The process of recovering memory is actually a long one. By the time Luo Xia remembered the painful past, the passing of her children and the fact that her father had passed away, as well as the years she lived in her own memory, it had been five years.
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Mo Jinghan saw the sadness in her eyes gradually solidifying. He didn't know if she had remembered everything, but he felt worried for her like this. People are contradictory. When Luo Xia was sick, he wanted to cure her, but when
When she was completely healed and revealed her grief, he hoped that she could live in that closed world, at least without such pain.
But Luo Xia did not close herself up anymore, but accepted the facts and returned to Carson City again, back to the wooden house where she lived with her father. She walked among the woods until she fell to the ground.
At this place, she began to stop and cry silently. It was at this place that she lost her child and her father together.
Mo Jinghan watched her cry from silent tears to heart-rending crying, and did not try to persuade her. He thought that most of Summer's illnesses were heart diseases. She suppressed too much pain in her heart and closed herself off. Now she has found an outlet.
, crying loudly and venting all the pain is a good thing for her.
Of course, he has not forgotten the despair in Luo Xia's eyes when he went to China that year. That man was the biggest factor in all her pain and the biggest reason for her subsequent illness. But he couldn't help her, so he could only stay with her silently.
beside.
From then on, Luo Xia began to cheer up and focus more on the piano. At that time, he had achieved some success and began to be invited to participate in music performances around the world. He took Luo Xia with him.
In a small incident, he and she received a marriage certificate, and the reason was not love. Even though they had been together for so many years, he actually always loved Luo Xia as a younger sister and sympathized with this woman's misery.
It's not that he can't love her, but that there was someone in his heart before her. He likes Xiaowei, his sister Xiaowei in the eyes of others, but in fact Xiaowei is just his sister in name. They are not related by blood. This involves
To the grievances between the previous generation.
The Mo family is actually a big family. Within the family, he and Xiaowei are brother and sister. This is an indisputable fact, and the details inside are not allowed to be disclosed. Therefore, if they fall in love, it is a forbidden love.
, how could they betray their family’s secular identity? So they love carefully.
That time they met Luo Xia by chance, it was during their secret vacation that they bought a farmhouse in the countryside of Carson City. The two lived there for a while, and then they happened to meet each other. Maybe it was him and
The ambiguity between Xiaowei was noticed by the family elders, so they ordered him to marry their destined person immediately.
After Luo Xia learned about this, she asked her to help them without hesitation to repay their kindness to her. In fact, Mo Jinghan did not need her repayment. It was fate that he saved her in the first place. If not for the discovery of her piano talent later,
Because of his love for talent, he might leave her in a nursing home at the right time.
Their feelings gradually settled down in their later lives, and gradually they trusted each other and talked to each other more than friends, but they were not lovers yet. After Luo Xia proposed, he accepted her help, and in order to cover up others' eyes and ears with Xiaowei
Together, he and she walked into the wedding church. There was no extravagance, but he truly became her husband in name.
He still remembers the expression on Luo Xia's face when she was wearing a wedding dress, which was sad, desperate and painful.
At that moment, he knew that she had remembered everything, including Nie Yunfeng. Even if there was no love between them, this marriage was just a show, but in the end it blocked her last hope for Nie Yunfeng.
I thought that the paranoia she had towards Nie Yunfeng, which she remembered even when she was autistic, was hatred, but on the contrary, it was love.
For her desperate love and to compensate for the sacrifice she made for herself, he secretly sent people to investigate Nie Yunfeng's current situation in China. He didn't think of this idea five years ago because he didn't care much at the time. But now he wants to
Find out the information about this person and tell Luo Xia.
The private detective did his job as expected, but in just a few months, a dozen of this man's information was handed over to him by fax. After reading the information, Mo Jinghan felt inexplicably shocked. This man named Nie Yunfeng had a colorful life.
.The gangster brother, the bar owner, and the psychological counselor, these three are not connected at all, but they are all embodied in him. A few years ago, in the gangland world where this man lived, his boss was arrested
He was imprisoned, but he was safe and sound. Does this mean that he has extraordinary abilities?
On the last page, there was a note stating that Nie Yunfeng had hired private detectives to look for a woman named Luo Xia in recent years, but found nothing and eventually gave up the investigation.
Mo Jinghan thought about it for a long time and showed all the information to Luo Xia. After her pupils shrank, she still reached out to take the information and started to read it one by one. Treating every piece of paper
After reading it carefully, she remained silent but looked stunned. Mo Jinghan knew that this matter would have an impact on her, so he didn't ask any questions and stayed with her.
Looking carefully at her eyebrows, I found that she was deep in thought, and then gradually revealed a sudden realization. I couldn't help but wonder, is there any secret hidden in the information?
Luo Xia raised her eyes and saw the doubt in his eyes. She did not hide it. You Ran opened the door. She said: It turns out that Nie Yunfeng is an undercover policeman. He was stunned for a long time at that time. He read the information over and over, and he really did not expect this.
