She has never seen Haitang so decadent. That jade cicada is too important to her.
"It broke because it was overloaded when I came to Yunqi Kingdom from modern times. Those sacks were too heavy. In fact, I heard the sound of breaking when I came here. I thought it would be repaired if I put it on the crystal. Unexpectedly, it was completely broken...
..." Haitang said.
Both Fangrong and Lao Bai felt very guilty.
If she didn't have to carry so many things, Yuchan wouldn't have exceeded the carrying capacity.
These are so good, no one can go back.
Haitang has never been hit by anything.
No matter what happens, she can handle it.
Only this one, when she watched the jade cicada disappear into ashes, an indescribable emotion arose in her heart. She was very low and depressed, as if the halo and many important things in her life had gone with the wind.
Same.
It's like I no longer own anything.
Every day, Haitang sits by the lake in a daze.
"You don't want to be a person influenced by emotions, so why did you collapse because of Yuchan? At least we are still together now, which is much better than any situation we encountered before, isn't it?" Datong comforted Haitang.
"But we are trapped here and can't get out. This is not a problem that chemistry can solve. I know nothing but chemistry. I am actually useless..." Haitang said.
"I know very well how great you are. Stop saying such frivolous things about yourself. God will punish you if you hear it." Datong said.
"I don't like this feeling, being trapped. Although Yunqi Country is very big, with forests and oceans, I still don't like being trapped, especially since you know that you were left behind because you couldn't leave. That's not true.
It's in line with our plan. I don't like things outside the plan. I really don't like it." Haitang was very anxious, and her anxiety could not be persuaded by Datong with a few words.
All the grievances and burdens I have shouldered over the past few years were lifted up by a little bit of my heart that I thought I had forgotten at the moment Yu Chan disappeared.
A vulnerable side emerges.
It turns out that I don’t want to hold up the sky independently. It turns out that I actually want to live under the wings of others. However, there are no such wings to protect me. That day, I have to hold up myself.
Over the past few years, Haitang has been really tired, so tired, until all the accumulated emotions poured down like a flood at this time.
Everyone was caught off guard, thinking that this was not the real Haitang and that she had been stimulated in some way.
Where has that strong, brave and forbearing person gone?
Datong originally thought that Haitang would be fine after a few days of rest, but for a while he couldn't accept the fact that the jade cicada was broken.
But a few days later, Haitang was still sitting by the lake in despair all day long, not knowing what to look at. It was clear that there was only lake water.
"Haitang, everyone likes you as you were before. Promise me, don't be like this anymore. Let's get your old self back quickly." Datong would take some time to come to the lake to see Haitang every day.
Every time, she is definitely here.
"Oh, you liked me in the past because you didn't have to pay for this family. Everything was done by me. I also took on the responsibilities you should bear. You were very relaxed, but I was very tired, and you
You only saw my smile, but you didn’t know how tired I was, and how I wished someone could help me, but at that time you were doing things that proved to be useless." Haitang said seriously, without looking at him.