"Originally Zhishuo was not willing to come, but I forced him to come..." The smile on Gu Yanyan's lips was a little bitter, "He has never been able to let go of you, so he must have found it difficult to face you!"
Guan Yanfei's eyes paused for a moment... She didn't speak, she just lowered her head and went about her business.
"But... it's precisely because it's difficult to face that I think I should face it!" Seeing that Guan Yanfei didn't respond, Gu Yanyan smiled and turned to look at Guan Yanfei, "What do you think?"
"Facing me is not the most important thing, because I will not spend a lifetime with Guan Xinshuo." Guan Yanfei looked at Gu Yanyan, "The one who wants to spend a lifetime with me is Jiang Shen."
Guan Yanfei said it simply.
Gu Yanyan seemed surprised that Guan Yanfei would give such an answer.
"But you are different Gu Yanyan..." Guan Yanfei picked up the vegetables from the sink, "You have to think clearly...whether you want to tell Guan Xingshuo that you want to spend the rest of your life with him."
Guan Yanfei didn't seem to care when she said these words. She just mentioned them casually as if Gu Yanyan was a friend. She didn't look into Gu Yanyan's eyes and tell her seriously. She just talked while busying herself.
Gu Yanyan stopped what she was doing.
After a long time, seeing that Guan Yanfei had no intention of saying anything, Gu Yanyan asked: "Guan Yanfei...you really don't love Guan Xingshuo?"
"I can only say that I loved..." Guan Yanfei pursed her lips and chuckled, "He used to be my thoughts throughout my youth, but not anymore..."
Gu Yanyan frowned.
"People have to live... and always look forward!" Guan Yanfei said angrily, "It may be painful at first, but if you really let go, it won't hurt that much... If Guan Xinshuo understands this truth,
Then he won't be in pain."
"Then why didn't you tell him?" Gu Yanyan asked.
"The only thing I can tell him...is the next woman who wants to stand side by side with him."
Guan Yanfei looked at Gu Yanyan, yes... Guan Yanfei was talking about Gu Yanyan.
"People always have to be responsible for what they say. If you tell him that letting go won't hurt, then you should stay with him so that he doesn't feel the pain."
When Guan Yanfei said this, she thought of Jiang Shen. Jiang Shen never said it, but he always stayed with her, so... she didn't feel so painful.
"You are too deep-rooted in his heart." Gu Yanyan smiled bitterly, "It won't hurt to let go... This sentence is quite suitable for me."
"Then it depends on which of you loves me more deeply. If you think... me in Guan Chunshuo's heart is more important than Guan Chunshuo in your heart, then... you should let go. If not... I think you should fight.
Take a handful and fight for your own happiness!"
After all, until now... Gu Yanyan has never told Guan Xingshuo that she loves him, nor has she told him about the two children.
There was laughter and laughter in the living room, and Guan Yanfei looked back...
It turned out that the five children were back, and Gu Yanyan's child had already thrown herself into Guan Xinshuo's arms and rubbed Guan Xinshuo's face with her dirty hands.
"I remember once, when you pretended to be Guan Xinshuo's wife, you told me...he chose family and children among family and lover." Guan Yanfei smiled lowly, "Who said he wouldn't really choose like this for his children?
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Thoughts were racing through Gu Yanyan's mind, and her eyes turned red as she lowered her eyes.
"Guan Yanfei, you don't know me before. I...is not worthy of him."
"But I know who you are now! Who doesn't have a past... The reason why we call it the past is that it's all in the past. The future is the most important!"
Gu Yanyan was silent for a long time: "I'm sorry... Because only you know my secret, I can only tell you these things. I have no other intentions."
"I know! I don't mind either..."
Guan Yanfei should be the person who wants to see Guan Xinshuo's happiness the most.
After taking some time, Guan Yanfei went to the bedroom and called Jiang Shen to tell Jiang Shen that Guan Xinshuo and Gu Yanyan had brought their children for dinner.
Jiang Shen was more generous than Guan Yanfei expected. He said: "Okay... I will go back in a moment. Do you need me to bring anything back?"
Guan Yanfei whispered sweetly: "Just bring you back to me!"
When Jiang Shen heard Guan Yanfei's soft and waxy voice, she was already sweet to her heart: "Okay... I understand, I will bring it back to you as soon as possible!"
Guan Yanfei came out of the room and saw the normally unsmiling Guan Xinshuo wiping Jiang Xirui's hands with a tissue, with a loving smile on her eyes and eyebrows.
"Why did you get your little hands so dirty?" Guan Xinshuo smiled and scratched Jiang Xirui's little palm.
Jiang Xiruile laughed loudly and hurriedly crawled into Guan Xushuo's arms.
Tang Nian, Tang Xin and Gu Yanyan's two children were playing and chasing each other in the living room.
