Lu Sheng returned to the car, turned on the air conditioner in the car, and gently opened the exhaust hole upward to prevent the warm air from blowing directly on her face.
Luo Xi was leaning on the seat and sleeping deeply. Her face, which had always been pale, finally regained its rosiness. She looked so quiet like a well-behaved cat, which made people want to pinch her soft cheeks.
Lu Sheng did not disturb her and fastened her seat belt gently. This was the car she drove when she arrived. There were several bags on the back seats, filled with stationery.
The stationery was bought for the two children, and there were many kinds of stationery. Tangxin and Feichen were happy to see so much stationery, but at the same time they couldn't help but worry about Luo Xi.
"Dad, is mom sick?"
"Mom is just tired." Lu Sheng held Tangxin in his arms, "Did you listen to grandma today?"
"Tangxin was very good today and even helped grandma cook."
Lu Sheng laughed when he heard this. How could she help with her short hands and feet? "I helped grandma peel the garlic. I peeled two, and my brother peeled..." She stretched out two pieces of garlic.
She started counting with her little hands, but she could only count from 1 to 1 just now. She couldn't count numbers beyond 1, so Feichen stood aside to help, "I peeled off fifteen."
"Yes, one." Tangxin laughed, "Dad, I want to sleep with mom."
"Go." Lu Sheng let go of the little guy, and she immediately happily got into Luo Xi's bed. She gently placed a small hand on Luo Xi's body and whispered: "Mom, be good."
"Xiao Chen, come here." Lu Sheng waved to Feichen, and Feichen immediately stood up in front of him, his small body erect.
Lu Sheng patted his still thin shoulder and asked, "Do you want to be a soldier in the future?"
"I think so." Feichen replied almost without hesitation.
He had always admired Lu Sheng's handsome military uniform. When he was not at home, he would secretly run to his closet door and look inside. Unfortunately, those clothes were too big and he couldn't wear them at all. He only occasionally wore his hat.
It was fun. In Feichen's impression, Lu Sheng was an omnipotent and invincible hero, his idol and his pride.
"If you want to be a soldier, then follow your uncle Yang to practice marksmanship."
"I know, Dad."
"Soldiers have to say yes loudly." He rubbed the little guy's head. "No need to say it today. Don't wake up mom. Come with me. I have a gift for you."
Feichen didn't expect to receive a small military uniform, which was his favorite desert camouflage, and the size was completely tailor-made according to his figure.
"Dad, is this really for me?"
"yes."
Feichen was so happy that he didn't know what to do. His little face was flushed with excitement. He hugged the clothes and wished he could put them on right away. He would also wear the sniper rifle that Uncle Yang gave him on his back. He would look so handsome.
"Thank you, Dad." Although the little guy is used to being reserved, he is still dancing a little at this time, and his big eyes are shining with warm expectation, "Dad, can I put this on and show it to my mother?"
"Of course, it's yours now."
Feichen cheered, hugged his clothes and ran away quickly. After a while, he came back like a whirlwind, stood in front of Lu Sheng and saluted decently, "Yes, sir."
This is not a bedroom, so he can speak very loudly, puff out his small chest, and feel confident.
Lu Sheng had high hopes for Feichen, and Feichen did not disappoint him either.
When Luo Xi woke up, she immediately saw the small ball of desert yellow shaking in front of her. She smiled and stretched out her hand, "Xiao Chen, where did you get the clothes?"
Feichen happily leaned over and said, "Dad gave it to me. Mom, does it look good?"
"nice."
"Can I wear it when I go to school?"
"Wear school uniforms when you go to school."
"Isn't it okay to wear it under the school uniform?"
Luo Xi couldn't help but brush the child's attention, smiled and nodded, "No problem."
"Xiao Chen, Tangxin, go downstairs and help grandma make dinner." Lu Sheng opened the door and looked at the two little ones entangled with Luo Xi on the bed.
"Yes, sir." Feichen has been particularly fond of saluting ever since he got the military uniform. He completely regarded Lu Sheng as his boss. After saluting, he took his sister's hand and went downstairs. Lu Sheng walked to the bed and stretched out his hand gently
He gently rubbed it twice on the tender little face, "Are you feeling better? I'll let mom do whatever you want to eat."
"I don't want to eat anything." She coquettishly buried her face in his warm palm, enjoying this quiet and happy time.
He gently rubbed her face with his fingertips, "Roxi, I discussed with the doctor and decided to use his treatment plan." This was a decision he had considered for an afternoon. The doctor originally proposed to him to treat this disease.
He rejected Luo Xi's plan because he couldn't bear to let Luo Xi suffer. Now it seems that his choice was wrong. Maybe the treatment process was painful, but if the root cause of the disease was kept, her life would be in danger at any time. After weighing it,
Considering the pros and cons, he finally decided to undergo treatment.
"Now that you have decided, I think you have considered it very comprehensively. I am willing to cooperate with the doctor." Luo Xi closed her eyes gently and said, "Lu Sheng."
"Um?"
"I'm a little scared." People who have not personally experienced that kind of pain will not understand the desperate feeling of being on the verge of death.
"I will always be with you." Lu Sheng held her hand and put it to her lips and kissed it, "So, you have to have confidence in yourself."
For him and her two children, she must overcome this difficulty.
Luo Xi never thought she could return to this place, her former home.
Standing on the marble steps, looking at the familiar building in front of her, she suddenly remembered the saying, "In the old days, the king's swallows flew into the homes of ordinary people." The prosperity of the Luo family had long since ended, but this mansion was still standing.
.
"Didn't this house have someone seal it up?" She thought it had been sold long ago and someone else's surname had been changed.
"This is your home, how can I let someone else sell it, come in."
Also coming was Luo Xi's attending doctor, Dr. Tan, an expert in treating claustrophobia.
"This is also Dr. Tan's suggestion. He said it is best to find the root cause of the disease in the first place, so that we can treat it more effectively."
The house was clean and tidy, and it seemed that people came to clean it frequently. Lu Sheng never said that he still saved the house for her. He did so many things that she didn't know about, and each of them was enough to touch her for half her life.
This house holds too many memories, happy, sad, and even resentful.
Luo Xi visited every corner and felt nostalgic everywhere.
For five years, she has not set foot in this place again.
"Ms. Luo, generally claustrophobia is caused by an unpleasant childhood experience. This unpleasant experience is stored in the patient's memory. When the memory is recalled, fear will follow. You
Think carefully about whether anything happened in your childhood that made you particularly scared."
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