Painful monthly ticket inside and outside the door
"Something you're particularly afraid of?" Luo Xi recalled carefully, "It's been so long that I can't remember it clearly."
Dr. Tan guided him step by step, "When you were a child, were you locked in a dark room where you couldn't see anything? You screamed in fear, but no one heard you..."
Lu Sheng stared at Luo Xi's expression nervously. It was indeed a bit difficult for her to recall what happened so long ago, but she cooperated and thought hard. Her steps unconsciously stopped in front of a wooden door. She raised her head.
, suddenly some memories jumped into my mind.
That year, Luo Chenggong married Jin Shufen. She quarreled with Jin Shufen and Luo Meimei every day, and the family was restless all day long.
One time, she made an appointment with her classmates to go out for roller skating. Her roller skates were placed in this small warehouse. It was usually filled with debris and few people came in. She was bending down to look for her shoes when suddenly the door slammed shut.
, and then the power went out. She was very scared at the time because there were no windows in the house and there was no other exit. She kept knocking on the door to try to attract others' attention, but it was strange that day. All the servants were like
It was as if she had disappeared, and no one paid any attention to her. Finally, she fell asleep in the utility room because she was tired and thirsty. Luo Chenggong came back at night and only let her out when he heard some noise.
Thinking about it now, Luo Xi thought that she might have planted the root of her illness at that time. However, who would deliberately lock her in the utility room, apart from Luo Meimei, there would probably be no other person.
The grudge between her and Luo Meimei was so deep that she wouldn't be surprised if she could do such a thing.
After listening to his story, the doctor said with certainty: "This room in front of you is the birthplace of your fear. If you want to cure this disease, you must start from this room."
Luo Xi resisted instinctively and shrank back, leaning in front of Lu Sheng. Her face, which had been calm just now, suddenly became panicked. Just thinking about the scene there made her palms sweat.
Lu Sheng held her hand and encouraged her, "No matter what happens, I will always stand outside this door. Even if there are monsters, don't be afraid. I will knock them all down. You need to believe me, you know?"
Luo Xi struggled for a long time, and finally agreed, looking at him with a pitiful look, "Lu Sheng, don't leave."
"If I don't leave, I will always stay with you." He patted her cheek gently, "Be good, didn't you agree before that you should be braver, eh?"
Luo Xi took a deep breath, as if she had made up her mind. She looked at the doctor, "Doctor Tan, I can do it."
Dr. Tan said: "I will go in with you, but I am not going to help you. On the contrary, I will deepen your fear. But no matter how deep the fear is, you must understand that those monsters and ghosts are just yours."
Imagine that a real disaster will not happen."
"I see."
Lu Sheng made a cheering gesture to her, and then watched her enter the door with the doctor.
He didn't know what would happen next. Likewise, he didn't know if he had the mental endurance. He was afraid that he would break in the door uncontrollably.
Lu Sheng lit a cigarette and leaned against the stairs. He still remembered the first time he came here.
At that time, they were still in love and were inseparable. Once, he drove to pick her up for a play date. He originally planned to wait for her at a fork not far away, but she called to say that her foot was sprained.
"My dad is not at home, otherwise, why don't you come up?" When she said this, her face turned red unconsciously. It was the first time she invited a man to her boudoir. They had not seen each other for a week.
He finally came back from the army, but her foot was twisted and swollen like a steamed bun, and she couldn't walk at all.
"Which room are you in?" Listening to his voice, her heart couldn't help but beat violently, and she said shyly after a long time: "The second room on the second floor, there's Kitty on the door."
While waiting, she became nervous and anxious. She jumped to the closet with one foot to look for clothes. She changed several pieces in succession but felt unsatisfied. Finally, she hurriedly put on one piece when she heard the footsteps going upstairs.
He knocked on the door, and her voice was pitifully small, "Come in."
It was a hot summer day, and the air conditioner in the room was turned on at full speed. The windows were open, and there was a patch of green asparagus outside. She was sitting on the bed, wearing a short-sleeved top with ruffles, and her hair was casual.
She was hanging behind her, her skin was as white as the fine porcelain fired from the best brick cellar in Jingdezhen. She looked at him, her beautiful eyes were full of blue waves, and she was a little shy in her joy. He almost couldn't help it.
He walked over to kiss her, but she didn't resist, letting his kiss rage in her mouth. Although they had kissed before, it was far less passionate than this time. Gradually, he was no longer satisfied with the passion brought by a kiss.
, his slender hands naturally covered her chest. Her whole body seemed to be hit by electric current, and her mind went blank. This was the first time he touched her body, and she felt strange and exciting.
His hand first touched her through the thin fabric. As the body temperature of the two of them rose, he gently opened the skirt of her clothes. She panicked and reached out to grab her hand, but she still did not stop his advance.
How did that day end? She only remembered that she was hurriedly arranging the clothes that were messed up by him, and he looked at her with a narrow smile while fastening a button that couldn't be fastened. He raised his head with a look on his face.
He thought resentfully, "Lu Sheng, you stinking gangster."
Her cheeks were shy and pretty, and he could never forget that scene.
Lu Sheng finished smoking a cigarette when he suddenly heard a knock on the door in the house, each one very urgent.
"Lu Sheng, Lu Sheng, open the door. I want to go out. I don't want to stay here. I'm so scared." Her voice was filled with tears and requests.
Lu Sheng threw away the cigarette and strode over. Through a door, he could clearly feel her fear. He could imagine how she looked at this moment, helpless, frightened, and desperate.
He pressed his hand on the door handle, his palms sweating.
"Lu Sheng, Lu Sheng, are you there? Open the door. I don't want to be treated anymore. I'm scared. I'm really scared. Please."
It was a kind of torture for her, and it was even more painful for him.
"Roxi, everything you see is fake. There is nothing in that room. Believe me, there is really nothing."
"Lu Sheng..." Her voice trailed off a little bit, "Lu Sheng, open the door..."
She shouted her name one after another, almost breaking his psychological defense. As long as he exerted slight force, he could end her pain.
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