Gu Yanshen would not lie to her. He said that he would stay with him. He said that he would make her his Mrs. Gu, but she hadn't become his Mrs. Gu yet. How could he just leave?
No.
Qiao Jinglian looked at Zijin and suddenly became quiet. This kind of silence was obviously strange. He felt a little panicked. Looking at her extremely determined eyes, he felt even more uneasy. He stepped forward and wanted to pull Zijin's hand.
, but was pushed away by her.
Qiao Jinglian, "...Zi Jin."
"Stop talking, Jinglian, stop talking..."
Zijin shook his head and said with great determination: "What you said is all false. I won't believe it. I may be dreaming...I must be dreaming! I am...I will continue to lie down now and I will wake up later."
It’ll be fine, just wake up and it’ll be fine…”
Yes, she was just shocked by the nightmare. None of this could be true. These people, these people were all bad people. They all wanted to deceive her one by one, and they would not let her go even in the dream. So
How could they say such ridiculous things?
Gu Yanshen is gone?
What does it mean to be gone?
Where can he go? He will not go anywhere. He once said to himself, a lifetime, a lifetime is so long, how long have they been gone? He is not a person who breaks his word.
Gu Yanshen, Gu Yanshen... Our life has just begun. How could you break your trust with me?
Zijin put her hand on her chest and took two deep breaths. She kept telling herself that this was a dream. As long as she opened her eyes hard, everything would pass and her Gu Yanshen would still be standing beside her.
In front of her, no matter she cries or laughs, he will be with her.
But as soon as she walked to the edge of the bed and before she could sit down, Qiao Jinglian reached out and held her shoulders. He shook her body hard. That sound was really cruel.
Jin didn't want to hear it, but he kept talking, which made her really angry.
"Wake up, Shen Zijin, wake up. Do you think it's okay to deceive yourself like this? My eldest brother is gone! Gu Yanshen is gone! I'm sorry, I know it's hard for you to accept, but didn't you say that you
Are you a strong person? Can you be stronger then? Don't be like this... Zijin, look at me, listen to me, Gu Yanshen is gone. After I rescued you, the bomb exploded. I later went in to look for you.
Him, but the inside of the house... is in a mess, the building is only so big, he has no place to escape, he is really gone, he is dead——"
A slap in the face, extremely loud, interrupted Qiao Jinglian's words.
Qiao Jinglian was obviously stunned for a moment, feeling her cheeks numb and burning. When she came back to her senses, she saw a pair of extremely clear and firm eyes, "...Zijin."
"Stop talking! I told you to stop talking!"
Zijin growled uncontrollably. She squeezed her palms tightly and her voice trembled uncontrollably, "Yanshen will not die. What are you talking about? If you say that again, I will never want to see you again."
, you go! You leave right away... I told you to go... Qiao Jinglian, I hate you, do you hear me? I hate you, I hate you, I hate you! Did you do it on purpose? You must have done it on purpose
Yes! You just deliberately deceive me like this. You want to make me feel uncomfortable. Are you taking revenge on me? It’s useless. I won’t believe it. I won’t believe it..."
"Zi Jin, Zi Jin——"
Qiao Jinglian strode forward, stretched out her hand to support the body that fell limply due to excessive emotion. He held her body tightly, feeling that she was in his arms, but
It was light, like sand between his fingers. No matter how hard he exerted force, she was slipping away.
This feeling was terrible, but there was nothing he could do.
After what happened in Qiao's house, and after his life suffered such a big upheaval, he had never had red eyes, but at this moment, he was holding this. He had been his wife for five years, but she was also rejected by him.
He had been with the woman for five years, but his eyes were red. By accident, hot tears burst out of his eyes and fell on her fair face.
"…………"
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When Zijin woke up, it was already three days later.
In fact, she woke up several times in the middle of the journey, but she was still unwilling to open her eyes, and finally fell asleep again. It was not until the third day that she woke up completely, but she became extremely sleepy.
of quietness.
She did not ask where Gu Yanshen had gone. No matter who spoke to her, she did not say anything. She would do whatever others asked her to do. She would not starve herself, but she would not shed tears. Such cooperation
, but it made Mu Chenchu very uneasy. She came to the hospital every day and tried to talk to Zijin every day, but she always ignored herself and just looked out the window, not knowing what she was looking at.
On the fifth day after Zijin woke up, Qiao Jinglian and Su Junyan came over together. Qiao Jinglian told her: "Zijin, your mother's operation was successful. They are now in the same hospital as you. Do you want to go and see her?"
When she heard the word "Mom", her empty eyes moved slightly, but she remained silent.
