351 Ending Part Twelve—A Dream of Happiness and Sadness b
Gu Yanshen suddenly stood up, the gentleness on his face was gone, and the rest was determination, "Stop talking, leave now, there is no time-"
As he spoke, he pushed Zijin towards the door.
Zijin naturally refused to leave. She had been tied up for a whole day, and her spirit was highly tense before. Now she was pushed deeply by Gu Yan, and even her strength to struggle seemed weak, and she staggered.
The person completely fell to the floor.
In fact, the collision was a bit harsh, because she and Gu Yanshen also had a quarrel that day, and he left for England without a word. Later, when Gu Huimin came to see her, she also accidentally bumped into the sharp corner of the coffee table, an old wound.
After a while, she was poked again, and it really hurt. It hurt so much that tears filled her eyes.
But no matter how painful it was, she had to struggle to get up. Gu Yanshen looked at the time bomb tied to his wrist. Two-thirds of the time had passed. At that moment, his entire delicate facial features were completely cold and he said viciously.
Facing the woman who was getting up from the ground, he yelled, "Shen Zijin! Didn't you hear me telling you to leave? Why are you always so disobedient? I asked you to leave! You leave now! You
Do you want me to kneel in front of you and beg you to leave?"
Zijin reached out and hugged his leg, crying and shouting. The whole world was dark and blurry. She could only hear her own voice, which was also hoarse and unreasonable, "Don't... don't... Yan Shen, if
If you really want to die, let me come with you, don't leave me alone, you don't ask me, I beg you, don't leave me alone..."
"…………"
Gu Yanshen's Adam's apple slid up and down, and too many complicated emotions flashed through his sinister eyes. He looked at the time on his wrist that was constantly regressing. He had never been in such a desperate moment. He really felt that maybe this time, it would really happen.
There is no way out.
But for him, he would not let her die with him no matter what. If someone had to die, then he hoped that person would be him.
"...Zi Jin."
He was calling her name, but his eyes flashed, and he happened to see the figure running towards the door of the apartment. He calmly stretched out his hand to hold her cheek, and gently wiped away her tears.
He came close to her, kissed her lips, pressed against her lips, and whispered: "I'm sorry, Zijin, I love you."
Then he hit her hard on the back of her neck with a strong hand. Zijin felt his eyes go dark and fainted completely. Her dry red lips squirmed as if she wanted to say something, but in the end
The dizzy feeling still dominated all the senses. As soon as his eyes closed, his body fell softly.
When Qiao Jinglian ran up, she happened to see this scene.
"Take the people away, quickly!"
Gu Yanshen hugged Zijin and sent him to Qiao Jinglian's arms. He glanced at the time on his wrist, and his tone of voice was unprecedentedly anxious, "There is less than 1 minute and 30 seconds left, Jinglian, we must
We need to take Zijin down, hurry up, don’t say anything, take her down."
"Then what do you do? This bomb..."
Qiao Jinglian found that she had become so powerless at this time. Young masters like them always felt that what life gave them the most was probably time and money. They could call the wind and rain, but now they felt that every penny was worth it.
Seconds are so precious.
"I will figure it out myself."
Gu Yanshen's voice was low, and his deep eyes had never shown too many emotions in front of outsiders. But at this moment, he had no control over himself at all, and looked greedily at the woman in Qiao Jinglian's arms who was knocked unconscious by his own hands.
, this is the woman he wants to spend his whole life with.
But now, he really feels sad.
Because he knew that he might lose her forever, and she might lose herself forever after waking up.
Everyone said that companionship is the longest confession of love, but he couldn't give her such a beautiful confession. What he could give her was really too little.
He tried his best to control his voice, but his tone was still messy, "...Jinglian, no matter what, promise me that you will take good care of her and let her be well."
When Qiao Jinglian heard this, her heart felt as if she had sunk into an endless abyss. She had thought countless times about how to make Gu Yanshen, the existence that disgusted him, disappear.
But now, when he suddenly felt that he was really going to disappear, he felt angry. He was almost angry, "Gu Yanshen! You snatched this woman from my hands, now you let me take care of her?"
Is there water in your head? Let me tell you, you can take her away now, but if you don’t come out alive, I will not be a gentleman. She is my wife. Look, will I?
I’ll try my best to get her back to me!”
He thought, who is Gu Yanshen?
Such an arrogant person, his face changed completely when he touched Zi Jin's hand in the past. Now that he has said this, how can he still bear it?
