With the help of the criminal police, Luo Xia and her father secretly went to Carson City, and after several twists and turns, they ran to a cabin that had been rented for a long time. They were in a foreign country, with no one around them, and only their paralyzed father was by their side.
Every night she fell asleep slowly thinking about Nie Yunfeng and carrying her little baby.
Every day she took care of her father and herself carefully. At this time, she could not tolerate any mistakes. As time passed, her belly became obviously bigger. She once wanted to return to the country immediately, but after the criminal police sent her here,
Warn her not to leave the city, otherwise her safety will not be protected.
She could only calm down and stay here to live with her father. However, if she didn't fight, fate would let her go. After a brief period of calm for more than a month, someone suddenly found the village where she lived. Far away.
When I saw several strange men holding her portraits at the entrance of the village and asking about something, I intuitively thought they were from Lu Cheng.
Without thinking, she rushed home. Before she could get anything, she loaded her father into the wheelchair with great difficulty and pushed him outside. She hated Lu Cheng for being so determined to find her and forcing her to have no other way out.
I also hated God for being so unfair. I was in a hurry and didn't even see where I was going. I just walked to a remote place. When I saw a forest, I jumped in without hesitation.
The night came, which made her vision even more blocked. Her belly was very big now. After running just now, her feet were already sore and numb. She tripped over something and fell forward, while the wheelchair in her hand was out of control.
The ground rolled down the hillside. I was so frightened that I flew to save him, but it was too late. I watched my father jolt down from the wheelchair, then rolled down the hillside, grabbed the tree and tried to go down the mountain to rescue.
Then my stomach started to hurt, and I had an ominous premonition.
After just a few seconds of pause, I saw that my father had fallen to the bottom, and then became motionless, as if he had lost his voice. I was so sad that I could not describe my emotions at this time. My father was paralyzed, and could hardly even speak, but now he
...But before she could recover from the pain of losing her father, the pain in her abdomen reminded her that she might lose her baby. She knew that if this continued, it would hurt to death, let alone the baby.
Your life will be lost.
Suddenly she felt so tired, so tired from living. She could no longer see Nie Yunfeng. In such despair, she slowly fell to the ground. All she saw in front of her eyes was the gradually darkening sky, and then she slowly fell into
Got into coma.
When I woke up, I found that I was actually in a hospital bed. I reflexively touched my belly and froze instantly. The bump that I was used to touching is now flat. What does this mean? Her child is gone? She is sad.
Before it could attack the brain, a young girl walked in. She turned out to be a yellow-skinned Oriental.
She introduced herself as Mo Xiaowei, and it was her brother who rescued Luo Xia. They happened to be camping in the woods and found her unconscious on the ground, so they rescued her. Looking at the girl's young face, Luo Xia finally
When I asked about the child in my belly, I knew there was no hope, but I still had a little thought about it.
However, this thought also found the answer in the girl's darkened eyes. Her whole body was like an ice cellar, cold to the bone, and the pain was in her bones and blood. The child was seven months old, and it had already taken shape. She had even thought about it a lot.
The appearance of it when it was born last time, how happy it was at that time, how sad it is now.
Xiaowei said that she had been in a coma for several hours. During this period, the doctor performed an operation on her and the stillborn fetus had been removed. She suddenly spoke up and stopped Xiaowei in a sharp voice. She did not allow others to use the word "stillborn" to describe her.
The child asked to be alone for a while. After Xiaowei left, the ward became quiet, her nails dug into her palms, she felt no pain, and tears fell down her cheeks.
An emotion gradually arose in her heart, which was hatred. If Nie Yunfeng hadn't forced her to leave Roucheng, how could their baby not have been born? Even if he had figured out the meaning of Nie Yunfeng's actions earlier, he wanted to send her away and stay away from right and wrong.
He chose to use illusions to force her to give up. He and Lu Cheng must have reached some kind of agreement, and even made sacrifices before Lu Cheng relented and agreed to let her go free.
But who has asked her opinion? They decide her life according to their own wishes, and no one asks her if she is willing. Does he know that she would rather stand beside him or behind him than
Thousands of miles away from him, the sky doesn't respond and the earth doesn't work! Wasn't the despair he felt before she fell into coma all the money he gave her?
There were two knocks on the door, and Xiaowei walked in with her brother. The man himself was named Mo Jinghan. Seeing pity and sympathy in the eyes of the two brothers and sisters, Luo Xia asked herself in her heart: Is she really so sad?
?
But she didn't have time to mourn her pain. She still remembered that her father rolled down the hillside without making any sound. She didn't know what happened. When she told them about it, both of them were very shocked. They were in the dark at that time.
When they found her unconscious, they immediately carried her on their backs to seek medical treatment. They did not expect that someone else would fall underneath.