Su Junyan stretched out his hand and pressed his forehead. He couldn't help but stepped forward and raised the tone a little louder, "Shen Zijin, can you stop doing this? None of us feel comfortable if something happens to Yan Shen, but he least wants to
What you see is you like this, do you know? Who did he die for..."
"Shut up!"
"Su Junyan, you lunatic, get out of here!"
"…………"
Qiao Jinglian and Mu Chenchu spoke at the same time. Su Junyan stood aside with an innocent face. He probably realized that his tone was a bit harsh just now. He reached out and scratched his hair and sighed, "Okay, okay, I said the wrong thing, but I
Everything you say is true, right? My *** is still feeling unhappy, but if she is like this... Yan Shen will not feel at ease even if she is gone..."
"Su Junyan!" Mu Chenchu stamped his foot, really wanting to kick him in the heart.
"He's not dead."
"…………"
Zi Jin, who had been lying on the bed and had never spoken a word, suddenly murmured something at this time. Because she had not spoken for so long, her voice was extremely hoarse, as if it had been crushed out of broken gears.
.
But the three people present were stunned. This was the first thing she said in almost 10 days. No one cared about what Su Junyan said just now. Mu Chenchu was almost excited.
She shed tears. She stretched out her arms to hug Zijin and choked with sobs: "Zijin... you finally spoke. Do you know that I am really worried about you? Talk to me, talk to me, okay? No."
If you are like this again, you should also know that you are pregnant. Did you know that after you fainted that day, there was blood... The doctor said that if you are like this now and you are too emotional, it is easy... it is easy to bleed.
Ma, you have already lost a child, you cannot lose this one again, Zijin, even if it is for the sake of the baby, be kind to yourself, okay?"
Probably Mu Chenchu's words played a certain role.
Perhaps the existence of "baby" can still summon a little bit of her soul. Zijin's stiff body finally moved. Under the extremely expectant eyes of Qiao Jinglian and Su Junyan, her lips squirmed slightly, and finally said
It was an extremely simple sentence, but at least it gave them a little peace of mind.
She said: "...Aren't I very peaceful?"
After a pause, she added: "Yanshen will come back. Chenchen, you are right, I shouldn't be like this, I want to be good, I want to wait for him to come back, he will not leave me alone, I am like this
I have been dreaming about him every day for a few days. I dreamed about him. He told me to wait for him to come back. How could he leave me..."
"Zi Jin..." Mu Chenchu burst into tears, but Zi Jin was calm. However, in Qiao Jinglian's eyes, this calmness was like a pool of stagnant water, unable to provoke any reaction at all.
He was still worried, even though in the eyes of Su Junyan and Mu Chenchu, she seemed to be slowly accepting it, even though he kept saying that Gu Yanshen was not dead, he still spoke after all, right?
But who knows what Shen Zijin is thinking?
She only knows that Gu Yanshen is not dead, and he will definitely come back. How could he leave her alone in this bustling world? He knows how many shortcomings he has. She can't even cook in the kitchen. If he is not here,
How can she take care of herself in the future? In fact, she doesn’t know anything. She is not destined to be a princess, but she has princess disease. Isn’t it because of him? But he has already been exposed, how could she not take good care of her all her life?
Is this how it goes?
He loves her so much, no matter how many mistakes she makes, no matter how willful she is, a person as aloof as him will always bow to him the first time. How could such a man leave her?
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That afternoon, she tidied herself up and then went to see Tao Wantian.
Shen Dongming and Tao Wantian also knew about Gu Yanshen, so in the past few days, they only came to see her while she was sleeping. Now when they saw their daughter standing in front of them, they were already thin.
Coming down, I always felt bad.
Tao Wantian recovered well after the operation, but she had undergone major surgery and still needed to recuperate. Shen Dongming stayed with her day and night. Zijin was really relieved to see that his mother was much better.
Sometimes she feels very happy, and the happiness is unreal, but sometimes she feels very unfortunate, so unfortunate that she wants to give up on life.
But God should be fair to everyone. Whatever you gain, you will always lose something.
Gains and losses are always linked together.
…………
"...Zijin, if you have anything to say, you can talk to mom. Now mom is much better, and she can finally live with my precious daughter."
Tao Wantian's original intention was to let Zijin burst out the pain that was suppressed deep in his heart. Seeing her forcing a smile like this made it difficult for anyone, but Zijin never shed tears, and finally said
, Tao Wantian cried first, and Zijin looked at her in surprise, "Mom, why are you crying? Don't worry, I'm fine, Yan Shen will be back."
Will be back...
She always believed that Gu Yanshen would definitely come back.
