I know that she has already made her decision. The reason why she is waiting for me to choose is because she just wants to know if there is any place for her in my heart. Is she worth my hesitation?
She knows better than anyone else that after Chang Huan died, she and I would never be able to go back to the past. She did not kill Boren, but Boren died because of her. Although my romantic affair was the culprit, she always
She refused to blame me, but swallowed all the pain alone, not letting anyone share her grief!
My natural answer disappointed her. She is the person who knows me best in the world. How could she not understand what is most important in my heart?
The firm look in my eyes completely wiped out her last trace of love for me, so she acted as calm as water. From that moment on, she completely gave up on me!
She said that the sea of suffering is boundless, but turning back is the end. How happy it is for a person to have the chance to turn back. She went through life and death for me. I don’t know if she ever regretted it at that moment? Even if she stood in front of me, I didn’t.
Have the courage to ask her!
I have always known how persistent the Ling family women are towards love. Love is like life and life is like water. For love, I will sacrifice my own life. I know that I have always had reservations about her and will never look back!
I have always known what she wants most, but I have never thought about what I can do for her. I always thought that she should be satisfied if she could be the queen of the palace. Don't expect me to give up the beauty of the garden for her. I
In fact, she has been deceiving herself. She only wants me to be the only one, and she doesn’t care about the empress of the middle palace who has a mother’s favor in the world!
She is dreaming of becoming my one and only, and I am dreaming of her waking up quickly. Who is the one who is intoxicated? Who is the one who is sober? I don’t know either!
When she became a mother for the first time, my romantic affair made her heart full of joy and was filled with holes. She could no longer bear any harm, nor could she hold any hope!
Only after you have been drunk can you know the strength of wine, and only after you have been in love can you know the strength of wine. She left decisively without any nostalgia, leaving only a desolate place!
What kind of pain, what kind of sadness and despair do you need to go through before you can say, I hope we never meet each other again in the next life?
How I wish she could scold me and cry in front of me, but she didn't do anything or say anything. There was only a suffocating calm. I know that there is a kind of pain in the world called sorrow.
She is so heartbroken that she no longer wants to show her affection for me. Every bit of it is superfluous!
How could a proud woman like her be willing to share her husband with another woman? She said that she loves her, but parting is painful. She only teaches that love between life and death is the most beautiful thing in the world, which leads her to chase her all her life. I know clearly
I know, but I have been stingy and refused to give it to her!
I have known for a long time that her last wish is to rule the world one day. If she cannot be the only one, please give her freedom!
The breeze blew by, and I felt it was biting and unbearable. I was choked with sobs and couldn't speak. Whether it was the only one or freedom, I gave her nothing!
Now, I promised her that she would be my only one, but where is she? Has she heard the call in my heart?
The cycle of cause and effect, the cause I planted myself, can only taste the bitter fruit today. I swear, I must find her, no matter where she is!
There is no trace of those years when I was let down. All I can do is keep recalling, nostalgic, longing, and searching!
I was tortured by the pain day after day and could not sleep at night. She left so decisively without even giving me a chance to compensate. As long as she comes back, no matter what she wants, I will promise her and never let her down again in this life.
years!
Ascending to the Supreme Being, dominating the world, my long-cherished wish has come true today, but there is no joy in my heart. I thought I could control everything, including my feelings for her, but little did I know that only this time, I overestimated my determination. I had long ago I fell in love with her deeply without knowing it!
In front of people, I am still the enigmatic Prince Jing, but behind people, no one knows how painful I am. She penetrates into every corner of my life. The bright moon does not understand the pain of separation and hatred, the pale moon is like a hook, and stupid dreams have no meaning. Traces, after so many years, it should be a mere display of good times and good scenery, but even if there are thousands of customs, who can tell me?
She loved me without regrets, but in the end she ended up like this, with wounds that could never heal and hurt when touched!
She told me not to look for her, because I would never find her, but how could I endure her leaving me like this? Even if I have to look for her for the rest of my life, I would be happy to do so!
Qingcheng said that if she were still in the world, among all living beings, even in the remote corners of the world, with our ability, we could find her. But now, no matter what we think of, we can't find her. She can't even find her in her favorite Jinxiu Villa. Even if you can give it up, what does this mean? It’s self-evident!
I know that Qingcheng is trying to persuade me to accept the reality that she is no longer alive, and not to indulge in self-deception and not want to wake up. I just smile lightly, thinking of her as young as flowers, as bright as clouds, and I don't know the pain. Her love is heavier than Mount Tai. My love is lighter than a feather!
