When we were talking in the living room just now, Deng Wenliang told me that he would protect my image in front of his daughter and relatives. The implication was that he would not tell anyone about my affair with Xiaoxing. At the same time, he also hinted to me that he would not tell anyone about my affair with Xiaoxing.
I have to do the same, control my mouth and maintain his image in front of my daughter.
Facing his seemingly sincere expression, I couldn't help laughing.
Why should a person be so hypocritical? He had an affair first. In order to silence me and seize the opportunity in the divorce property distribution, he set a trap to lure me into the bait. In the end, he forced me to play hello with him.
Hello everyone, the illusion of a peaceful breakup...
I felt a burst of sadness in my heart. Why did a couple of thirteen years have to plot to this extent?
Frankly speaking, I have invested all my emotions in this marriage and have no calculations about him. Why would he treat me like this?
How cruel can a person's heart be?
Judging from the relaxed way he walked out of the door just now, he must be on his way to deliver good news to his sweetheart Yang Kexin.
Why would a man whose heart has changed become so cold and cruel?
At that moment, I felt such hatred in my heart. I am a cowardly lamb, but lambs will kick people when provoked. At the moment of my deepest hatred, I even thought about dying together with those dogs and men, but in the end, I was gradually suppressed.
The flames of hatred in my heart have disappeared, and the reason for all this is my precious daughter Tongtong.
My own life is already a mess. I can no longer ruin the life of my daughter Tongtong. She is still so young, just like a flower waiting to bloom. She has not yet ushered in the midsummer of life. How can I let her grow up in the early spring?
Wither prematurely?
If I seek revenge out of impulse, I will feel happy and may die in the end, but what will be left to my underage daughter will be a lifetime of shadow and pain.
Can't be like that, can't be like that...
That would make my heart feel as painful as tearing apart, so I would rather my daughter live in a beautiful dream forever.
After I packed up my things, I did not move out of the big house that Deng Wenliang and I shared immediately because I was waiting for my daughter Tongtong, who would not come back until the next week.
On the evening of the weekend, when my daughter walked into our home, which was already facing separation, I was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in the living room to watch the sunset.
My daughter called me gently: "Mom?"
I suddenly turned around and looked at her with infinite love.
Although there were no major changes in the living room, my sensitive Tongtong still noticed some details. Her eyes fell on a large suitcase placed at the door of the bedroom. That suitcase contained some of my life.
After I finished packing the supplies, I placed them at the door of the bedroom so that I could pick them up when I left.
"Mom, are you going out? Why are you packing your things?" My daughter asked me in surprise, looking at the big suitcase.
I held my daughter's hand and said to her kindly: "Tongtong, come here, mommy wants to say a few words to you."
Tongtong is very sensitive. Looking at my expression, she actually had some premonitions.
She sat down on the sofa with me, staring at me pitifully with a pair of big frightened eyes.
At that moment, my heart was in contracture and pain. I really wanted to hug her tightly and tell Tongtong: Baby, don’t worry, it’s nothing. Mom just wants to talk to you. Mom will always be with you.
You are together...
However, I can't. My marriage with Deng Wenliang has reached a point where it is irreversible. Now, I must tell my daughter the truth about our separation.
I held my daughter's hand tightly and kept gently stroking the back of her hand, feeling throbbing in my heart.
Tears gradually appeared in my daughter's frightened big eyes. She held my hand firmly with both hands and asked loudly: "Mom! Are you leaving?"