But he smiled at him, and Qiao Jinglian suddenly felt a little flustered. Gu Yanshen pressed the edge of the door with one hand, and before the door of the apartment slowly closed, he said: "That's okay, as long as she lives well, everything is already done."
It doesn’t matter, you must take good care of her, she is pregnant.”
"…………"
The door of the apartment slammed shut, and Qiao Jinglian's heart seemed to be in his throat for a moment. His mind was in a mess, but his reason told him that he could not continue to stay here in a daze. Time was too tight, so he turned around and headed towards
Run up the stairs.
This is an old-style house. The floor they are on is not too high, but it is only the third floor. When Qiao Jinglian took the stairs, she almost took two steps into three steps. Because of her long legs, when she just ran out of the apartment building
, there was a loud bang behind him, a violent explosion occurred in a window on the third floor, and then the alarm sounded in the entire building. The fire was very fierce.
A car drove up not far away, and it was Su Junyan.
There were several police cars following behind. Su Junyan had already seen the explosion here when he was in the car. Before the car came to a complete stop, he had already cursed twice, opened the door and jumped out. As a result,
He almost fell down and couldn't stand up easily. He looked at the unconscious Zijin in Qiao Jinglian's arms, then looked at Qiao Jinglian, his tone was cruel, "Why are you alone? Yan Shen? Damn you.
Yes, where is your elder brother?!"
Qiao Jinglian's voice was already trembling. He reached out and handed Zijin to Su Junyan, "...I, I'll go take a look."
"Damn! What is all this?!"
Su Junyan cursed a few times and looked at the woman in his arms. He turned around and hugged her into the car. Such a serious thing happened here. Soon the nearby fire trucks were already coming with a huff and a whistle. He just
He ordered his driver to take Zijin to the hospital first. He probably knew what happened. If Gu Yanshen hadn't come down yet, he would definitely not leave.
He took off his coat, threw it in the car, and ran after it.
In fact, the dream was full of memories of her and Gu Yanshen, but for some reason, she felt uncomfortable and wanted to shed tears even when she saw him smiling at her. The sad feeling made her heart feel like it was being squeezed.
It's like being blocked, and it's an indescribable feeling.
The things that happened over and over again were all things that happened when they were together before, and then she dreamed about him proposing to her.
In a place surrounded by high-rise buildings, there was a heart-shaped building in the middle. At night, she stood there, with Gu Yanshen holding her body from behind and whispering to her in her ear.
: "Baby, marry me and be my Mrs. Gu. I won't say too many sweet words, but this is indeed the most romantic thing I have ever done."
"Look -"
He pointed at several buildings around him. At the same time, all the lights went out, and then a string of English words appeared on the young master's head - baby Shen, married-me!
Fireworks all over the sky burst into bloom at this moment. Zijin had never seen such a thrilling scene. It seemed that the entire sky was filled with everything that belonged to her, so brilliant and dazzling, all the beauty and happiness in the world.
Unparalleled.
With a choked voice, she hugged Gu Yanshen tightly and opened her mouth to say - yes, I do!
But when the words came to her throat, she couldn't say them out. She moved her lips several times, but she couldn't say them out. She was a little scared. This feeling was so real, so real that she quickly
I realized that I seemed to be dreaming, but I still felt like I was being pushed into a cliff.
Then she heard a strange voice saying in her ear: "...There shouldn't be a big problem, it's just excessive fatigue. Of course, it is also related to the patient's pregnancy. Just take a good rest and it will be fine."
."
"...Are you really okay? Then why don't you wake up all the time?" This voice sounded a bit familiar, as if it was...
"Yes, it's been almost a day*. Didn't you say she woke up soon? I see that she has been dazed all the time, and she doesn't know what she is saying. Doctor, please check again."
It was a female voice, one that Zijin was familiar with.
Is it...Chenchen?
The one just now... seemed to belong to Su Junyan...
Zijin's soul seemed to be pulled back to reality. That romantic and warm dream really became her dream. She opened her eyes subconsciously, and while her vision was in a trance, someone suddenly surprised her.
Called out——
"Ah, Zijin wakes up, wakes up, wakes up!"
Zi Jin moved her neck a little, and her vision gradually became clearer. She saw a piece of white in front of her eyes, and the smell of disinfectant on her nose was that of disinfectant. She knew that she was in the hospital. She probably slept for too long, and her head was dizzy.
