"It seems that everything is revolving around me, as if everything is the thoughts and characters in my heart. Jinxuan said that just now, and she is so well-behaved. Isn't it the Jinxuan that I created in my heart?"
He Yufei thought of this and said fiercely:
"It must be that damn bead! But if this is a dream, how should I go back?"
He Yufei put the broom aside, then turned around and walked out. The moment he took a step, he saw the aunt walking over from a distance.
"I guess the guard will definitely smile when he sees me."
He Yufei thought this in his mind, and when he walked to the door, he paid careful attention. Sure enough, everything was exactly as he thought. He walked out of the school and ran again, until he was exhausted and sweating profusely again.
At that time, by coincidence, I heard someone ask again:
"How about a bottle of water?"
"Hahahaha, An Ye, I'm afraid you don't know that what I understand is the way of heaven. I'm afraid your broken beads can't imitate the Dragon Emperor, right?"
After He Yufei heard a "harmonious" voice next to him again, he suddenly laughed crazily.
He was now certain that he fell into an illusion or a dream after hearing the harsh laughter in the dark night. That bead was indeed a monster that could control people's hearts. It could not only simulate everything in He Yufei's heart, but also bring him to his death.
The darkest side deep in my heart was brought out.
It may be that the Dragon Emperor's own realm is higher than the simulation level of this Pearl of Desire, so after He Yufei was exposed to the most fearful thing in his heart, the most worrying and terrifying thing in his mind did not appear, that is, the Dragon Emperor did not
With this loophole appearing, the dark side in He Yufei's heart gradually faded away, and he gradually returned to his true nature.
"Hmph, what a plan!"
He Yufei snorted coldly and started to walk home. He continued to think backwards and simulated guesses. The final result should be the time when he felt the most fear in his heart. Then the Dragon Emperor appeared and took away his body. As long as
At that time, someone or a force was willing to help me take back my body from the Dragon Emperor. Since my brain controlled by the dark side would definitely accept it unconditionally, I might have to live in this world that I imagined or made with that bead for the rest of my life.
In the world, in reality, I will become a person who is not a human, a ghost or not.
Therefore, after He Yufei avoided the disaster and the dark side was removed, it seemed that the set situation turned into a story with loopholes and a running story. So after that, Jinxuan and Yaorao and all the people in this fake world
Everything became what he thought in his heart, so he felt that Jinxuan was different, the passers-by were different, and everything was different, so he felt inexplicably irritated, because everything was what he thought in his heart, perfect
It's scary.
After figuring everything out, all he had to do was jump out of this world and return to his own body. However, he didn't know that he could escape the environment created by the Pearl of Desire. Although there was a reason why the Dragon Emperor did not appear,
He was able to get out of the dark side, and now he can think clearly about all this, but he relied on his insignificant act of heaven. Otherwise, even if the Dragon Emperor had not appeared, even if he could escape from the darkness and fear for a while, he would not be able to have that inexplicable appearance afterwards.
He was so irritated that although he couldn't turn into a monster, he was afraid that his consciousness would have to stay in this place for the rest of his life.
"Bang"
After kicking the door open, he saw that Du Jianfang and He Dongping had come back. After seeing him kicking the door open so violently, they both looked at He Yufei in surprise.
He Yufei looked at Du Jianfang and thought in his heart that his mother would definitely scold him soon.
"You brat, you are sick. Are you itchy again and want to hit the washboard?"
Sure enough, Du Jianfang roared the next moment, while He Dongping on the other side looked like I was not involved in either side.
"It's exactly the same."
He Yufei actually laughed softly when he heard Du Jianfang's words, then ignored the surprised expressions on Du Jianfang and He Dongping's faces, turned around and walked into the kitchen.
Looking at the knife placed next to him, he smiled and thought in his heart:
"End it!"
Then he picked up the knife in an instant. Frightened by the screams of Du Jianfang and He Dongping, he stabbed his chest with the knife. If this was a dream, it would be time to wake up. He Yufei only felt a pain in his chest, and his body began to
He became cold and fell to the ground. Looking at Du Jianfang and He Dongping with tears in their eyes, He Yufei sighed at the last moment of losing consciousness:
"Even if this is fake, I will still be moved."
Everything in the dream seems illusive and real at the same time. When you are happy in the dream, you can't help but smile. When you are in pain, you will frown and feel sad. When you have nightmares, you will break out in cold sweats and be scared to death. And when you lose your loved ones in the dream, you will feel sad.
Or when it pricks the softness in my heart, I will shed tears and murmur unconsciously...
