"Really!" Guan Xinshuo nodded, "We are most suitable...because we understand each other, because...there is someone in your heart that can never be replaced, and the same is true in my heart..."
Gu Yanyan's heart "thumped".
——There is a person in your heart that can never be replaced, and so is my heart...
Gu Yanyan knew that the irreplaceable person in Guan Xinshuo's heart was Guan Yanfei.
So... what he said is that there is someone in your heart who can never be replaced. That person... If Gu Yanyan's estimate is correct, Guan Xinshuo should be talking about her deceased husband.
Gu Yanyan felt like her heart was being torn apart at that moment.
Do we understand each other? Guan Shushuo... do you really understand me?!
There was a wry smile on Gu Yanyan's lips. I really don't know whether it was because she hid it too well, or because Guan Xinshuo only noticed Guan Yanfei in her heart and didn't even notice it.
"Yes! We... are the most suitable." Gu Yanyan said softly.
"Xiao Nian and Xiao Xin both like you very much...as if you were their mother!" Guan Xinshuo's lips curled up, "Your two children always call me Dad Tang..."
"Hmm..." Gu Yanyan gritted her teeth, her eyes sore.
"Then... let's give them a happy family!" Guan Xinshuo chuckled.
"good……"
After Gu Yanyan and Guan Xingshuo settled the matter, she returned to the room... and sat on the floor leaning against the door, her tears like broken beads.
Although Guan Xinshuo promised himself this... it was a bit sad.
But... this can be considered a good start, at least they will be closer after they become husband and wife.
Some words are easier to say.
However... Gu Yanyan still doesn't plan to tell Guan Shushuo about the child now. She doesn't want to use the child to keep Guan Shushuo by her side. She didn't want to before... she doesn't want to now... and she won't in the future!
Early the next morning, Gu Yanyan called Guan Yanfei.
At this time... Guan Yanfei had just arrived at Harvard Medical School to report.
Even before Guan Yanfei arrived, his reputation had already spread.
The articles and research results about Guan Yanfei can be said to be a milestone, so everyone is very polite to Guan Yanfei.
Guan Yanfei integrated into the Cleveland Clinic much faster than when she first came here.
Moreover... there are many doctors here who have made contributions to the medical field, and Guan Yanfei can be mentioned together.
Guan Yanfei underwent a major surgery as soon as she arrived, which was quite complicated...
It's a left ventricular arteriovenous malformation. It may have entered the valve. It's in a particularly bad location... and it's very large.
This patient came to Harvard Medical School after being rejected by other hospitals.
Other doctors who had seen this patient said that there was no way to save him. It was said that they had tried all kinds of methods, including vein bypassing... sclerosing agents... and a series of other methods, but none worked.
However... Guan Yanfei softened her heart when she saw the patient with tears streaming down his face and trying his best to keep his lover's wife.
She accepted the patient despite other people's dissuasion, and now she is concentrating on researching treatment methods.
"Ding-ding-ding-ding-"
Guan Yanfei looked at her phone and saw that it was Gu Yanyan...
Guan Yanfei put down the film in her hand and answered the phone: "Hello... Yanyan!"
"Yan Fei...I'm going to marry Guan Xinshuo."
This was the first thing Gu Yanyan said to Guan Yanfei.
Because Gu Yanyan has no other friends, she doesn't know who to talk to...
During her hesitation, she thought of Guan Yanfei.
Guan Yanfei was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "Did you tell him?"
"I asked him if he wanted to marry me... and he agreed." Gu Yanyan said with a chuckle, but tears came out of her eyes.
She raised her hand to wipe away her tears...
Even though they were talking through the phone, Guan Yanfei still felt that something was wrong with Gu Yanyan.
She frowned and asked, "Have you told him about the child?"
Gu Yanyan shook her head: "No... I haven't said it. I don't want to say it yet..."
After a long silence, Guan Yanfei said: "Since Guan Xinshuo has agreed, why are you still sad..."
Gu Yanyan smiled: "Because he said... there is someone in my heart that I can't forget, and he also has someone in his heart... so it's suitable for us to get married!"
Guan Yanfei fell silent.
Because she knew that the person Gu Yanyan could never forget in her heart was Guan Xinshuo.
However... Guan Xingshuo would probably think it was Gu Yanyan's deceased husband!
"Need me..."
"unnecessary……"
Before Guan Yanfei could finish speaking, Gu Yanyan interrupted Guan Yanfei's words.
She swallowed hard and said: "I just... I just don't have anyone to talk to, so I want to talk to you..."
"Well...you can talk to me if you have any troubles!" Guan Yanfei said every word.
