Episode 1: Ji Dongxin - The Final Ending: He Came to Find Her
Chapter 367
Qin Zixin came to the hospital according to the appointment time with the doctor.
The doctor could see Qin Zixin's nervousness at a glance, and couldn't help but ask, "Ms. Qin, are you really sure you want to have an abortion?"
Qin Zixin, who was sitting opposite the doctor, had red eyes and was obviously in a low mood. After struggling in her heart for a long time, she nodded to the doctor.
The doctor said, "I would like to ask, Miss Qin, do you not want to have children due to physical reasons?"
Qin Zixin shook his head.
The doctor added, "According to the results of my last examination for Miss Qin, the fetus is developing very well in your body and has not put too much burden on your body. According to the current situation, if Miss Qin
If you want to keep the child, I don’t think it will be a big problem.”
Upon hearing what the doctor said, Qin Zixin suddenly raised his eyes, "Doctor...what did you say?"
The doctor replied seriously, "Ms. Qin, I have seen your case. You have a history of heart disease and have had two heart surgeries. Based on your physical condition, you are not suitable for pregnancy... but you are relatively lucky.
What’s more, the child seems to be particularly compatible with your body, and it does not put a burden on your body’s heart, which is relatively rare in people with a history of heart disease... So I hope you can consider it carefully.”
Qin Zixin seemed to be in disbelief, and even her voice trembled slightly, "Doctor...you, you mean I can get pregnant?"
The doctor smiled and said, "It seems that the pregnancy is going well so far, so we can give it a try... I don't think there will be any big problems."
"But my previous heart doctor said I was not suitable for pregnancy..."
"But judging from your pregnancy status in the past month, everything is going well. Based on my years of handling pregnancy and childbirth, I don't think the problem is big... Of course, if it is purely for safety reasons, not getting pregnant is the best choice.
But if you, Miss Qin, want this child, I think it would be a pity not to get pregnant with your current good physical condition. After all, patients with heart disease are not so lucky every time they get pregnant."
After listening to what the doctor said, Qin Zixin fell into a daze for a long time.
"Ms. Qin, please think about it carefully... I'm going to perform an operation on a patient. After you think about it, you can tell my assistant that if you need an operation, you can do it today."
Qin Zixin looked at the doctor blankly and nodded lightly.
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Qin Zixin came out of the hospital in a state of despair.
Sitting down on a bench on the street, Qin Zixin remained sluggish.
Suddenly, her hand gently touched her lower abdomen, and the tip of her nose felt sour.
Why tell her at this moment that she can keep the child?
She had been so looking forward to giving birth to this child before. Even when the doctor mentioned that she could keep the child, she was so happy that she even wanted to take out her mobile phone and call him immediately...
But after that moment of happiness, she suddenly realized that her relationship with him seemed to be in a state of estrangement...
He doesn't know the existence of the child yet. If he knows, he will definitely come to her... If he comes to her, they will bear responsibility for the child, which means they will be imprisoned together again.
?But what’s the point of being together like this?
To be honest, she has thought a lot during the past month or so in the small town...
She recalled everything she had with Ji Lingtian...
She suddenly discovered that after they got back together, there were very few truly sweet moments...
They kept encountering trust problems and constantly solving problems. They never had a carefree moment together... They could never find the simple happiness like thirteen years ago. Instead, they faced trust every time.
It makes them very tired when they encounter problems.
She finally came to the conclusion that they were not suitable to be together...
There will be no happiness if you force yourself. Since it's not suitable, don't imprison the other person... That's why she decided to get rid of the child.
But she didn't expect that the turning point would always come when she was unprepared...
The doctor suddenly told her that she could keep the baby, which really caught her off guard.
If she was a little worried about her health when she decided to remove the child before, but now her body is no longer serious. As long as she wants, she can give birth to his child, but why at this time?
…
Qin Zixin did not return to the town where she lived on this day. She chose to stay in a hotel in downtown Lyon.
She planned to spend one night making a decision.
However, what Qin Zixin didn't expect was that she didn't need to make a decision at all, because Ji Lingtian had already made the decision for her.
At ten o'clock in the evening, Qin Zixin received a text message from Ji Lingtian.
She saw this text message after taking a shower...
She was so excited when she received his text message, but when she saw the content of the text message he sent her, the excitement slowly faded from her face.
I'll come to you tomorrow... and we'll talk about the agreement.
