"Rongrong, now I just want to ask you, do you still want to be with me? After hearing so much about love, hate, and separation, do you still want to remember the past?" Zhan Yiyang looked at Xu Rongrong and asked solemnly.
road.
"Why don't you remember the past? My mind is blank now. Of course I have to remember the past, otherwise I won't know anyone or remember anyone. This life would be too miserable." Xu Rongrong looked at Zhan Yi in confusion.
Yang, still didn't understand what he meant, but at least she understood his last sentence, so she quickly answered Zhan Yiyang.
"Rongrong, I know that if I remember you in the past, you will never be willing to leave me. I love you, and I also know that you love me, but that is you who has not forgotten. But now, when you forget,
I'll tell you everything about our past. Now, do you still want the woman from the past to come back?" Zhan Yiyang patiently explained the meaning of his words to Xu Rongrong carefully, hoping that she would understand what he meant.
, thereby making choices and judgments.
Although his heart was already torn apart by pain.
"That woman from the past?" Xu Rongrong murmured, his thoughts drifting to the lengthy story that Zhan Yiyang described that spanned seven years.
That woman actually sounded quite miserable. She was deceived into marriage, had a miscarriage, had her husband robbed, and was provoked. In the end, her husband disappeared and she gave birth to a child alone. After waiting for four years, someone came back who didn't remember her.
husband, and a woman who will be her son's stepmother.
But fortunately the man remembered that woman, otherwise her life would have been too miserable.
But life is destined to be unstable. Just two days after her beautiful life, the woman was taken hostage, injected with a virus, and finally jumped into the sea.
What a... rough life.
Xu Rongrong sighed, her thoughts still stuck in the story, but she didn't realize that she had already burst into tears.
"Rongrong." Looking at the tears on Xu Rongrong's face, Zhan Yiyang felt distressed in his heart. He reached out his hand and gently wiped away her tears. His slightly rough palm touched the tender cheek, which felt a little painful.
, but it brought Xu Rongrong's thoughts back.
"I, what's wrong with me?" Xu Rongrong touched the water stains on his face in surprise, unable to believe that these were his own tears.
Obviously, I didn't feel much sadness just now, so why did I shed tears?
"Rongrong, have you remembered anything? Why are you crying?" Zhan Yiyang's fingertips brushed across Xu Rongrong's eyelids, and he gently wiped away the tears that were flowing out again for her, and asked distressedly.
"I, I just thought about what you just said. I didn't do anything. I didn't want to shed these tears, but I couldn't control them." Xu Rongrong answered with a tearful voice. The tears that kept flowing out really frightened her.
, that feeling of wanting to control but not being able to control also made her extremely uncomfortable.
Zhan Yiyang's hand that wiped Xu Rongrong's tears stopped for a moment. He lowered his head, looked at Xu Rongrong's eyes that kept pouring tears, and said softly, "Rongrong, let's separate."
As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Rongrong's tears flowed more violently. Zhan Yiyang hurriedly wiped them with tissues, but couldn't wipe them clean.
The tears were like broken beads, constantly sliding down his cheeks, making Zhan Yiyang feel bitter in his heart.
"I lied to you, Rongrong, we will never be separated in this life." Zhan Yiyang held Xu Rongrong's hands, and with the gentlest tone in his life, he leaned into Xu Rongrong's ear and whispered.
Strangely enough, as soon as these words were spoken, the tears on Xu Rongrong's face stopped and stopped falling crazily.
Zhan Yiyang smiled bitterly and held Xu Rongrong's hand tighter.
"Hey, it's strange, why are you not crying anymore?" Xu Rongrong touched the corners of his eyes strangely, where there were still moist teardrops. But his cheeks were already dry, as if he had never cried before.
"Fool, that's your body and subconscious telling me that you don't want to leave me." After the raging tears just now, Zhan Yiyang's cowardly thoughts were driven away.
Now he believes that he can give Rong happiness.
He also firmly believes that there will never be anyone in this world who loves Xu Rongrong more than Zhan Yiyang.
There is no one in the world who can love him as deeply and persistently as Xu Rongrong.
If this is the case, then there is no reason for them to separate when they love each other.
The two of them worked together to resist the sufferings, whether they were in the past or in the future.
And those happy and joyful lives are the main theme of the love between Zhan Yiyang and Xu Rongrong.
Zhan Yiyang stretched out his arms and hugged Xu Rongrong tightly, as if he wanted to embed her into his arms, "Rongrong, I will make you happy, I will make you happy."
"I know you will make me happy, but how can I be happy if my life is gone?" Xu Rongrong said with difficulty, in Zhan Yiyang's arms.
"Ah, Rongrong, what's wrong with you?" Hearing Xu Rongrong's words, Zhan Yiyang pulled her in front of him in horror and carefully checked her body, "Is there something wrong?"
"It's uncomfortable, but I'm just uncomfortable being squeezed by you..." Xu Rongrong panted heavily while giving Zhan Yiyang a pair of white eyes, "Do you know that I almost suffocated to death just now?"
