Episode 1: Ji Dongzhixin - Ending: He is preparing for her marriage
Afternoon.
Qu Ranran took Qin Zixin on her arm and walked under the shade trees in the garden.
"Guan Hao has been very busy these days. Mom went to City T to visit old friends again, and my brother-in-law went to France on a business trip. We are the only two people left at home. It feels so deserted!" Qu Ranran said.
"Um."
Seeing Qin Zixin's listless look, Qu Ranran couldn't help but stop, put his hands on Qin Zixin's shoulders, and asked softly, "Sister, why do you look so lethargic today?"
"No."
"Yes... from the time my brother-in-law left yesterday to today, you have spoken only a handful of times. Are you having trouble with your brother-in-law?" Qu Ranran asked with concern.
Qin Zixin raised her eyes and looked at her sister, "Why do you think your brother-in-law and I are having trouble?"
Qu Ranran was stunned, "Uh..."
Qin Zixin asked again, "In your impression, is it that your brother-in-law and I are always at odds?"
Qu Ranran suddenly became nervous, "No, sister... I was just worried that you were in a bad mood, so I asked casually."
Qin Zixin sighed softly, sat down on a wooden bench by the roadside, and faintly vomited, "Actually, I also know that sometimes your brother-in-law is not happy with me."
Qu Ranran hurriedly sat down and held Qin Zixin's hand, "Sister, you are thinking wildly again... How can my brother-in-law be unhappy with you?"
Qin Zixin smiled softly, "I just said it casually, I didn't think about it randomly."
"Sister..." Qu Ranran held Qin Zixin's hand tightly and said comfortingly, "You and your brother-in-law have misunderstood for so many years. I know you are insecure, but you have to believe in your brother-in-law's feelings for you.
For several years, my brother-in-law has always had a soft spot for you."
Have a soft spot?
Yes, it is indeed a soft spot...
Unfortunately, the one he deeply loved was Qin Zixin when she was seventeen years old.
Everything was as he said, she had changed, she was no longer the Qin Zixin he once liked...
The qualities she had when she was seventeen have long since faded away with the passage of time.
He has a soft spot for her, but he can no longer love her like he did back then...
He is now nice to her only because of responsibility. For responsibility, he was willing to give up the woman who moved him, but he still couldn't suppress his longing for that person, so he went all the way to France to date that person...
She doesn't want him to be in such embarrassment and pain...the "happiness" she can get through compassion is not the happiness she ultimately wants.
Qin Zixin still kept a light smile, but no one could see that her smile at this moment contained extreme sadness.
"Okay, don't be nervous. I'll just talk casually. You know I'm not a sentimental person." Qin Zixin said with a smile.
Qu Ranran breathed a sigh of relief, "It's okay, it's okay. I was really afraid that you would have random thoughts..."
Qin Zixin pulled Qu Ranran up and said, "Let's go, while Yu Ning sleeps, you can walk with me in the garden for a while..."
"Um."
…
Today's dinner was cooked by Qin Zixin himself.
Although he hasn't cooked for a long time, Qin Zixin's cooking skills are still very skillful, which makes Qu Ranran and Qian Qian full of praise.
"Mommy, the food you cook is delicious. I haven't eaten your food for a long time..."
Qin Zixin handed a bowl of soup to Qian Qian, "Then drink more soup. Mommy has been cooking it all afternoon."
"Auntie, I really like the soup you make." Yu An said at the side.
Qin Zixin nodded with satisfaction, "Our little Yu'an is the best behaved."
Qu Ranran touched Yu An's little head and turned to ask Qin Zixin, "Sister, why did you suddenly think of cooking today?"
Qin Zixin said, "Normally I would like to cook something for you, but my mother won't allow it. Now that my mother is gone, I have a chance."
"Yes, Mom feels very sorry for you. You have been in poor health recently. Before she left, Mom told Mom to remember to talk to the nutritionist about how to take care of you. Mom said she would raise you to be white and fat."
Qin Zixin laughed, "I know mom is good to me."
"It's a pity that Guan Hao has a party tonight, otherwise he would be full of praises for your cooking. You know, he's always been a bit tongue-tied." Qu Ranran said while enjoying the soup.
"Then from now on, you should learn cooking skills from mom and prepare a table of delicious dishes for him by surprise."
"Sister, my cooking skills are actually pretty good. I can compete with mom. But mom and I are still far behind your cooking skills... If I want to learn, I won't learn from mom.
Let me learn from you." Qu Ranran said flatteringly.
Qin Zixin laughed and did not answer Qu Ranran. She probably would not have the chance to teach her sister how to cook, because she had already decided to leave here tonight.
Guan's mother and Ji Lingtian are away, Guan Hao is out socializing, and Qu Ranran is the only adult left in the family. This is the best time for her to leave...
