Only then did Gu Yanshen realize what kind of action he had just done. He was shocked. He didn't expect that he had subconsciously made such an action out of rage.
In fact, how could he be willing to beat her?
If you can't bear to touch her, how can you hit her?
But what she just said touched his bottom line. She opened and closed her mouth to involve this matter with his mother. In this case, even if he knew that she was just angry for a moment and kept her words, for him
, it seems like she is cursing her mother.
People are like that sometimes.
For anyone, he can face everything calmly, even life and death, he may not blink an eye, but when he meets Shen Zijin, probably all principles and calmness can be compromised.
But no matter what, how could he really attack her?
The man's hand that was frozen in mid-air suddenly fell down in the next second, but landed on the side of Zijin's cheek. Then the sliding door behind him banged loudly. The next second, Zijin was in extreme panic.
The sound of breaking glass was heard.
Her breathing paused subconsciously, because of human instinctive reaction, when the man's fist came down, she turned her face away and closed her eyes.
When she opened her eyes, the man in front of her was staring at her for an instant. His deep eyes were filled with a scarlet and bloodthirsty light. He was trying his best to suppress his anger, but even so, Zi
Jin still feels uncomfortable.
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"You don't have to be afraid of me, I won't hit you."
He suddenly said something in a hoarse voice and stepped back slightly, but that cold aura still followed him like a shadow.
Zijin felt like there was a mouthful of blood stuck in his throat, as if he could spit out a mouthful of blood when he opened his mouth - maybe you wouldn't hit me, but just now subconsciously, you still wanted to drop your hand.
It felt like I was just a broken doll who wanted to be trampled under his feet when he was angry.
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They had never had such a fierce quarrel. Sometimes she really thought that maybe she could hide behind him for the rest of her life and be loved and loved by him. With a man like him protecting her from the wind and rain, she
There is nothing to worry about.
Therefore, from the beginning, she was accused of being "faithful" and stayed with him without hesitation. So later, she would rather forget that he was actually Qiao Shiyun's son and still want to be with him. So later, she saw
When her parents endured so much hardship because of Qiao Shiyun, she still had to ignore it...
Does she really feel nothing at all?
Why can't she see her mother suffering so much pain? Because she thinks that how selfish she is, she can see how much pain her parents are suffering.
She knew that this kind of mentality was actually something she brought upon herself.
She can know how good Gu Yanshen is, but what can her parents understand? What they see is Gu Yanshen, who is also Qiao Shijun's son. There are too many parents in this world who compromise for their children, but in the case of her mother
After suffering such a big blow, she was able to face Gu Yanshen calmly because of herself.
That day Tao Wantian asked her in a clear mind - Zijin, do you really love Gu Yanshen? But he is also Qiao Shiyun's son, can he really deny his relatives?
——Zi Jin, mother still wants you to be happy, but... maybe mother is a bit old-fashioned, but it's hard to say what you said about inheritance... In fact, mother is quite afraid that Gu Yanshen also has elements of Qiao Shijun in his bones, Zi Jin
, Mom may be a little pedantic, but...but you still have to think clearly...
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How could she not know her mother's concerns?
But in the end, she said firmly every word: "Mom, you don't understand Gu Yanshen. He is very good to me. There will never be another person in this world who treats me better than him."
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In fact, they have gone through so many ups and downs together, she understands him, and she also knows that he always puts himself first in everything he does.
But he didn't know that she actually wanted to give her kidney to her mother because she wanted to "make up for it."
She knew that her thoughts were actually nonsense. There would be no parent in the world who wanted their children to have a hard time, but what could she do? She only had to think about the fact that in the past five years, she had killed someone who had harmed her parents.
She felt too sad to treat her enemy as her benefactor.
She wanted to do something, but now she was in this situation.
What makes her sad is not that Gu Yanshen is so domineering. What makes her sad is that he never seems to be able to understand her starting point in this matter. He always thinks that she can do nothing and do nothing.
Think about it, just be his Shen Zijin. But although Shen Zijin is happy with Gu Yanshen, he cannot lose his soul and opinion.
She is not a porcelain doll, she cannot live as long as he has his love.
He was always like this, saying every time - Zijin, just hide behind me and let me handle everything for you.
