When Zhou Xiaoxue returned home, she unexpectedly saw the light in the study room was on and couldn't help but stop.
Meng's father's study is on the second floor, and the study on the third floor belongs exclusively to Meng Feifan. He should still be in the company at this time. Could it be that there is something wrong with the company.
Zhou Xiaoxue stretched out her hand to open the door and saw her husband who was alone and lost in thought, "Extraordinary!"
Meng Feifan raised his head, looking at her with a scrutinizing look in his brown eyes, and noticed when his wife became a complete stranger.
My thoughts suddenly became complicated.
"Xiaoxue, I heard mom said you just went out to meet friends?"
Zhou Xiaoxue felt a little unnatural. She took a few steps forward. Her husband never interfered with the friends she made. "Well, we met with friends for some tea."
"Is it with Jinse and the others?" Meng Feifan didn't seem to notice Zhou Xiaoxue's face suddenly stiffen. He then smiled warmly and said to himself, "I remember you were very close before, but I rarely see you in contact now. I feel more at ease now."
"What are you worried about?"
Zhou Xiaoxue blurted out subconsciously.
Meng Feifan smiled lightly and said, "It is said that after a woman gets married, she will shift the focus of her life to her husband and lose contact with her friends. If because of this, you lose Jinse, a good friend, I will blame myself."
"How come."
Zhou Xiaoxue suddenly felt that her smile was bitter.
"What's wrong? Are you unhappy?" Meng Feifan asked with concern.
"without."
Zhou Xiaoxue's heart became heavy, and she smiled reluctantly, "I'm feeling a little unwell, so I'm going to rest first."
Her legs were filled with lead, and they were too heavy to lift. Without even taking a step, Zhou Xiaoxue felt extremely uncomfortable. Now that she has reached this point, she has no way to turn back.
Meng Feifan looked at his wife leaving with some disappointment in his eyes. They have been married for many years, is he really not worthy of her trust?
"Xiao Xue!"
Zhou Xiaoxue paused slightly.
"Are you hiding something from me?"
Zhou Xiaoxue turned around and smiled forcefully, "How could it be possible? You are overthinking."
Her smile was so pale and weak, and the hesitation in her heart made her feel as uncomfortable as being baked on a fire rack.
"Xiaoxue, you and I are husband and wife. You must always remember that I am your husband. No matter what happens, don't be afraid. I will help you with it."
Zhou Xiaoxue's eyes were filled with heat, and a kind of transparent liquid was about to rush out. She felt that she was finally worth it, but this moment came a little late.
She really wanted to ask him.
Feifan, why couldn't you look at me more back then?
One look, just one look.
Maybe she wouldn't do that kind of thing.
"I know, thank you very much!"
Zhou Xiaoxue suddenly stepped forward, hugged Meng Feifan tightly and kissed his lips, then let go and staggered out of the study.
The air here was so thin that she felt like she couldn't breathe.
In the study, Meng Feifan sat alone in front of the window, looking at a stack of documents on the table. One by one, they were neatly packed into a portfolio. The lighter flicked on, and the documents in his hand quickly turned into ashes before his eyes. , so everything disappeared.
There was struggle in his eyes. Because his first love ended in vain, he went to the United States to heal his emotional wounds alone in a foreign country. The appearance of Zhou Xiaoxue made him gradually come out of that shadow. The reason why he allowed her to approach him in the first place was because she was Just Jinse's friend.
After three years of sincere companionship, clinging to each other for warmth, the two fell in love with each other for a long time, and love sprouted in their hearts. However, because of the unforgettable emotional pain in his heart, he wandered and struggled. When he learned the news that Su Jinse was getting married far away in China, he Finally choose to rest assured.
I remember that day, the sun was shining brightly and the weather was fine. He looked at the woman who had been silently guarding him and said, "Xiaoxue, let's get married!"
He spent three years to commemorate his love and adjust his mentality so that his next love could gradually sprout.
The husband and wife have been sleeping together for seven years and have known each other well. They have a tacit understanding and have never blushed once. Only then did Meng Feifan understand that whether the shoes fit well or not, he can only know if he wears them himself.
Su Jinse taught him how to love. After that, he became calmer over time and gave you all his tenderness to a woman named Zhou Xiaoxue.
He loved Zhou Xiaoxue, and he knew it clearly from the moment they were together.
