113 Extra Story - The Final Chapter of Feng Junhan's Monologue
In the eyes of everyone, I am a king who can control the world with his horses, but who knows that I actually have such deep pain and tenderness in my heart? I am doing a stupid thing to make love come back!
Although she can't remember the past, things in her bones will not change. I naively hope that she can fall in love with me again. I would also rather that those painful past events can disappear with the wind. There is a bright and clear relationship between her and me.
future!
It was a cool night and the breeze was blowing. My vague answer made her think that my wife was dead. Now that she saw her who looked similar, she took her into the palace and expressed my grief on her!
Faced with my deep affection for my wife and my deep sorrow and guilt, she didn't sympathize with me. She even thought that I had brought it on myself. I didn't know how to cherish people when they were alive, and I cherished them so much after they died. Who do you want to show me?
I can't tell the pain, neither the left nor the right. It's all my own fault that caused everything today. If it wasn't too painful and despairing, how could she never want to remember me again and completely erase my presence in her?
Shadow in life?
Seeing her slender jade-like fingers slowly sliding on the white paper, when she needed her hands to feel the world, my heart ached beyond measure. I didn’t want her to live in darkness like this all her life. I called Xiaoyao to heal her eyes, even though
I know she will refuse!
Sure enough, as I expected, she was not very interested and had no intention of accepting my kindness. I knew that even though a woman like her lived in darkness, she could always find her own color. Darkness is invisible to others.
Disasters do not have a great impact on her. She can see what she has lost and what she has gained, and she can see it better than anyone else!
I spent a lot of time trying to get her to agree, and even used Jiang Nanyan as an excuse to ask her if she wanted to know what her brother looked like.
Faced with my good intentions, she finally agreed. When her eyes regained sight, I was even happier than she was. I finally found those shining bright eyes!
The lover I have missed for so many years is now right in front of me, right next to me. She is as calm as me. There are often times when I can’t help myself. Looking at her delicate face, I wish I could hold her in my arms and never let go!
She is like a painting, with appropriate shades and various postures, with ink floating in all directions. Sometimes she blooms quietly like a white lotus, sometimes she is noble and free like a peony, and sometimes she is as charming and enchanting as a viburnum. No matter which side,
I can’t put it down!
I am familiar with her various preferences and care about her meticulously. No matter how rude or indifferent she is to me, I will never get angry or annoyed. I like to pamper her, love her and pamper her like this!
I guarded her carefully, hoping to melt her cold heart with my warmth and let her have my presence in her heart again!
As time went by, she no longer acted calmly when facing me. She began to panic gradually, and even felt a little shy and slightly angry. I knew that she finally liked me a little bit, but the more she liked me, the more painful she became. She thought she
There is someone between you and me that can never be crossed!
Faced with her hesitation and confusion, I wanted to tell her that I was good to her because I loved her, not someone else, but she thought that I was just looking for the shadow of another woman in her, as proud as she was.
How could I be someone else's shadow? She couldn't stay any longer. She was afraid that if she continued like this, she would fall in love with me and fall deeper and deeper into the trap, unable to extricate herself!
She began to think about how to leave the palace and leave me, the man who started to make her heart tremble. At this time, Qin Yifeng's secret came, which was a timely help for her. She and Qin Yifeng hit it off and planned to escape from the palace.
The good time is of course the upcoming birthday of the Imperial Grandmother!
Everything that happens in the palace cannot be hidden from my eyes. My heart is like a bright mirror, but I pretend not to know. Although I am not very sure, I still imagine that there is a faint heartbeat in her heart that can make her stay for me.
Come down instead of leaving with that inexplicable man who suddenly appeared and go to the unknown future!
At night, I watched her fall into a deep sleep, with the wind rustling outside the court and the lone star falling in my arms. I whispered like a dream, Wan'er, my Wan'er, please stay here for me, okay?
Those days were longer than ever before. On the surface I was calm as usual, but inside I was worried. I was waiting for her answer!
I confessed my feelings to her, saying that I wanted to tell the world that she would be my only woman!
I hope she can stay for me. Facing her unpredictable eyes, I secretly pray in my heart, hoping that my pure love can touch her, because she obviously likes me!
Amidst such suffering, it was finally the birthday of the Royal Grandmother, and when I was about to pick her up, she repeated her old tricks and started pretending to be sick again. My heart sank. It seemed that she had finally made up her mind!
I know that I can't blame anyone, I can only blame myself, but I know better that if she and Qin Yifeng leave this time, it will be difficult for me to see her again in this life, and Qin Yifeng's love for her will not be greater than
Young me, he has always had a soft spot for her, but I have hurt her deeply!
Qin Yifeng is fully prepared. They have a tacit understanding and everything seems to be going smoothly. But if Qin Yifeng can take her away on my territory, it won't be me. Of course Qin Yifeng knows that it is extremely dangerous.
He might be completely sure, but Qin Yifeng would take any risk for her!
When they arrived at the last palace gate, I appeared. I saw her and Qin Yifeng's hands clasped together, like a pair of inseparable lovers. I really wanted to kill Qin Yifeng immediately.
This man who ruined our relationship as a couple several times!
I looked at them coldly and told her that I would give her another chance to choose. If she is willing to stay, we will just pretend that nothing happened and everything will be business as usual. If she chooses to go with Qin Yifeng, don't blame me.
ruthless!
