Chapter 112: Extra Story - Feng Jun Han's Going Thirteen
Looking back a hundred years ago, I feel so much love and so much hatred. But the saddest thing in the world is not that the person you love hates you, but that the person you love doesn’t remember you at all. You are not even a stranger in front of her.
You are inferior to everyone, and the feeling of being ignored is worse than death!
Now, I can control everything and look proud to the heavens, but facing her who doesn't remember me at all, I can only watch quietly and feel heartbroken silently. No one can replace me!
Despite this, I still feel unspeakable ecstasy in my heart. In the past three years, there has been no news from her, and I can only continue to deceive myself, anesthetize myself, and hint to myself that she is not wiped out, she is still alive. Only in this way can I be there
Cheer up from the overwhelming pain!
Now I see this beautiful lady, as beautiful as a flower, so graceful and graceful. Although I cannot hold her in my arms or whisper to her, for me, I am already grateful to God that I can see her again in my lifetime!
When I came, the stolen happiness belonging to Jiang Nanyan was completely over. He knelt in front of me, his expression as normal and as calm as water, and he only said that he would do whatever he wanted without any complaints!
I looked at him coldly, half-smiling but not smiling, with a stern look in my eyes. I really didn’t expect that someone as calm as him would behave in such a crazy and confusing way!
Looking at his calm face, I understood that he had already expected that such a day would come. The stupidest person knows that even if he can hide for a while, he cannot hide for a lifetime, let alone him who is extremely smart? This is what I have always admired the most.
The crown prince of Prince Jiang’s mansion!
If he hadn't been so clear about the purpose of his sudden departure from Beijing, would he have thought that if he left without saying goodbye and disappeared out of thin air, his family would not be implicated and would continue to enjoy their prosperity?
After Wan'er's grandfather passed away, he has been by her side, spending more time together than Wan'er and I. The relationship between them is both simple and complicated, and there is even a hint of sympathy between heroes.
Taste, although Wan'er is neither close nor alienated from him, she has always admired him, so there must have been some words between them that even I don't know, and some secrets that even I don't know!
Jiang Nanyan is extremely talented, resourceful, deep and calm, knows every little thing, and never does anything he is not sure about. When I saw his routine resignation, I knew that he must have gone to Wan'er, so I let him go and did not pursue him.
The crime of leaving without permission even placed a glimmer of hope in him, hoping that one day he could help me find Wan'er back!
But in the end, he disappointed me. What he did made me furious. He did find Wan'er, but he didn't bring her to see me. Instead, he took her to hide among the people, wandering around the world, and completely disappeared from my sight.
Escape my search!
Over the years, my secret guards have never given up looking for Wan'er, but they have found nothing. It is true that there is no success and no failure. Jiang Nanyan has followed me for many years and knows my way of doing things best. Only by knowing yourself and the enemy can you win every battle. He put
This point is fully demonstrated. Only the person I trust the most knows how to avoid my influence, which wastes all my years of trust and cultivation in him!
He pursed his thin lips lightly, was gentle and elegant, and did not make much excuses. I smiled lightly, knowing what he was thinking. He was aloof and proud, and extremely picky about relationships. Otherwise, he would not have had a woman by his side for so many years.
, what kind of woman does a noble prince like him, whose wealth and status is second only to the prince, want?
If a calm and self-controlled person falls in love with a woman, he will not be moved by it, but he will be unable to extricate himself once he is moved. Even if he cannot love her like a husband and wife, he would rather stay together like a brother and sister. As long as he can see his beloved beauty every day, he will be satisfied!
He has never regarded Wan'er as his sister. They did not grow up together. There is no brother-sister relationship between the two. In his eyes, Wan'er is a woman who can make ripples in his cold heart.
Not his sister!
He has always been by my side and knows all about the past between me and Wan'er. He has seen with his own eyes the joys and sorrows, ups and downs, joys and sorrows that Wan'er has experienced by my side. He will never let the person he loves deeply endure it again.
Any possible risks? He is more or less familiar with my cruel and cold-blooded personality. He simply doesn’t believe that a person like me can still be in love?
He thought, maybe I would feel guilty about Wan'er at the beginning, but how long can the guilt last? The years are long and the sea has changed. It is impossible for me to be without a woman for a long time. Sooner or later, there will be flowers in bloom and various manners, like crucian carp crossing the river, one after another.
Chang, he knew Wan'er and couldn't bear her to endure such pain again, so he would rather leave behind his great future, Langyuan Jinxiu, and stay with Wan'er in this small frontier fortress, far away from the Jiuchong Imperial Capital!
He wanted to hide Wan'er somewhere where I could never find it again, but Wan'er's light was so dazzling that it couldn't be covered no matter how hard I tried!
