Lou Yang looked at me and asked: "Nanqi is much stronger than Beixian, so what?" Seeing my eyes widening, he quickly softened his voice and said: "What you said is not entirely right. I don't have you anymore."
According to the news, Prince Yue’s Mansion has stepped up its vigilance, so it has no choice but to use this opportunity to explore your situation.”
I sneered coldly and said mockingly: "There is a saying that 'a man dares to do something'. I didn't expect that you would actually instigate a war between the Northern Jin Dynasty and Nanqi to benefit Northern Korea."
Lou Yang frowned, opened his eyes wide, and shook his head at me in disbelief, "You actually suspect that I am responsible? I am such a person in your mind, and you still don't believe me yet?"
"I trust you so much that I have never doubted you, but what about you? You used me to make a deal with Sima Jue!" At this time, he calmed down, snorted coldly, and continued, "You
Do you really believe that Sima Jue can ascend the throne?"
Lou Yang nodded firmly, "My military power will bring glory to the world! Prince Yue now has military power. He has been planning for this day for many years and is implementing his plan step by step. I trust him!"
I looked at him coldly, watching the wind blow up the dust and spread it around, making the winter world desolate.
Men! In the face of family and love, always choose the former. Women are always the victims of interests!
For people in high positions, marriage represents a kind of attachment to power.
I don't want to cruelly extinguish my newly ignited love for Sima Jue. I know that there is another 'I' in my heart that is justifying everything he has done. Apart from his position, there is no other place in my heart.
man.
Looking at Lou Yang, who frowned and looked solemn, I put myself in his shoes and made a choice. I am afraid that a person would choose the former between giving up the lives of a whole family and getting the love of a woman, not to mention that in this ancient time with strict ethics, he chose
I, in other words, chose betrayal and death.
Just thinking about trading with myself makes my heart feel as dull as being shrouded in black clouds.
At the moment, I still comforted Lou Yang. I could see that he was suppressing his emotions. I was in a dull mood. I still respected him. This is a man. He must be able to take advantage of the situation.
Gotta get it.
Seeing that he still couldn't let go, he patted him on the shoulder in a show of magnanimity and said boldly: "Brother, you are mighty! With a confidant like you, I will have no regrets in this life!"
After hearing this, Lou Yang had a very complicated expression on his face. He was suppressing the emotions in his heart and nodded heavily to me...
"Since you are not the one who instigated the trouble, you can go! Just do what you have to do for your North Korea. There is no need to protect me anymore." I said, got on the horse, and left.
"You can't do this?" Lou Yang jumped on his horse and caught up with me.
"What's going on? I have to rush to Nanqi as soon as possible to stop the war." I said and charged forward.
"I'll escort you," he shouted.
"you go!"
"You have to be a man of faith. How could I abandon you at this moment? I know that you hate what I did to you. You are a smart man. You didn't come to get married to save the people of Nanqi from the disaster of war. At this moment, you are
We are willing to take this risk for the sake of the Northern Jin Dynasty and Nanqi War for the sake of jade and silk! Aren't we different?"
I let go of my worries and my displeasure with him weakened, but I still shouted to him: "It's different! If you want to be like me, then you should do your duty well and don't let me lose a hair, otherwise I will
Tell me, Third Emperor Brother, that you are incompetent and let him beat you!"
"Okay!" Lou Yang said loudly.
…
We hurried towards Nanqi, but within a few days we ran into big trouble and ran out of money!
After coming out of Bogulujun Town, Guangguang fled without taking anything with him. Along the way, he only had a few taels of silver that Lou Yang had with him. He bought me a horse on the way, but there was not much left.
I'm dressed as a man and don't like to wear accessories, and Lou Yang doesn't have any valuable jade. He has nothing to sell.
It’s true that a penny can stump a heroic man! Even if you have great abilities, it’s all in vain if you don’t have money to eat!
We didn't dare to stay in inns at night. We only found shelter in temples or in the doorways of wealthy families to avoid being evicted. But the building was too busy, so I slept while he kept watch. We also ate one steamed bun in two portions.
After half a month, Lou Yang probably has been running around like this all year round, but I haven’t seen any changes, except that I feel a lot thinner. What makes me even more depressed is that I started to act pretentious and started eating. After two bites, I didn’t want to eat anymore. What do you mean?
Didn’t you do it on purpose to show Lou Yang? It’s really not my style to be pretentious even though I haven’t eaten. The explanation I gave myself was because I couldn’t let go of Sima Jue and was heartbroken, but what would Lou Yang think of this!
Lou Yang thought I was not used to eating, so he tried his best to buy some fine food for me and eat some coarse food himself. In the end, seeing that he had less money, he simply skipped his own meal.
I couldn't hold on anymore, so I had no choice but to sell the horse, so we had to share the same horse. I still dressed up as a man. Although I was riding the same horse with a young and handsome man like Lou Yang, I couldn't help but feel sad anymore.
At this time, he is more like a brother to me.
I think so. It’s hard to guarantee that Lou Yang won’t be raped by me. No matter whether I sit in front or behind, I feel his body stiffen every time. He gets off his horse and takes a rest after not walking very far. We also have to endure the criticism from passers-by.
