Episode 1: The Heart of Ji Dong - Ending: Rest Seeking Monthly Pass
Chapter 366
Qin Zixin thought for a long time and finally decided to call Ji Lingtian.
One o'clock at midnight in France is exactly eight o'clock in the morning in China.
Originally she didn't want to disturb him so early, but she was impatient and wanted to make it clear to him as soon as possible.
Ji Lingtian's cell phone dialed, but it rang several times and no one answered.
Qin Zixin called again, but there was still no answer.
Qin Zixin decided to dial for the last time... Unexpectedly, this time, the person over there answered the call.
Qin Zixin's nose suddenly became sore, and her throat suddenly seemed to be choked by something, so hard, "Ling Tian..."
Ji Lingtian did not answer.
Qin Zixin didn't care and kept saying what she wanted to say.
"Lu Ji came to see me today." Qin Zixin paused, "He told me about him and Ren Qingle... I'm sorry for having such a misunderstanding about you, but no matter what you think now, I want to tell you
clear……"
"sister……"
A sudden call interrupted Qin Zixin's words.
Qin Zixin said, "Ran Ran?"
"It's me, sister...my brother-in-law is not here right now. The servant said that my brother-in-law's cell phone kept ringing, so I answered it."
"Isn't your brother-in-law here?"
"He didn't come back last night. He must have forgotten his cell phone."
"Oh...it's nothing. Then when he comes back, ask him to call me back."
"Okay..." Qu Ranran asked again with concern, "Sister, are you okay in France?"
"I'm fine...Is Qianqian okay?"
Qu Ranran said, "I lied to Qianqian and said that you just went to France to visit a friend and would come back in a few days, so Qianqian was fine."
"Is mom angry?"
"Mom is not angry, she is just worried about you and your brother-in-law..."
"Mom is not in good health. Please tell her not to worry. Your brother-in-law and I will be fine."
"So, sister, you already know about Lu Ji and Ren Qingle?"
"yes."
"Did your brother-in-law tell you?"
Not wanting Qu Ranran to think too much, Qin Zixin nodded, "Well, he called me yesterday to explain."
"That's good. I know that my brother-in-law will never be angry with you... Don't be angry with your brother-in-law. You know his relationship with Lu Ji. Men value brotherhood very seriously.
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"I know, I'm not angry with him...ask him to call me after you see him."
"Well, I'll ask my brother-in-law to pick you up."
"good."
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After finishing the call with Qu Ranran, Qin Zixin leaned on his head blankly.
Suddenly, his eyes became slightly moist.
She knew that she had misunderstood him. He had nothing to do with Ren Qingle. It was her inclination to spend every penny and seducing others that led to the embarrassing situation between her and him now...
But this incident also made her see another problem.
Between her and Ji Lingtian, from the beginning to the present, no matter how affectionate and loving they were, it seems that they can never go back to the past, because the passage of thirteen years has made both of them change a lot. In addition to their clear feelings for each other,
It seems that there are many things that they don't quite understand about each other anymore.
Just take the fact that he chose to hide this matter from her in order to save Lu Ji...
If he had told her the truth from the beginning, how could so many things have happened later?
Of course, she won't blame him, she can only blame the passage of time, when both of them have changed...
He no longer understands her and trusts her as he did before, and she always lacks a sense of security towards him, which is why they have such misunderstandings...
In fact, what Lu Ji told her yesterday, what shocked her was not the fact that Lu Ji had a relationship with Ren Qingle, but the question that Lu Ji asked her...
Lu Ji asked her at that time, what would she do if he told her that Lu Ji hurt Ren Qingle?
In fact, Lu Ji didn't know. She paused in her heart for a second because she never thought that Lu Ji would ask her this question.
Does this question still need to be asked?
Lu Ji has been with Ji Lingtian for so many years, and she knows very well that Ji Lingtian has always regarded Lu Ji as a brother. If Ji Lingtian tells her the truth, her choice will of course be to conceal the matter for Lu Ji without hesitation?
However, Lu Ji asked her...