She can hide behind him, or she can let him handle everything, but she still has thoughts, and sometimes she wants to do something. Why is she so useless in his opinion?
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Her temples were throbbing and painful, and tears kept falling. She had never felt like her heart was blocked by something. She really felt like there was a spider covering the top of her head.
, it could cover her up at any time, and she would be like an insect with no way to escape.
She couldn't continue to confront him, she was afraid that she would collapse, and she couldn't bear his ruthless and cold eyes.
Zijin stretched out his hand to push Gu Yanshen away and moved his body. Unexpectedly, the glass that was smashed by Gu Yanshen suddenly fell down due to the slightest touch on her back. Neither of them probably thought about it, but they were stunned.
In a few seconds, the broken glass fell down and landed on Zijin's head and back. She didn't have time to dodge. Some of the sharp corners had already scratched her delicate skin, causing a stinging pain on the back of her neck.
Feeling that, Zijin shrank his neck subconsciously.
Gu Yanshen's body stiffened, and he instinctively reached out to protect her, but he didn't want to be blocked by Zi Jin.
"…………"
It seemed that the stiffness and silence just now had eased the excitement of the two people, and now the broken glass that suddenly fell down probably stung one of Gu Yanshen's nerves at once, and he suddenly realized something——
In fact, what I always hope for is that she can be by his side well?
Why couldn't he help saying those words to her? In fact, as soon as he said it, he probably regretted it.
Zi Jin lowered his eyes. The skin on the back of her neck was cut by broken glass, and blood seeped out. Gu Yanshen felt even more distressed and guilty, but he still pursed his lips and didn't say anything. He heard her reach out and pull.
Open the sliding door to leave.
He grabbed her and asked, "Where are you going?"
Zijin only struggled for a moment and made no sound.
Gu Yan was silent. After a moment, he slowly let go of his hand and said, "You don't have to leave, I'll just leave."
He really left, leaving her with a room of loneliness and loneliness after a fierce argument.
Zijin has always felt that she is the happiest woman. Although she has encountered things that others have never encountered, and although her life is really bumpy, she feels that God still cares about her, because when she was the most helpless,
While taking measures, you can also meet Gu Yanshen.
Someone once said, "Once you meet Yang Guo, you will be in trouble forever."
For her, isn't it "once you meet someone profound, you will love her forever"?
She had been with him all this way, and she didn't know how many accusations she had to bear. She never cared about it, because she always firmly believed that the whole world he could give her would be able to block any rumors.
But it turned out that what she had always seen was his gentle and gentle look. After he removed that layer of gentleness for her, the Gu Yanshen she saw made her so scared and unfamiliar.
.
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Looking at herself in the mirror, her face was pale and her eyes were red. It was as if her soul had been sucked out of her whole body. She was a person who had been cared for by someone for a long time. Suddenly, that person abandoned her and turned around.
As soon as she left, she felt uncomfortable, as if the end of the world had come.
The wound on the back of her neck hurt vaguely, but nothing mattered anymore. She didn't even take a shower or wash her face. She just walked into the bedroom like a wandering spirit, dragging her tired and scarred body, and even *
It was no use, so I just lay down on the sofa.
She stretched out her hands and hugged her knees, bending her body like a baby. She didn't know if it was because it was too cold, but she was shivering, but she didn't notice it.
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Gu Huimin put on a cashmere sweater and hurried out of the bedroom. The aunt who had been taking care of her said: "...Madam, this late at night, the young master suddenly came over. His face seemed not to be very good. I asked
Did he eat or not? He ignored me."
"It's okay, you go and rest, I'll go take a look."
Gu Huimin pulled on her coat and walked towards the living room. All the way there, she saw her son sitting on the sofa at home. He was smoking, his posture was a bit lonely, and he seemed to be in a mood.
It's indeed not very good.
In fact, he hasn't been to her place for a long time. Gu Huimin also knows that he must have a lot of things to deal with recently. Anyway, he doesn't have anything particularly important, so he hasn't looked for him and occasionally called him.
, and also asked about his current situation, but I didn’t expect that he would suddenly come over today.
"Mom, are you disturbing your rest?"