My whole body was weak. When I opened my mouth, I realized that my throat hurt so much, "...Chenchen? I..."
"Here, Zijin, I'm here, how are you? Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere?"
"…………"
uncomfortable?
Zijin was feeling uncomfortable a lot, but she had not lost her memory yet. She knew very clearly why she was in the hospital, and she also knew very clearly what had happened before, so... Where is Gu Yanshen?
She almost turned over from the bed and tried to sit up, but because the movement was too big, she swayed and fell back weakly. Mu Chenchu quickly stretched out his hand to support her, "Zijin, don't force it.
The doctor said that you are pregnant and your body is weak, but there is nothing serious. The baby is very healthy, but you must take good care of yourself, you know?"
"… Yan Shen."
Zijin spoke with difficulty, grabbed Mu Chenchu's arm with his backhand, and shook his head, "Chenchen, I'm fine, where is Yan Shen? I remember that we..."
"Zijin, you should rest first. You have just woken up and are still very weak."
She obviously saw Mu Chenchu's eyes flash, and Su Junyan stepped forward at this time, with a very calm voice, but how could Zijin not see the sadness in his eyebrows?
There was a kind of panic that she had never experienced before, which made her heart feel as if it had been hollowed out in an instant. She turned pale with fright, almost angry, pushed Mu Chenchu away, and
She went to catch Su Junyan, but she could only hold on to his sleeves. Her voice was full of panic, but she had to ask: "...Tell me, where is Yan Shen? Su Junyan, tell me——
Tell me—"
Mu Chenchu was a woman after all. She had watched everything between her good sister and Gu Yanshen. Now she looked at Zijin holding Su Junyan with a pale face. There was a feeling of despair deep in her eyes.
She couldn't bear it, put her hand to cover her lips, and turned away.
Zijin, however, had no intention of paying attention to Mu Chenchu. She just stared at Su Junyan for a moment.
"Why didn't you say it? Why? Where are the others? Where is Gu Yanshen?"
"…………"
"Okay, if you don't tell me, I'll go find it myself...let me go, let me go..."
Su Junyan held her down and asked her to lie on the bed again, but Zijin didn't know where the strength came from. His pale face was turning red due to the exertion of force, and he remained silent.
At the end of her struggle, she opened her mouth and hit Su Junyan's wrist. She said viciously: "Let me go! Su Junyan, why do you do this to me? I'm going to find Yan Shen, please let me go!"
"
"Zi Jin..."
The patient's body was shaking due to their tossing. Mu Chenchu couldn't bear it and screamed, then looked at Su Junyan, "...Don't do this, don't do this, you will hurt her, she still has a baby in her belly...
…”
Only then did Su Junyan react and let go suddenly. Zijin was originally struggling, but Su Junyan let go all of a sudden. She probably didn't expect it. She just raised her hand and slapped him on the face.
There was a snap, extremely loud.
The doctors and nurses standing by were dumbfounded. None of them dared to say anything, even Mu Chenchu.
Su Junyan himself was stunned for a moment. No one dared to hit him casually. At this moment, he was slapped inexplicably. His breath sank subconsciously, and his eyes became colder. Zijin also remained motionless, somewhat
Looking at his palms in a daze, he heard the man's voice, "Are you calm?"
"…………"
At the same time, there was another sound of footsteps at the door of the ward, and the room was full of people with different expressions. They turned around and saw Qiao Jinglian, standing at the door with a dejected look on her face. Zi Jin vaguely remembered that it seemed to be him before.
He came to see her with Gu Yanshen. Yes, Qiao Jinglian was wearing the same outfit at that time.
She didn't know why, she still had the mind to think about this now, but when she saw Qiao Jinglian, she felt friendly. Su Junyan was not very familiar with her, so he might not want to tell her, but Qiao Jinglian was different, he would definitely know
told her.
Yes, Jinglian and Yanshen were together that day. Jinglian must have known where Yanshen was.
Zijin slowly smiled, but in the eyes of those who knew it, it was more like a flashback, and the feeling he brought out was that of self-deception and despair.
"Jinglian... Jinglian, you're here, but they don't want to tell me. Tell me, where is Yan Shen? Jinglian..."
Su Junyan frowned, glanced at Qiao Jinglian, and finally pulled Mu Chenchu towards the door. He also said to several doctors and nurses who were standing motionless in the ward: "Everyone is fine, come out first."
There were some words that he couldn't say, so maybe it would be best to let Qiao Jinglian say them.
