"Ah, that's enough, stop thinking nonsense." Xu Rongrong put down the chicken porridge in his hand angrily and wiped the corners of his mouth.
If she continues to think about it, she will almost suffer from schizophrenia. Those incomprehensible feelings make her surprised, and those surprised feelings make her feel speechless. In short, everything put together is - she should stop thinking about it.
!
Putting the chicken porridge on the table next to him, Xu Rongrong was surprised to see the man just standing aside blankly, his eyes lifeless, as if his soul had left his body.
Xu Rongrong's hands trembled, and a feeling of fear spread from the bottom of her heart. She stood up suddenly and threw herself on Zhan Yiyang, while shouting, "Yiyang..."
At this moment, even Xu Rongrong didn't know why she called out that name.
Zhan Yiyang also woke up from his meditation the moment Xu Rongrong threw himself on him.
The soldier's agility allowed him to quickly stretch out his hands and hold Xu Rongrong in his arms. The speed was very dangerous and dangerous. If he had been slower for one second, Xu Rongrong would have fallen to the ground.
But even if the danger was like this, Zhan Yiyang did not let go of Xu Rongrong's call to him just now.
If his guess is correct, he hasn't told Xu Rongrong what his name is yet.
So, how did Xu Rongrong call his name?
Uncontrollable surprise surged in Zhan Yiyang's heart. He hugged Xu Rongrong's body tightly with his hands, letting her nestle in his arms obediently, "Rongrong, what did you call me just now? Can you call me again, okay?
good."
"Yiyang, I, I called you Yiyang, but I don't know why I called you out." Xu Rongrong rushed over in desperation just now, not considering that there was an empty space between the hospital bed and Zhan Yiyang, and there was a gap between it and the ground.
Quite a height.
When she stepped on the air and had no place to focus, she began to panic desperately, and her heart was full of fear.
But in that flash of lightning, Zhan Yiyang caught Xu Rongrong and let her fall into his arms.
Due to conditioned reflex, Xu Rongrong grabbed Zhan Yiyang's neck with both hands, and she desperately shrank into his arms, thus creating a scene where she, Xu Rongrong, was hugging a man tightly.
Strictly speaking, this was Xu Rongrong's first time seeing this man, at least in her current memory.
But in this scene, being held so tightly in a man's arms, Xu Rongrong actually didn't feel any discomfort, discomfort, or resistance.
On the contrary, she still has a little bit of enjoyment.
She likes this man's arms, likes the smell of this man, and likes the feeling of this man holding her.
Xu Rongrong felt shy about her current thoughts, but she still didn't want to stop. She just wanted to be held by him like this, motionless.
Therefore, when Zhan Yiyang asked her a question, she answered without hesitation, "The name suddenly came to my mind just now, so I shouted."
"Then, how did you come up with this name?" Zhan Yiyang looked at Xu Rongrong with bright eyes, his voice trembling with excitement.
"I, my mind has been blank before, nothing. But when I saw that chicken porridge, there were several pictures in my mind, pictures that appeared inexplicably..." Xu Rongrong pouted, she was still thinking about it.
That inexplicable feeling lingers in my heart.
"What scene, tell me, Rongrong." Zhan Yiyang had a vague guess through Xu Rongrong's reaction in the past few dozen minutes, but he was not sure yet, so he decided to ask Xu Rongrong more before making a judgment.
Xu Rongrong bit his finger and looked at Zhan Yiyang with a frown, looking a little aggrieved, "That's it, one, two, three, four, five, six. Six pictures."
"Which six scenes?" Zhan Yiyang became more and more excited. He could almost imagine that they must be the memories he and Xu Rongrong shared.
Xu Rongrong had no choice but to try his best to recall the scene that just came to his mind and tell Zhan Yiyang bit by bit.
At the end, she looked at him with a flat mouth, "There are only these six pictures, nothing else."
"Enough, that's enough." Zhan Yiyang looked at Xu Rongrong's innocent and innocent face, and his heart almost flew with excitement.
Being able to remember six scenes is a good start. As time goes by, Xu Rongrong will definitely be able to remember more and more.
"Rongrong, you know, those scenes are all scenes we have experienced together. They are memories that belong to the two of us." Zhan Yiyang said, his thoughts had fallen into the beautiful memories of the past, and he smiled slightly
With the corners of his mouth raised, he slowly spoke out the sweet past that belonged to the two of them.
"At that time, the first time we met, you were bullied by your ex-boyfriend and cried very miserably. In the elevator, I was still wondering how someone could cry like this. But I didn't expect that the second time we met, you would soon fall into tears.
Here we come." Zhan Yiyang hugged Xu Rongrong and sat on the hospital bed, slowly recalling the past, hoping to evoke Xu Rongrong's memories.
And Xu Rongrong, lying so comfortably in Zhan Yiyang's arms, as he slowly narrated the words, pictures unfolded in front of his eyes.
That time, he went to visit his subordinates who were injured while trying to save him during the mission. In the elevator going downstairs, he met Xu Rongrong, who was still very young and immature.