Mo Jinghan immediately set off to look for her and asked Xiaowei to stay at home to take care of her. After waiting for a long time, Mo Jinghan came back. He carried Luo Tingyuan on his back, but he only had one breath left. The doctor checked his heartbeat and died.
Shaking her head, she couldn't save her life. With Xiaowei's help, Luo Xia came to her father. She saw her father open his eyes as if in a flashback. After he recognized her, his lips moved. She leaned down and listened, "Xiao Xia
, Dad only has one wish, which is to be buried with your mother after death."
These were the last words her father left for her. After that, she closed her eyes and never opened them again. She didn't need to test her fingers to know that her breath was gone, because her chest stopped rising and the pulse in her wrist stopped. Suddenly,
She felt that even her heart was numb. She thought, this would be good, so that her father would no longer linger on. If possible, she would also like to die like this, once and for all.
The sky was dark and the earth was dark, and her whole body fell down uncontrollably. The moment she lost consciousness, there was only one sentence left in her mind: Nie Yunfeng, I hate you. It took a long time to wake up again until she could get out of bed. If not
The two brothers Mo Jinghan and Luo Xia may not be able to survive, nor do they have the motivation to survive.
But she always kept in mind what her father said before her death. After her body finally recovered, she asked Mo Jinghan to take her back to the country, just to fulfill her father's last wish. When she returned to the country, she also went to the cemetery, and she never thought about those countless nights where she was taken back to the country.
The man with hatred attached to him will appear in the field of vision.
Is this really a sin or a calamity? When she couldn't forgive this person, God decided to let them meet each other. And they happened one after another. Behind the cemetery was the Fa Lai Temple, which completely proved the fact that fate was a joke.
When Luo Xia returned to the United States, something started to go wrong. In fact, she had had symptoms before. Mo Jinghan was careless and didn't notice it at the time. After returning to the country this time and suffering a double blow, the symptoms all surfaced as soon as he returned.
She began to become less talkative, and then gradually forgot some things. She would often sit alone for a day without doing anything, not even knowing how to eat.
Mo Jinghan immediately took her to seek medical treatment. The doctor diagnosed that there was nothing wrong with her. Those behaviors were actually subconscious escape and a kind of psychological suggestion. She could not accept the cruel reality and did not want to remember the past.
That's why I have those symptoms.
So, Mo Jinghan took her to find a psychiatrist and tried to treat her through various methods. However, even if the psychiatrist hypnotized her, he could not restore her consciousness. During the treatment, she could know her name and also
There is a name called Nie Yunfeng, and she hates him.
Gradually, it was discovered that Luo Xia's symptoms had changed, and she began to isolate herself in her world and thinking. She thought that the baby was still there, and so was her father. She had to repeat one sentence every day: Nie Yunfeng, I hate you.
Mo Jinghan didn't know about her past with Nie Yunfeng, but she had seen that man in Falai Temple that day. The way Luo Xia shrank behind him and trembled all over made everyone feel distressed. He thought, she felt sorry for that man.
She must have loved the man named Nie Yunfeng to the core. Even though she had fallen into the long river of memory, she had never forgotten him.
The opposite of hate is love.
The process of seeking medical treatment was very long, and each doctor could not find out what was wrong with her. Finally, the psychiatrist concluded that her nerves were conflicted and she was insane. They judged that she was in an autistic space and had a kind of xenophobia towards the outside world.
Emotions. He really couldn't believe that this seemingly innocent and beautiful woman was actually suffering from mental illness.
It was by chance that he discovered Luo Xia's piano talent. When Mo Jinghan was practicing playing the piano, he suddenly discovered that the woman who had been immersed in his own thoughts seemed to be listening to the notes he played. Her fingers were flying faster, but she saw her
A smile slowly appeared on Shen Jing's face.
He asked her if she knew how to play the piano. She looked at a loss. He took her hand to the piano. As soon as her fingers touched the keys, they naturally began to touch them gently and then began to dance. He was surprised to find that her piano skills were very good.
Although it is still far behind his professional training, as long as he hone his skills over time, he will surely achieve great results.
He had an idea, would he one day use music to heal the soul like Mozart? So he came up with the idea of training her to play the piano. In the days that followed, he felt more and more that his decision was right. Because at the piano
In this world, Luo Xia seemed to have found the key to his soul, and gradually began to no longer be closed off, and would try to talk to him.
If music is really a key to opening people's hearts, then for her, it may be a kind of soul salvation.
The beautiful notes wash her thoroughly.
Gradually, as the years went by, she began to switch from being closed to talking to people. Slowly, memories came back to her mind and were presented bit by bit. However, in the days that followed, she never mentioned Nie Yunfeng again.
Character.
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Without the support of deep-seated hatred, I simply cannot survive when I have nothing, because I am no longer able to love, and this is my only way out.