Interfering in his life... would do neither of them any good.
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"Li Juefeng, it's not you who has the final say on whether my living situation is good or not."
Does he really know what she wants? What kind of life she should live is not decided by him.
"Gu Xiaoai." Li Juefeng got down from the sofa, squatted in front of her, raised his face and looked deeply into her eyes, wrapping his fingers around her soft and white hands, his voice was a little hoarse, "I can't fulfill it now.
The promise I made back then cannot guarantee that I will be with you in a few days or a few months..."
It was the first time that Gu Xiaoai heard Li Juefeng speak to her in this tone. It was not gentle, not domineering, not arrogant...
He squatted on the ground in front of her, like a confessor in a church, telling his sins and begging God for forgiveness.
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"I'm not sure how long it will take for me to stand upright in front of you, Gu Xiaoai." Li Juefeng held her hand and brought it to his lips to kiss her, his eyes moving slightly, "How long will we be separated?
, even I don’t know.”
Why don't you know?
He is not married and she is not married, why should we separate?
Gu Xiaoai stared at his face and listened quietly.
"Gu Xiaoai, I don't want you to wait forever, but seeing you with other men makes me uncomfortable and I can't stand it." Li Juefeng held her hand a little tight.
Gu Xiaoai's heart trembled violently.
He said, I just feel uncomfortable seeing you with other men and I can't stand it.
"Don't play this trick again." Li Juefeng said as if coaxing a child.
"If I really fall in love with someone else..."
"I don't believe it." Li Juefeng interrupted her and spoke categorically, as if to convince someone, he said it again, "Gu Xiaoai, I don't believe it."
"If I married someone else..."
"Then be prepared that he will be killed by me." Li Juefeng's voice was low, and he admitted frankly before she could question it, "You don't need to scold me, I admit that I am a barbarian."
"..."
Gu Xiaoai looked at him, didn't he think the blood on his hands was enough?
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"Gu Xiaoai, I won't tell you the truth, but I know exactly what kind of person you are, and I also know clearly what the consequences will be if you step into my life." Li Juefeng stared at her and said, never having
Live seriously.
"Is it because you are in danger in the consortium now?"
Does he often experience thrilling scenes like today?
Why not leave as soon as possible? No matter how terrible his father is, she doesn't believe that with his ability, he can't escape alone.
"Gu Xiaoai, the truth is more serious than you think." Li Juefeng said.
For example, he couldn't touch the old man's bottom line;
For example, their son was taught to be autistic by the old man;
For example, the things he did in the consortium over the years were so cruel and ruthless that they... made her feel sick.
These...he didn't know how to tell her.
Before knowing this, at least she still had a smile, and Li Juefeng would not kill her smile.
"Then are we going to continue to live like this? Live our own lives?" Gu Xiaoai asked, her hand held tightly by him.
"I will...let you know my current situation in the future, but you cannot mention it in front of outsiders." Li Juefeng closed his eyes. When he opened his eyes, his dark eyes were so deep that they could not move her gaze.