She didn't want to delay it any longer. It was always a choice she had to face, so it was better to make a decision early...
The only person who left her uneasy was Qian Qian, but fortunately Qian Qian was a mature and sensible child, and she knew Qian Qian would understand her decision...
Qin Zixin sat on the edge of the bed, packing the clothes he took out of the closet.
She hasn't decided where to go yet, but she wants to get to the airport as soon as possible...
When she arrived at the airport, no matter where she bought the ticket, she just wanted to leave here as soon as possible.
She knew that if she continued to stay in this home, her attachment would become even deeper, so she could not allow herself any room to hesitate.
Qin Zixin's eyes couldn't help but turn red as she stuffed the clothes into the suitcase one by one.
This departure means that she and he are completely separated from each other in this life...
Even though she knew that this choice was the right one, she felt very sad when she thought that after she left, he would be in love with the person he liked...
She is selfish. She cannot help but watch her beloved being with another woman, but what choice does she have?
There is barely any happiness, confining him for life. Even if she is happy on the surface, what kind of guilt and self-blame will she feel in her heart?
She was not qualified to blame him for falling in love with another woman, because it was she herself who ruined the beautiful love between them in the first place. After more than ten years, he became attracted to other women. This is also human nature...
He only hopes that in the days to come, the woman he likes can truly bring him happiness.
After packing up his clothes, Qin Zixin took the notebook in which he always kept a diary and left a string of words on the last page of the notebook——
Thank you very much for taking care of me these days, but there is no responsibility or mercy in love. I won't blame you... I'm leaving. I hope you can find the person you like and seek your own happiness.
After leaving these words briefly, tears already moistened Qin Zixin's eyes.
She reached out resolutely to wipe away the tears that slipped from the corners of her eyes, not allowing herself to feel the slightest reluctance or sadness.
Just as Qin Zixin was pulling her suitcase towards the door, her cell phone suddenly rang.
Having a premonition of who it was, Qin Zixin stopped walking away. After hesitating for a few seconds, she took out her mobile phone from her bag.
Looking blankly at the word "Lingtian" jumping on the phone screen, Qin Zixin sniffed, adjusted her mood and pressed the answer button. "Hello..."
"Honey, are you asleep?"
"Not yet, I'm reading a book."
"Sorry, there are too many things to do today, and I only have time to call you now."
Qin Zixin swallowed the bitterness in her throat and smiled lightly, "It's okay... I know you are 'busy'." Busy dating other women, busy lying to her.
"The project will be won the day after tomorrow at the latest..."
"Really?" Qin Zixin smiled painfully, "That's really a happy thing..."
"Baby, don't you ask me when I'll be back?"
"Didn't you say you'd be back in three to five days?"
"Don't you want me to come back early?"
In no mood.
If you come back now, I might still be able to smell another woman's perfume on you.
"Baby..." Her lack of response prompted him to call again.
Qin Zixin came back to her senses and pretended to complain, "I want you to come back soon, but you can't come back to me now..."
"I'm sorry, honey...'Lingtian' has just moved to New York. Without new project support, the outside world will think that there is something wrong with us'Lingtian'...I promise you, after winning this project, I will gradually hand over the company to
To Guan Hao, from now on, I will leave all my time to you."
"Let's talk about it when you come back..."
"good."
"I'm tired, Ling Tian, I want to go to bed early."
"Well, good night, honey."
"Good night."
Qin Zixin kissed the person on the other end of the phone across the phone.
Ji Lingtian was then satisfied and ended the call.
Putting the phone back into her bag, Qin Zixin felt her nose was sore.
His voice was as indulgent as ever, but her heart ached...
How great would it be if he wasn't acting and everything in front of him was real? It's a pity that with such a drowning voice, he was probably talking to her with another woman in his arms at the moment...
After pulling her luggage out of the room, Qin Zixin came to the children's room.
After putting down his luggage, Qin Zixin stood by the bedside and quietly stared at the sleeping Qin Ziqian.
If she is reluctant to let go, the one she is most reluctant to let go of is her daughter...
It was hard for her to imagine how sad and lost her daughter would be when she woke up and found that she was no longer in the Guan family...
But she had no way to leave with her daughter, because her daughter needed to grow up in a warm environment like the Guan family.
Reluctantly, Qin Zixin took her luggage and left Guanzhai step by step.
…
Leaving Guanzhai was very smooth, because she had dominated the servants during the day, so no servants would see her leave at night.
The taxi that had been called long ago was already waiting outside the gate of the villa. After asking the driver to put his luggage, Qin Zixin got into the taxi.
The taxi headed towards New York International Airport without a moment's delay...
Qin Zixin never looked back. She was afraid that if she looked back, she would change her mind because she was so reluctant to give up.