But after 10 days, she did not wait for Gu Yanshen to come back. Instead, she waited for Gu Huimin to personally take care of Gu Yanshen's affairs. Zijin could also be discharged from the hospital that day. The doctor said that although her mood was stable, her spirit was very poor and she still needed someone.
You can only accompany her, otherwise she would be afraid that she would suddenly lose her mind, so Mu Chenchu always accompanied Zijin, but he accidentally let it slip that in fact, with Gu Yanshen's status, such a big thing happened in City C.
Naturally, someone will publish it in the newspaper.
That day, Mu Chenchu completed the discharge procedures and accidentally saw the big headline in the newspaper. His face changed and he murmured, "...Why did it get reported to the newspaper? It made such a big headline. Could it be a happy event?
What! It’s so annoying!”
Zijin glanced at it, and the next second her face changed drastically. Before Mu Chenchu could hide the newspaper, she had already dropped everything in her hands and rushed out of the ward.
Mu Chenchu turned pale with fright, and hurriedly chased after her, but it was still too late. Zijin's feet were like stepping on hot wheels. Before she even took off her hospital gown, Mu Chenchu saw her.
She rushed out of the hospital and stopped a taxi on the side of the road. It disappeared in a flash. She quickly stopped the taxi and chased after it. Finally, the taxi stopped at the entrance of the funeral hall.
Gu Yanshen is the son recognized by Qiao Shiyun before. Qiao Shiyun has disappeared after the accident, so now Qiao Jinglian is taking care of the affairs of the Qiao family. He took Gu Huimin into the Qiao family, so he is also responsible for Gu Yanshen's posthumous affairs.
It was organized because the people who came to attend the memorial service were all people who had business dealings with Qiao. There were quite a few people, and most of them were prominent figures in City C.
Of course, no one knows what happened specifically. Qiao Shiyun has not been found. Naturally, everything has not been exposed.
What was announced to the public was that there was a sudden fire in the apartment and the explosion was caused by the gas tank, so Gu Yanshen was unfortunately killed.
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Zijin was wearing a baggy hospital gown, her long black hair was hanging casually, her beautiful face was bloodless, she was also wearing a pair of slippers and no socks. The weather was getting colder, but she was
I didn't feel like I was trembling all over at all.
She just stared at the photo for a moment. In the huge photo frame, there was a photo of Gu Yanshen. It was black and white, and there were many white wreaths around it. The man in the photo had a nice smile, but
She didn't like the color of the photo at all.
Why black and white?
What age is this? How can it be a black and white photo?
Someone passed by her and looked at her curiously. Then someone quickly recognized her and called out, "Miss Shen"?
But she didn't hear a word. She strode forward and before anyone noticed, she had already overturned the largest wreath beside the photo. She climbed up and hugged the big photo frame.
He fell into his arms and was trembling all over. He didn't know whether it was because he was cold or because he was really excited.
Qiao Jinglian was the first to react. She quickly stepped forward and hugged Zijin. The delicate body in her arms was cold, and her dry lips were trembling. He couldn't help but call her name with red eyes, "...
...Don't be like this, Zijin, don't be like this, be good and obey me, okay? Let me go in peace, don't be like this..."
"He's not dead!"
Zi Jin hugged the photo frame tightly and kept repeating the same sentence, "He is not dead, he is not dead... He is not dead... Why do you do this if you are not dead? You are cursing him! I will not allow it.
!I will never allow it! Let me go, let me go! Everyone, go away, Yan Shen is not dead...no..."
"Zi Jin..."
"Zijin, don't be like this..."
Gu Huimin also came forward at this time. She looked pitiful as if a person with white hair was giving a gift to a person with black hair. She was even more haggard. When she spoke, her voice was hoarse, "Zijin, it's hard for everyone, but
You can't do this. Just listen to Mom's advice, okay? Put Yan Shen down, put down his photo, Zi Jin..."
Qiao Jinglian hugged her and tried to pry her fingers off, but as soon as she moved, Zijin started struggling like crazy, "Don't move me, I won't let you go. None of you can hold such a funeral for him. He didn't."
Die! I said, he is not dead! Let me go, let me go...ah..."
"Jinglian, what are you doing?!"
Gu Huimin watched Qiao Jinglian slap Zijin hard on the back of the neck, and then saw Zijin fainted. Her expression changed and she quickly stepped forward, "How is Zijin? What did you do to her?"
"
"It's okay. She's too emotional. This won't work."
Qiao Jinglian took off the photo frame from her arms and handed it to Gu Huimin, and then gently picked up Zijin. He was wearing black today, even the shirt underneath was black, which further enhanced his handsomeness.