He saw Xu Rongrong squatting in the corner of the elevator, crying miserably.
At that time, he was already thirty years old. He had lived for thirty years and had seen countless women cry. During his studies abroad, many women even cried in front of him, but there had never been any disturbance in his heart.
The time he met Xu Rongrong was the first time he knew that someone could really cry so much that he couldn't bear it.
But they had never interacted with each other at that time, and even if he looked at it twice, he didn't understand it too much.
That was the first time he saw Xu Rongrong. He noticed Xu Rongrong immediately, but Xu Rongrong did not notice him at the first time.
Perhaps, this incident has foreshadowed that between him and Xu Rongrong, he fell faster.
When they met for the second time, Xu Rongrong didn't notice him. She kept looking at him, but he never took his eyes away from her. So the next day, he went to her house and took the necessary things with him.
The purpose of taking Xu Rongrong to register for marriage with him.
At that time, he was still smart enough to think that he just liked her and thought she was very stupid, so he wanted to marry her.
But, in fact, it was because he liked that immature little woman.
"So, I was actually tricked into getting married by you, right?" Zhan Yiyang spoke slowly. Xu Rongrong sat on his lap and listened carefully. Occasionally, he would ask some questions. Of course, Zhan Yiyang answered them patiently.
Got her.
"Yes, if I hadn't tricked you into getting married, maybe you would have become someone else's wife." Zhan Yiyang lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Xu Rongrong's. Such intimacy did not arouse Xu Rongrong's disgust. He felt
Very happy.
"So you are a big liar." Hearing Zhan Yiyang's answer, Xu Rongrong pouted in dissatisfaction.
What the hell? She originally thought the love between two people was romantic, but it turned out that she was deceived into getting married. How romantic! It didn’t live up to expectations!!
At this moment, Xu Rongrong didn't feel that she agreed with everything Zhan Yiyang said. No matter whether it was good or bad, she didn't even have the slightest doubt about whether it was true or false.
Zhan Yiyang was still immersed in the memories of the past. He slowly told all the past, happy, sad, sad and happy.
Xu Rongrong, on the other hand, sat in his arms so obediently, listening to him recount the past that belonged to them.
Speaking of Zhan Yiyang's loss of memory, when she had been waiting for four years, Xu Rongrong couldn't help but burst into tears, both for the woman who waited foolishly, and for the two couples who had lost each other's love for four years.
Later, when talking about falling off the cliff, Xu Rongrong couldn't help but shrink into Zhan Yiyang's arms.
She really couldn't imagine how that woman fell off the cliff with such a determination to die.
"Is the person you are talking about really me? Have I really experienced so many things with you?" Xu Rongrong opened his eyes wide and looked at Zhan Yiyang.
There were so many difficulties and dangers. How did they survive them back then?
"Silly Rongrong, of course it's you." Looking at Xu Rongrong's innocent and cute appearance, Zhan Yiyang stretched out his hand, scratched the tip of her nose, and answered her question with a smile.
This Xu Rongrong is as clean and pure as when we first met.
At that time, Xu Rongrong would get angry and kick his feet, would be fooled into getting married by him, would lie to him that she didn't know how to cook, and then be exposed by her own mother, and she would have no choice but to cook for herself.
At that time, Xu Rongrong had not been victimized to the point of miscarriage, had not waited alone for four years, had not been hurt by herself, had not experienced so much loneliness, sadness and despair, had not wandered alone on the line between life and death, and had not had her heart broken.
At that time, Xu Rongrong's clean eyes were exactly the same as now.
Xu Rongrong at that time...
Zhan Yiyang lowered his head and looked at Xu Rongrong in his arms. He couldn't help but hug her tightly with his arms.
In these seven years, he gave her love, but also brought her harm.
Rongrong, now I am suddenly not sure whether I want to join your life again or not.
I am so afraid that in the end, I will leave you with hurt and bad things again.
"Rongrong." Zhan Yiyang suddenly lowered his head and kissed Xu Rongrong's forehead gently, then opened his eyes wide and looked solemnly into Xu Rongrong's clear eyes, "Rongrong, after listening to what I said so much, you probably know
Yes, you have suffered so much with me, now, do you still want to be with me?"
"Why do you ask that?" Xu Rongrong frowned in confusion, "If you were my husband, of course I would be with you. If not with my own husband, who would I be with?"
"No, I don't just mean this, Rongrong." Although Zhan Yiyang would be too painful to extricate himself when he thought about not having Xu Rongrong in his life, but now he has fallen into a corner.
He believed that he had brought Xu Rongrong more harm than love, and he was afraid of hurting Xu Rongrong again, so he was wondering whether to give Xu Rongrong freedom, and let her stay away while she forgot about him and would not feel sad if she left him.
He lived a quiet and peaceful life.
Therefore, he now solemnly asked Xu Rongrong and listened solemnly to Xu Rongrong's opinion.
If she is willing to leave, then he would rather go through pain and let her go free.