Zhang Youbin and Su Wan started talking, and he no longer felt how annoying this woman was. He spread his palms and looked at Su Wan in front of him, and said: "I don't like my current state at all. To be honest, if I didn't have the experience of my childhood,
That disaster. I don’t want to be a W-King at all, and I don’t want to take other people’s lives with my own hands. I don’t want to be involved in the underworld, and I don’t want to have too much money. So many things have made me feel
I’m very tired now. I think I should prefer to be an ordinary person, a person who lives a simple life and has small pursuits. Everything now makes me feel very tired.”
I don’t know if it’s because of alcohol or something else. Zhang Youbin was upset and his words were a little incoherent: “But I can’t do it. I have so many experiences that no one can know, and there are so many things that I still need to do.
There are so many people who have certain expectations for me. If I were not a member of the Bloods, the murderous W-King, the grandson of some general, or the grandson of a billionaire, I think I would live a very happy life.
, I will have a wife that I love, and a plain and happy family..."
"Oops..." Zhang Youbin held his head in frustration and said, "I don't know how to express it. I just want to say that I don't like everything right now..."
Su Wan didn't think what Zhang Youbin said made sense. She said, "I would be annoyed to death if I became like that. An ordinary person who has no money to buy a good house, no money to buy a good car, no Dior, Chanel
, Versace clothes, perfume, nothing else, how can you be happy in life?"
"Material girl!" Zhang Youbin said helplessly: "Most people don't have the things you mentioned, but don't they all live a happy and contented life?"
Su Wan argued: "That's because they haven't experienced it, so it doesn't matter whether they are there or not."
"Then do you have no other pursuits besides these things?" Zhang Youbin asked in surprise: "Have you never thought that one day you would also be a wife and mother?"
"Of course I have thought about it!" Su Wan said shyly: "As a woman, who doesn't want to have a good husband who loves her?"
"Then let me ask you." Zhang Youbin stared at Su Wan and asked: "If one day you fall in love with a pauper and he can't give you what you want, such as a good house, a good car, Dior, Vuitton, etc., what should you do?
?”
Su Wan asked in surprise: "Why do you want him to give it to me? It's not like I can't afford it myself! Besides, it's impossible for me to fall in love with a pauper."
"Why is it impossible?" Zhang Youbin asked curiously: "Do you first have to look at his career, money, and even family background when you like someone?"
Su Wan pouted and said: "Even if I don't care about this, it's impossible for me to know a pauper, let alone fall in love with a pauper. There are no people like you mentioned among the people I have come into contact with. To be honest, I only know the upper class.
Even if I look for a husband in the future, I will naturally look for him among the people I know. How can I meet a pauper?"
"Forget it!" Zhang Youbin said with a depressed look: "For example, you can't even cooperate. Chatting with someone like you is really boring! This is the ideological gap!"
…
Su Wan didn't seem to object to drinking and chatting face to face with Zhang Youbin, but Zhang Youbin had been silent for a long time and didn't speak again, which made Su Wan a little depressed. She wanted to speak but didn't know where to start.
Neither of them felt sleepy at all. After a while, Su Wan finally asked: "What are your plans if all this is over?"
"Plan?" Zhang Youbin was stunned, and after hesitating for a moment, he said: "I don't know, after finishing this matter, there are other things to do. When everything is taken care of, I don't know what the situation will be at that time.
not good."
Su Wan asked curiously: "Your grandpa will give you Datang, right? I think you will always be in the business circle in the future."
Zhang Youbin shook his head and said: "I don't know if he really wants to give me Datang. In fact, even if he gives it to me, I won't take it."
"Why?" Su Wan asked in surprise.
"It's useless for me to come." Zhang Youbin said helplessly: "Datang is of no use to me at all. Even if there is no Datang, I will not be short of money, and Datang will bring me a lot of trouble.
, it takes up a lot of my time and energy, and I really have no interest at all. I just want to enjoy life with peace of mind after all this is over."
"Why is it useless?" Su Wan found it increasingly difficult to understand Zhang Youbin's words, and said, "If you inherit Datang, you can become a leader among young people in mainland China. Datang's assets are enough to allow you to do many things you want to do."
"The kind of thing that requires a lot of money to do?" Zhang Youbin asked rhetorically.
"Yes!" Su Wan nodded and said, "Isn't your ideal just to have enough food and clothing?"