Some people say that dreams are the second world, where you can see what you can't see and do what you can't do; some say that dreams allow you to complete or execute what you have thought about during the day; some say that dreams can
Seeing the future and the past, inadvertently dreaming that the places you have been or the things you have done will appear or be performed in a certain day in the future. You always feel like you have seen it before, but you are sure that you have never been there before or have never done it before.
I have done it, and when I think about it carefully, it turns out to be just like what I saw in a dream. The moment Pan Ran woke up was still full of disbelief and fear, and the places he had walked or the things he had done inadvertently appeared after his dream. When he woke up from the dream,
There will always be sighs, memories, and pain.
Dreams are like mirrors, reflecting oneself; dreams are like wings, letting oneself fly; dreams are like notes, recording oneself; dreams are like gods and demons, watching oneself.
No matter good or bad, you have to wake up from your dreams. Otherwise, wouldn’t you be able to live forever if you dreamed for a thousand years?
"It hurts so much. Am I back?"
When He Yufei felt conscious again, bursts of pain came from his chest. He wanted to speak, but couldn't. He just felt like there was something on his mouth. Youyou opened his eyes, and He Yufei looked
He was lying in a white room with many tubes inserted into his body and an oxygen mask on his mouth.
Before He Yufei opened his eyes and took in everything in front of him, he heard a female voice coming from the side. He turned around and saw a middle-aged woman wearing a nurse's uniform.
"Are you awake? This time your fortune is good. The knife just missed the heart and the main blood vessels were not damaged. The doctors said that your luck is not ordinary..."
When He Yufei heard this, there was a loud "boom" in his head. He could no longer hear the nurse's words clearly, but he kept echoing in his head:
"Luck is not generally good, not generally good..."
"Bang"
After a long time, the sound of a door closing brought He Yufei back to his senses, and He Yufei shouted in his heart:
"Fuck, I don't want to live in a dream, I want to go back!!!"
He looked at the sign that said Intensive Care Unit and shed tears silently...
He knew it was a dream, but he couldn't go back. He couldn't bear the depression in his heart anymore. He felt like he was back in his childhood. When he and Du Jianfang were shopping on the street, he accidentally talked to Du Jianfang.
Feeling lost, he suddenly felt that the whole world was so strange, and suddenly felt a sense of fear and terror that he had never experienced before. He cried, howled, and kept shouting:
"Mom...Mom..."
No matter how angry and shouting he was, time in this world was already ticking by. He Yufei lay in the hospital like a piece of wood for three months and was discharged.
"Xiao Fei, when you feel better, go to school. It's time to take the college entrance examination this year."
A few days after picking up He Yufei from the hospital, Du Jianfang talked to He Yufei.
"Go to school, go to school, go to shitty school, it's all fake, fake!"
He Yufei roared.
"You kid, are you crazy? Anyway, when you feel better, you can go to school with me, or I'll break your legs."
How could Du Jianfang be afraid of He Yufei? He said coldly to He Yufei.
When He Yufei was about to speak again, he suddenly closed his mouth and stopped talking. Instead, he turned around and walked into his room. Du Jianfang's dissatisfied voice came from behind:
"I provide you with food and clothing. If you don't go to school well, you actually commit suicide like others. I'm really angry."
After closing the door, He Yufei leaned behind the door. In fact, he knew that what Du Jianfang said just now was the image of Du Jianfang in his memory. As long as he didn't think about it or thought of something good, Du Jianfang would definitely not say that. There are many
Everything happened in his mind.
Originally, after he found out that he could not escape from this world even if he committed suicide, he stopped talking to some people around him. Naturally, if he thought this way, no one would talk to him. But gradually, he began to feel irritable and uneasy in his heart.
The more he wanted to recall those things, he recalled the good times when the people around him were how he imagined them to be, but instead he became more irritable and his thoughts often started to become irritable. Just like Du Jianfang's demeanor and words just now, in fact,
This is Du Jianfang that He Yufei is simulating in his mind.
"Isn't your luck really good? Haha."
He Yufei has been chanting this sentence repeatedly during the three months he has been in this world. He knows that this is not luck, but the world where the broken beads are fixed for him. Now he can't die even if he wants to, so there is no need to talk about luck.
"Maybe you will also fall in love with this pearl of desire, hahahaha..."
His thoughts turned back to that night, the last words An Ye said. He Yufei now knew everything but just couldn't do anything about it. He also thought in his mind that at that moment, he suddenly gained divine power and "framed" two tramples on this **** to death.
*, but none of these appear in this world.
He Yufei is now like a game character who entered the game and found a loophole. He is not controlled by the game itself, but he cannot escape the game's program. He also thought about sabotaging it, but found that there was no way to do it.
"ah!!!"
He Yufei shouted again, and Du Jianfang's cursing voice sounded outside the door:
"The ghost was screaming, and soon the neighbor came knocking on the door again."