Mo Jinghan's heart was shocked. The sound came from the ajar door. It was very soft and weak. He stopped caring about Nie Yunfeng and quickly opened the door and walked in. Luo Xia, who was on the bed, was looking here with slightly opened eyes.
His eyes were clear and bright, unlike when he first woke up.
Did she hear everything he just said? Including the man outside the door crying uncontrollably?
There was no real emotion in Yingying's eyes. She only heard her say: "Jinghan, let him in, I want to talk to him." Her face was pale and she was hung up. She didn't have the strength at all, but she
He couldn't refuse the request.
Nodding, he turned around and walked out the door. Nie Yunfeng had raised his head at this time. The tears in his eyes had been wiped away, but the watermarks in his eyes were still clear. Mo Jinghan stared at him and then said coldly: "Summer has something to say.
Talk to you."
Nie Yunfeng was shocked, stood up with his hands on the ground, took a deep breath, and then walked past him into the ward.
Luo Xia quietly watched the man she loved walking toward her step by step. The emotions of necessity and sweetness and joy that she had seen a while ago had long since disappeared, leaving only deep pain. But it was not enough, and it was not hurt enough.
"I will never have another child," she said.
This matter was the deepest cancer in her heart. Why did she say it today? She was already prepared to let this past event rot in her heart, and it would rot with her in a few years. There was no need for him to ever know this past event.
existence, there is no need to know that she was once in the hospital bed, feeling her belly change from bulging to empty, feeling the loss of life.
Her child, her and his child, had survived in her belly for nearly seven months. It had already taken shape. Even if it was premature, it might have survived. But because of that environment, she missed the opportunity to save it.
She missed the opportunity and the child. It was the only inseparable flesh-and-blood connection between her and him in this world, but like the feelings of its parents, it came and went wrong.
When I woke up just now, I heard someone's voice outside the door. I listened carefully and realized that Mo Jinghan was talking about the past. I was originally frightened and wanted to stop him, but I was too weak to make a sound, so I could only silently listen to the sounds outside.
Her past was torn apart for someone to see. Listening to Mo Jinghan's story, it was like listening to someone else's story. She was even thinking, did those things really happen to her? That paragraph
During the days when she was immersed in her own world, there were some things she didn't remember, and some she deliberately tried to forget, so this was the first time she heard Mo Jinghan talk about them.
Later, as the story came to an end, she heard Nie Yunfeng's suppressed sobs, and she suddenly wanted to see him and see what he looked like when he could cry. In her memory, she had never seen him cry before.
Looking at Nie Yunfeng, who was as fragile as a baby, from this angle of lying on the bed, she had no desire to shed tears. How wonderful that when she saw him in pain, the pain in her heart was lessening. It turned out that not only happiness needs to be shared, but pain also needs to be shared.
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Those pains have been pressed for too long, and they have already pus, turned to blood, and begun to rot. If they are not dug out at once, they will always be a pain in the heart. And only he can share her pain, because half of it also belongs to him. She used to
I feel that all love can be wiped out, as long as you are desperate enough. But when you are desperate to the end but still can't forget your love for him, what else can you do except accept it?
Nie Yunfeng could no longer hold back the sadness in his heart, so he knelt beside Luo Xia's bed, held her hand, and cried deeply. His tears fell on her palm bit by bit and spread into the bed sheets. He never knew
I have so many tears. No matter what I have experienced, I would rather bury the pain in my heart. Even at that time, he was desperate and thought that Luo Xia would never be found again. He was just decaying in his heart and did not show it outside.
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The previous incident with Ali had already made him feel the pain of his skin. He also shed tears for it, but not to the extent of crying like this. At this time, there was pain that he had never experienced before, and those
Everything he didn't know happened to Luo Xia, whom he thought was safe and secure.
If it is fate that causes all this, then he is the hand that drives fate.
This tells him how to face her and how to think about those self-righteous things that were good for her, but they all became the culprits of hurting her. He left her alone in a foreign land, he made her lose her father and was helpless, and he made her feel heartbroken after losing her child.
Cheng Shang.
How painful it must be that you would rather erase the memory of him and just hide in your own closed world.
But now he couldn't find any words to express his regret to her except crying. When he slowly calmed down and looked up, he found that Luo Xia had fallen asleep again. She must have despaired of him again, and he
It hurt her once.
But Xia Tian, I still can't let you go, even after knowing your past.
Knowing those past events, he became more determined to be with her. No matter that Mo Jinghan said that he and Luo Xia really walked into the marriage hall, and the marriage certificate was still lying at home, they were indeed husband and wife. These were unacceptable.
