When Zhou Xiaoxue returned home, she unexpectedly saw the light in the study room was on and couldn't help but stop.
Meng's father's study is on the second floor, and the study on the third floor belongs exclusively to Meng Feifan. He should still be in the company at this time. Could it be that there is something wrong with the company.
Zhou Xiaoxue stretched out her hand to open the door and saw her husband who was alone and lost in thought, "Extraordinary!"
Meng Feifan raised his head, looking at her with a scrutinizing look in his brown eyes, and noticed when his wife became a complete stranger.
My thoughts suddenly became complicated.
"Xiaoxue, I heard mom said you just went out to meet friends?"
Zhou Xiaoxue felt a little unnatural. She took a few steps forward. Her husband never interfered with the friends she made. "Well, we met with friends for some tea."
"Is it with Jinse and the others?" Meng Feifan didn't seem to notice Zhou Xiaoxue's face suddenly stiffen. He then smiled warmly and said to himself, "I remember you were very close before, but I rarely see you in contact now. I feel more at ease now."
"What are you worried about?"
Zhou Xiaoxue blurted out subconsciously.
Meng Feifan smiled lightly and said, "It is said that after a woman gets married, she will shift the focus of her life to her husband and lose contact with her friends. If because of this, you lose Jinse, a good friend, I will blame myself."
"How come."
Zhou Xiaoxue suddenly felt that her smile was bitter.
"What's wrong? Are you unhappy?" Meng Feifan asked with concern.
"without."
Zhou Xiaoxue's heart became heavy, and she smiled reluctantly, "I'm feeling a little unwell, so I'm going to rest first."
Her legs were filled with lead, and they were too heavy to lift. Without even taking a step, Zhou Xiaoxue felt extremely uncomfortable. Now that she has reached this point, she has no way to turn back.
Meng Feifan looked at his wife leaving with some disappointment in his eyes. They have been married for many years, is he really not worthy of her trust?
"Xiao Xue!"
Zhou Xiaoxue paused slightly.
"Are you hiding something from me?"
Zhou Xiaoxue turned around and smiled forcefully, "How could it be possible? You are overthinking."
Her smile was so pale and weak, and the hesitation in her heart made her feel as uncomfortable as being baked on a fire rack.
"Xiaoxue, you and I are husband and wife. You must always remember that I am your husband. No matter what happens, don't be afraid. I will help you with it."
Zhou Xiaoxue's eyes were filled with heat, and a kind of transparent liquid was about to rush out. She felt that she was finally worth it, but this moment came a little late.
She really wanted to ask him.
Feifan, why couldn't you look at me more back then?
One look, just one look.
Maybe she wouldn't do that kind of thing.
"I know, thank you very much!"
Zhou Xiaoxue suddenly stepped forward, hugged Meng Feifan tightly and kissed his lips, then let go and staggered out of the study.
The air here was so thin that she felt like she couldn't breathe.
In the study, Meng Feifan sat alone in front of the window, looking at a stack of documents on the table. One by one, they were neatly packed into a portfolio. The lighter flicked on, and the documents in his hand quickly turned into ashes before his eyes. , so everything disappeared.
There was struggle in his eyes. Because his first love ended in vain, he went to the United States to heal his emotional wounds alone in a foreign country. The appearance of Zhou Xiaoxue made him gradually come out of that shadow. The reason why he allowed her to approach him in the first place was because she was Just Jinse's friend.
After three years of sincere companionship, clinging to each other for warmth, the two fell in love with each other for a long time, and love sprouted in their hearts. However, because of the unforgettable emotional pain in his heart, he wandered and struggled. When he learned the news that Su Jinse was getting married far away in China, he Finally choose to rest assured.
I remember that day, the sun was shining brightly and the weather was fine. He looked at the woman who had been silently guarding him and said, "Xiaoxue, let's get married!"
He spent three years to commemorate his love and adjust his mentality so that his next love could gradually sprout.
The husband and wife have been sleeping together for seven years and have known each other well. They have a tacit understanding and have never blushed once. Only then did Meng Feifan understand that whether the shoes fit well or not, he can only know if he wears them himself.
Su Jinse taught him how to love. After that, he became calmer over time and gave you all his tenderness to a woman named Zhou Xiaoxue.
He loved Zhou Xiaoxue, and he knew it clearly from the moment they were together.
Love is like a battle, whoever falls in love first loses first.
He loves this woman, so he can tolerate all her misdeeds and mistakes.
Who didn't make mistakes when they were young? The reason why Xiaoxue treated Su Jinse like that back then was because of him, because people will always be blinded and make wrong choices.
Let both of them bear the responsibility for the mistakes they made before!
Jinse, when thinking of this name, Meng Feifan felt faintly distressed in his heart. He could not imagine what happened to that always strong woman because Xiaoxue made a wrong decision out of jealousy.
Meng Feifan let out a long sigh, it was the couple who owed her.
Zhou Xiaoxue returned to the room, lay on the bed and fell asleep quickly. She had a dream. She dreamed that she was back in the past. After Jinse knew that she had done the thing, he asked her resentfully, "
Xiaoxue, why did you do this, why..."