Love is like a battle, whoever falls in love first loses first.
He loves this woman, so he can tolerate all her misdeeds and mistakes.
Who didn't make mistakes when they were young? The reason why Xiaoxue treated Su Jinse like that back then was because of him, because people will always be blinded and make wrong choices.
Let both of them bear the responsibility for the mistakes they made before!
Jinse, when thinking of this name, Meng Feifan felt faintly distressed in his heart. He could not imagine what happened to that always strong woman because Xiaoxue made a wrong decision out of jealousy.
Meng Feifan let out a long sigh, it was the couple who owed her.
Zhou Xiaoxue returned to the room, lay on the bed and fell asleep quickly. She had a dream. She dreamed that she was back in the past. After Jinse knew that she had done the thing, he asked her resentfully, "
Xiaoxue, why did you do this, why..."
She kept asking her why, like a mantra, it kept ringing in her ears. Zhou Xiaoxue stepped back step by step, and she kept apologizing, "Jinse, I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
She kept apologizing but was never forgiven by Jinse.
"Zhou Xiaoxue, I hate you. Do you know that you have ruined my life?"
"sorry……"
She only apologized.
She really knew she was wrong.
If she could make a new choice, she would never do that and push her best friend into the abyss.
She left her homeland with her debts. She never dared to return to her hometown or contact her former friends, just because she was afraid that one day the incident would come to light and Jinse would hate her!
They used to be so good and trust each other so much, but she betrayed her good friend because of her selfishness.
In the dream, Zhou Xiaoxue felt as if she had fallen into an abyss and could not get out. She was soaked with sweat and kept mumbling.
"Xiaoxue, wake up..." A voice sounded in my ears.
Who was calling her? The voice was so familiar.
Who is.
Meng Feifan looked at his wife who was having a nightmare with confusion. Xiaoxue must have been living with self-blame all these years. Seeing her wife like this, she must have regretted it, otherwise she would not repent like this in her dream again.
He hugged his wife tightly in his arms. He was her husband. No matter what happened, they had to face it together. He wanted to provide her with a peaceful harbor.
Perhaps his hug had an effect. Zhou Xiaoxue in his arms gradually calmed down and fell asleep, with only a clear and crystal tear falling from the corner of his eye.
Meng Feifan stretched out his hand to wipe it off for her, then hugged his wife and fell asleep.
Zhou Xiaoxue woke up the next day, her eyes were a little red and swollen, and she found that she couldn't move. Then she saw her husband sleeping next to her, and she was startled for a moment.
Meng Feifan has to go to the company every day, so he gets up very early. He is afraid of waking himself up, so he always moves lightly, so that every time she wakes up, she faces a cold big bed. If the sheets next to her are not wrinkled,
She almost wondered if he went home last night. It was rare to wake up together every morning and face the first ray of sunshine in the morning.
"morning!"
Meng Feifan kissed her forehead and wanted to say hello to her.
"You're not going to work today?" she blurted out.
A trace of guilt flashed in Meng Feifan's eyes. He spent too little time with her, "I'm on vacation today and will be at home with you!"
"How can this work? The company will not be in chaos."
Zhou Xiaoxue somewhat disapproved of his approach. She didn't want to be the woman who dragged men back.
Meng Feifan looked at her tenderly, "Each of them receives a high salary, but they can't even do their own jobs well, so what's the use of keeping them."
Zhou Xiaoxue was gradually relieved of her uneasy speculation. The woman didn't want her husband to spend more time with her when she was pregnant, and she was no exception.
Mother Meng was very concerned about her son not going to work today and resting at home. She was relieved when she learned that her son wanted to spend more time with his wife. She looked at them holding hands and looking like they were making love. It is inevitable for young couples to do this. Besides,
My daughter-in-law is still pregnant and she is here too. It would be nice for my son to spend more time with her.
After breakfast, Meng Feifan said to Zhou Xiaoxue, "Xiaoxue, why don't we visit Jinse today."
Snap——
The fruit in Zhou Xiaoxue's hand fell to the ground, and her face turned pale instantly.
A pair of fair and slender hands wiped her fingers carefully with a tissue, "You are such an old person, why are you so careless?"
Zhou Xiaoxue looked at her husband in a daze, trying to see the slightest emotion from his calm handsome face, but found that when he looked at her, she was filled with tenderness, which made her deeply trapped.
