He Yufei suddenly trembled when he thought of this, and his expression became strange. Then he got out of bed, stood by the window and looked around. Is this still the place where I live? Why did I feel such a strange feeling just now? And, dragon
Where did the emperor go? And how come the destruction of my Niwan Palace was carried out in a coma? Also, under the circumstances just now, it is understandable that Yaorao said such things, why did Jinxuan just...
wrong!!!
He Yufei thought of Jinxuan's expression and actions just now, and his face suddenly changed. He quickly walked to the door and opened it with a click. Then he saw Yaorao and Jinxuan looking at him in surprise. Jinxuan also asked strangely
On oneself:
"He Yufei, what's wrong?"
"No, it's nothing, I just want to see you."
After He Yufei finished speaking, he closed the door with a bang, then sat on the bed and began to meditate. He closed his eyes and thought about Jin Xuan's expression just now. He always felt that something was different, but he couldn't tell what was different.
"Also, why was I so impulsive before? Am I really afraid of losing my strength in my heart? But why am I sober now? Why is this?"
He Yufei, who was deep in thought, seemed to have a hundred thousand reasons in his head, constantly thinking about what happened in the past two days. His mind was like a video recorder, playing the video backwards, and watched it dozens of times.
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"He Yufei, do you want to eat?"
After a long time, Jinxuan suddenly opened the door and stuck her head in and said.
"Don't eat it yet, let's wait for a while."
After He Yufei was interrupted by Jin Xuan, he opened his eyes and looked at Jin Xuan and said.
"Oh, then call me if you want to eat."
After Jinxuan finished speaking, she closed the door and went out.
"hehe."
He Yufei couldn't help but laugh softly when he saw that Jin Xuan was really considerate. Just when he was about to close his eyes and think about it again, he suddenly opened his eyes wide and looked at the closed door of the bedroom in disbelief.
One drop or two drops...
Cold sweat gradually fell from his head. He Yufei lowered his head and looked at his hands and murmured:
"Is all this true? Or is it fake?"
"Maybe you will also fall in love with this pearl of desire, hahahaha..."
He Yufei recalled the last words he heard from An Ye when he lost consciousness, and suddenly became alert. He raised his head and looked at everything in front of him with his pupils shrinking rapidly.
"A lot of flaws, a lot of doubts."
He Yufei thought softly in his heart, then walked out of bed, suddenly stretched out a finger, closed his eyes and walked slowly along the wall, carefully feeling and feeling...
After walking around half the room, He Yufei opened his eyes in confusion, only to realize that he had been thinking too much. The feeling on his fingers and the arrangement of things in the room were all real. If this was fake and a dream, then I
How to dream?
He Yufei sighed softly in his heart, but he didn't know what to do. Do you want me to commit suicide? If this is really reality, wouldn't it mean that if I commit suicide, the game is over?
Thinking about it this way, He Yufei felt that it was not like he was dreaming. After all, when it comes to death, everyone subconsciously wants to live.
"Gugu..."
At this time, He Yufei's stomach suddenly growled, and he felt the hunger in his belly. He Yufei laughed to himself:
"It seems that I have also been made nervous. How could I be hungry if it was fake?"
After saying that, he opened the door and went out to eat. While eating, he always felt that the atmosphere was not right, but he couldn't say what was wrong. Just like the feeling towards Jinxuan, this inexplicable feeling made him feel impatient.
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After the meal, he refused to be accompanied by Yaorao and Jinxuan and went to the street alone. He was too depressed, and the feeling seemed to suffocate him.
Walking on the street, He Yufei's inexplicable irritability did not decrease, but became more and more intense. He felt that everyone around him was looking at him, but when he looked at those people, he found that those people were not paying attention at all.
He was irritated and confused about himself. He wanted to shout and cry out, but there was a sense of reason in his mind that told him that these were all false and his own hallucinations.
He Yufei didn't want to see these people anymore, so he walked faster and faster, and finally started running. It wasn't until he started panting and sweating that he felt that he was real and this was not a dream.
"It's been a long time since I've been like this. I really miss the old days."
He Yufei panted heavily. After losing his cultivation, his body had become like an ordinary person. He couldn't help but think softly in his heart.
"Classmate, come and buy a bottle of water to drink. I see you are so tired."
At this time, the owner of a small shop on the roadside looked at He Yufei who was breathing heavily and said.
"Uh, okay, let's have a bottle."
He Yufei was indeed tired, so he ordered a bottle of Gudong and drank it.
"Hiss, it's so cold."
The weather was not warm now, and he was sweating again. He took a bottle of water and drank it. He instantly felt a cold feeling in his stomach. He Yufei didn't take it seriously, but he felt that this was better, at least it would make him feel better.
