I hugged my daughter's body and softly comforted her: "Tongtong, listen to me..."
Tongtong pouted her little mouth and sat down next to me again. She blinked her big eyes and looked at me pitifully.
I couldn't bear it, but I had to tell the truth to my daughter.
I held her hand and said to her sincerely: "Tongtong, mom and dad are going to separate... and the reason for the separation..." At this point, I felt a little ashamed, but for the sake of my daughter, I still fought.
He tried his best to explain to her gently, "The reason for the separation is mainly because our personalities are really not suitable for living together. Separation will be good for each other's future lives..."
Looking at my daughter's unbelievable look, I quickly added and explained to her: "But you are still our daughter. Even if your father and I can't be together, we will still love you as before. Who do you want to spend time with during your wedding or holidays?"
You can stay together..."
My daughter stared at me, her big crystal clear eyes gradually becoming misty. She bit her lower lip tightly and said nothing.
After a moment, she suddenly threw away my hand, stood up suddenly, and shouted at the top of her lungs: "It must be the fault of that bad woman Yang Kexin! It must be her who broke up you and my dad! I'm going to find her to settle the score."
, I’m going to find someone to destroy her!”
With that said, Tongtong ran out the door like crazy! I chased after her until she was outside the door and hugged her tightly.
"Let me go! Let me go! I'm going to find that bad woman to settle the score! I'm going to find someone to destroy her, wuwuwuwu..." My daughter beat my body with her little fists and struggled hard.
I held her tightly and never let go, and kept saying to her, "Tongtong, calm down! Listen to mom..."
Tongtong cried hoarsely in my arms. Seeing my daughter in such pain, my heart almost broke, but what can I do now? Could it be that mother and daughter really went to settle accounts with Yang Kexin?
Are you going to fight? What kind of shadow will that leave on your daughter?
No, no, no, I will never let my daughter get involved in the dirty rights and wrongs of the adult world.
So, I hugged my daughter tightly and refused to let go no matter how hard she tried to break free. Finally, Tongtong lost all her strength and she collapsed in my arms and cried bitterly.
I brought my daughter back to the room, hugged her and sat down on the sofa. The mother and daughter hugged each other tightly and didn't speak for a long time.
My daughter kept sobbing in my arms, and I couldn't help but wipe the tears from her eyes with a tissue.
After Tongtong's mood became more stable, I supported her body and tried my best to say to her in a calm tone: "Tongtong, have you ever thought about it, if mom continues to live with dad, will mom be happy?"
Her big eyes were twitching and drooping, with tears hanging on her long eyelashes. She didn't speak.
My husband Deng Wenliang often doesn't come home, and I often stay alone in the vacant room. Our daughter Tongtong knows these facts very well. She has lived in school since she was in junior high school, but she did not live in school in elementary school, so she knows these two things very well.
Deng Wenliang gave me the cold shoulder in 2006, so she remained silent like this.
"Tongtong," I held my daughter's shoulder and said to her patiently: "If possible, I would like to continue this marriage, but if this marriage makes both me and your father miserable, then the consequences of continuing will be...
It will only make our family of three suffer. If it has reached this point, it is better to let go and give each other a chance to start over, are you right?"
Tongtong finally raised her head, she looked at me with her big tearful eyes, murmured for a long time, and murmured: "But if it was because of that bad woman Yang Kexin that separated you, mom, don't you hate her?
I can’t wait for her to die right now!”
I smiled bitterly, gently took my daughter into my arms, and murmured to her: "Tongtong, no matter whether there are other women getting involved between me and your father, one thing is undeniable, that is, your father is no longer with us.
He loves me. If he still loves me, even if another woman intervenes, it will not help..."
As I said that, I looked into my daughter's eyes and said to her sincerely: "Just like when you were a child, your father was younger and more handsome and could attract the attention of beautiful women, but he did not change his mind because at that time he still loved
"I, but now..." At this point, my eyes were a little dim, but in order to appease my daughter, I tried my best to explain to her calmly, "But now, he no longer loves me, and I am no longer in his mind."
It’s not that important anymore, so even if it’s not Yang Kexin, there will be other women to replace your mother’s position in your father’s heart, because a person’s feelings cannot be forced, love is love, not loving is not loving, and your father is no longer there.
If he loves me anymore and continues to live with him, it will only cause pain to both of us. And if we let him go at the right time, maybe my mother will find her own happiness."
Tongtong blinked her big eyes and listened to my words motionless. It was indeed too early to talk about love and dislike to a child who was less than thirteen years old, but in order to let her daughter's heart calm down as soon as possible.
, I can only comfort her in this way. I don’t want my beloved daughter to live in hatred all day after her father and I divorce. I want her to understand that my letting go may be another way to regain a new life.
After saying the above words, I held my daughter's slender shoulders and looked at her sincerely, trying to let her understand the meaning of my words through my gentle eyes.