When I said this, my heart was bleeding. I wish she would say she is willing to stay, because that means that she is willing to be my woman and is willing to let go of her heart. We can be a loving couple in the deep palace.
companion!
I stared at her closely, my heart was raised, and I didn't let go of the slightest fluctuation on her face. I couldn't lie to myself. No matter what choice she made, even if she really left with Qin Yifeng, I wouldn't be able to bear it.
Hurt her, I love her so much, how can I be willing to let her get hurt?
When she said the words "I'm sorry" softly but firmly, my heart instantly turned to ice!
I don’t want to be sorry, what I want is her love. I don’t expect her to love me as deeply as before. I just want her to love me enough to be willing to stay by my side and accompany me through the long road to the throne!
My heart aches, I don't know what I should do so that she would stay with me willingly?
The most disgusting thing is Qin Yifeng, who tried to snatch her away again and again. This time, I will never show mercy again. Even if I kill Qin Yifeng and trigger the battle between Qingyun Island and Fenglin, I will not hesitate.
, which is unbearable? There should have been such a battle between me and Qin Yifeng!
Although Qin Yifeng has made a careful plan, it is impossible for him to come and go freely in the deep palace. No matter how perfect the plan is, no matter how powerful the martial arts is, he cannot withstand the siege of many masters!
She looked on, anxious. How could she watch Qin Yifeng die for her? She begged me, begged me to let Qin Yifeng go. I looked at her coldly. When had a woman like her ever begged anyone?
?Now you are begging me for Qin Yifeng?
I don't know if I'm angry at her or myself. She is obviously my wife, but I don't see her worrying about me when I'm hurt, but she's so worried about other men!
In my rage, I had a strong murderous intention towards Qin Yifeng. She was frightened when she saw Qin Yifeng was in a hard fight. Coupled with the fact that she had been infected with the wind and cold, her already groggy body could no longer hold up and she even fainted.
Lost consciousness!
I couldn't care about Qin Yifeng anymore, so I picked her up in a hurry and sent the imperial doctor to her for diagnosis and treatment!
Qin Yifeng saw that she was unconscious and had no intention of fighting anymore. He immediately had a few wounds on his body. He knew that if he didn't leave, let alone get close to Wan'er, he would lose his life. So he escaped under the cover of his subordinates who came to rescue her.
go out!
I did not send anyone to hunt him down. For a man as upright as Qin Yifeng, I would not take advantage of him!
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Wan'er fell into a coma and slept extremely unsteadily. Her eyebrows were furrowed and she seemed to be in great pain. She slept for a whole day and a whole night before she woke up!
The dream was like a cloud. When she woke up and saw me, her confused eyes immediately turned cold. When I saw such eyes, I felt a chill all over my body. The thing I was most worried about finally happened. She remembered all the past events.
!
All her guilt and admiration for me disappeared in an instant. In her eyes, I was not only cold-blooded, but also despicable. I actually took advantage of her amnesia to play with her like this!
She told me coldly that it was over between her and me, and that she never wanted to see me again. Seeing her happily saying goodbye to me, my heart dropped to the extreme. Sadness and mourning swept over me instantly, and I couldn't even breathe.
Everything becomes difficult!
She left the palace and returned to her old home - Jinxiu Villa. I missed her day and night, but never had the courage to look for her!
I calmed down for a while, gathered all my courage, went to Jinxiu Villa, and met her whom I had been dreaming about!
No matter how good I show my kindness or how gentle I am, she is too lazy to pay attention to me. I am in so much pain that I know that I hurt her too much before, so now no matter what I do, she completely treats me like nothing!
In front of my grandpa's death, I confessed deeply and cried every word. She just smiled lightly and nonchalantly, and then told me calmly and calmly that she would never have children in her life. I could leave and don't ask for it again.
Don't bother bothering her!
When I suddenly heard the news, my whole body began to feel numb, my vision went black, and I couldn't even hear my own breathing. How could God be so cruel?
How could I not know what such a thing means to a woman? She has done nothing wrong, but why does she have to bear all the pain?
I held her tightly. No matter what kind of punishment God sent down, I was willing to bear it with her. I would never let her face all the grief alone again!
Even if there are eighteen levels of hell in front of me, I am willing to fall with her. I am satisfied to have such a stunning and beautiful woman like her to accompany me in this life, to live in tenderness, romance, and grow old together. I am satisfied!
Faced with my oath, she was finally willing to forgive me. I was ecstatic, the red candle tent was warm, the beauty was long, and I will never let you down again!
I didn't expect that at this time, there would be hidden dangers around us. She was caught by the Qilin Twins who had been hiding for many years. Seeing the scars on her neck, which were like jade, I looked calm on the surface, but it hurt in my heart. Even if they didn't bring it up, I
I am also willing to trade myself for her. I love her so much that I can’t bear to let her get hurt even a little bit more!
The flowers are beautiful, the moon is full, and the water is as clear as water. It is destined to be there. God finally can't bear to torture such a beautiful woman like her anymore. My blood accidentally solved the curse that will haunt her for the rest of her life!
I have never been so grateful to God. I have done such wrong things, but God can still give her back to me and give me a pair of lovely children. With her, I have a beautiful country, a prosperous life, and no regrets in this life!