Zhang Youbin thought for a while, smiled helplessly, and said: "It's pretty much the same. When I take care of everything, I just want to live an ordinary life. Those things you mentioned require a lot of money to do."
, I’m not even interested.”
"Then do you have any plans?" Su Wan asked.
"Plan?" Zhang Youbin asked: "You mean the future plan?"
"Yes!" Su Wan nodded and said, "If you want to live an ordinary life, why don't you have a plan?"
"There is no plan." Zhang Youbin said with a smile: "Just find a place you like."
"Where is my lover?" Su Wan looked at Zhang Youbin and asked.
"This..." Zhang Youbin thought for a moment and said, "Of course you need a lover, as well as family, brothers and friends."
"Then they are also willing to live such a dull life?" Su Wan asked curiously: "You bloody gang. Is it true that everyone thinks the same as you and wants to be dull?"
"Part of it." Zhang Youbin answered truthfully: "Some people want to escape from this kind of life, and some of them are just too afraid of integrating into a strange environment. Although we have strong adaptability, we must
They give up everything before and become ordinary people, which may make them feel more depressed and difficult to accept."
"Post-war syndrome, right?" Su Wan explained: "I once read a report that many American soldiers who participated in the Gulf War had post-war syndrome in varying degrees. Do you have it?"
Zhang Youbin smiled slightly and said: "The soldiers you are talking about are only soldiers who have experienced short-term wars. Many of them have only participated in a few battles. It does take a long time for a soldier to suddenly become a murderer from a shooting place.
To adapt. Except for those few bloodthirsty or morbid people who do not need this process."
Then Zhang Youbin smiled helplessly and said: "We have had it before. In the beginning, we had to take sleeping pills every night to sleep. Some people even carry sedatives with them and take them immediately if there is any abnormality."
"Did you get used to it later?" Su Wan asked seriously.
"Of course." Zhang Youbin said with a smile: "If you don't get used to it after such a long time, you will be tortured to death by yourself if you don't get killed by others."
"Then why haven't I?" Su Wan asked curiously, and then explained: "I have also killed people."
"Oh?" Zhang Youbin couldn't help but be a little surprised. He stared at Su Wan for a moment and asked, "Have you ever killed someone? How?"
Su Wan explained: "He was an enemy, and he almost killed me once. I was so angry that I asked John to kill him. Then he died at home, and that's it..."
"Dizzy." Zhang Youbin said with a depressed look on his face: "If you are convicted according to the law, at most you are an employer who hires murderers to kill people. I will only convict you and John of joint intentional homicide."
Zhang Youbin then laughed and said: "When I talk about killing, you use your hands, or with the help of some kind of extension of power, such as a knife or a gun, and then take away the other person's life with your own hands."
"Oh!" Su Wan nodded and said, "I have fired a gun, but I have never hit anyone. Can you tell me what it feels like?"
"You want to know?" Zhang Youbin smiled lightly and looked at Su Wan and asked.
"Yeah!" Su Wan nodded hurriedly.
Zhang Youbin said with a bad smile: "Go back and find a gun, call John to you, then put the gun on his head and pull the trigger. It's very simple. After you finish it, tell me what it feels like."
.”
"You..." Su Wan was not angry at all. Her eyes were full of smiles and she reproached: "How can you be so bad? Without John, I would be in big trouble. I don't know how to do many things. Only with him
clear."
Zhang Youbin smiled and said: "I just said that casually, and I didn't mean to ask you to actually kill him. Otherwise, I would still be considered an instigator."
"Yes!" Su Wanjiao said with a smile: "I will put you in jail when the time comes. I heard that there are a lot of gays there, and those rough and tumble people like men like you the most..."
"Have you watched too much Prison Break?" Zhang Youbin smiled slightly, looked at Su Wan who was also chuckling and asked curiously: "I think you seem a little strange."
"Me?" Su Wan widened her beautiful eyes and asked, "Why am I weird?"
"It's a bit strange." Zhang Youbin smiled calmly and said: "Logically speaking, you should not be in the mood to chat with me. What happened to you tonight? It's not normal.
Su Wan was a little panicked for a moment, and after a while she explained calmly: "I'm so bored that I can't sleep! Really, I'm kind enough to chat with you, but you're not satisfied, are you?"
"Satisfied, satisfied." Zhang Youbin smiled and nodded and said, "Very satisfied, this makes me look like a woman."