She kept asking her why, like a mantra, it kept ringing in her ears. Zhou Xiaoxue stepped back step by step, and she kept apologizing, "Jinse, I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
She kept apologizing but was never forgiven by Jinse.
"Zhou Xiaoxue, I hate you. Do you know that you have ruined my life?"
"sorry……"
She only apologized.
She really knew she was wrong.
If she could make a new choice, she would never do that and push her best friend into the abyss.
She left her homeland with her debts. She never dared to return to her hometown or contact her former friends, just because she was afraid that one day the incident would come to light and Jinse would hate her!
They used to be so good and trust each other so much, but she betrayed her good friend because of her selfishness.
In the dream, Zhou Xiaoxue felt as if she had fallen into an abyss and could not get out. She was soaked with sweat and kept mumbling.
"Xiaoxue, wake up..." A voice sounded in my ears.
Who was calling her? The voice was so familiar.
Who is.
Meng Feifan looked at his wife who was having a nightmare with confusion. Xiaoxue must have been living with self-blame all these years. Seeing her wife like this, she must have regretted it, otherwise she would not repent like this in her dream again.
He hugged his wife tightly in his arms. He was her husband. No matter what happened, they had to face it together. He wanted to provide her with a peaceful harbor.
Perhaps his hug had an effect. Zhou Xiaoxue in his arms gradually calmed down and fell asleep, with only a clear and crystal tear falling from the corner of his eye.
Meng Feifan stretched out his hand to wipe it off for her, then hugged his wife and fell asleep.
Zhou Xiaoxue woke up the next day, her eyes were a little red and swollen, and she found that she couldn't move. Then she saw her husband sleeping next to her, and she was startled for a moment.
Meng Feifan has to go to the company every day, so he gets up very early. He is afraid of waking himself up, so he always moves lightly, so that every time she wakes up, she faces a cold big bed. If the sheets next to her are not wrinkled,
She almost wondered if he went home last night. It was rare to wake up together every morning and face the first ray of sunshine in the morning.
"morning!"
Meng Feifan kissed her forehead and wanted to say hello to her.
"You're not going to work today?" she blurted out.
A trace of guilt flashed in Meng Feifan's eyes. He spent too little time with her, "I'm on vacation today and will be at home with you!"
"How can this work? The company will not be in chaos."
Zhou Xiaoxue somewhat disapproved of his approach. She didn't want to be the woman who dragged men back.
Meng Feifan looked at her tenderly, "Each of them receives a high salary, but they can't even do their own jobs well, so what's the use of keeping them."
Zhou Xiaoxue was gradually relieved of her uneasy speculation. The woman didn't want her husband to spend more time with her when she was pregnant, and she was no exception.
Mother Meng was very concerned about her son not going to work today and resting at home. She was relieved when she learned that her son wanted to spend more time with his wife. She looked at them holding hands and looking like they were making love. It is inevitable for young couples to do this. Besides,
My daughter-in-law is still pregnant and she is here too. It would be nice for my son to spend more time with her.
After breakfast, Meng Feifan said to Zhou Xiaoxue, "Xiaoxue, why don't we visit Jinse today."
Snap——
The fruit in Zhou Xiaoxue's hand fell to the ground, and her face turned pale instantly.
A pair of fair and slender hands wiped her fingers carefully with a tissue, "You are such an old person, why are you so careless?"
Zhou Xiaoxue looked at her husband in a daze, trying to see the slightest emotion from his calm handsome face, but found that when he looked at her, she was filled with tenderness, which made her deeply trapped.
Maybe she was overthinking it.
"It's okay." She retracted her hand and asked casually, "Why do you want to visit Jinse?"
Meng Feifan smiled and said, "I met Mr. Yan a while ago and learned that Jinse is pregnant. You are good friends and you are both pregnant at the same time. We can communicate more together."
"Is Jinse pregnant?" Zhou Xiaoxue finally showed a smile on her face.
The guilt in her heart disappeared a little, and it seemed that Jinse was happy now.
"Yes." Meng Feifan tapped Zhou Xiaoxue's nose and chuckled, "You are so cute!"
Zhou Xiaoxue was a little stunned. Seeing her usually serious husband suddenly joking with her, such an intimate gesture made her face quietly blush. She looked around, but luckily Mother Meng didn't see it, so she felt relieved.
How should I behave if someone sees me like this?
Looking at his shy wife, the love in Meng Feifan's eyes gradually grew stronger.
Seeing that the woman he loved was still as innocent and shy as before, he knew that he had married the right person in his life.
At noon that day, the couple packed up, and Meng Feifan hugged his wife and went to Chunhua Garden together for a visit.
Zhou Xiaoxue looked at the nearby villa, suddenly stopped, became timid, and felt a sin in her heart.
Meng Feifan didn't seem to notice the underlying uneasiness in her heart and comforted her softly, "Let's go. Jinse is very happy to know that you are coming. Don't let her down!"