Mu Chenchu watched Su Junyan close the door and couldn't help but shed tears, "...you go first, I'll wait at the door, maybe in a while...you can go."
Su Junyan leaned against the wall. His handsome face, which had always been so high-spirited, was filled with deep despair at the moment. His empty eyes were staring at the ceiling, and his voice was weak, "...how could this happen...even I can't
I can’t believe how she can bear it.”
…………
Yes, how can I bear it?
This is also what Qiao Jinglian is thinking about. He used to occasionally feel that standing in front of Shen Zijin would make him feel awkward and uneasy, but it was not like this moment. He wished he could turn around and leave, but he couldn't leave.
It was like a nail growing out, and the nail would only encourage him to walk towards her.
He sat on the edge of the bed, reached out and pushed back Zijin's somewhat messy long hair, completely revealing her full forehead. Her face was not good, but her big eyes were staring at him for a moment.
, covered up in despair and confusion, is expectation, she is waiting for an answer from him.
Gu Yanshen, where is he?
"...Zi Jin."
Qiao Jinglian didn't dare to look into her eyes. Looking into her eyes, he was afraid that he would be speechless, so he could only lower his eyes. His voice was trembling, "...Zijin, you..."
"What am I?" Zijin felt that these people were really weird today. Why didn't they just ask where Gu Yanshen was? Why didn't they tell her?
She blinked her eyes and ignored the feeling that her heart was being fried in a frying pan. She thought of everything before and prepared for the worst. She took a deep breath, as if to comfort herself, and lowered her head.
He said loudly: "Jinglian, don't worry, I'm actually very strong, really, so I know that maybe Yan Shen is... in a very bad situation right now, or maybe he... has broken his limbs, or...
Are you still rescuing? Even if...he hasn't woken up yet, but it doesn't matter, really, because as long as he is Gu Yanshen, I will stay with him. Tell me, it doesn't matter, really. Jinglian, you
Don't be so hesitant. Did he lose too much blood to save me? I remember that Yan Shen's blood is not uncommon, so even if he loses too much... he can still find the blood source, right?
"
Speaking later, he was almost incoherent, "Why don't you speak?... Jinglian, look at me, you are all so strange, what is going on? Is he in this hospital? Jinglian,
Don't say anything. Tell me, are you afraid that I can't bear it? It doesn't matter, I can bear it. Even if he loses an arm or a leg, at most I will take care of him for the rest of his life. In fact,
This is also..."
"Zi Jin."
Qiao Jinglian finally spoke up, interrupting Zi Jin's nonsense. He never raised his head because his eyes were already red. His voice sounded so calm, but it was the simplest and heaviest of the four.
But he said it with great difficulty. He said: "You have to be strong."
What's the meaning?
Didn't she say that? She has always been strong? What does it mean for her to be strong?
Zijin's face suddenly darkened. He was still holding Qiao Jinglian's hand, but he threw it away almost angrily. He struggled to jump off the bed again, "I don't know what on earth you are talking about. I want to know."
Yes, if you don’t tell me, it’s inexplicable. I told you that I am strong. I want Gu Yanshen to be whatever he becomes! Go away and I will find him by myself!"
"Zi Jin..."
Qiao Jinglian did not stop her movement, but after she took two steps, she heard the male voice behind her, with sobs she had never heard before. Every word, like a hammer, fell on the apex of her heart.
On the bed, the pain spread, almost killing her——
"We really...tried our best,...but...but...I don't want to, I've been looking very hard, but it's really...Zijin, I know you are strong, but you still have to be stronger
Be stronger... My brother is... no longer here... Under the circumstances, I can only take you away... I'm sorry... Zijin, I'm sorry..."
The whole world seemed to suddenly quiet down, her ears were buzzing, as if someone was saying something, but it seemed that she couldn't hear anything, but she could hear her own heartbeat, once, once, just like before.
Normally, slowly, it became very slow, even her breathing. In the end, she almost forgot how to breathe.
Then the world suddenly collapsed, and she turned around mechanically. Qiao Jinglian was still saying something, her thin lips opened and closed, and she seemed to have heard those few words——
"... I'm sorry, Zijin... I really tried my best... but my brother is no longer here..."
It was so scary. Zijin held his breath and closed his eyes.
It’s so painful to write, I’m heartbroken, please give me a monthly ticket!! The monthly ticket should be increased quickly, if it increases much, there may be a miracle, otherwise... humph!!