Gu Xiaoai pursed her lips, her expression froze, and she looked blankly at Li Juefeng's stern face. Did this mean... that he was going to disappear from her eyes again?
"I know." Li Juefeng winked at Wu Jiang and asked him to leave.
Wu Jiang looked at Gu Xiaoai, then at Len, and left without saying a word, covering his arms.
"Have a meal."
Li Juefeng met Gu Xiaoai's gaze.
"..."
Gu Xiaoai stared at his face, pursed her lips tightly, and turned around to feed Len.
"Gu Xiaoai."
Li Juefeng's voice sounded low. Gu Xiaoai's hand holding the spoon paused. Is he leaving now? Is he going to disappear from her eyes now?
"If you have anything to say, let's wait until after dinner." Gu Xiaoai stopped him from continuing and fed Len alone.
But a meal, no matter how long it lasts, will always end.
Just like when she and Li Juefeng met for the first time after four years, they were all arguing and arguing. But even so, she didn't want it to end so quickly. Even if she couldn't get any answers, she didn't want it to be like this.
separate……
The poison of longing has taken hold in her.
She was afraid that after going back, her longing would be deeper than before, and her heart would be more painful than before.
Then... no amount of music boxes, chess, calligraphy and painting could make her truly calm down. She had had enough of this kind of life.
…
After eating, Li Juefeng took her to a room, held her with one arm and sat on the sofa, quiet and boring.
Len sat on the carpet and played with the paper peacock she had cut out. Children with autism are like this. Even if they only have one toy, they can play with it for a long time without seeming to get bored.
Just like a family of three having an ordinary afternoon leisure time...
It's just a little too quiet...
"I know you're leaving." Gu Xiaoai spoke up, taking the lead in breaking the silence.
Li Juefeng hugged her tighter, put his face close to hers, and smelled the fragrance of her body, trying to absorb everything...
"Li Juefeng, I'm tired of asking." Gu Xiaoai said slowly, looking in Len's direction, her voice was as calm as a whistle, "From four years ago to four years later, I ran after you, chasing you.
Ask, I'm really tired..."
Li Juefeng closed his eyes, his long eyelashes trembling slightly.
The only voice left in the quiet room was Gu Xiaoai's voice, "Li Juefeng, before you leave today, I will only listen to you."
After saying that, Gu Xiaoai stopped talking and was hugged by him quietly, quietly feeling the temperature of his body...
After a long time, Li Juefeng opened his eyes and rested his chin on her shoulder, feeling naturally intimate.
"Gu Xiaoai, don't tell others that you saw me today, especially the media." Li Juefeng finally spoke, his low and magnetic voice ringing in her ears, "How do you behave in front of the media? We still do.
We haven’t contacted each other for four years, do you understand?”
not understand.
She doesn't understand.
"Can't I get involved in your life?" Gu Xiaoai said, and suddenly laughed at herself, "I'm sorry, I told you that now I just listen to you."
She had too many questions, but she couldn't help but want to ask, couldn't help but want to know.
Li Juefeng paused, hugged her and continued, "Gu Xiaoai, your current living situation is better than I imagined."
She realized her dream, she won Verney's Best Director award by her own strength, her life... was just missing him.
Interfering in his life... would do neither of them any good.