Extra Story Deng Wenliang-Confessions of a Bad Man
I am not a good man, I know this very well, and I also know that this has slowly changed since I started doing business.
But, who are the real good people in this world? Who are the real bad people? Once upon a time, I was also a promising young man with a pure mind and passionate heart. At that time, I was just in my early twenties and met Man Man on campus.
She was as pure as a lily blooming in midsummer, and she caught my heart immediately. At that time, I decided that she was the girl I had always wanted to find, and vowed to chase her.
Later, I finally succeeded, and Man finally became my girlfriend. We were still relatively conservative at that time. God knows how much I wanted to get her pure and sexy body, but because of her conservativeness, I could only endure it. Finally, when we
After meeting each other's parents, I finally obtained Man's body by clever means on a midsummer afternoon!
At that moment, I was as excited as if I had gained the whole world! Because I finally got this pure and good girl that I had dreamed of.
Later, I married Man into our family in a dignified manner. The newlywed life was sweet. The birth of our daughter Tongtong added a lot of life and interest to this small family.
However, as we have deeper contact with society, various drawbacks and temptations have also emerged.
After graduation, I first entered a state-owned enterprise, but I was not happy at work. State-owned enterprises are a place where newcomers are suppressed based on seniority. I wanted to get ahead, and I wanted my small family to live a better life, but I couldn't achieve these things in a state-owned enterprise.
So in the end, I chose to resign and start my own business.
The early days of starting a business were very difficult. Fortunately, Manman was always by my side and silently supported me. Finally, my company gradually improved and finally got off the ground, and it became more and more prosperous.
But at this time, a new problem appeared again, and this problem was between us as husband and wife.
In fact, there have always been some problems between us as husband and wife. Although I love comics very much and I got her after working hard for her, to be honest, our personalities are not the same. This is not reflected even when we are in love or newly married.
Obviously, because at that time the sweetness of love covered up the huge differences in our personalities.
However, when the excitement of love gradually subsided, the problems between us were exposed.
I have an active personality and a wide range of hobbies. I like all new and exciting things, and I am willing to try them. I don’t like to stick to the same rules. I especially love sports, cycling, swimming, skiing, and rock climbing. I like to participate in everything at once.
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Man's character is relatively introverted and conservative. She only has a few hobbies, such as reading, walking, and occasionally painting. She doesn't like sports, especially for those challenging sports events. She has a psychological instinct of fear.
, she would rather make desserts for her daughter at home than accompany me to participate in lively outdoor sports.
Generally speaking, Man’s character likes to be quiet rather than active, doesn’t like challenges, and likes to live a quiet life with the people he loves, but that kind of life lacks fresh excitement for me.
I feel like this has always made me feel very unhappy.
So after my company gradually started to improve, Man and I became increasingly out of sync with our lives. She didn’t like playing cards, and she wasn’t used to chatting with everyone in a noisy environment. So gradually, people in my circle of friends became increasingly incompatible.
I don’t take her to participate in some social activities. Anyway, she prefers to stay at home, make some cute snacks for her daughter, and keep the house tidy and warm, so let’s go according to her own wishes.
In this way, I gradually developed my own social circle, and this social circle excluded comics.
As the saying goes, if you often walk by the river, how can your shoes not get wet? I think there is no one who has not experienced love affairs among people who often walk around in the business world. People like Liu Xiahui, who sit back and relax, if there are people
It is sheer nonsense to say that it exists in the business world, because such people cannot integrate into other people's social circles.
For example, if you invite a client yourself, or someone invites you to a KTV private room, and calls a lady, do you want it or not? I want to be loyal to my wife, and I will never touch anyone other than my wife.
Women, this kind of talk is pure fart, and it is simply impossible to realize the joke, because in that kind of environment where women change their drinks and enjoy the feast, no man with a normal sexual orientation can withstand this kind of temptation, even the least.
