, "It goes without saying, even if you want to, but...does she love you? Zhang Li, we don't need sympathy."
He smiled weakly, and a kind of bitterness spread in his heart, "Let's take you to the hospital."