He enjoyed the quiet and beautiful time with Wan'er, and never thought of sending her back to me. If it weren't for the sudden glimpse at the bustling temple fair, if Qingcheng saw that I was always depressed, he persuaded me to come
Yan Guilou was drinking tea and relaxing. If it weren't for that simple boy who was so eloquent and chatty, would I have passed Wan'er by in this life and never had the chance to meet again?
Now that I think about it, I just feel lucky that every detail in life may hide mysteries. It may destroy you or it may make you successful. It is a given that you will meet it, and it is a given that you will not meet it!
Although Jiang Nanyan's self-assertive behavior is enough to erase the great achievements he has made in the past, I can't kill him after all!
Now Wan'er can't remember anything and is living in darkness again. Jiang Nanyan is the person she is closest to, her brother whom she depends on for life. She has a deep attachment to him. If I really kill him, she will never do it in her life.
Forgive me, I know this very well!
Wan'er is the only person in this world who can make things difficult for me. If it were before, no matter what Jiang Nanyan's illustrious achievements were, and he dared to do such a deceitful thing, I would not let him go!
After all, he helped me find Wan'er and helped me take care of Wan'er. I won't kill him, but I must give him a shock. I want him to know that such a thing can only happen once in his life!
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The moonlight was hazy, it was half past midnight, and I looked at Wan'er sitting in front of the window. Her dark eyebrows were deeply furrowed, but she couldn't conceal her unparalleled youthfulness. Those bright eyes, as quiet as water, had lost their former luster, and I just felt cold to the bone.
, like ice and snow, there are tears in the corners of my eyes that seem to be falling, but they have not fallen in the end. I don’t know how much I love these eyes. They are smart, smart, and as bright as stars. They can make people get lost in them without knowing it, and they can never leave again.
come out!
Now I am in her memory, leaving no trace behind. The love is gone and the relationship is gone. The once warm lingering, sweet lovesickness, and the happiness that is easily available slip away quietly from the fingers. With tears in my eyes, I ask about the flowers without saying a word, and I am confused.
Red flies across the world, who can blame it?
She has brightened my whole life, letting me know that in addition to bloody intrigues and life-and-death schemes in the world, there is also such a thing as life-or-death love. If a pair of people who are in love can stay together for a lifetime, what will happen in this world?
, no matter what kind of haze will dissipate!
If you meet a lover who knows your heart and soul and stays together forever, it is the most precious wealth in the world. The care that cannot be erased and the sorrow that cannot be forgotten are the most beautiful encounters in life!
Why have I never understood these things before? I can only understand them when I recall them. Only when I lose them do I know how to cherish them. Only when I miss them do I know how to regret them.
I looked at the all-too-familiar beautiful eyebrows in front of me, and the pain in my heart kept coming, and even breathing became difficult. At this time, she no longer had me in her life, and she didn't need me. She didn't have any good impressions of me.
I just hope that I can leave as soon as possible so that she and her brother can live a peaceful and comfortable life!
I can control the world and dominate the world, but when faced with her who has completely forgotten me, faced with her indifference, alienation, and unbearable bitterness, I feel at a loss as never before!
I didn't wander around Yangui Tower for long before Qin Yifeng got the news. Over the years, he has never given up on searching for Wan'er. The powerful young island owner of Qingyun Island is naturally not an ordinary person. I
I began to worry that now I am nothing in front of Wan'er. I don't have any advantage to gain the upper hand. I have no confidence that I will defeat Qin Yifeng!
I couldn't stay here any longer. I didn't want Qin Yifeng to see her again, so I took her back to the capital. In her opinion, I was using her brother to blackmail her. I smiled bitterly, but I had no choice, because
I have no other way to make her come with me willingly!
On the way back to Beijing, she accidentally discovered my identity and was very shocked. In her opinion, she was just a commoner woman. How could she be related to me, who is a 95-year-old?
She was as calm as before and soon returned to normal. I didn’t say much about this sensitive issue. Along the way, I pampered her and asked her questions. In my heart, I was just her man and loved her deeply.
husband, not a generation of emperors!
I took her directly back to the prince's palace and slept on my dragon bed. She became more and more confused. She didn't know what I wanted to do. Why did I give her such an honor to a commoner woman?
She is at a loss, and I am even more at a loss than she is. I don’t know how to make her accept me. I have no confidence. I don’t know if she will fall in love with me as before? To the extent that she is willing to devote herself to her for the rest of her life!
Countless times in my dreams, when the flowers were blooming and the moon was full, I held her hand and watched the sunset, admiring the breeze and the bright moon!
I naturally know that her heart is full of doubts, and I can only smile bitterly. I love her so much, but I can't say it out in front of her. I don't know how to make her stay with me willingly and enjoy my love for her.
Her good!
I told her the stories from the past, those memories, and the past, now slowly flowing out from the depths of my memory. Every time I told her, it hurt. But when she listened to my story, she was not very moved. She only said that love is like