"Because I love you, I want more. I want your love, and I want your love for me." Ye Jiani said it, digging her nails into her palms hard to prevent her voice from sounding too loud.
Trembling.
"..."
There was another silence.
She could no longer bear such a long silence, it was a sign of indignity to her.
Knives were being cut on her body minute by minute, and she could hardly bear the pain...
"Li Juesi, give me the answer!"
Ye Jiani said it with almost all her strength. When she closed her eyes and opened them again, she saw Li Juesi's completely bloodless face.
Look, how far she has pushed the man she loves.
She knew that he couldn't let go of his ex-girlfriend...
She knew that he could never love her until death...
Why is she forcing him like this? How bad she is...
"We can have a good time, can't we?" Li Juesi looked at her and said with a pale face. His tone was more humble than hers, even with a hint of begging, "Nizi, I think we can live a good life together.
."
"You can give me anything, except love, right?" Ye Jiani asked back.
These were the words Li Juesi said that day when he asked her to be with him again. He could give her anything without any scruples, except for love...that was the position he stood firm on.
How could she be so short-sighted? She couldn't look down on anything, so why would she look at a small place like her heart?!
Why?
"..."
He was still silent.
Such a talkative person could only remain silent in front of her. If he said it, it would be hurt, and if he didn't say it, it would also be hurt.
He was wallowing in the crowd of women, knowing very well that whatever he did now was in vain, so he preferred to remain silent.
"Li Juesi, if you can't give me love, please leave, okay?" Ye Jiani knew that she must be looking down and embarrassed now, with tears all over her eyes and no self-esteem.
Li Juesi's fingertips trembled slightly. For the first time, he felt helpless about a woman's confession. He didn't even know what to say. He was very panicked. He had never been so panicked before.
It was as if something was being pulled out of his body so fast that he couldn't catch it.
After a long time, he stiffly squeezed out a sentence from his throat, "I said I would stay with you forever..."
"I don't want your promise, I don't want your responsibility!" Ye Jiani interrupted him with all her strength, her eyes seemed to have been washed by water, and she stared firmly at his pale face, saying word by word, "
If you don’t love me, just let me live, as I beg you!”
"..."
Hearing this, Li Juesi's tall body trembled, his eyes widened in shock, and he stared at her blankly, "A way out?!"
She doesn't need his company?
Is his presence blocking her path?!
"The time I spend with you is all about self-harm. I'm tired. I don't have the energy to spend any more time by your side." Ye Jiani looked at him and said little by little, her nails dug into her palms and cut her, and wetness dripped out, "
I'm afraid that if I stay next to you like this anymore, I'll go crazy."
Li Juesi's face was like a piece of pale paper, only blank, looking at her in disbelief.
Ye Jiani never thought that her love could only bring him shock and pale dullness...
The tears on her face were still wet, and she smiled bitterly again, "You are a master in love, but you probably don't realize that my love for you is deeper than you think."