"Am I disturbing you..." Gu Yanyan wiped away her tears.
Guan Yanfei pursed her lips: "No!"
"I'm calling... the most important thing is to ask if you would like to be my bridesmaid!" Gu Yanyan asked after adjusting her breathing.
"Okay!" Guan Yanfei agreed, "If you need any help from me, just ask."
"I'm going to discuss with Xinshuo to hold a small wedding... It's enough to have family and friends attending, and there won't be anything else to do." Gu Yanyan's voice was completely devoid of the excitement and joy of becoming a bride.
After chatting with Gu Yanyan for a while, Guan Yanfei hung up.
"Doctor Guan...do you need my help?"
A doctor who also worked at Harvard Medical School saw Guan Yanfei in a daze watching the movie, so he came in and asked.
"Oh... no need!" Guan Yanfei turned to the doctor and smiled.
"Let me see..."
The doctor was more conscious. He picked up the film and took a look at it and said, "Tsk, tsk, tsk... There seems to be no way to cure this! Who admitted the patient?"
Guan Yanfei chuckled, took the film from the doctor's hand and said, "I... took it!"
The doctor raised his eyebrows: "Do you want...a challenge?"
"I want to give patients a hope...and give myself a hope!" Guan Yanfei continued to study the film.
The doctor chuckled and sat on the table and looked at Guan Yanfei: "I know you... Guan Yanfei, I admire you very much."
Guan Yanfei looked up at the doctor and said, "Thank you..."
"I have a new research here... I need to find a partner. Are you willing?"
As soon as she heard about the new scientific research project, Guan Yanfei's eyes suddenly brightened: "What project?"
"If you are interested...you can come and have a look at my laboratory if you have time!"
The doctor pretended to be mysterious, stood up, straightened his white coat, turned around and left.
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"I'm back……"
Guan Yanfei rushed back as soon as she got off work. She changed her shoes and shouted when she saw no one in the living room.
Jiang Shen, wearing a gray v-neck sweater, walked out of the room: "I'm back."
"Where are mom, Xiaoxi and the others?"
"We all went to take Xiaohui to school and still haven't come back yet!" Jiang Shen poured a glass of water for Guan Yanfei.
"I think it's very likely that we will be the ones having dinner tonight!" Jiang Shen smiled and hugged Guan Yanfei's slender waist, "But tonight... I'll cook!"
Guan Yanfei turned her head and looked at Jiang Shen with a smile: "Could it be that...you had to ask mom to take Xiao Xi out and wait for us to come back after dinner?"
Jiang Shen raised his eyebrows, when did his wife become so smart... and understand him so well.
"No way!"
Jiang Shen, who was told the central issue, hurriedly argued: "How...how could I tell my mother not to go home!"
Jiang Shen told Yan Ruhua today that when he wants to have a world with Guan Yanfei, don't mention how supportive Yan Ruhua is!
Yan Ruhua said that Jiang Shen and Guan Yanfei should work hard to create humans! They will come back very late, very late...
Moreover, Yan Ruhua said, in fact, Guan Yanfei is easily moved by the simplest plot.
Guan Yanfei used to watch TV series... She would feel very romantic when she saw the hero and the heroine watching a ghost movie together, and then the heroine was so scared that she hid in the hero's arms.
So today Jiang Shen had already prepared ghost movies and planned to watch them with Guan Yanfei after they finished their meal.
When Guan Yanfei is afraid to hide in her arms...hehe...
Just thinking about Jiang Shen makes her excited.
Who would have thought that he would be exposed by Guan Yanfei all of a sudden.
"No matter what...I'm very happy that the two of us can be alone!" Guan Yanfei said, putting the water glass aside and raising her hands to wrap around Jiang Shen's neck.
Jiang Shen kissed Guan Yanfei's lips gently and said with a smile: "In the future... we will have more time to be alone. Xiao Xi's work has been completed... This time when his parents go back, he will also come with them.
go back!"
Guan Yanfei was really surprised when she heard the news.
"How could that happen?" Guan Yanfei looked puzzled.
According to Xiao Xi's personality...I'm afraid she wouldn't want to leave Guan Yanfei even to death. This time...will she be so good and obedient?!
"It was mom who told Xiao Xi... If Xiao Xi wants his little brother and sister, he has to go back to China quickly... Maybe when his parents go back... he can take his little brother and sister back, so
...Xiao Xi thought about it for a while, although she was reluctant to leave you, but she still agreed!"
Guan Yanfei's pupils trembled slightly, and her smile was obviously a little stiff.
Jiang Shen laughed: "Jiang... is still hot when he is old! Mom still has a way to deal with Xiao Xi!"