Gu Yanshen heard the footsteps and reached out to dust off the cigarette. He probably felt it was inappropriate, so he simply crushed the cigarette and threw it into the trash can nearby. He stood up and Gu Huimin walked over with a smile, "
You see, it’s only around 10 o’clock now, and I’ve been sleeping late lately, but why are you here so suddenly? Have you eaten?”
"have eaten."
Gu Yanshen's voice was light, and there was no emotion at all, but after all, he was his son, born in ten months of pregnancy. His eyebrows moved, and for what reason, it is impossible for a mother to not see it, "Yan
Shen, did something happen?"
From what I can think of, the only person who would affect Gu Yanshen is probably Shen Zijin.
She sighed, "I know that Zijin's parents have returned to City C recently. Her mother's condition is not very good, right? Or... it's because of your father, Yan Shen..."
"Mom, I'm suddenly a little hungry again. Are there any of the wontons you used to make for me?"
He changed the topic so obviously, and Gu Huimin probably understood in her heart that it was really related to Shen Zijin, and maybe Qiao Shiyun or herself... Although she didn't quite know what happened to the Shen family back then.
, but after such a long time, how could she still not know that it was actually related to Qiao Shiyun to some extent.
Because of this, she has never participated in this matter because her identity is still sensitive.
But at this moment, she obviously felt that her son was changing the subject. She followed his intention and nodded, "Yes, there is it in the refrigerator, then I will make it for you."
Gu Yanshen said in a deep voice, "Thank you, Mom."
"Tell me how to thank you, then sit down for a while and I'll be right back."
About a minute later, Gu Huimin came out with wontons. They were piping hot. She hadn't made food for her son for a long time. In fact, she was quite happy. She watched Gu Yanshen take off his coat and roll up the sleeves of his shirt.
, eating with gusto, the smile on her lips became even deeper.
"Nothing? Has mom's craftsmanship deteriorated?"
"No, it's delicious."
"There are always these ingredients in the refrigerator. I know you like to eat them. If you don't eat them after a while, I will ask Auntie to replace them. I didn't expect that you came over today and you can eat more if you like it. Last time
When Jin lived here, I found that the girl didn't know how to cook. I guess you still have to let the nanny cook when you live together. But I wanted to teach her how to cook that day. She knew you liked it and wanted to learn it.
It was later..."
"mom."
Gu Yanshen paused while holding the spoon. He swallowed the last bit of soup in his throat, interrupted Gu Huimin's voice, and suddenly said: "I'm sorry, Mom, I haven't seen you for a long time. Do you think I
Very unfilial?"
"Silly boy, what are you talking about? I know you are busy and I know you are good to me. I don't need you to run to me all day long."
She knew that Gu Yanshen had something on his mind today. Every time he mentioned Zijin, he would deliberately change the subject. Now he couldn't help but asked, "Yanshen, has something happened? Since
You definitely want to talk to me when you come here. If you have anything, just tell mom, maybe I can help you share the burden..."
Gu Yan pursed his lips deeply, moved his long fingers slightly, and the sound of the spoon gently touching the porcelain was very abrupt. He ate most of it, but put down the spoon, paused, and then spoke, but he did not answer the question, "
Mom, has Qiao Shiyun ever looked for you?"
"…………"
Gu Huimin was a little surprised, but then she became calm again. She nodded and said, "I have looked for him several times."
She gathered her coat and continued: "Just two days ago, he just called me and didn't say anything to me. He probably just wanted to know how I was doing. He knew I lived here, so he
Just... just gossip."
Gu Yanshen said "hmm" and wanted to get a cigarette to smoke again. Seeing this, Gu Huimin quickly stretched out her hand to hold him down, "Stop smoking. Yanshen, mom knows that you are hiding something in your heart, and it's probably with you."
It has something to do with my father and Zijin, but have you been a bit aggressive in smoking recently? I still remember that Zijin told me this when he was here last time. Smoking is not good for your health. Besides, you are not planning to
Do you want children? If this man smokes, it will affect the next generation, ah? Stop smoking."
The word "child" was like a sharp thorn, piercing deeply into Gu Yanshen's heart.
A dull pain hit him, making him a little overwhelmed. He tightened the cigarette in his hand and did not light it again.
In fact, when Zijin left City C to go to Japan, she had already told him to smoke less, but at that time, he smoked more and more, because no one knew that he actually had a resentment hidden in his heart.