Mei Weiwei followed behind, fearing that the child would fall.
Ning Xiaohui and Ning Yajun sat next to Yan Ruhua and laughed at the scene of these children going crazy in front of them, and the laughter couldn't stop overflowing from the corners of their lips.
The sky is getting dark, and the warm-colored lights in the villa are bright...
Guan Yanfei only felt that she was extremely happy.
Guan Yanfei's life... seems to have become very lively ever since she met Jiang Shen.
There have been sadness and sadness, there have been overt and covert fights... but it is not the same as before.
It's all... She has been following Yan Ruhua to clean up the mess.
While Guan Yanfei and Gu Yanyan were preparing dinner, Guan Xinshuo came over and said that he would pick up Gu Yanyan's shift. Because Gu Yanyan had just recovered not long ago, he was afraid that Gu Yanyan would be too tired.
Gu Yanyan glanced at Guan Yanfei, then turned to look at Guan Xinshuo, and finally handed the knife in her hand to Guan Xinshuo.
Gu Yanyan played with the children in the living room, but her eyes kept looking towards the kitchen.
Guan Yanfei and Guan Xinshuo barely spoke to each other. They were doing their own things, but they had a tacit understanding.
Guan Yanfei didn't tell Guan Xushuo what he needed to do, but Guan Xushuo always found something suitable to help Guan Yanfei after finishing what he was doing.
That kind of tacit understanding is indeed a bit dazzling.
Gu Yanyan turned her head and frowned.
Guan Yanfei was just around the corner, Guan Xinshuo was doing his own thing, but his heart... was on Guan Yanfei's body.
They didn't say a word, but... just by Guan Yanfei's side, Guan Xinshuo felt very satisfied.
When Guan Yanfei needed a spoon, he handed it to him. He didn't always know Guan Yanfei's needs. It was like they had such a tacit understanding with each other.
In fact, it's just because... Guan Xinshuo's heart is with Guan Yanfei, so he naturally understands what she needs.
"I didn't expect... you are so good at kitchen things! Yanyan has taught you a lot, right?"
This was the first thing she said to him when he handed the pot lid to Guan Yanfei.
Guan Xinshuo just smiled without saying a word. As long as he saw Guan Yanfei's bright smile, Guan Xinshuo was already very satisfied.
Just when Guan Xinshuo was about to ask Guan Yanfei to hand him the green onions in the sink next to her, Jiang Shen pushed the door open and entered.
"It's so lively!" Jiang Shen smiled with a smile on his lips.
Guan Yanfei hurriedly walked towards the door: "Back!"
Guan Yanfei and Guan Xinshuo passed each other, and the tenderness and smile in her eyes went beyond her own to others...
What kind of loss was that? Guan Xinshuo's lips were so tight and stiff.
Guan Yanfei took the fruit brought back by Jiang Shen and said gently: "Wash your hands and get ready to eat!"
Guan Xinshuo lowered his eyes and took the green onions from the sink.
Perhaps because of his absent-mindedness, Guan Xinshuo actually cut his own hand when he cut the knife.
"hiss……"
"Are you okay?" Gu Yanyan hurriedly walked over there.
"It's okay!" Guan Xingshuo flushed it with water and said, "I just cut it accidentally."
Jiang Shen rolled up his sleeves and walked over there: "Let me do it... How can I let you, a customer, be busy here!"
Jiang Shen's smile was full of generosity and calmness.
Yes... Jiang Shen doesn't mind Guan Xinshuo now.
Because he clearly knows that Guan Yanfei loves him, and he also clearly knows that Guan Xinshuo and Guan Yanfei are destined to have nothing!
Looking back now, Jiang Shen felt that his jealousy was a bit too narrow-minded.
They fell in love again because Guan Yanfei didn't know their identities before. Now that she knows...how could Guan Yanfei accept Guan Xinshuo with her conservative personality?
"I'll do it..." Jiang Shen took the knife from Guan Xinshuo.
"Jiang Shen...wash your hands!" Guan Yanfei's voice came from the direction of the living room.
Jiang Shen nodded repeatedly: "Yes, yes!"
That kind of feeling of focusing only on each other, is something Guan Xinshuo envies and cannot ask for.
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On the way back from Guan Yanfei's house, the four children fell asleep leaning on the back seat.
Gu Yanyan, who was sitting in the passenger seat, looked back at the four children behind her from time to time.
There was a smile on her lips: "The children had a lot of fun today."
"Well..." Guan Xingshuo responded lightly.
Gu Yanyan originally wanted to say something, but gave up because of Guan Xinshuo's cold attitude.
She looked at her hands, pursed her lips, and took a long breath.
As soon as he got home, Guan Xinshuo carried the children upstairs one by one, and Gu Yanyan followed him to open the door and clear the obstacles.
