Episode 1: Ji Dongxin - Epilogue: You exist in my deep love
Qin Zixin changed.
After returning from France with good self-cultivation, Qin Zixin became much more cheerful.
Unlike in the past, where there was always a hint of sadness between her brows, she was always relaxed and happy, which made Guan's mother and Qu Ranran, who were originally worried about her, couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
Except for sleeping with Qian Qian at night, the relationship between Qin Zixin and Ji Lingtian was not too stiff. On the contrary, it was much more relaxed than before. However, they did not spend much time together, because Ji Lingtian put the focus of life on
He put it on work, and Qin Zixin spent most of his time at home with Guan's mother and Ran Ran.
At this moment, Qin Zixin picked up Qianqian back from school.
On the way home, in order to give her parents a chance to reconcile, Qian Qian said in a weird voice, "Mommy, it's Freedom Day in the United States, and the teacher said we would have seven days off... seven days is neither too long nor too short.
, let’s go on vacation as a family!”
Qin Zixin, who was driving, was in a good mood, "Are you on vacation?"
"Yeah, a week is just right for a vacation."
Qin Zixin nodded, "Okay, let's go on vacation... Mommy hasn't been with you for a long time." Recently, after spending more time with Qian Qian, I realized that she had spent too much time on things that shouldn't be done in the past.
While being obsessed with things, she neglected the fact that she had too many daughters.
"Mommy, shall we go with Daddy?" Qianqian asked tentatively.
Qin Zixin replied with a calm tone and a smile, "Daughter, your dad has to work and he is very busy... Besides, it is not convenient for Mommy to go on vacation with him now." She no longer wanted to hide some things from her daughter.
The daughter will eventually have to face it.
Qian Qian's voice suddenly dropped, and she asked in a low voice, "Mommy, you don't really plan to leave daddy, do you?"
Qin Zixin shook her head, "How could Mommy leave you and Daddy? For Mommy, you and Daddy are Mommy's relatives, and Mommy will never be separated from you in this life... But Qianqian,
You should also know what happened between Mommy and Daddy. Mommy and Daddy are no longer suitable to be together."
Qian Qian said sadly, "But I don't want you to separate..."
"Qianqian, you have grown up, stop crying, have you forgotten what mommy told you before?" Looking at Qin Ziqian with red eyes in the rearview mirror, Qin Zixin smiled and comforted her daughter,
"Be good, even if mommy and daddy are separated, mommy and daddy will love you the same... we will always be by your side."
She wiped her sour nose lightly and nodded. She was so young and so sensible.
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night.
Qin Zixin was packing Qianqian's clothes for the trip.
Qian Qian looked at the clothes neatly folded by Qin Zixin in the box, and her mood was still low.
"What's wrong, silly daughter, what are you thinking about?" Qin Zixin asked softly after noticing her daughter's expression.
Qianqian took Qin Zixin's hand and looked at Qin Zixin with watery eyes, "Mommy, grandma and aunt are not willing to let us go on vacation. I think daddy will be reluctant too...
.”
Qin Zixin patted her daughter's hand gently, "Then do you want to go on vacation with mommy?"
Qian Qian nodded firmly.
"Then don't be reluctant to let go of your daddy..."
"It's not that I can't let go of Daddy, it's that Daddy can't let go of us..."
Qin Zixin smiled, folded his arms and hugged his daughter towards him, "Have you forgotten what Mommy told you this afternoon? Mommy and Daddy..."
Qian Qian snatched Qin Zixin's words, "I know, it's not suitable for you to be together..." Qian Qian lowered her head and muttered sadly, "But I don't think daddy cares about mommy."
Knowing that he would never be able to explain to his daughter, Qin Zixin simply changed the subject, "Oh, you little kid, stop meddling in adults' business... Pack up the things you need to bring for the trip. Don't say anything and forget to bring them again."
.”
Thinking about how unhappy her parents have been together for such a long time, although Qianqian regrets it, she respects her parents' decision.
Without saying anything more to her mother, Qian Qian was about to pack her things for the trip, but she didn't expect that there was a regular knock on the door at this moment.
From the knock on the door, we could already tell that the person coming was Ji Lingtian.
Qian Qian walked to open the door, and sure enough, Ji Lingtian was standing outside the door.
"Daddy..."
Qian Qian snuggled up.
Ji Lingtian rubbed Qian Qian's head, but looked towards Qin Zixin inside.
Qin Zixin's eyes also met Ji Lingtian's, and she smiled slightly, "Why are you standing outside? Why don't you come in and sit down!"
Ji Lingtian walked in and sat down opposite Qin Zixin.