.
Smoking, sometimes, is really a good thing for people. It can relieve your pain and let you know that at least there is something you can do when you are desperate and trapped. It can also numb your nerves.
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He lowered his eyes, his posture became even more lonely, and then put the cigarette into the box, "...Mom, I still have some things to deal with in the UK. I will fly back soon, probably for a week.
Like. You take care of yourself, and if possible, Zijin should live in my apartment, you go over and stay with her."
"A fight?"
Gu Huimin said this in a determined tone, shaking her head, "You rarely do this. Of course you can let me accompany Zijin, but if we really have a quarrel, don't rush to England. Yan Shen, my son has never been a man who meets someone."
You are someone who will run away from problems. What couldn't you do for her before? Now you have a quarrel and run to England. It's really unlike you."
Gu Yanshen finally twitched his lips, "Mom, you also said that I am not such a person. I did not go to England to escape. There is really something going on there. When I went to Japan before, I owed someone a favor there.
No matter what happens, everyone must go there in person, otherwise the matter will not be resolved."
"real?"
"Yeah." Gu Yanshen stood up, picked up the coat on the side and hung it on his arm, "I'm almost leaving."
"This came and went in a hurry, so you have to tell me, right? What problem do you have with Zijin?" Gu Huimin also stood up, with a worried look on her face, "Otherwise, if I go over to talk to her, I'm still afraid of myself
What did you say wrong?"
Gu Yanshen slowly inserted his hands into the pockets of his trousers. He seemed to ponder for a moment before he said slowly: "It's not a big problem. She's pregnant. I'm worried that she won't be able to take care of herself by herself, and she lives in a hospital apartment nearby."
Even if she has a servant to take care of her, I wouldn't worry about it."
Gu Huimin was stunned for a moment, and then joy came over her, "What? Pregnant? This...is this a good thing? Son, Zijin is pregnant! Why do you look like this?"
"...She wants to donate a kidney to her mother."
"…………"
Gu Huimin felt like she was on a roller coaster. The joy one second had not penetrated into her internal organs, but the next second she was pushed and almost fell off the cliff.
Now I finally understood why Gu Yanshen was acting so abnormally tonight. It was probably because of this that the two of them had a conflict.
But what kind of things have never happened to people of her age? She was in poor health back then, and Gu Yanshen took care of her day and night. In fact, as a child, if she really didn't care about her parents' life and death,
, that is the most cruel.
In Gu Huimin's opinion, this kind of problem is completely understandable, and she is also a mother. This girl can be so broad-minded. Leaving aside the child, she still thinks Shen Zijin is really kind, so kind.
The girl deserves God’s favor.
"So that's what happened."
Gu Huimin shook her head, reached out and patted Gu Yanshen on the shoulder, and laughed, "Yanshen, what is so difficult to understand about this matter? In fact, when I didn't agree with you and Zijin being together before, I also knew that she was a very kind person.
The child, not to mention that you said that her mother has endured so many hardships, and now she is like this, of course she cannot be indifferent. Please understand, besides, can't you find things like kidney sources? That's why you guys
Was it a quarrel?"
Of course Gu Huimin didn't know that, in fact, the problem between Gu Yanshen and Zijin was not just a question of kidney source, but also involved many small details. Some of them were probably suppressed for a long time. No matter how happy a pair of lovers were, no matter how many
No matter how much trust you have and how frank you are, there will always be times when it is difficult to understand and there will always be times when you are unhappy.
Love can last forever, but it can be painful, but life is sometimes like a sharp knife that can cut through the beautiful appearance and let you experience the true taste.
Gu Yanshen has always been resentful about Zijin's last farewell without saying goodbye. This time she hid her pregnancy from him. For him, it was like a fuse suddenly detonated, igniting all the dissatisfaction and uneasiness in his heart.
, so he couldn't help but burst out his emotions.
As for Zijin... he just wants to lock her in an ivory tower he gave her. Even when it comes to his own parents, he can be domineering and not give her any chance to choose.
They stand on different fulcrums, and problems that seem too simple to outsiders will become very complicated.
Of course it's not something that can't be solved, but Gu Yanshen feels that since they are in such trouble now, maybe it's a good thing for each other to calm down, and there are indeed important things to deal with in the UK.
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