He found a sense of solidity.
After giving the boss water money, He Yufei walked aimlessly on the street again. As he walked, he saw his school, Lu'an No. 2 Middle School.
Then I thought that it was okay anyway, so I went in and walked around. The security guard at the concierge was also familiar with him. He knew that He Yufei was a popular person in No. 2 Middle School recently and the principal allowed him to skip classes, so they ignored it.
As He Yufei walked into the school gate step by step, he looked at the steps upstairs in the distance and suddenly remembered what the old principal said to him:
"Looking at the distance from the school gate to here, I think you have walked countless times. This is especially true for me, but I still have to walk back and forth every day. At first I felt very good
, Slowly, I didn’t want to come here again, but when I came here soon, I had a different feeling. As for walking this road now, I have become accustomed to it. It may have become a part of my life now. One day
If you don't walk, you will feel that something is missing. Hey, is it going to snow again? But the leaves of the old tree have not fallen yet. Alas, these leaves are true. They grow in spring and fall in autumn. Now it is winter.
It hasn’t been finished yet. If you say it’s not troublesome to grow, then the aunt will almost get tired of cleaning it, don’t you think so?”
He Yufei was suddenly stunned. He saw that the tree was still dropping leaves, and the aunt under the big tree was sweeping the fallen leaves one by one with a broom.
He didn't know what he understood. He just wanted to sweep it with the broom. He walked over and explained his purpose to the aunt. The aunt actually praised him as a good boy, and then ran away without a trace. He Yufei
Not in a hurry, he swept the floor one after another, but in his mind he was thinking about the conversation he had with the old principal.
"But life forces me to feel uncomfortable."
"Why do you think so much at such a young age? Just live your life freely."
"I've heard this before, and I thought it was some famous saying."
“Pretending to understand something when you don’t understand it is a sign of quick wisdom, but pretending to understand something you don’t understand is a sign of great wisdom.”
"It turns out that you are pretending to be confused because you understand!"
"My nagging will make them think that there is something wrong with me and that I am a bit old-fashioned."
"Why don't you stop talking today?"
He Yufei recited what he said to his old principal that day backwards, and after reading it back, he actually understood it clearly. He was shocked for a moment. It happened that the old principal meant to tell him what he said. At that time, he understood what he said.
He had finished reciting it, but now, after he had finished reciting it backwards, he suddenly opened his mouth and said what the old principal said that day:
"Things that cannot be said."
It's just that he avoided the old principal's question at that time, but now that he had changed his tone of affirmation, he found that it seemed that the old principal had been enlightening him and talking about this concern.
He seemed to have thought of something. He looked up at the tree and the gently fallen leaves as if he had thought of something. He slowly closed his eyes. At that moment, the leaf in He Yufei's mind flew back again.
He caught it again on the branch where it fell again. This went against the principles of the world, but He Yufei smiled. In his mind, he began to sweep the ground again, and then the aunt also walked back along the original path where she had slipped away.
She also told him that you are such a good boy, and then took the broom, and then the aunt bent down and started sweeping the floor, while he started to walk backwards, returning along the original path.
Little by little, his thinking began to reverse, and he saw the boss who gave him water again. What a coincidence?
Going back further, he saw many people who seemed not to know He Yufei, but he could feel that these people seemed to be here deliberately.
When eating, when he woke up from a coma, when he exploded, it seemed that Yaorao and Jinxuan were mostly with him and didn't make any big moves, especially the painful expression on his face when he saw his Niwan Palace shattered.
When he was feeling ferocious and frightened, Jinxuan actually stayed by his side silently.
"He Yufei, can you calm down? Didn't I also destroy my Dantian? What's the point? As long as you stay with me, I'll be fine. I still have the Niwan Palace. I can still be a soul cultivator, and so can you.
As a physical practitioner..."
When he came here, He Yufei opened his eyes, looked at the leaf falling to the ground, and then murmured softly:
"Why did I suddenly lose my composure? Are you really not afraid of destroying your Dantian as long as you are with me?"
He Yufei suddenly came to his senses. When Jinxuan decommissioned her Dantian, she had never heard Jin Xuan complain. Jinxuan did not mention the feeling of decomposing her cultivation during that period, and he never asked. That was his fault.
He naively thought that Jinxuan's behavior was so natural because of him. He thought he was Jinxuan's god. But now he understands how it is possible for a cultivator to lose his behavior just because of one person or one person.
One thing?
"It seems that everything is revolving around me, as if everything is the thoughts and characters in my heart. Jinxuan said that just now, and she is so well-behaved. Isn't it the Jinxuan that I created in my heart?"