When she saw this text message, Qin Zixin's tears fell unconsciously...
After a month, she finally waited for his response.
Is there any agreement between them? The only thing that can be negotiated is probably the divorce agreement...
After thinking for a month, he finally decided like this...
Although she was mentally prepared beforehand, she still felt very sad.
However, even if he makes such a decision, she will not complain at all... If it is not suitable, it is not suitable. She is not such a fragile person, and she knows what it means to get together and part ways.
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The next day.
Qin Zixin got up very early*...
In order not to make her face look so bloodless, she deliberately put on light makeup.
She didn't know when he would arrive, but she hoped that she could always smile in front of him, because she had never been a vulnerable person in front of others.
Qin Zixin sat in the hotel apartment quietly waiting for Ji Lingtian's arrival.
At ten o'clock, her cell phone suddenly rang.
Thinking it was Ji Lingtian, she answered the phone immediately, but the voice coming from the phone came from Gu Yuchen.
"Zi Xin."
Qin Zixin looked slightly disappointed, but she still politely said, "Imperial minister."
"I went to the Guan family to look for you, and the Guan family said you were not in New York."
"Well, I'm in France."
"Did you leave suddenly because of a dispute with Ji Lingtian?"
Qin Zixin leaned against the floor-to-ceiling window and replied calmly, "I have no dispute with him." It was a silent indifference.
"Zixin, I'm sorry. I think what I said to you caused the misunderstanding between you and Ji Lingtian... A few days ago, Ren Qingle contacted me."
Qin Zixin did not answer.
"Ren Qingle told me that she had learned everything from Lu Ji, and she was very sad...I asked her if she would go back to New York again? She said she never wanted to go back to New York again in her life..."
"Any decision she makes has nothing to do with me."
"Zixin, I'm sorry. Every time I wish you happiness, I destroy your happiness every time..."
Hearing Gu Yuchen's extremely self-blaming tone on the other end of the phone, Qin Zixin couldn't help comforting her, "Yuchen, I have never blamed you. I know you care about me."
"I will go to South Africa on a business trip in two days... I may stay in South Africa for a few years during this business trip, and we may not see you often in the future. I hope you will be well while I am away."
"Don't worry, I'll be fine."
Gu Yuchen smiled softly, "I still remember when you and Ji Lingtian just got together, I asked you if you had decided to go with Ji Lingtian, and the answer you gave me was that you would be fine... Before leaving, I will find Ji Lingtian and help you
Explain it clearly to him, I think only he can take good care of you."
"No need, imperial minister." Qin Zixin hurriedly escaped, "He and I were just having a quarrel, nothing happened... You can go to work in South Africa with peace of mind. I promise you, I will be fine."
"Okay... Zi Xin, I don't know when we will meet again. I still say what I said. If you need me, please call me."
Qin Zixin nodded, "I will."
"Goodbye, Zi Xin..."
"goodbye……"
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After ending the phone call with Gu Yuchen, Qin Zixin felt a sense of sadness in her heart.
Watching TV yesterday, she learned that Gu Yuchen asked the American government to go to South Africa to work...
Everyone knows that South Africa is far away from the United States. He took the initiative to request to work there, obviously to escape something...
After receiving his call just now and hearing his guilty and self-blaming tone, she realized that what he was avoiding was his guilt for her.
Last time, she said very decisive words to Gu Yuchen because of Gu Yuchen's concealment of the truth about the photos... In fact, she regretted it afterwards, because Gu Yuchen was a good friend she had known for more than ten years, and he was caring about her, but she still blamed him.
.
She knows better than anyone else that apart from her family, Gu Yuchen must be the best person to her in the world...
And this time Gu Yuchen left because he felt that he had caused the misunderstanding between her and Ji Lingtian, so he felt very guilty.
In fact, she is the one who really should feel guilty...
When she was hurt by Ji Lingtian, it was Gu Yuchen who stayed with her and comforted him...
He was also by her side when she was going through the dangerous period after the operation alone on Loren Arthur Island...
In the impression, there were so many low moments when Gu Yuchen was by her side, but she never gave Gu Yuchen anything in return...
He has always cared about her silently and has never changed.
In fact, the person who really owes her is her...
At this moment, Qin Zixin sent a text message to Gu Yuchen——
Imperial Minister, no matter where you are in this world, please remember that I will always miss you.
