The tears on her face were still wet, and she smiled bitterly again, "You are a master in love, but you probably don't realize that my love for you is deeper than you think."
"..."
"Li Juesi, tell me, after these few months of getting along, do you really treat me as Sara's substitute all the time? Is there ever a moment, just a second, when you embrace me as Ye Jiani?
mine?"
Ye Jiani wanted to ridicule herself that she still didn't want to give up even though she had reached this point.
"..."
This time, she waited for Lingchi to remain silent without breaking it.
For a long time, he looked at her deeply, with guilt in his dark eyes, and his voice was hoarse, "Nizi, I'm sorry."
…
He said, Nizi, I'm sorry.
…
It turns out that "I'm sorry" in the world is a sharp knife, piercing the heart and lungs. Her heart, which was still alive, was finally... completely dead.
What is he sorry for? He just doesn't love her.
He made it clear from the beginning that he would not fall in love with her.
It was she who jumped in like a moth to a flame, she couldn't blame anyone, no one owed her anything, it was pure self-abuse.
Ye Jiani knows this very well.
So, she has nothing to blame.
"Go back to your world, don't come to me again, just treat me like you are kind to me one more time, I will be grateful to you." Ye Jiani said with the last bit of strength, then crossed his body and walked forward...
It was strange that her nose was so blocked that she couldn't even smell the fragrance of flowers, but she smelled the smell of tobacco on him.
That taste will be the last taste she remembers.
After walking out for a long time, she heard Li Juesi's guilty voice behind her, "I won't disturb your life anymore."
Ye Jiani also heard herself reply with two words calmly, "Thank you."
Finally, it's all over.
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Li Juesi sat back in his Audi car and watched Ye Jiani's car drive out of his sight.
He didn't pursue her. Like she said, if he couldn't give her equal love, he couldn't pester her anymore.
He couldn't hurt her any further.
Li Juesi lit a cigarette out of habit and took a long puff. The smell of tobacco filled the closed car...
Li Juesi sat in the driver's seat with some dejection, his face reflected in the rearview mirror.
He was shocked not by Ye Jiani's feelings, but by...she said it.
She asked him to be kind to her again. She said it as if he had always been a kind man. If he was not kind, he would not be entangled with her if he was kind, and he would not pretend to know nothing when he felt her feelings...
…
What's the difference between him and those men who play with women's feelings?!
Li Juesi smoked vigorously. When did he start to feel that Ye Jiani was different from the women who enjoyed adult love with him?
Is it her seven-year lasting love for Ringo?
Or is it because Ye Jiani is Gu Xiaoai's cousin, a woman with a similar face to Sara...
From Gu Xiaoai's wedding, he met Ye Jiani.
She stood among the bridesmaids, talking to others in fluent English. The dress she was wearing was very beautiful, with layers of gauze stacked up, making her look enchanting. She also held a bouquet in her hand, as if she was waiting to be married.
the bride...
That profile made him think he was seeing Sara.
The world has become quiet and noisy anymore.
Whatever others said to him, he ignored them all and just stared at her.