Some would also hug the young and beautiful woman over to kiss, hug, and touch her, and the heavy ones would take her directly to a room. Everyone is like this, and I am no exception.
When I started doing these things, I felt guilty about Man, but as time went by, I gradually became calmer mentally. Others were doing the same thing. If I continued to act like it was serious, it would look like I was pretending.
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Besides, this society is like this, it is running. My friends and business partners all have wives and children at home. They are having fun outside, and none of them feel guilty about their wives and children. Of course, their
The confidentiality work is done very well. Even though they are hungry outside and look like perverts who have never eaten meat in their lives, when they come home, they all speak upright and pretend to be like gentlemen. When my wife
If you lie and swear in front of someone, your face won't even turn red. People who have been killed for a long time must have this kind of composure. It was under the influence of these old fritters that I gradually grew into a bad man.
However, before I met Yang Kexin, I had never had a stable lover outside. At most, I had a casual lover who only had a short relationship.
Some of my flirtatious lovers are stage girls I met in **. I usually choose girls who are younger and more innocent-looking, because after all, such girls are not deeply involved in the world, and it is not nice to say it.
Yes, even if they have been fucked by men for a long time, the number of times they have been fucked is relatively less. It feels fresh when playing. I usually take them out to play in a room, but I also have concerns when playing. After all, this kind of woman
I don’t know how many men have fucked me, and I’m afraid they might pass on some bad disease to me, so I take safety measures in place every time I play.
The other type is the kind of more open-minded or mature senior white-collar workers that I know in social situations or business. This kind of woman generally has rich experience in playing, knows the rules, and will not stalk afterward.
When you are happy, just find a place to have sex, which is fresh and exciting; when you feel nothing, just break up and never contact each other again, so you have no worries.
This is how Man and I spent the last few years of our marriage. I was usually busy with business and socializing outside. Of course, I also found a woman I liked to have sex with during my free time. This way, I went home less often, but every time
When I get home, I will still check my belongings and try not to let Man see any clues.
However, despite this, Man was not a fool. Over time, she still saw some clues.
For this reason, Man once secretly checked my phone bill, and also spent money to buy a software to check my QQ chat history. In the end, he also found some clues about me having sex with other women, and came to question me.
When faced with her questioning, my principle was, of course, not to admit it if I could, and if I really couldn't deny it, I simply said that it was just an act, that everything was done for business, that I followed others, and that I was drunk.
In short, I always have a way to deal with my wife's questions. Not only me, but also my friends, and we also help each other cover up, because if you help your friend get through with your wife this time, he will get through it next time.
It will also help you fool your wife. In the long run, we can keep the red flags at home and colorful flags flying outside without interfering.
Therefore, she kept her expression on my face and argued with clever words, and in the end Man became helpless, and in the end she didn't bother to track me down.
Originally, I thought our life could go on like this forever, with me having fun outside and being at home caring for my husband and raising children. This kind of life was pretty good.
But unexpectedly, at this time, I met Yang Kexin.
To be honest, when I first met Yang Kexin, she really impressed me. Her temperament was very similar to the manga from more than ten years ago, pure and melancholy. At the same time, her facial features and figure were more delicate and attractive than the manga.
Although I have read countless people, I have to admit that this girl is one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen, and I was deeply attracted to her at that time.
After sending the sisters home that day, I quietly observed the external environment of her home. I felt that the girl's family background was not very good. I thought I could start from this point and attract her with material things. It happened that Yang Kexin was there.
She accidentally mentioned that she wanted to find an internship unit after graduation, so I enthusiastically invited her to come to my company.
The next thing happened naturally. Yang Kexin became my personal assistant. I also found out that she was originally a student at the Art Institute. No wonder she has such an outstanding appearance and figure.
At that time, I was really fascinated by Yang Kexin to an extreme extent, not only because of her outstanding beauty, but also because I, who had gone through the season of youth, found a long-lost feeling of youth in her.
Together, I will definitely be many years younger!