Maybe she was overthinking it.
"It's okay." She retracted her hand and asked casually, "Why do you want to visit Jinse?"
Meng Feifan smiled and said, "I met Mr. Yan a while ago and learned that Jinse is pregnant. You are good friends and you are both pregnant at the same time. We can communicate more together."
"Is Jinse pregnant?" Zhou Xiaoxue finally showed a smile on her face.
The guilt in her heart disappeared a little, and it seemed that Jinse was happy now.
"Yes." Meng Feifan tapped Zhou Xiaoxue's nose and chuckled, "You are so cute!"
Zhou Xiaoxue was a little stunned. Seeing her usually serious husband suddenly joking with her, such an intimate gesture made her face quietly blush. She looked around, but luckily Mother Meng didn't see it, so she felt relieved.
How should I behave if someone sees me like this?
Looking at his shy wife, the love in Meng Feifan's eyes gradually grew stronger.
Seeing that the woman he loved was still as innocent and shy as before, he knew that he had married the right person in his life.
At noon that day, the couple packed up, and Meng Feifan hugged his wife and went to Chunhua Garden together for a visit.
Zhou Xiaoxue looked at the nearby villa, suddenly stopped, became timid, and felt a sin in her heart.
Meng Feifan didn't seem to notice the underlying uneasiness in her heart and comforted her softly, "Let's go. Jinse is very happy to know that you are coming. Don't let her down!"
Su Jinse learned that Zhou Xiaoxue and his wife were coming to visit today, so she waited at home early.
She had just become pregnant. She had taken a lot of medicines in the United States, which were very toxic. Her physical condition was a bit poor, and the pregnancy test showed that the fetus was unstable. Yan Jue has been working at home recently to accompany her.
When she met Zhou Xiaoxue, Su Jinse's first sight was her swollen belly. Probably because she was pregnant herself, she also paid special attention to other people's belly.
"Xiao Xue."
Su Jinse and Yan Jue stood at the door, looking at her with smiles.
The hand she was holding suddenly became stronger. Zhou Xiaoxue looked back and saw that Meng Feifan was looking at her with encouraging eyes. She turned around and stepped forward to give Su Jinse a hug.
After a long-lost hug, only she knew how complicated Zhou Xiaoxue's mood was at the moment.
Zhou Xiaoxue put aside her inner self-blame and chatted with Su Jinse. The two seemed to have returned to the intimacy they had in college.
Su Jinse missed that feeling very much. She held Zhou Xiaoxue's hand and said with emotion, "Xiaoxue, I'm married and have children now, and we're pregnant together. I'm really happy."
Su Jinse will never forget that Zhou Xiaoxue, who always defended her and stood up for her in college, even beat up Du Weiwei for her. From that time on, she told herself that good friends should be lifelong friends.
"Yes, time flies so fast." Zhou Xiaoxue said.
It was too late to miss it, and everything was desolate.
When guests came to the house, Sister Ling rarely prepared a table of delicious dishes to entertain the guests.
After eating, Zhou Xiaoxue went to the bathroom. Meng Feifan took this opportunity to walk towards Su Jinse who was sitting alone in the garden, "Jinse, let's talk!"
Su Jinse raised her head, looked at Meng Feifan and couldn't help but smile and asked, "Senior, why is it so serious?"
Probably because she saw Zhou Xiaoxue and Meng Feifan getting along so well, Su Jinse was happy for them and couldn't help but call him out by the name she used to call him at school.
"Jinse, what kind of person is Xiaoxue in your heart?"
Zhou Xiaoxue went to the toilet and suddenly came back to get tissues. She suddenly stopped. Her movements were faster than her reaction, and she subconsciously hid under the flower vines. This scene was fully visible to Yan Jue standing on the balcony, with dark eyes like The dark night is as dark and cold as the stars.
Su Jinse sensed something was wrong and asked with concern, "Senior, is there something wrong between you and Xiaoxue?"
In her opinion, there must be some problem between the couple, so Meng Feifan deliberately avoided Xiaoxue and talked to her alone. But today, it seemed that the tacit understanding between the two of them was very good, and it didn't look like there was any conflict at all.
"No." Meng Feifan couldn't help but laugh, and he continued, "Just asking casually."