Little brother and little sister...
When Guan Yanfei hears these words now, her heart still feels a little painful.
She lowered her eyes.
Jiang Shen understands Guan Yanfei, but...after all, it has been so long since that incident.
Jiang Shen held Guan Yan Fei's little face and said: "Yan Fei... let's give Xiao Xi a little brother or sister! This time... I swear, I will protect you! I will never let you be hurt again.
A little harm! Okay?”
The corners of Guan Yanfei's lips raised: "For things like children... I think it's better to just let it happen!"
"Yan Fei... It's not just Xiao Xi who wants younger siblings, I also want a child that belongs to us!" Jiang Shen kissed Guan Yan Fei's lips and asked softly, "Okay?"
Guan Yanfei held Jiang Shen's hand and said, "By the way... I have to tell you something!"
Guan Yanfei changed the subject and said: "Gu Yanyan and Guan Xinshuo are getting married, and she asked me to be her bridesmaid."
Guan Yanfei wanted to change the topic, but Jiang Shen didn't want to force Guan Yanfei anymore, so he hugged Guan Yanfei and never mentioned the matter again.
"Guan Xinshuo...and Gu Yanyan?!" Jiang Shen thought about it and laughed, "They are quite compatible!"
"Yeah..." Guan Yanfei nestled in Jiang Shen's arms.
"Have they set a date? Why didn't we talk to them during dinner yesterday?"
"The date hasn't been decided yet, and what happened after they returned last night..." Guan Yanfei looked up at Jiang Shen, "Gu Yanyan said... I'm not planning a big event, just celebrate with the family."
!Then I estimate...Brother Zhuzhan, Guan Xuyan, and Xiaorui will all come by then..."
"Since it is your eldest brother who is getting married... we must give them a big gift!" Jiang Shen chuckled.
"OK!"
"We can't take care of other people's affairs!" Jiang Shen grabbed Guan Yanfei's shoulders and pushed her down on the sofa, "Let's take care of our own stomach first! My wife...what do you want to eat? My husband is cooking today!"
"I should ask you what you can do!" Guan Yanfei smiled.
"You underestimate your husband, don't you!" Jiang Shen said confidently, "You said...as long as you can say it, I can make it! The prerequisite is home-cooked food!"
"Steamed sea bass, braised pork ribs...baby cabbage in soup, minced meat, beans, potatoes and beef brisket!" Guan Yanfei said and turned to look at Jiang Shen's handsome face, which had changed slightly.
Guan Yanfei laughed "poof" and said: "I don't want any of these! I want to eat spaghetti...I know you can! I heard Xiao Zhun say that your cooking is particularly delicious!"
Jiang Shen immediately patted his chest and promised, "Okay! My dear wife, the pasta will be here later!"
Seeing Jiang Shen working back and forth in the kitchen, Guan Yanfei knelt down on the coffee table and carpet, her eyes full of happiness.
She thought of what Jiang Shen said just now... having another child!
Guan Yanfei caressed her belly...
A large part of the reason why I came to the United States was because I lost that child.
Of course Guan Yanfei wants her own child...
But with the shadow in her heart from the last time, Guan Yanfei didn't know why... she always felt that even if she had it, she still wouldn't be able to keep it.
She was thinking a lot...whether she would become a habitual miscarriage because of her last unexpected miscarriage.
Could it be that because the uterus was damaged after the last miscarriage, I would never be able to get pregnant again?
Guan Yanfei was very scared, so scared that she didn't want to think about it...
Although she didn't say it, in fact... since she came to the United States, she had not taken protective measures every time she was intimate with Jiang Shen.
Because Guan Yanfei wants it too!
But there has been no news from him.
Today, when Jiang Shen told herself that she wanted a child, Guan Yanfei became more and more worried and scared...
Jiang Shen wants a child that belongs to them. She loves Jiang Shen... and she also wants to satisfy Jiang Shen.
But what if... I really can't get pregnant?
Guan Yanfei didn't have the courage to go for a check-up.
It takes a long, long time for the heart to heal after experiencing trauma...
She had always been afraid that Jiang Shen would mention this matter to her. She had always been afraid... She didn't expect that Jiang Shen would say it today.
Guan Yanfei lowered her eyes and took a sip of the water Jiang Shengang poured for her. It was obviously plain boiled water...but Guan Yanfei felt extremely bitter.
a long time……
Guan Yanfei raised her head and looked at Jiang Shen's busy figure in the kitchen... and raised her hand to cover her lower abdomen.
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ps: Today’s 15,000-word update has been completed. Now everyone should go home and stay with their parents, haha... I hope everyone enjoys reading and has a good New Year...