So I took no time to show my courtesy to Yang Kexin, such as buying her some brand-name cosmetics and clothes. In response, Kexin always responded to me with polite thanks and a sweet smile. When she smiled, I felt happier.
I don’t know why, when this girl smiles, she also has a touch of melancholy in her eyes. At the same time, her bright eyes also have a wildness that exudes a youthful atmosphere. It is this mixture of melancholy and wildness that deeply attracts people.
She was touching me, making me want to hold her down and take possession of her, but I knew I couldn't rush it, I had to be patient.
My opportunity finally came. After get off work that day, Kexin didn't leave right away for some unknown reason. Instead, she sat at her desk and was alone. I walked over and asked about it. It turned out that she had a dispute with her adoptive parents. That's why she was unhappy. I lost no time in comforting her and invited her to have dinner.
That night, instead of sending Kexin home, I took her to a house that my friend asked me to take care of and took possession of her.
Man and I have lived together for more than ten years, and we are already so familiar with each other's bodies. I can't find any fresh and exciting feeling in Man, but I can find this feeling in Kexin now!
Although she is not a virgin, she is a girl from a good family after all. She is completely different from the girls in the romantic fields that I have experienced before, and she is also different from the high-end white-collar workers who volunteered to have sex with me, because those women, whether they are the ladies in the romantic fields
, they are still those serious white-collar workers who usually wear professional skirts. In fact, they have too much sexual experience. Although they are very enjoyable when playing, there is nothing new.
As for Ke Xin, I expected that she would not have much sexual experience, and even if she had sex, it would be only a handful of times, because when I entered her, it felt very tight there, which gave me an infinitely exciting feeling.
When I asked her, if this was true, Kexin told me that she had only tried a few times with her boyfriend in middle school. Later, when the boy went abroad, Kexin never had any other boyfriends, so her body was preserved like this.
Fresh and exciting.
In this way, I cherish her even more.
But at that time, I had no plans to divorce Man. After all, we had lived together for so many years and had a daughter, Tongtong. The divorce would have a very bad impact on my reputation, and what was even more unacceptable to me was that the divorce would cause me so much pain.
Dividing the company assets that I have worked so hard to accumulate will seriously damage the vitality of my company, and all the hard work I have put in over the past few years may be wasted. This is absolutely unacceptable to me, so I had no plans to divorce at first.
But later, Man's willingness to divorce became more and more determined. At this time, I began to be afraid. I was afraid that she would really divide half of my property, so I found someone to seduce her and wanted to get some evidence of her cheating.
This way I can take the initiative in the divorce.
Everything that happened later was within my plan, but I never expected that the mantis stalked the cicada, with the oriole behind, but I fell into a trap carefully designed by someone else, who always pretended to be innocent and ignorant in front of me.
, Poor Yang Kexin is actually a couple with the tutor I hired who seduced my wife! They tried their best to get close to our couple, just to seize my company's property!
When I learned all the truth, I really want to stir up a few mouths!
I guarded against my first wife who has lived with me for more than ten years, but I did not guard against a little girl whom I had only known for a year, because I felt that Man was a mature woman and she knew too much about me after we had lived together for so many years. If we divorced,
She would pose a real threat to me.
But Yang Kexin doesn't. In my eyes, she is just a simple little girl who has just stepped out of school and has not experienced much of the world. How could she have such deep intentions? It is true that she has gone through strong winds and waves, but she capsized in a small river.
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Through this incident, I finally understood why some powerful figures in the political or business circles eventually fell into the hands of women. It was because they suddenly lost their basic precautions in front of these young and attractive beauties and took it lightly.
Being taken advantage of by others.
Anyway, this incident taught me a huge lesson. The company property I had accumulated for many years was wiped out in this business war initiated by Yang Kexin. At the age of thirty-six, I had to work for others again.
I also deeply feel ashamed of Man and our daughter. Although I am not a good man, I still have a conscience in my heart. I only hope that I can make some amends to them in my lifetime.