He is dull and indifferent, completely different from the handsome young man in C city in the past.
"Auntie, I'll carry Zijin in first, and you can take care of him here."
Gu Huimin nodded, "Okay, you go in first."
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Qiao Jinglian sent Zijin to the hospital again, and the doctor gave her a thorough check-up. Of course, the most important thing was the child in her belly, but there was no big surprise this time. But in the end, the doctor raised his glasses and said,
Still saying sincerely: "Mr. Qiao, there are some words... I still want to say that Miss Shen's current situation is not good for her or the fetus. Her emotions are too depressed, or she is too excited,
The baby has just begun to develop, and the mother's mood is very important. Even if she has not had a miscarriage in the past few days, but there have been too many miscarriages, even if the child is saved by force, in the future... I also say this kind of thing
No, I'm not sure, but normal people know that the mother's emotions are crucial to the development of the fetus, so it is still necessary to adjust Miss Shen's emotions."
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Qiao Jinglian said thank you, sent the doctor away, and stayed with Zijin without going to the mourning hall. She waited until the next afternoon when she woke up and he fell asleep lying on the bed beside her tiredly.
Zijin moved his fingers, and Qiao Jinglian suddenly woke up, "...Zijin, are you awake?"
He stood up, his suit already a little wrinkled, "You've been sleeping all day*, are you hungry? Do you want to eat something..."
Zijin said nothing, turned around, turned his back to Qiao Jinglian, and closed his eyes again.
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In the next three days, Qiao Jinglian came to see her every day, but Zijin was always lying on the bed or sitting on the balcony. However, she fell into silence again, neither talking nor eating. Qiao Jinglian was anxious.
There was really no other way but to find a doctor to inject her with glucose every day. But in the long run, it would definitely not work. However, in just 3 days, she became so thin that it seemed like only her bones were left.
On the fourth day, Qiao Jinglian came in with porridge. Zijin was sitting on the balcony, motionless, but there was a pair of headphones plugged into her ears. This was brought by Qiao Jinglian specially for her two days ago. He wanted her to
Listening to music to relax, I didn't expect that she actually listened to it.
Qiao Jinglian quickly put down the plate in her hand and wanted to walk up, but she still subconsciously slowed down.
He was naturally happy in his heart. In the past few days, she had been motionless, not saying a word, and refusing to eat anything. But if you gave her an injection or water, she was surprisingly cooperative, no matter what he said, even if
Even when it comes to her children, she can't regain her confidence.
He had thought before that Gu Yanshen's departure would definitely have a devastating blow to her, but he did not expect that it would be so serious. She was abusing herself and didn't even want a child. It seemed true.
I'm going to go with him.
Qiao Jinglian was really anxious, so he stayed with her like this every day, not daring to relax for a moment. He had asked the servants to put away any sharp things in the room. In the past few days, he had left all the company matters to others.
, Huo Yifeng is in charge of the entertainment company, and Ji Yang is in charge of the Qiao family. He just wants Zijin to get out of this shadow completely.
But seeing her listening to music today, to be honest, he was really happy.
She was sitting on the balcony with her hands folded and white headphones plugged into her ears. She seemed not to hear the footsteps behind her. Qiao Jinglian approached her and found that her eyes were twinkling, no longer as empty and powerless as before.
He was so happy that he couldn't help but reached out and took off an earphone from her left ear, lowered his voice and asked, "Zijin, what are you listening to?"
Still no one responded to him. He got used to it and subconsciously put the earphones to his ears. There was an affectionate male voice inside, which just sang - I only want to win the heart of one person and never leave each other. It's so simple.
The language of flowers requires great courage. I never thought about losing you, but I was lying to myself...
Qiao Jinglian's heart ached, and Zijin had already turned her face away. This was the first time in so many days that she had feelings for him, but she was crying, with tears streaming down her face, her voice was extremely hoarse, and every word was so pitiful, "...
…I miss him so much, I can’t stand it anymore…”
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(Something I want to say: On the last day of July, thank you all for supporting Ge Yue and Gu Yanshen and Shen Zijin all the way. Thank you very much! It doesn’t matter where you are in the monthly ticket, but with your support,
For me, it is the most precious thing. Sometimes I have a bad temper and speak directly, so it is easy to offend people. However, people who know me know that this is my personality. Geyue will still write articles with peace of mind in the future.
, work hard to write wonderful stories for everyone! Thank you, o(n_n)o for your tolerance and understanding!
See you in August, don’t forget to vote on the last day!)
Another note: There will be no plot five years later or amnesia, so don’t worry!