Pointing and pointing is nothing more than saying that we have "cut sleeves". I was lucky enough to have "cut sleeves" twice, but neither of them was true.
Then there is the horse, which is as hungry as us and is carrying two people on its back. Every time I get off the horse, I do some "family condolences" and hug and comfort the horse. It's not easy! Not only does it have no food to eat, but it also has to work.
How rare and valuable it is to not go on strike and throw us two away and escape to a wealthy family! This spirit is really worth carrying forward.
Finally, we made another decision between walking and riding a horse, and reluctantly chose the former. We were going to sell the horse, but the horse always had nothing to eat when it followed us. It was too thin and we couldn't find a buyer.
.
I looked at the horse. It was not fat before, but now it is even thinner. It is true that the horse is thin and has long hair! It has a deep belly, four thin legs, big eyes protruding outwards, a long and slender neck, and hair all over its body. Fortunately,
Lou Yang and I are not fat, otherwise it would be really difficult for such skinny horses.
We arrived in a small town. In order to save energy, Lou Yang asked me to take the horse and find a secluded place to rest while he went to find a buyer.
Half an hour later, I saw him bringing a person to see our horse. However, when the person saw the horse, he immediately opened his eyes, looked at the two of us again, curled his lips, and asked: "Is this a horse? I thought it was a horse."
It's a 'thin dog'!" After saying that, he turned around to leave without caring about our faces. I grabbed him and begged him to buy it with nice words. The more he did this, the more energetic and enthusiastic he became.
Don’t buy it! He also said that he had been fooled by Lou Yang and that we were not horses but thin dogs.
I yelled at the man in a hurry: "Are your thin dogs that big? I will buy as many as you want!"
The man stared, became anxious, and cursed: "Our thin dogs are fatter than you, you can't afford them."
I stared and was about to scold the man when I heard a "choking" sound. Lou Yang suddenly pulled out his big black sword and placed it across the man's neck. He threatened in a hateful voice: "You can buy it too."
You have to buy it, you have to buy it if you don’t want to, otherwise you will lose your life.”
In fact, he should have used this trick a long time ago. You see how effective it is. The man was so frightened that he immediately bought it, but it only cost us the money to buy a "thin dog".
Anxious people can’t afford to be hurt!
Although we both feel that we are at a loss, thinking about the horse's slimming board, it is already good if someone buys it. Don't think about holding your head high when people are under the eaves, otherwise it will break your head.
Without a horse, I could only walk. What do you mean by saying, "If you are unlucky enough to drink cold water, your teeth will be blocked?" I was actually sick. I was so weak that I couldn't eat well. I had no appetite, so I could save food.
Lou Yang was very worried about me being like this, so he had to spend time buying some delicious snacks for me. He was afraid that if I continued like this, I would starve to death before I could reach Nanqi.
I still didn't want to eat it, until one day I saw a little boy holding a sweet potato and gnawing on it, which suddenly aroused my appetite.
Lou Yang walked around the street but couldn't find anything. We tried to buy the little boy's remaining half piece of sweet potato, but the little boy was very brave and refused to sell it. In the end, he became so anxious that he cried and called the adults over.
Lou Yang scolded us, scolding us adults for being so unkind and wicked for snatching a child's sweet potatoes. Lou Yang and the two of us twitched at the corners of our mouths.
Finally, we bought two of their sweet potatoes to satisfy my craving. But after eating one, I didn’t want to eat them anymore.
It’s hard to serve a hypocritical person!
The remaining money didn't last for a few days before it was all used up again.
The season has entered February and the weather is even colder.
We walked even slower without the horse, and finally I wanted to eat. I don't know if it was because I was too hungry and hurt my stomach before, or for some other reason, but I vomited whenever I ate.
It would be fine if I couldn't eat it in the first place. The problem is that my eyes light up when I see the food, but I vomit after eating it. It's really a waste of food! While I lament the waste of food, I also blame myself for being reborn.
My life is so privileged that my stomach is not used to it. I feel so sorry for the food and Lou Yang.
On this day, we arrived at a city called "Chengbaixu". The two of us couldn't walk anymore. We sat on the street corner and watched people coming and going. Maybe this place produces jade. We saw that the streets were lined with jade shops, and people came and went.
Most of the people there are buying and selling jade. From this point of view, the people here must be living a very wealthy life.
In fact, I have always had an idea, that is, let Lou Yang go to some wealthy people to "borrow" some money on a dark and windy night, but I was afraid that saying such things would damage my image as a princess, princess, and real person Yu, so I hesitated for a long time.
He had no choice but to say: "How about we... perform a show!"
Lou Yang nodded, and I looked at his black sword and reminded him: "Don't try to swallow the sword, you, your sword is too 'black' to swallow." Lou Yang looked at me helplessly and moved the corner of his mouth, and I continued to remind him.
, "Don't come here to smash a big stone on your chest. I can't swing the sledgehammer. Even if I can swing it, I'm afraid you won't eat for many days and will be crushed to death if you can't hold on." Lou Yang's cheek muscles trembled and he muttered.
Said: "Save some of your energy and perform for a while!"
I obeyed and immediately shut up and gathered my strength!