After the four children were settled, Guan Xinshuo and Gu Yanyan came out of the children's room.
Guan Xingshuo said to Gu Yanyan: "It didn't take long for your body to recover. It's been another busy day today... Go to bed early!"
"You and Yan Fei... no one believes you if you say you're not brother and sister, but you work so well together in the kitchen!" Gu Yanyan said.
Guan Xingshuo loosened his collar and cuffs and smiled: "Well... let's go and rest!"
"Xinshuo!" Gu Yanyan called softly.
"Um?"
Guan Xingshuo looked at Gu Yanyan who was hesitant to speak. He took a long breath and leaned on the handrail of the stairs and said: "These past few days, I have felt that you are hesitant to speak to me. Just say what you want to say.
, you are like a relative to me...you can say anything in front of me!"
Like family members?!
Relatives... are one step further than lovers.
Gu Yanyan knows...Guan Xinshuo can give such an answer, Gu Yanyan is already very grateful.
But people are always greedy, right? They always want more...
Therefore, Gu Yanyan is no longer satisfied with being Guan Shenshuo's confidante and relative, she wants to be Guan Shenshuo's lover!
For so many years, it wasn't that Guan Shushuo was too stupid to notice it, but Gu Yanyan had always hidden her feelings so well that Guan Shushuo couldn't notice them.
Gu Yanyan is such a smart and wise woman, as long as she wants... she can use various means to make Guan Xinshuo notice the slightest hint of it.
But... Guan Yanfei is right, you should fight for your own happiness.
Could it be that... this time I want to push Guan Xinshuo to someone else's side?
Seeing another woman who is not suitable for Guan Shenshuo reluctantly get together with Guan Shenshuo.
"Guan Xinshuo...are you willing to marry me?" Gu Yanyan finally said.
Her heart felt like it was about to be knocked out of her chest, and her throat felt dry.
Guan Xinshuo paused while unbuttoning his sleeves.
Gu Yanyan's pupils were trembling, it was...she was afraid!
She was afraid that the answer would not be what she thought, so... Gu Yanyan didn't know if she still had the courage to stay by Guan Xingshuo's side.
In fact... this is exactly what Gu Yanyan has been afraid of for so many years.
For a long time, he raised his hand and touched Gu Yanyan's forehead. It was not hot...
"I don't have a fever..." Gu Yanyan pulled down Guan Xingshuo's big hand and held it tightly, "You just need to tell me...are you willing?"
Guan Xinshuo never thought that Gu Yanyan would tell him that he would marry her. Of course... he also never thought that he and Gu Yanyan would be a couple, so he felt surprised.
Guan Xingshuo looked at Gu Yanyan's eyes seriously, it was not a joke...
The look in her pupils looked so firm, yet so firm and fragile.
Why?
Guan Xinshuo had ten thousand questions in his mind. He remembered what Guan Yanfei said to him that time in the hospital.
The general meaning...isn't it just to let yourself be with Gu Yanyan?
Could it be...what did Guan Yanfei say to Gu Yanyan today?
"Yanyan..." Guan Xinshuo frowned more and more tightly, "Did Guan Yanfei say something to you? Did I cause trouble to her?"
When Gu Yanyan heard Guan Xinshuo mention Guan Yanfei, her heart kept sinking.
She smiled and said: "No... no, Yan Fei didn't say anything, but I think... my child needs a father, and your child needs a mother! But looking around... it seems that we are the only ones.
We can take this position with each other, I just... think we are suitable for marriage."
Guan Xinshuo did not say a word.
"I'm just saying it on a whim!" Gu Yanyan smiled, "It doesn't matter if you don't want to..."
Gu Yanyan has always been a very brave woman, but when it comes to love... she is extremely timid.
She just felt that her heart, which she thought was invulnerable to all poisons and was turned into stone, was now made of crystal. She was so cautious and afraid that it would break.
But... it is now cracked because of Guan Xinshuo's silence.
Gu Yanyan chuckled and turned around, wanting to leave as soon as possible.
Who would have expected...
"Yanyan!" Guan Zhushuo called her.
"Yeah!" Gu Yanyan didn't turn around, her eyes were red.
"Let's get married..."
Hearing what Guan Chushuo said, Gu Yanyan suddenly turned her head to look at Guan Chushuo.
"You're right...your children, and my children...they all need parents and a sound family." Guan Xinshuo walked towards Gu Yanyan.
"Are you...seriously?" Gu Yanyan's lips trembled.
"Really!" Guan Xinshuo nodded, "We are most suitable...because we understand each other, because...there is someone in your heart that can never be replaced, and the same is true in my heart..."
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ps: Let me also inform you that Wenwen will have its finale on February 10th!