It turned out that it was because he hugged her too tightly. Zhan Yiyang breathed a sigh of relief and looked at Xu Rongrong who was gasping for air. "Rongrong, you can't remember now because the virus has oppressed the nerves. When the experts control the virus,
You will remember it."
"Remember? Do you remember the things you said?" Xu Rongrong poked his head curiously and leaned on Zhan Yiyang's shoulder. It was a natural thing and seemed to have been a habit for a long time.
"Well, maybe when you remember, you won't be as... innocent and cute as you are now, but maybe you at that time are the real you." Zhan Yiyang stretched out his hand to stop Xu Rongrong's shoulder, thinking in his mind
A glimpse of Xu Rongrong's calm and calm appearance.
"Then which me do you like?" Xu Rongrong struggled twice and failed to break away from Zhan Yiyang's big hand, and finally resigned and leaned on his shoulder, asking casually,
"I..." Zhan Yiyang was stunned. Although the two Xu Rongrongs were both Xu Rongrong, the difference was quite large.
A simple, cute, silly and annoying person.
He is calm and collected, but so stubborn that it hurts.
But no matter which character he is, he is still his Xu Rongrong, isn't he?
Just like whether she remembers him or not, she will burst into tears because of his departure. No matter what kind of character Xu Rongrong is, whether she is calm or simple, she is his Xu Rongrong, his wife, and his favorite woman
.
"Rongrong, when I came back after being missing for four years, my temperament changed drastically because I was hypnotized and forgotten, and I was no longer so gentle to you. Didn't you still choose to love me? Back then, you faced such a heartless me
They can all love me strongly. And I, why don’t I insist on loving you?” Zhan Yiyang smiled softly, stretched out his hand to smooth Xu Rongrong’s bangs, his expression was unbelievably gentle.
Even Xu Rongrong, who was curious about the answer to the question, couldn't help but be attracted by his expression. He stared at him blankly without saying a word.
"What's wrong, Rongrong?" Zhan Yiyang asked her in a low voice.
"It's nothing, Zhan Yiyang, I suddenly felt that I had seen the way you lowered your head just now, a long time ago, or just yesterday." Xu Rongrong raised his head, thinking about the inexplicable familiarity just now, "Am I really...
The woman in the story you told?”
"Rongrong." Zhan Yiyang was a little dumbfounded. Unexpectedly, she had been listening to it as a story, "Rongrong, you are really the heroine in what I just told you, but because of some things, you later forgot
That’s all.”
"I know, I just haven't been able to put myself into it. Just like the four years of waiting, if it was really me, I don't know how I could survive." Xu Rongrong lowered his head, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, with bitterness.
For a moment, Zhan Yiyang almost thought he saw Xu Rongrong before he lost his memory.
He was a little distracted, "Rongrong, just now, I almost thought I saw you before."
"The me before? Is the difference between me now really that big? So big that I don't look like the same person?" Xu Rongrong suddenly became curious about her former self. She turned to look at Zhan Yiyang and asked softly.
Zhan Yiyang smiled slightly and answered her softly, "There is not much difference in essence, but there are still some differences in appearance. When I first met you, you were cheerful, lively, sweet and simple, and you would lose your temper with me because of little things.
Later, you became much more calm and steady, you were no longer as cheerful as before, but you became much more mature."
Speaking of this, Zhan Yiyang felt a little bitter and guilty. If it hadn't been for the pain and suffering, as well as the days of desperate and lonely waiting, Xu Rongrong might not have matured so quickly.
"It's really a big difference, but I think I've always been me, and my fundamental heart has never changed." Xu Rongrong suddenly smiled mischievously at Zhan Yiyang, as sweet as an elf falling into the mortal world,
"I think I must have loved you very much before. Even now, when I am close to you, I can feel the sudden intensification of my heart beating. So, Zhan Yiyang, I declare now that I, Xu Rongrong, love you. Even if I forget, I still love you.
you."
Zhan Yiyang looked at the smiling Xu Rongrong in front of him, and his memory jumped to three years ago.
At that time, he injured her with blood dripping and her body was completely bruised, but she still firmly declared in front of him that she loved him and that he was hers. She was worried that he was with Pin Ruiyun, and she wanted to take her back!
At that time, although Xu Rongrong was not as lively and cute as he is now, his determined expression was exactly the same.
Now, these two identical faces have traveled through time and space, overlapping in Zhan Yiyang's mind.
"Rongrong, I love you too." Zhan Yiyang murmured softly. He lowered his head and kissed the small mouth that he had missed for a long time.
Xu Rongrong struggled twice at first. When she realized that she also missed this kiss, she changed from passive to active.
But how could Zhan Yiyang be willing to let a little woman take away the initiative? He deepened the kiss and at the same time slowly pressed Xu Rongrong underneath him.
The night is long, and there is something we can do in this separate ward...