Lu Ji is Ji Lingtian's most capable subordinate. He knows Ji Lingtian's thoughts very well... Ji Lingtian must also have distrustful thoughts about her, so Lu Ji asked him this question.
She quickly answered Lu Ji's question, but Lu Ji didn't know that she was out of anger...
She asked herself that she was not a bad-hearted woman, and it was not that she did not understand the ways of the world.
However, Ji Lingtian always concealed this matter from her and did not tell her. Obviously Ji Lingtian did not trust her...
Ji Lingtian felt that she was a selfish person who would act recklessly, so she always concealed this matter.
She has known Ji Lingtian for so many years, and even though thirteen years have changed her many traits, human nature will not change. If it weren't for the fact that deep down in his heart, she was already a narrow-minded person who didn't know right from wrong, he would
How could he choose to hide it from her?
She really wanted to ask him, what kind of person is Qin Zixin in his heart now?
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Qin Zixin has been waiting for Ji Lingtian's call these two days, but Ji Lingtian never called Qin Zixin back.
Qin Zixin's initial expectation gradually turned to disappointment. Finally, a premonition that he would not return her phone calls became stronger and stronger...
By the third day, Qin Zixin had already predicted that Ji Lingtian would not return her call.
She called home and asked Ran Ran, but Ran Ran said that he had not been home during these days and no one could contact him...
She knew that he must have gone somewhere to be alone.
When faced with troublesome and unsolvable problems, he usually chooses to be alone...
For example, when he learned that Qian Qian was his daughter.
After learning this fact at that time, he disappeared for several months... No one could find him, and no one could contact him.
This time, he should be troubled again...
What is he thinking about?
Are you considering whether they are suitable for each other?
In fact, even if he doesn't think about it, the situation of whether they are suitable is already in front of him...
Since they got back together, each other has firmly believed that they can make up for the shortcomings of those thirteen years, trust each other, and tolerate each other...
But it turns out that everything is easy to think about but difficult to do.
Even though they have overcome the crisis of trust again and again, they are actually very tired every time they face it...
After getting back together with him for so long, what actually made him tired the most was fatigue. She believed he felt the same way.
This is not because we no longer love each other, but because time has really changed a lot...
For example, everything that happened during these days...
If he trusted her and made it clear to her, there wouldn't be so many misunderstandings in the future, and she was also wrong. If she could believe his love for her, not be so cautious, not even afraid of losing, and just ask him directly, that wouldn't be a problem.
Will things evolve to the situation they are today...
It was good for him to think alone, because if he came to her now, maybe she wouldn't know how to face him.
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A month passed in the blink of an eye.
During this period, although she was still in France, she called her family every day.
Her family had already put their trust in her, but Ji Lingtian's loss of contact made her family very worried about them.
She has already told Guan Mu... After so many things, both she and Ji Lingtian need to reconsider.
When the two get along, they hope to get happiness and joy, but she and him always seem to be in disputes...
Their joy and happiness are always so short-lived. Every time they think they can grow old together, they always get into disputes due to various misunderstandings.
In fact, they were not wrong. What was wrong was that they missed the best time ever.
Tears fell quietly from Qin Zixin's eyes, and scenes of past memories flashed through his mind...
With Ji Lingtian's smile, Ji Lingtian's gentleness, Ji Lingtian's madness, Ji Lingtian's domineering, everything about Ji Lingtian...
When she was seventeen, she lost her heart.
Even when he hated her, she never thought about giving up, just because she loved him so much.
Getting back together with him was something she had never expected for so many years. When he proposed getting back together, even though she didn't dare to accept it, she was still very happy in her heart...
But, in reality, they are no longer suitable.
Qin Zixin moved her eyes away and quietly looked at the sunset outside the floor-to-ceiling window of the hotel until the sun set in the west.
Finally, Qin Zixin picked up the phone and dialed a group of phone numbers.
She swallowed the bitterness in her throat, and her eyes turned red at this moment.
Wiping away the tears on her cheeks, she said: "Doctor, I am Qin Zixin. I want to make an appointment with you...I want to make an appointment with you for the surgery."
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