The taxi arrived at the airport unknowingly, and after paying the fare, Qin Zixin dragged her luggage and walked to the airport alone.
In front of the ticket counter, Qin Zixin handed the certificate to the airport service staff and said, "Hello, could you please give me a ticket for the latest departure?"
The service staff was very surprised that Qin Zixin bought the ticket without asking about the destination, and couldn't help but ask, "Miss Qin, don't you have somewhere to go?"
Qin Zixin replied, "I want to leave here as soon as possible, so you just need to give me a ticket for the nearest departure."
The service staff nodded blankly and then helped Qin Zixin check the air tickets.
Qin Zixin waited patiently.
Suddenly, the service staff raised his head respectfully and said to Qin Zixin, "Miss Qin, the latest flight is to France and leaves at one o'clock in the morning. Do you need it?"
"Fly to France?" Qin Zixin was stunned for a second. Ji Lingtian seemed to be in France...so, of course not. "I don't want to go to France. Is there any other place to go? It doesn't matter if it's late."
The service staff knocked on the computer a few more times and apologized, "I'm sorry, Miss Qin, until ten o'clock tomorrow morning, there is only one flight... If you are not in a hurry, you can choose a flight during the day tomorrow."
Is this flight available until ten o'clock tomorrow morning?
Qin Zixin was stunned on the spot.
She definitely can't wait until ten o'clock tomorrow morning, everyone will find that she is no longer at home...
"Ms. Qin, would you like this ticket?" the service staff asked diligently.
After hesitating, Qin Zixin finally nodded, "Okay, just buy a ticket to France."
…
At two o'clock in the morning, Qin Zixin sat on the plane flying to France.
There was no way for her to wait, so she could only take this flight...
Although France was a place she didn't want to go, France was so big that she didn't have to worry about meeting him on the street...
Even if she met him on the street, she thought she would meet two people, so she didn't need to explain at all...
The flight attendant came over and asked her if she wanted juice or a drink, and she finally ordered a glass of warm water.
The warm water obviously has no taste, but after pouring it into the throat, it feels bitter for a while.
She knew it was the bitter taste in her throat...
Then she put the warm water aside, lowered her head, and stretched out her hand to caress her belly.
Yes, that day in the hospital, she ended up not having surgery.
The fact that she kept this child had nothing to do with Gu Yuchen's appearance that day, but because she never intended to give up the child.
In fact, when she went to the hospital with Ji Lingtian that day, she just wanted to comfort Ji Lingtian and her family. She knew that everyone was worried about her health, and she could only "remove" the child to reassure everyone... So she had no choice but to go to the hospital with Ji Lingtian.
But in fact, she had already thought about it. When she got to the hospital, she would discuss it with the doctor who performed the surgery on her. If the doctor was unwilling to cooperate, she would have no choice but to have a showdown with Ji Lingtian...
She couldn't help but watch the doctor take away the child from her belly with cold instruments... because it was her and Ji Lingtian's child, the fruit of their love. She longed to have this child, and she firmly believed that her body could
Bear the hardships of being pregnant for ten months.
She didn't expect to meet Gu Yuchen in the hospital...
Even though Gu Yuchen said those words to her, she still did not choose to take away the child. At that time, she always believed that these were just Gu Yuchen's one-sided words.
But she never thought that what Gu Yuchen told her was true, and everything was verified one by one...
Finally, she had to face what Gu Yuchen said. He was so determined not to have a child. Perhaps one of the reasons for this was that he didn't have much expectations for this child.
She is so stupid...
She desperately wanted to give birth to a child for him, but he didn't care at all... Her behavior of trying to have a child suddenly became stupid and ridiculous.
Tears moistened her eyes, Qin Zixin closed her eyes tightly, not allowing herself to be vulnerable in front of others.
Although it is not the season for cherry blossoms to bloom, Qin Zixin feels particularly comfortable and relaxed while walking in this romantic town.
Compared to when she arrived here a few days ago, her heart has become much calmer.
Sitting on a bench under the cherry blossom tree, Qin Zixin took out her mobile phone and turned it on, which had been turned off.
This is the first time she has turned on her phone in the past few days.
I had long expected that when I turned on my phone, I would receive a lot of text messages, and sure enough...
Messages were sent to her mobile phone one after another, more than a hundred of them.
She read it one by one...
Almost all of these text messages were sent to her by Ran Ran, and some of them were sent by Qian Qian...
Every message here is hoping that she can come home...
After reading these messages, she felt very sad. However, among all the messages, including the call reminder messages, she found that there was not one from Ji Lingtian...
This means that Ji Lingtian has not sent her messages or called her in the past few days.
Everyone seemed to care about her, except him.
My heart skipped a beat, as if I had hit rock bottom...
She slowly put down her phone and smiled.
He should have seen the words she left for him in the diary...
She could already guess his reaction.