I said she was paranoid, but I didn't know that she could still be so free and easy after being paranoid. When she fell in love so much that she couldn't extricate herself, she disappeared like a mist in the clear sky!
Before she left, she said goodbye to everyone she considered important in her life. I don't know how sad and desolate she felt at that time?
I was the man she loved most, but she didn't even want to see me for the last time. She just left a short letter with a few words, asking me not to anger anyone. At this time, she was still worried about me. To vent your anger on others?
She is such an affectionate woman, Ling Moyan has been waiting for her for many years, but he still can't wait for her to look back. He is not moved by Qin Yifeng's affectionate agreement, he just waits for me, the only one!
Now, she suddenly left my life and took away all my love. I can no longer love anyone else!
Green hills and black eyebrows, charming beauty, no one can touch the strings deep in my heart and build me a prosperous palace of love!
There is no longer any woman by my side. No matter how many secret glances, swaying hibiscus, the beauty of the sky, or the subtle fragrance on my sleeves, I remain indifferent. Deep in my heart, there is only Wan'er's clear smile!
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Not long after, Jiang Nanyan left without saying goodbye and disappeared on the wedding night that everyone was celebrating. Why did this powerful prince abandon his promising future and career? Everyone found it incredible and unbelievable!
Although others don't understand his thoughts, how can such an obvious move be hidden from my eyes?
Jiang Nanyan has been following me for many years, and no one knows him better than me. He has both my characteristics and the carefree characteristics in him!
He has always been ambitious, full of pride, aloof and arrogant. He seems gentle and elegant, but in fact he is difficult to get close to. He is careless and extremely indifferent. He never has any feelings for people who have nothing to do with him. The person he loves the most is his. Sister Jiang Xinyue!
Like Xiaoyao, he is extremely aloof and will never wrong himself. Even if Jingjing Wan becomes Princess Jing and becomes notorious, he will not treat her in the slightest at first. He will not treat her because of my power.
A woman he looked down upon stooped to the ground!
But later on, he became extremely doting and caring towards this half-way sister who had no feelings at all. Moreover, I could see that it was not a brother’s doting on his sister, but a man’s doting on a woman!
My heart is like a mirror, but I never care. I always believe that Jiang Nanyan is a measured person and will not do anything to disappoint me. The most important thing is that Wan'er treats Jiang Nanyan, except Ruoyouruowu's brother
There will be no love between men and women!
Now that Wan'er's whereabouts are unknown, Jiang Nanyan can no longer stay safely in the capital, and Shun Shun becomes his assistant minister. The most important thing is that he cannot face his own feelings that he cannot tolerate in the world, so he chooses to leave everything behind.
, resign and travel far!
Jiang Nanyan is my favorite subordinate. Although his leaving without saying goodbye completely offended me, I know that he and Wan'er often have contact in private. Not only does Jiang Nanyan like Wan'er, but Wan'er also admires Jiang Nanyan. If Jiang Nanyan can help
I have found my most beloved Wan'er, and I will forget the past!
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There has been no news from her. I can only fantasize day after day. Only fantasies can make me less painful. I fantasize that she is always by my side and never leaves me!
Every time on her birthday, I would go to Jinxiu Villa in person and play a solo for her in her luxurious boudoir, as if she was listening quietly as before, with pure eyes!
I always remember that when she was eighteen years old, she was obsessed with me: "You don't even remember the birthday of your own princess, how dare you blame others for not reminding you?"
It is enough to have such a lover and such memories in my lifetime!
The winding path leads to tranquility, Jinxiu Villa is no longer Jinxiu Villa without her, and I am no longer the same person without her. I should have understood this long ago, but I just regret that it was too late to wake up!
Without you, no matter how prosperous and prosperous the world is, it can't change the loneliness in my heart!
After she left me, my heart was as quiet as a duckweed. I often talked to the nine-curved piece of exquisite jade, telling her my joys, sorrows, and joys. I told her everything. Although she never responded, I thought
She is always there and never leaves!
Wan'er, this time, it's me waiting for you. My life is still so long. I believe I will always wait for you!
The courtiers kept asking me to ascend the throne and become emperor after my father's death. I refused because they could never figure out what I was thinking!
But Qingcheng knows that I am waiting for her to come back. Princess Jing is the eternal connection between me and her. If she does not come back, I will not ascend the throne. I have never thought that a person like me can deceive myself!
Three years passed by like a flash, and I finally saw her again, but without the colorful charm of the past. To her, I was already a stranger. Not only that, I was also a stranger who ruined her peaceful life!