Looking at Qin Zixin adjusting his clothes, Ji Lingtian said in a deep voice, "Mom told me that you and Qianqian are going to travel, right?"
"Yes, Qianqian has a week's vacation... I haven't gone out to play with her for a long time, so I want to go abroad to play with her for a few days." Although Qin Zixin looked at Ji Lingtian and said, her eyes seemed to be separated from each other.
She looked at him far, far away, and there was no longer the intimacy that she had before.
"I...can I help in any way?"
"Daddy, you can take us to the airport." Qian Qian said immediately.
"Don't trouble your daddy..." Qin Zixin retorted softly to her daughter, then looked at Ji Lingtian, "I know you have delayed a lot of things in the company before, and you will be busy recently... So Qianqian and I went on a trip.
, we will solve it ourselves, don’t worry, I will let your baby girl spend this holiday happily."
Ji Lingtian said nothing and nodded, "Call me if you need anything."
"Um."
After packing Qian Qian's things, Qin Zixin began to pack his own luggage.
Ji Lingtian had been silently watching her packing her clothes. After a long time, he stood up and said to Qin Zixin, "You go ahead and do some business. I'll go to the study to handle some business."
Qin Zixin, who was busy, didn't look at Ji Lingtian and just nodded.
Ji Lingtian immediately left the children's room.
…
Sitting alone in the huge study room, Ji Lingtian leaned quietly on the back of the chair.
Ling Tian, I will never leave you again... I'm sorry, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be hurt... You must get better, I will always be by your side...
The image of her hurriedly returning to him when he was "pretending to be paralyzed" flashed through his mind. His heart seemed to be suddenly blocked by something. The guilt caused a suffocating pain in his heart, which made him feel uncomfortable.
He felt very uncomfortable.
Time passes minute by minute...
I don’t know how long it took, but there was a light knock on the study door.
Ji Lingtian adjusted his sitting posture and said calmly, "Come in."
It's Qin Zixin.
He didn't guess it was her, so he looked a little surprised when he saw her.
Qin Zixin's face still had the usual smile during this period. She walked up to Ji Lingtian and said calmly, "I want to wait until I come back from my trip so that we can have a good talk, but there is something I want to return to you...
..." After saying that, Qin Zixin handed a delicate box in his hand to Ji Lingtian.
Ji Lingtian frowned and opened the box, "What?"
The moment he opened the box, he appeared in front of Ji Lingtian, who had personally put on the red diamond ring for her.
Qin Zixin smiled slightly and said, "I prepared to give it to you when I was in France, but I always forgot..."
The wrinkles between Ji Lingtian's brows deepened. He raised his eyes and looked at him, his voice seemed to be choked, "Xinxin..."
Qin Zixin still smiled calmly, "This thing is very valuable. If it were an ordinary thing, I wouldn't give it back to you... It's very late. Don't be too busy too late. I'm going to bed."
Before Ji Lingtian could say anything, Qin Zixin had already turned around and left.
The study became quiet again, with only the red diamond ring in the box shining brightly.
Ji Lingtian had an indescribable feeling in his heart, but he knew that nothing he could say to her now would be of no use.
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The next day, Qin Zixin flew to Bali, the paradise on earth, with Qianqian.
As the plane soared in the sky, Ji Lingtian was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the president's office of the new headquarters of "Lingtian" and watching quietly.
Xiao Ai knocked on the door and walked in, bringing the documents he needed to process today.
He turned around, looked at the stack of documents, and started his day's work.
In the blink of an eye, the morning has passed, and he has processed most of the thick documents.
Xiao Ai walked in from the outside and saw that he was still working. He couldn't help asking respectfully, "President, do you need to order a meal for you?"
At work, he instinctively responded to his subordinates, "No, I'll go home for lunch."
Xiao Ai nodded and left the office.
After handling the documents at hand, Ji Lingtian stretched his body...
After picking up his suit and putting it on, he was about to leave the office, but suddenly, his body froze in the chair.
Thinking of the past...
She often urged him on the phone, Ling Tian, when will you come back? I'm so hungry, I'm just waiting for you to come back for dinner...
After he returns home, she will immediately take away the briefcase in his hand, and then hug him towards the restaurant. You see, everyone has finished eating and left, and I am waiting for you...
The picture in his mind stopped here. He put down the briefcase at hand and sat down on the chair again.
After thinking for a few seconds, he pressed the company's intercom number.
"President."
"Xiao Ai, please help me order a meal... I will stay at the company at noon."
Xiao Ai subconsciously asked, "President, aren't you going home to be with your wife at noon?"
"I have something to do at noon." This was the first time he had made such an excuse in front of his subordinates in a panic, and Ji Lingtian immediately hung up the phone.