At first she was surprised, then she felt self-blame and guilt, but in the end she definitely agreed with her decision...
Her leaving is the best choice for both her and him.
She had long thought that he could accept such a result, but she didn't expect that he would not even call her...
I knew the ending would be so sad, but my heart still couldn't bear it.
He has no idea that women are contradictory animals...
She kept talking about leaving, but in her heart she actually hoped that he could stay...
But now it is confirmed that her decision was right. His consideration and tenderness towards her were just out of responsibility. When the responsibility was gone, he no longer had to continue acting.
Not wanting his sister to worry about her, Qin Zixin took out her cell phone and dialed Qu Ranran's cell phone number.
Qu Ranran answered the call immediately and hurriedly said, "Thank God, sister, you finally called me. Do you know how worried I am about you?"
Qin Zixin's voice was hard, "I know...I'm sorry, Ranran, for making you worry about me."
"Where are you now?"
"I'm in a very quiet town in France."
"I know... Guan Hao has checked your entry and exit records, but he can only find that you are in France. We cannot find your specific location in France."
Of course they couldn't find it, because she didn't use any means of transportation that required her name to be registered when she came to this town, and she didn't use a mobile phone, so they couldn't find her specific location.
"It doesn't matter where I am... What's important is that I'm fine. Don't worry about me. I'm just out to relax."
"Then when will you come back?"
"I have no idea……"
"Sister, are you having trouble with your brother-in-law?"
Qin Zixin took a breath, suppressed the soreness in her chest and said, "Ranran, I am not arguing with him, but I am facing the problem squarely."
"What's the problem between you two?"
"I don't want to say it, Ran Ran... sometimes there is no way to force feelings."
"No wonder my brother-in-law hasn't come back from his business trip..."
"He...didn't he come back?"
"Yes, my brother-in-law hasn't come back yet, and we can't contact him even if we contact him."
"Maybe he has something important to do."
"What is important? Is it important to lie and lie to you about going on a business trip to France? I asked Guan Hao. There will be no new projects in the second half of the year, so my brother-in-law's trip to France is not for business at all... I think, you
The reason why you left must be that your brother-in-law concealed something from you."
"Okay, Ranran, don't make blind guesses... My phone is about to run out of battery, so let's do this for now."
"elder sister……"
After ending the call, Qin Zixin leaned back in his chair in a daze.
Her mind was chaotic and messy, filled with what Qu Ranran said...
He has not returned to New York to this day.
He had already said before that he would return to New York in three to five days at most, but he has delayed it until the sixth day and has not yet arrived home...
It seems that he is staying in France and does not want to go back...
Since he didn't go home and didn't know that she had "run away from home," what does it mean that he didn't contact her in the past two days?
Will he be okay?
An ominous premonition suddenly enveloped Qin Zixin's heart...
Immediately, Qin Zixin picked up the phone and dialed Ji Lingtian's phone number.
Sorry, the number you dialed cannot be connected at the moment, please call again later...
Sure enough, Ji Lingtian's cell phone couldn't be connected.
The ominous premonition became stronger and stronger, and Qin Zixin immediately called Guan Hao.
As soon as the call was connected, Qin Zixin said anxiously, "Guan Hao, can't you contact Ling Tian in the past two days?"
"Zixin, where are you?" Guan Hao's voice was slightly heavy.
"Guan Hao, please don't worry about where I am...can you contact Ling Tian?"
"Oh, brother just came back."
"He's home?" Qin Zixin breathed a sigh of relief, "Oh, that's good, nothing happened, then..."
"Brother is looking for you."
"ah?"
"Brother said that he deliberately didn't contact you in the past two days, just because he wanted to give you a surprise."
"I didn't understand what you said..."
"Let's put it this way... Brother is indeed very busy in France these days, but it's not to work on projects, but to prepare a romantic wedding for you. He deliberately didn't contact you for a few days, just to give you this
Surprise... Mom went to City T a few days ago to hang out with old friends, but she actually went to France in advance to host a wedding."
Qin Zixin's eyes widened in shock, unable to react for a long time.
"Brother just learned about your departure and read the diary you left for him... He felt a little disappointed."
Qin Zixin's throat suddenly seemed to be blocked by something, and she could not speak.
At this time, Qin Zixin's cell phone beeped again.
Someone called her again while she was on the phone.
Putting down the screen and seeing that it was Qu Ranran, Qin Zixin immediately answered Qu Ranran's call, "Hello..."
Qu Ranran said anxiously, "Sister, my brother-in-law is back. It turns out that my brother-in-law went to France not for official business, but to prepare for your wedding... Mom said before that she was going to city T to see friends. It turned out that it was her brother-in-law who asked her to go to France to handle some matters.
Regarding the details of the wedding, mom came back with her brother-in-law today..."
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