What I fear most is that she won't be able to bear this blow.
My daughter Tongtong is a very sweet girl. Her skin and facial features have inherited my advantages. Her skin is fair and delicate, and her facial features are delicate and exquisite. At the same time, her temperament has inherited the advantages of my husband. She is full of vigor, heroic spirit, and walks well.
Everywhere he goes he is a star.
Tongtong's talent is very good. In order to develop her intelligence, I asked her to learn painting and piano when she was a child. Her fingers are slender and dexterous, and her sense of music is very good. She can understand everything the piano teacher touches by the time she graduates from elementary school.
, she can already play many complete pieces, and her first piano teacher even suggested that I let my child take a musical path.
But considering the overall quality of my child, I felt that taking the art path was still too hard. I wanted her to have a smoother and broader path in the future, so I gave up on that path.
After entering junior high school, Tongtong's piano lessons were gradually canceled in order not to affect her studies.
From elementary school to junior high school, Tongtong has always been excellent in her studies and has always been ranked among the top five in the class. This is a habit I developed for her when she was a child. I strictly supervise her when she studies, so that she must concentrate and do it correctly.
As the saying goes, habits become natural, so I don’t need to worry too much about her studies after she enters junior high school.
That big week, Tongtong, who lives on campus, came back. I wanted to take this opportunity to test her attitude and see if she could accept the fact that her father and I were separated.
On Saturday night, Tongtong, who had finished her studies, sat with me in the living room watching TV. My daughter nestled affectionately in my arms. We cuddled together and watched a relaxing entertainment program.
Looking at my daughter's innocent smile, I have been hesitant in my heart, not knowing how to express my thoughts to her.
As if she could see what was on my mind, my daughter, who was laughing heartily, turned around, looked at me and blinked her big eyes and asked: "Mom, are you worried about something?"
I smiled awkwardly at her, stroked her smooth little face and asked her softly: "How do you know?"
My daughter leaned her head tightly in my arms and murmured coquettishly: "Because your smile is always a little absent-minded. What are you thinking about? Can you tell me?"
Looking at my daughter's sincere smile, I know that she is my greatest hope and sustenance in this world, so maybe it's time to tell her some things.
So I said to her carefully: "Tongtong, if mom and dad... separate, can you accept it?"
Tongtong stared at my face intently, the smile on her face solidified. She got up from my arms, sat upright, then held my hand tightly, and asked eagerly: "Mom, what are you talking about?"
What? You mean, you want to divorce my father?"
I caressed my daughter's delicate face and looked at her innocent eyes. I really couldn't bear to tell her these cruel facts, but if I didn't tell her, our family would always be covered with a veil of hypocritical tenderness.
, is this fair to her?
Tears gradually appeared in my eyes. I shook my head gently at her and murmured to her in a slightly hoarse voice: "No, mom hasn't made a decision yet. Now she's just... asking for your opinion."
Tongtong's anxious and doubtful eyes gradually became serious, and a layer of gloominess that was not appropriate for her age slowly emerged inside. She held my hand and asked me in a clear voice: "Mom, are you okay?"
Do you know something about my father outside? Does he have another woman outside? "