After scanning the documents aside, Ji Lingtian pinched his brows tiredly.
He didn't sleep well at all in the past two days...especially last night, he actually had no sleep at all.
…
He came home very late at night. When he got home, everyone in the Guan family was already asleep.
Opening the door and walking into the room, what greeted him was no longer the warm light and her sitting on the bed reading a book waiting for him, but everything was cold.
He loosened his tie, unbuttoned his shirt and walked into the bathroom...
The cool water washed away the fatigue all over his body. After turning off the water valve, he instinctively reached for his pajamas, but found that he had forgotten to prepare pajamas again...
"Xinxin, Xinxin..."
He called her name, like he always did when he forgot to take his pajamas, but...
What he responded to was an empty room.
The sound suddenly stopped, and he was lost for a long time... Finally, he wrapped himself in a bath towel and walked out of the bathroom in embarrassment.
The coldness in the room enveloped his whole body.
He sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette quietly.
There was no light on in the room, and the moment the lighter lit up, his handsome facial features were revealed, so deep.
Suddenly, he picked up the box beside him and opened it.
Rare red diamonds still shine with dazzling brilliance even in dim environments.
Xinxin...I will give you the happiness that the whole world looks up to.
What he said still sounded so clearly in her ears.
Recalling the beauty of that time, he couldn't help but smile sweetly at the corner of his mouth.
However, another sentence flashed through my mind -
Xinxin... I don’t feel attracted to you anymore as I did back then.
The words he told her passed through his ears, and it wasn't until this moment that he realized how cruel he was back then.
My heart felt like it had been cut by a knife, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't breathe.
Ji Lingtian closed the box as if he was breathing out his energy. At this moment, he wanted to tear himself into pieces.
…
Ji Lingtian still didn't sleep well this time. At dawn, he received a text message from Qianqian. His daughter told him that they had arrived at Paris Island.
Ji Lingtian did not have breakfast at home. When he was preparing to go to the company, he met Guan's mother who had been waiting there for a long time.
Ever since Qin Zixin had an accident in France that almost cost her life, Guan's mother's attitude towards the relationship between Ji Lingtian and Qin Zixin has also changed...
"Ling Tian, Zi Xin told me when she left that she would go through the divorce procedures with you when she comes back."
Ji Lingtian said nothing, his expression gloomy as he looked at the weather outside today.
Guan's mother's eyes were red and her voice was choked, "Son, the main culprit that caused you and Xiaoxin to come to this day is mom... If mom didn't know you well, she would think that your love for Xiaoxin is not as good as Xiaoxin's love for you, so she always
It was your cautious behavior in front of Xiaoxin that caused Xiaoxin to misunderstand you, which made Xiaoxin sad and went to France... If she had not gone to France, the situation between you would not have evolved to this situation today.
It’s mom’s fault…”
Ji Lingtian remained silent.
Guan's mother said again, "Mom doesn't know what you and Xiaoxin talked about in France, so that Xiaoxin seemed to be a different person after he came back from France, and seemed to be indifferent to your affairs. But mom knows that Xiaoxin
Xin actually still cares about you... However, Mom will no longer persuade you to be with Xiao Xin, because in fact, it is up to you to figure out what you think, rather than me putting pressure on you...
Before Xiaoxin comes back, I hope you can think about it, because this time, there may be no way to go back."
…
Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the office, Ji Lingtian's back looks lonely and lonely.
In his sight, his world was gray, as if there was no life at all.
The vibrating sound of his cell phone interrupted his thoughts.
He walked to his desk and picked up his cell phone...
When he saw the number displayed on the phone screen, joy filled his face, and he couldn't wait to press the answer button, "Hello..."
pity……
"Daddy!"
It's her daughter.
"Yeah." His smile added a touch of kindness, but it didn't have the heartbeat just now.
"Bali is so fun. The environment here is very good. Mommy took me to the beach and we..."
Quietly listening to her daughter narrating the happy time they spent together, Ji Lingtian's mind couldn't help but picture her happy look at the moment...
His heart felt a little sad, and he didn't know why he felt so lost.
Her frown and smile were all playing in his mind at this moment...
And he suddenly realized that it turned out that everything in his mind was her now...
The way she was angry, the way she was happy, the way she was coquettish, the way she was crying... they were all the looks she had imprinted on his mind over the past year or so.
It turned out that he could not remember her in the past, but her current appearance was so clearly engraved in his mind...
Finally, he realized that the temptation he wanted had always been there...
It's just that he cares too much about the past and ignores the present... As everyone knows, over the past year or so, she has actually made him forget the past and has deeply engraved her figure in his heart.
At this moment, Ji Lingtian closed his eyes in pain.