Layer, I was thinking before that this man had some extraordinary abilities, but after she said this, I found out that it might be a fact.
In that case, only as a police officer could Nie Yunfeng escape unharmed after the sensational drug and gun case. But with this inference, he must know the person very well before he can commit the crime. Otherwise, just from the surface, it may even be
One would think this was an overthrowing coup by the underworld. Because after Na Lucheng stepped down, the black market in Roucheng was controlled by Nie Yunfeng. It took another two years before he retired and claimed to have washed his hands in a golden basin.
Here comes another contradiction. If the fact that Nie Yunfeng is a police undercover agent is established, then he made a great contribution in that case. Why did he not return to the police force, but now he is just a seemingly ordinary person? Of course.
Whether he still controls the black market behind the scenes, it would be difficult for a private detective to find out.
After hearing his doubts, Luo Xia only smiled and said: Because Nie Yunfeng has the blood of justice in his bones, but he still retains the loyalty of the world, otherwise how can he truly integrate into that dark world?
The blood of justice and the loyalty of Jianghu. As soon as the two were connected, Mo Jinghan understood it and realized that Luo Xia really knew this man thoroughly. Finally, he heard her lips parting in a low voice, speaking very softly.
, but I still heard it.
She said: Nie Yunfeng, you actually lied to me.
From then on, Luo Xia never mentioned a word about Nie Yunfeng, but she became more and more silent. She began to lose weight as if her bones were disappearing. It seemed that something was indulging in her heart and even died. The music that played continuously,
They were all tinged with an indelible sadness, and her whole body was shrouded in the mist of despair, like a withered flower, slowly withering.
Seeing Luo Xia like this, he had to find an excuse to come to China, to this city where Nie Yunfeng was. If her despair came from him, then only he could save her. After everything was arranged, he and Luo Xia
Xia said that she was going to attend a concert in China, but unexpectedly she nodded after being silent for a while and did not object.
The plan came true. Xiaowei could not arrange to accompany him for the time being. He would wait until the arrangements were made in Roucheng and then take him over quietly. After arriving in Roucheng, he would first arrange his residence and then take Luo Xia to look for the man mentioned in the investigation materials.
Jiaye Weiyang Bar. But that night, she saw another woman beside Nie Yunfeng. At that time, Luo Xia just stood there in a daze, looking at the tacit understanding and intimacy between that heroic woman and Nie Yunfeng.
Suddenly she walked out, and Mo Jinghan followed her. He didn't know what she was thinking, but he also knew that she was not feeling well. After accompanying him all the way to the car, he wanted to start the car. But she said wait, and cast his eyes on her.
Outside the car window.
In front of the bar, a man covered in dark clothes walked out quickly. He was looking around, and his heart moved. Could it be that he also saw summer just now? But after looking around, he found nothing and leaned against a car casually.
He raised his head and didn't know what he was thinking. Luo Xia moved and put his finger on the doorknob, as if he wanted to push the door open and go out.
But someone else came out of the bar, it was the woman who was dressed simply but with a striking figure. She chased her out and came to Nie Yunfeng. The two of them were whispering something. They were across the road and couldn't hear the conversation, but judging from the woman's expression
Looking at it, you knew it must be related to feelings. In that woman's eyes, there was a deep affection for Nie Yunfeng that could not be turned away.
Then, Nie Yunfeng took two steps forward, and the woman hugged him tightly from behind, but he did not break away...
Seeing that, Luo Xia couldn't stand it any longer, turned around, said softly about driving, and remained silent.
Mo Jinghan looked at the whole process, but could only sigh helplessly. After that, things slowly turned around. When he saw Luo Xia turning from gloomy to angry, he confirmed his idea that Nie Yunfeng was the one she could survive.
Deadly water source.
However, he did not expect that Nie Yunfeng would be a disaster in her life! Six years ago, and now again!
Mo Jinghan lowered his eyes and looked at the man sitting on the ground who was already in deep pain. He buried his head on his knees, a sound similar to a sob came out of his mouth, crying like a child.
This kind of Nie Yunfeng really makes people feel both happy and pitiful. What is happy is that all the hurts Luo Xia has suffered are finally known to this man and made him feel it personally; what is pitiful is that the man who is unyielding and unhurried is actually so sad at this moment.
Confess with tears. He thought, even at that moment of life and death, Nie Yunfeng had never cried.
But now, after hearing the pain endured by the woman he loved most, he cried like a child.
When he confronted him in the hospital last time, he asked: Do you want to see it? It means the marriage certificate between him and Luo Xia, but it is actually this sad past. Nie Yunfeng, do you want to see it?
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I thought I would spend the rest of my life in this confession until I died. I thought I was doing her best by pushing her away, but it turned out that I was the culprit of her life's disaster. How could this make me feel so embarrassed?