However, Su Jinse noticed the movement under the flower vines not far away. An idea flashed in her mind, and she suddenly asked mischievously, "Senior, do you love Xiaoxue?"
Meng Feifan was stunned for a moment, then said without hesitation, "Love."
The people under the flower vines moved, then calmed down. Su Jinse had already guessed who was hiding who. In order to help her friends and promote their relationship as husband and wife, Su Jinse joked, "Oh? What a love!"
Meng Feifan didn't know what was going on, so he answered these questions cooperatively, "Maybe a lifetime is not enough!"
The smile in Su Jinse's eyes grew stronger and stronger, and she subconsciously glanced at the flower vine. Xiaoxue should be relieved now.
Meng Feifan was deep in thought at the moment and did not notice Su Jinse's movements at all. Zhou Xiaoxue, who was hiding in the flower trellis, also felt that she was not listening at all. She was about to come out, but suddenly stopped.
"Jinse, I apologize to you for what Xiaoxue did before!"
"Senior, what's wrong?"
"sorry……"
"..."
Meng Feifan knew that as long as he told these things, he would be implicated by Yan Jue, but if he did something wrong, he must have the courage to admit it. For many years of marriage, he had always felt that Zhou Xiaoxue had something hidden in her heart. No matter how he asked, she would
She didn't want to talk about it, and she only dreamed about it at midnight. In her dream, she kept apologizing, regretting and crying, which made her feel distressed at the same time.
He is her husband, and he must support her. He will take care of everything Xiaoxue does.
Su Jinse was so quiet at this time that it was a bit scary. She looked at Meng Feifan's opening and closing mouth calmly, her eyes were like a dead fish, and the light in her eyes was getting darker and darker.
She never imagined that her acquaintance with Yan Jue because of an accident would now become a deliberate act, and she had always believed that relying on good friends would treat her like this.
The memories of the past were opened up. If she had not escaped those two men and met Yan Jue that night, what different experiences would she have had in this life.
There was a power roaring in her mind, and she kept trying to break free and release...
"Jinse, Xiaoxue did this because of me. This year she has been repenting and feeling guilty about you. She locked herself in a cage and tortured herself slowly. She also doesn't want to lose you as a good friend.
, don’t hate her.”
Over the years, his wife has been reluctant to socialize and often shuts herself in her room. Meng Feifan couldn't help but think of the medicine he accidentally saw on the table, which was specially used to treat patients with depression. From then on, he slowly began to
I slowly noticed some changes in my wife.
Meng Feifan wanted to take her place for the ignorance and mistakes he made back then, if possible, so he would bear all the pain alone.
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Anti-theft chapter.
One hour later, zoom in on the ending and the book is finished.
Meng Feifan knew that as long as he told these things, he would be implicated by Yan Jue, but if he did something wrong, he must have the courage to admit it. For many years of marriage, he had always felt that Zhou Xiaoxue had something hidden in her heart. No matter how he asked, she would
She didn't want to talk about it, and she only dreamed about it at midnight. In her dream, she kept apologizing, regretting and crying, which made her feel distressed at the same time.
He is her husband, and he must support her. He will take care of everything Xiaoxue does.
Su Jinse was so quiet at this time that it was a bit scary. She looked at Meng Feifan's opening and closing mouth calmly, her eyes were like a dead fish, and the light in her eyes was getting darker and darker.
She never imagined that her acquaintance with Yan Jue because of an accident would now become a deliberate act, and she had always believed that relying on good friends would treat her like this.
The memories of the past were opened up. If she had not escaped those two men and met Yan Jue that night, what different experiences would she have had in this life.
There was a power roaring in her mind, and she kept trying to break free and release...
"Jinse, Xiaoxue did this because of me. This year she has been repenting and feeling guilty about you. She locked herself in a cage and tortured herself slowly. She also doesn't want to lose you as a good friend.
, don’t hate her.”
Over the years, his wife was unwilling to socialize and often locked herself in her room. Meng Feifan couldn't help but think of the medicine he accidentally saw on the table, which was specially used to treat patients with depression. From then on, he slowly began to
I slowly noticed some changes in my wife.
Meng Feifan wanted to take her place for the ignorance and mistakes he made back then, if possible, so he would bear all the pain alone.
***
Anti-theft chapter.
One hour later, zoom in on the ending and the book is finished.