He had to hold her hand tightly to refute the fact. Because he had no way to compensate her. Only by giving her happiness and soothing her pain could he make up for the guilt.
Let him spend his whole life repaying his debt to Luo Xia.
He took Luo Xia's hand and said over and over again in his heart: I'm sorry, I'm sorry...
In the next few days, Nie Yunfeng never left the ward, refusing to close his eyes, fearing that as soon as he closed his eyes, the person in front of him would disappear without a trace and would never be found again. He became more and more haggard, and his beard grew longer because he did not shave.
It came out, adding to the vicissitudes of life.
After Luo Xia woke up again, she stopped looking at him directly and ignored him completely, as if she couldn't see the dark shadows under his eyes getting deeper and deeper, and she couldn't see the bloodshot eyes in his eyes getting more and more. She
Just do it, don't chase people away, ignore them.
After Mo Jinghan and Xiao Wei arrived, she talked to them with a relaxed look. Nie Yunfeng was silent beside him, his eyes were so gloomy that Xiao Wei couldn't bear to see it. It was obvious that Luo Xia was intending to punish this man.
After all the wounds are opened.
In the end, Mo Jinghan couldn't bear it anymore and put sleeping pills in Nie Yunfeng's drinking water. Not long after, he fell down and fell asleep. When Luo Xia thought he had suddenly fainted, the look on his face suddenly changed and he even sat up from the bed.
I got up and wanted to get off the ground.
Mo Jinghan saw this in her eyes, she still cared about this man, no matter how wrong or miserable he was, she would still love him.
He immediately placed the person on the bed next to her to sleep. When he walked to the door, Mo Jinghan turned back to Luo Xia and said, "Summer, since you love him so much, why don't you let him go and let yourself go?
Are you torturing him or you?" Don't you know? The look in your eyes when you occasionally look at him is full of distress.
After saying that, he took Xiaowei's hand and left the ward, leaving behind a stunned Luo Xia.
In fact, she needs to think about many things by herself. No matter how much outsiders interfere, she has already done everything he can do for her. Whether she wants to be with Nie Yunfeng or not depends entirely on whether she can figure it out. Love is painful.
It's also love, but if you can't live without love, what about suffering?
To be honest, there was something about Nie Yunfeng's character that he admired. He thought that after his statement about the past, this man would be knocked down for at least a while and would not even be able to get up. However, he calmed down in a short period of time.
, and became more determined to be with Luo Xia.
From this alone, he felt that this man had a big heart. He did not dwell on the past, but only looked at the distance. Indeed, the only way out for him and Luo Xia was in the future.
If you dwell on the past, it will be harmful to everyone. Why not let go of the past and face the future?
When Nie Yunfeng woke up from a deep sleep, he opened his eyes and saw Luo Xia's bed being shaken up. She was sitting there, looking peacefully out of the window. She noticed the movement on his side and turned around to look at him, but there was no trace in her eyes.
That kind of deep, inexplicable hatred and resentment. He didn't know what happened, but he was also happy with her change.
The two people just stared silently, silently, and then understood each other's thoughts.
Nie Yunfeng thought that it might be a blessing in disguise. As long as Luo Xia was safe and sound, everything would have a chance to come back again.
A call came in, and it was from Xiaoxuan. She learned about what happened after their wedding, and she felt very guilty and wanted to come over to visit Luo Xia. Nie Yunfeng pressed the phone and asked her opinion with his eyes. Seeing her gently nodding, he
I answered Xiaoxuan on the other end of the phone.
Not long after, Xiaoxuan arrived at the hospital with her husband.
There was deep apology in their eyes, but they still could not hide the joy of the wedding, and their eyebrows were full of joy. During the period when Luo Xia and Xiaoxuan were cooperating with each other on wedding matters, the two had become good friends. Seeing such happiness
Xiaoxuan smiled and congratulated them on their happy wedding.
After the two of them left, Nie Yunfeng turned around and saw her expression of hesitation and yearning. He unconsciously pulled her hand and said, "Xia Tian, I can't make up for those seven years, but I will have the next seventy years."
I will love you well over the years and make you happy for the rest of your life." This is the only thing he can do.
The stark contrast between seven years and seventy years shocked Luo Xia. She looked directly into those sincere eyes and saw guilt, regret, and determination in his eyes. She was already relieved, and now she felt even more relieved.
I started to feel lucky that Nie Yunfeng never gave up his love for her, otherwise, her return would be meaningless.
Those seven years were torture for her, but hopeless waiting for him.
Fortunately, it turns out you are still here, you did not leave, and I am back.
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It may hurt to open the wound, but it also truly opens up the past. Only in this way can we truly be saved. This is the way out for you and me.