After sending the text message, Qin Zixin was still in a sad mood. Suddenly, there were several regular knocks on the door.
Qin Zixin immediately recovered from the sadness and looked at the door. Qin Zixin's heart seemed to skip a beat.
She was familiar with the force of his knocking on the door, and she knew that the person standing outside the door was Ji Lingtian.
She took a deep breath, bit her lip gently, and slowly walked towards the door.
Standing behind the door, she suppressed her nervousness and pretended to face him in the calmest manner.
Open the door, and sure enough...
It's him.
She never raised her eyes to look into his, she only smiled at him and said, "Come in."
Ji Lingtian walked in from outside, his tall and tall body looking more handsome than usual.
Qin Zixin closed the door and followed him calmly.
Suddenly, he turned around and looked straight at her with his deep and unpredictable eyes.
Qin Zixin still didn't look into Ji Lingtian's eyes and just said, "What do you want to drink? I'll get it for you."
Ji Lingtian said calmly, "No need."
"Uh... then..." The atmosphere suddenly became awkward. Qin Zixin didn't know what to talk to Ji Lingtian.
As if aware of Qin Zixin's nervousness, Ji Lingtian withdrew his gaze from staring at Qin Zixin, turned around and sat down on the sofa in Qin Zixin's room.
Qin Zixin stood there at a loss, but never dared to look at him.
"The lawyer will be here shortly. We need to talk."
Qin Zixin nodded silently, her nose sore.
"Xinxin..."
"Um?"
"Come and sit here."
Ji Lingtian lightly patted the place beside him.
After struggling in his heart for a few seconds, Qin Zixin sat down opposite Ji Lingtian.
Ji Lingtian had no objection and spoke slowly, "Xinxin, I have thought about it carefully this month, and I feel that our relationship has encountered many problems."
Qin Zixin smiled slightly and kept nodding, "Yes, yes, I know."
"Xinxin, actually your shortcoming is..."
Before Ji Lingtian finished speaking, Qin Zixin had already grabbed Ji Lingtian's words and said with a smile, "I know what kind of person I am... In fact, I know that since we got back together, the cause of many problems is because of me. I am jealous.
, I don’t trust you enough, and I don’t listen to your advice... so it always makes us very tired and tired when we get along.”
"Xinxin..."
Qin Zixin then interrupted Ji Lingtian, "This month, you have thought so much, and I have also thought a lot... In fact, even if you don't come to me to talk, I will go to you to talk... Lingtian,
In fact, we are really not suitable to be together..."
Still not looking at him, Qin Zixin thought to herself, "Actually, if it weren't for Qianqian, the fate of you and me in this life might have been over long ago... In the many years I have been separated from you, I never thought for a moment that I could be with you.
Together, so when we are together, I really want to believe that we can go back to the past, but it turns out that I am not the Qin Zixin of the past, and you are not the Ji Lingtian of the past... Emotions are really weird.
, as time goes by, it will deteriorate, so we do not lose to each other's shortcomings, but to time..."
Ji Lingtian didn't say anything anymore, he just watched her quietly while explaining with a smile.
Qin Zixin finally couldn't help but her eyes were red and her voice was slightly choked, "Ling Tian, the lawyer will come later. I hope you can finish our matter with a smile."
After saying this, Qin Zixin stood up and said to Ji Lingtian, "Sorry, I have to go to the bathroom first."
Qin Zixin did not look at Ji Lingtian, but saw his calm expression from the corner of his eye.
Turning around and walking into the bathroom, Qin Zixin's tears finally fell uncontrollably.
She must admit that after being with him, she became less and less strong...
After entering the bathroom and closing the door hastily, Qin Zixin leaned against the door panel, tears falling like broken pearls.
She doesn't want to be so embarrassed, she doesn't want him to break up with her...
She doesn't blame him, nor does she blame him... Although this ending is a bit unbearable, it is also the best ending.
After wiping away her tears and washing her face, Qin Zixin smiled slightly and walked out of the bathroom after making sure that there was nothing unusual on her face.
Ji Lingtian was still in the room, holding her mobile phone in his hand.
Qin Zixin was stunned.
Ji Lingtian calmly stood up from the sofa, came to her with his tall body, and said slowly, "You didn't hear me in the bathroom, so I answered it for you... It was a call from the hospital. The doctor asked if you had made a decision.
Should I have an abortion?"
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